so my heart got broken today.... but then it was fixed agin by the same person i can always rely on to fix it... BK.... i dont know i think we're gunna get back together...again... im not sure why... i guess i love him (not in love) ... and love is a CRAZY thing... hmmm what else.... OH new guy in 1st period .... HAWT.... his name is Kevin... hes a JR.... he moved from Nashville.... and hes the ONLY person i've ever heard say that he LOVE it @ OHS... but i guess Nashville can get pretty bad.... we talk... a little... he sed he liked my uniform today COUGHflirtingCOUGH... hes sooo sweet though... hmmm.... nothing else new i guess... oh we're finaly all moved in and we got dial up ... this whole dial up thing makes me want to cut myself ... thats how slow it is!!! yah... that bad... but DSL doesnt come all the way out here in BFE!!!... oh well nothing more ... good day!

~tRISH

OMG.... i havent got to post b/c we moved and our internet isnt hooked up... so im sittin @ SKOOL....waiting for my camera software to finish downloading.... dang slow skool comps.... oh well... notta whole lot has happened n e ways... we finished moving... my room is  A MESS.... freshman orientation was... interesting... and im in love ... but no love back.....

~tRISH

im not much of a photographer... but my camera sux so it sont help... heres some nifftynes...


Robyn....


i miss the snow....DANG i got big feet!


Tires @ bud's tire....


in my way to.... school.... i think


my WONDERFUL key board...

yah its real.... LOL.... i took it a few weeks ago at the park...


my trip to the sherrifs dept.... ?

~tRISH

GOSHNESS.... i HATE reality shows... man what ppl will come up w/ these days.... i just dont understand?.... oh well
~tRISH

WOW... im such a city gurl... but my family is moving to the country... and when we went out there i walked to the middle of our 9 acre back yard... and just looked up... i dont remember the last time i saw the stars so clear... and i did the only thing i could think of to do... i cried... then i talked to my daddy and told him how i was doing... and then i got on my knees ... and prayed... i've never felt so close to the sky... like i could reach up and grap a star... then i just layed there in the middle of this huge field w/ all the little buggies... and snakes... and dirt... and i cried... it felt good... it was AMAZING!! 

N E WAYZ!...

so my b-day is April 11th... and i want a party a somewhat big party...  and i think im gunna have a bon fire im my huge back yard and almost everyone will be invited... wienies, marshmellows, music and all my friends... yah i think thats what i'll do...  n e other suggetions... let me know!!!
~tRISH




i dont think i've ever met n e one quite like him...and i dont think i ever will... he treats me better then most of the boyfriends i've had(though he isnt my b/f...(i wish he was) )... hmmm dakota....

me and corey rock soooooooooooooo hard.... mrs gunter is letting him go strait to theatre 3 w/ out EVER going through theatre 1 or 2 ... and she's letting me skip theatre 2.... so we'll both go to theatre 3 together FUN woop woop!! ... but yah...  well more movin to do today!
~tRISH

todays lesson little children....

"once a cheater ALWAYS a cheater"
"forgive and forget... relive nd regret..."

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
thank you that is all....
~tRISH

HAHA i didnt have to go to school today... but it sux cuz im in pain... i have juvinial arthritis in my right knee and i couldnt walk this mornin... sux MAJOR!!! .... but oh well hope every one has a BLAST at skool!
~tRISH

ice cream and doritos all day WOOP WOOP....
oh and my mom finds out what shes havin to day.... praying for a boy...!

OMG.... i ams soooooooo freekin tired.... i moved all weekend... and now im bout to pass out.... hmmmm... i guess im off to bed... wish me luck... i have to try out for theatre 2 tomorrow....ZzZzZzZ.... sorry dozed off... LOL night love you guys.... sweet dreams!
~tRISH

well guys... sorry i havent updated... but we've been movin... ha... already seen some cut country boyz LOL... oh well we're bout to bring some stuff to the new house lemme comments... oh and u wouldnt believe how many ppl acctually did the crush thing LMAO!!!
~tRISH

OMG... gotta crush? wanna find out if its meant to be? .... here ya go...


http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/916941794
this is soooo totaly true...!!
thank me l8er...
~tRISH

hmmmm.... yah.... so... we’re movin... out to Buchanan ... I'll be zoned for Riverdale... *thinks ... what to do what to do*... I haven't decided is im gunna switch schools or not... I mean I LOVE Oakland... and all my friends are there... but going to Oakland could give me a chance to start over new... and I could meet a lot of new ppl... I just don't know... and this is happening all so fast... I mean we’re moving next weekend... and we already have the key... I really don't want to move so far out... if only there was a way to stay... at least till im 18 then I can go wherever I please... I guess its kool tho we have like 7 acres I think... im buyin me a 4-wheeler LOL... and we might get some horses... but then I'll be so far away from every one like Sara... and amber... and Donald... GAH... oh well I guess...

on a happier note.... I didn't go to school cuz I hurt my foot REALLY bad... like im using my crutches bad... oh well Col. is gunna be mad cuz he thinks I skip on Thursdays so I don't have to go to school... though its a good idea... im not doing it on purpose... he’ll feel real stupid when I go to school tomorrow on crutches... and I have to leave early to go to the Dr tomorrow... hmmmm.... well I guess im outtie... maybe I'll start packin some stuff...

~tRISH

    I... just.. want... to be loved...by someone... a guy... a guy who would drop whatever he was doing to come and see me, even when i didn't ask him... his idea of romantic... is cuddling on the couch and watching a movie... he's not afraid to kiss me or to tell me he loves me in front of his friends... and when he ready to marry me... he'll ask my mom and little brothers first... and when he sees that I'm bored he'll cover my eyes like he has some BIG elaborate surprise and when we finally stop... we're at a putt-putt course or a go kart track....
    Even though he's lots a fun... he's mature too... he has a job... and offers to pay for stuff (even though i wont let him) ... he has his future planed and he knows what he wants out of life and what is ready to take life and what it's got to give...
    he doesn't have to be tall it doesn't matter if he's short... hair brown or black it really doesn't matter... whether he's skinny or fat... I don't care as long as i feel safe in his arms...
    I don't care where he's from or what he's done... I don't care about his nationality or the color of his skin...
i just want some one to love me ... and some one I can love back...!
~tRISH
    
P.S. if u happen to know this guy or heck if u are this guy... PLEASE I beg.... let me know!!!  THANX!!!

GAH.... why wont he just get over her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I'm the one he comes to when he's upset... and I'm the one who cheers him up...  I've ALWAYS been there for him... and i just don't know if we’ll ever be more then friends...  he’ll never understand... and I'll NEVER have the balls to tell him... why must he still LOVE her?... GAH!!!!!!1111oneoneoeneoneone.....

hollywood nights turns to hollywood memories....



Freshaman Attendants....

Dustin the asian....



shawna ....

Sophomore attendants...



sexy sean and sam....

Jounior Attendants...

ME of course... and katie didnt get one of the male who was andrew gibson....

AND THE KING AND QUEEN....*drum roll plz...*


Brandon King....


Marry Hewitt...



King and queen dance.... awwwww

NOW.... TIME FOR THE FUN!!!! woop woop!!!
UMMMM YAH......


U GOT SERVED....

COL..... TAKIN IT OFF....

STRIP TEASE...

NOW LETS SLOW IT DOWN A BIT....

AMBER AND ADAM....

KATIE AND SHAWN

THE ASIANS!!!    YES THE ONLY 2 IN JROTC LOL...

NOW BACK TO THE FUN.....



GRINDIN....




U WANNA RIDE THE TRAIN... THE HOE TRAIN LOL...


THE ONLY MOSH SONG THEY PLAYED ALL NIGHT... AND IT WASNT EVEN A MOSH SONG.... "STACY'S MOM"


GRINDIN...


officer Noe shakin what his mama gave him...!!


DANCIN ON STAGE... YAH I WAS UP THERE A FEW TIMES MY SELF!!! LOL

"IT DONT MEAN A THING IF U AINT GOT THAT SWING..."






COL.... UMMMM.... SHAKIN HIS ....GROOVETHING?....


THEN IT CAME TO AND END.... AND THEY PLAYED "GRADUATION" AND WE CRYED...

WAIT IM NOT DONE YET....

KODAK MOMENT OF THE NIGHT....

COL. AND MRS. COL.

THE BEST PART OF THE NIGHT....



MAKING HIM DANCE AND MAKING HIM SMILE... HEY WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR...!


WHEN I GOT HOME.... DANG I WAS TIRED...


FOOD, FUN, AND FRIENDS.... WE HOPED THE NIGHT WOULD NEVER END....
ONE OF THE GREATEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE...

~tRISH

MILITARY BALL IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait... i jus got done doin izzy's hair it looks awsome....  now im bout to go get my nails done.... then kristins hair then shower.... wish me luck!!
~tRISH 

2 more days till military ball!!!!

~tRISH

shopping today....
field trip tomorrow.....
half day on friday....
MILITARY BALL ON SATURDAY........
~tRISH

i miss the snow!!!

V-day is always so depressing.... im ALWAYS alone... i have NEVER had a b/f on V-day....... gahhhhhhhhh why does life suck so hard.... oh well i still got stuff... just not from "him"....
~tRISH

I have kidnapped Trish.

If you ever want to see her again, leave one hundred MILLION dollars on vermillion's phusebox.

Actually, Trish just left herself logged in on the JROTC computer.  Silly nilly.

Monkeyface!
-vermillion

SCHOOLS OUT FOR ............... snow?....... wait thats not how it goes..... oh well!!
~tRISH

5 dayz till military ball!!!!

why cant ppl just be happy... i mean really everyone thinks that they just have the worst life EVER... well look around home dawg cuz at least 2 outta all the ppl ur lookin at have a worse life then u do....
... just b/c u got ur heart broken once, doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to break ur heart....
.... jus b/c some one betrayed u doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to betray you...
... just b/c u lost some one doesnt mean EVERYONE is going leave....

learn to love
learn to trust
learn to have fun...
learn to live...
i love you guys!!

~tRISH
 

1 week till military ball!!!

so... what do you do when you find out that your first love.... the only guy you have ever been IN love with is married... yah i sed married... and has a baby on the way... am i supposed to be upset... am i a bad person for crying?... i was upset... he didnt even tell me his dad did... just a casual call to make sure hes alive and all this news at once about killed me... i mean i know i've moved on but deep in my heart i still love him and always will.... hmmmm its just so funny how we are all growing up so fast and every thing is changing... ppl who u thought would be together forever are breaking up and ppl who hated each other are fallin in love.... the world is funny and NOONE has yet figured out its secrets... what does God have in store for you!?!   who knows.... could u imagin marring the person who u hate the most... or could u see yourself dating someone of the same sex... ppl change opinions change everything changes.... lets just say that what happened w/ drew and sabrina... and now the phone call to jonathan has been a HUGE reality slap in the face.... and every one needs to WAKE THE HECKUP and realize that every thing isnt going to "be like it used to" and to Jon im sorry for not wanting u to change who u were i should have excepted that u were getting older and changing... maybe i just dont want to change... i want to be the little innocent 16 year old who can act immature and have fun all the time.... well its time for me to realize.... that i cant... im almost 17 and i graduate next year... maybe i should grow up a little ...... HAHAHAHA YAH RIGHT i'll be immature till im 18 (but of course i'll except change) screw the rest of u cuz if u dont like it u can suck my ..............

~tRISH

to: "him"


He isn't my boyfriend -- but i love
his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness and the
times we laugh together. i guess
i fell in love with our friendship..

to "her":


when youre sad

i`ll help you plot revenge

on the asshole who upset you.

when you trip

i`ll laugh and ask "walk much?"

&& when youre confused

i`ll use little words

to explain it to your dumbass...

cause i know youd do the same for me

to Dave:

i guess sometimes i feel a little jealous  
inside imagining someone could please
you more than me. i guess its my     *
insecurity acting up a little bit becuse i
know im not the most beautiful, or the`
most fun or even the most p e r f e c t`
person u*ll ever meet. But i do know  `
 that no matter how hard and long you'
  search - you will never find anyone-`
 who   l o v E s   you   &   c  a r  e s  *'`
 about   you __ the way i do   x3    *`

to the rest of you:


live for the moment
laugh often.
be immature,
do anything && everything
even if it`s something you`ll regret in the morning.
sleep late
wake early.
be stupid
&& you can laugh about it
with your friends.
because friends are what matter the most.
&& when you have friends,
you have everything.

~tRISH

evil scheme #1 ... locked and loaded....
time of execution... lunch tomorrow
agent Gibert Grape and agent Tatty Twatcicle
Mwahahaha brace your selves....
this message will self destruct in
5.....4....3...2..1.....
BOOM!!