Yeah... stupid car.

I was all pissed off at 9 AM (the crack of dawn for me) because my car had eaten my breakfast. Look as hard as I might, I couldn't find my pop tarts.

Until I got into my car about 6 hours later.

No wonder I couldn't find them earlier. Never occurred to me to look on the DASHBOARD.

I suck at life. Well, when life requires me to be awake at 9 AM anyways.

Fred and Mylena are supposedly bringing Drake over to my Mamoo's house tonight. I might have to go see him. [BABYYYYY!!!]

Maybe he doesn't look like a shriveled-up raisiny goblin anymore. :p Ah well, that's just what preemie babies look like for the first month or two, I suppose.

::edit::
(AS FOR DA HOCKEY)

Read the headline.

. . . .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

HOCKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!

Goodness me... I need a nap. *passes out*

Who's bored?

Sarah's bored.

But that's not unusual. So no worries.

Today went like this: Wake up. Shower. Lunch @ McAllister's w/Dad. Get oil changed (OMG30BUCKS!). Come home. Mess around on computer. Watch 2 eps of Teen Titans that my friend Erin lent me. Go to 'Zoli's. Eat and hang out and chill @ 'Zoli's. Come home. Be bored.

Oh wait, I ran the dishwasher in there somewhere...

QUOTE D'JOUR:

"So they just tickle each other all the time? They get paid for that?"

*our entire table cracks up*

Home... it's so nice.

So nice to see these lime green walls [and one electric blue wall] again. To see Sebastian [my comp] sitting on my desk. To see my CDs on their rack. To see my bed all messed up and un-made. MMMMM HOME.

Feels like I haven't been here for a month.

Oh yeah - to all those people to whom I said WAR OF THE WORLDS IS SUPPOSED TO SUCK SO I WILL NEVER SEE IT OR LIKE IT! -- I was 2/3 wrong.

I don't think it sucked. I don't really see why someone would say it was that bad. [1/3] Of course, to be able to say that, I had to see it. [2/3] Did I like it?

NO.

You will not believe how bad that movie messed with my head. No one should ever see that movie if they have a) Daddy issues / divorced parent issues / sibling issues b) friends or loved ones in the military issues or c) aliens-sucking-out-your-blood-to-grow-creepy-red-fungus issues.

Can you guess who has all three?

Can you guess who regretted getting soda and popcorn because she almost peed herself and almost vomited all over the seats in front of her?

Can you guess who still gets watery eyes and acid in the back of her throat when she thinks about how that movie affected her?

Bethcha can. If you think REEEEEAL HARD.

TOTALLY RANDOM WAY TO END THE POST: My apologies to Brian (and all my other friends who were at the Starbucks outing today) for my weirdo-antisocial behavior. I needed to go home. Really bad. I should be back to normal by tomorrow.

Hah... yay! Orgy does New Order justice. *continues singing "blue monday" at the top of her lungs*

Hmm... I love Jane and Tara. SO FRIGGIN' MUCH. It's insane. Really, it is.

And when it comes to coercing other people's boyfriends into buying them presents - I totally win. That's right, I win.

Tara's clothes are cool. I swear, I'm going to break into her suitcase and play dress up everyday this week.

Mmmmm... I should probably go home for a few minutes at least today. *rolls eyes* You know, just because I haven't really been there for two days. And the last time I went home I hadn't been there for two or three days. *sigh* I'm a bad daughter. :p

Ciao, lovlies.

Check it! I've got a new username!

And it's not what you thought it was going to be! I decided against "butch_lebeau" at the last minute. I was like, "That's lame. I need to be more creative. I know! I'll just use my last name!"

Hmm... I could have used the full last name, I guess... but that would have been 19 characters. Well, that would still be shorter than the 26 character name I had before...

But I settled for 10 characters.

OMG! TARA!

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((Toothpaste For Dinner))

You guys know who you are.

And you know why this is so funny.

^_^

Why is it that only [okay, mostly] Siegel students are signing up for phusebox?

I feel that Oakland is way under-represented.

[[See? One Two Okay, THREE lines. Whatever. :p]]

They put me up last night.

Never fear.

I behaved. As did everyone else. Everyone else, of course, being Michael.

There was plenty of joking along the lines of "Well once everyone ELSE goes to sleep..."

Hah, but no.

The most we did was watch Johnny English in Heather's room after everyone else was already asleep. I mean it, we watched the movie. And just in case his parents (whose room is like, 3 inches away from Heather's) got up in the middle of the night, we kept the light on and the door wide open.

So get yer brains outta the gutter, you pervs.

:p

Ewwwwwww. I don't think so.

Anywho... I said I was going to the hospital an hour or so ago. Guess I should do that, huh?

Gooooooood times, y'all.

Everybody say hi to Michael and Leah!

"Hi Michael and Leah!"

^That's what you're supposed to say.

Say it.

RIGHT NOW!!!!

I think I'm just going to go to the fireworks show with my Seigel buddies. (Did I spell that right? Your school's so retarted I never know how to spell the name. :-p)

Maybe that will make me feel better.

Now... gas, dad's medication, and recycling.

*rolls up sleeves*

You know those people?

The ones who do and say retarted stuff that makes you worry even though you know they probably don't mean it? And even though they don't mean it, they sound so sincere that you still worry about them anyways? And sometimes you can't help but wonder whether they do it just to make you worry because they want attention?

Yeah, I know those people. Well, ONE anyways.

And why is it that you usually love these people so much that you can't force yourself to hit them with a brick, even though they deserve it?

::edit::

This song always makes me think about sed person... I always liked it, but after sed person requested I put it on a CD for them... it always reminded me of them.

"I'm Still Here" by Johnny Rzeznik

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

----

--SCREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS--

Dammit.

I love being an American. I love living in this country. I am indescribably grateful that this country gained independence from the British Empire.

[[Hey you freedom-friers, guess who our biggest ally in that war was. Hmm... let's see... was it - THE FRENCH? Why yes, I do believe they were. So shut the freak up about how you think the French are pussies just because they don't always agree with our administration. -- Pardon this nonsequitor rant, that's just a big pet peeve of mine.]]

Anyways. VERY GRATEFUL.

But all the same... 4th of July is always the worst holiday for me. I can't think of a single one that I have truly enjoyed. Maybe when I was really little and would go watch the fireworks with my grandparents. But it seems like since I was about 6 years old on... this holiday has just SUCKED for me.

Have fun at your barbecues or whatever. Light a sparkler for me. ;-) Unfortunately, I refuse to light any myself. I'vd had a phobia of them ever since I got burned by one a few years ago.

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I'd imagine it would look something like this.

Save me from boredom and going crazy with photoshop! PLEASE!

Yay! That was a good movie. As was the company I had. ^_^ I hadn't seen Jen and Rachel since school got out! So sad.

Soooooooo...

That was about the ONLY exciting thing that happened to me today. And... it's not that exciting at all. Hmm. Come to think of it, this whole week has kinda been a drag. Started off with a bang: Monday was totally awesome, as was tuesday.

And then my week just... keeled over foaming at the mouth with one leg twitching.

[it DIED]

Ah well. A new week starts in less than an hour! Lets hope this one is more exciting.

I missed them so!

Well, Michael and Heather, anyways.

I'm not really fussed with Aaron and Rebecca.

Heather is awesomness on a silver platter. She rules. ^_^

Michael... well, he's just one of my best friends of all freakin' time. And he always makes me feel positive about myself. I just wish he weren't psychotic on occasion. :eye roll:

Anyways, I've only eaten one HALFof a meal today. So the Dadoo and I are going to IHOP or Awful Waffle or something.

Ciao, loves!

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(c) 2001 Sinfest Productions. All rights reserved.

I love this comic strip.

You should go to sinfest.net RIGHT NOW. Start at the beginning and just read it. Coolest comic strip ever.

This strip actually makes me think more about spirituality than pretty much... anything else. But then again, I'm a WEIRDO. So don't mind me. Just read the damn strip.

:p

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Hey... this site is going to dissappear soon. Nathan says my username is too long and it's messing up the format of the site.

:p

But he's going to do some geeky-programmer trick that just forwards everything to my new username.

*sigh* Going back to square one. Can you guess what my new phusebox username will be?

Bet you can't...

SURPRISE! It'll be "butch_lebeau." Hah... bet you didn't see THAT one coming.

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NUMBER 1:

"Can you imagine me hitting her with a breadstick? Wouldn't that be funny?"

NUMBER 2:

"Her eyes would explode!"

NUMBER 3, definately the MOST important:

"He's the Sithiest Sith that ever Sithed!"

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The hospital sent my mom home.

They don't know what's wrong with her.

Her heart and her gall bladder or anything that could have been causing it seems to be in working order.

But she still can't eat.

Maybe they'll do something if I have to drive her back up there in 24 hours because she's starving to death.

Retards.

---IN OTHER NEWS:

Oh.
Shit.

Ther is this gnat-like moth thing in my room. And it keeps doing stuff like landing on my arm or bumping into my nose or crawling accross my computer screen but I can't catch it!!! OMG! Driving me nuts.

I got a desk today (and a CD tower to match). That's right, Sebastian is no longer on the floor. And I got some new desktop speakers so I can actually hear both audio parts of whatever I'm listening to or watching.

Can you say "Rocky Horror Party in Sarah's Room?"

I bet you can.

My mommy has slipped back into not being able to eat. She's been throwing up everything solid and most things liquid. She hasn't had a substantial meal in about 4 days. I took her back to the ER today and they admitted her pretty fast. When I left she was hooked up to an IV to get her all un-dehydrated and watching TV.

When the docs figure out what's causing it, I'll tell you guys.