I... just.. want... to be loved...by someone... a guy... a guy who would drop whatever he was doing to come and see me, even when i didn't ask him... his idea of romantic... is cuddling on the couch and watching a movie... he's not afraid to kiss me or to tell me he loves me in front of his friends... and when he ready to marry me... he'll ask my mom and little brothers first... and when he sees that I'm bored he'll cover my eyes like he has some BIG elaborate surprise and when we finally stop... we're at a putt-putt course or a go kart track....
    Even though he's lots a fun... he's mature too... he has a job... and offers to pay for stuff (even though i wont let him) ... he has his future planed and he knows what he wants out of life and what is ready to take life and what it's got to give...
    he doesn't have to be tall it doesn't matter if he's short... hair brown or black it really doesn't matter... whether he's skinny or fat... I don't care as long as i feel safe in his arms...
    I don't care where he's from or what he's done... I don't care about his nationality or the color of his skin...
i just want some one to love me ... and some one I can love back...!
~tRISH
    
P.S. if u happen to know this guy or heck if u are this guy... PLEASE I beg.... let me know!!!  THANX!!!

GAH.... why wont he just get over her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I'm the one he comes to when he's upset... and I'm the one who cheers him up...  I've ALWAYS been there for him... and i just don't know if we’ll ever be more then friends...  he’ll never understand... and I'll NEVER have the balls to tell him... why must he still LOVE her?... GAH!!!!!!1111oneoneoeneoneone.....