so i got this new b/f... and hes pretty hot...!

this weekend was.... in one word.... AMAZING!.... i dont think i've had that much fun since i went to chuck-e-cheese for the first time when i was like 8 ....but on sunday i must rest... i've had like NO sleep ... and im runnin on empty! hope everyone elses weekend was as good as mine! peace out!

alone in the dark again...


just me, and no four friends...


still be me in the dead night air


but who really cares?


half asleep or half awake?


the trip in my dream i'll soon take.


on another strange journey i'll have been


             whilst alone in the dark again.
       

                         ~Emily

WAS AMAZING.... we had fun... we all looked so beautiful and the guys.... hawt!  i will never forget last night... no one could ever understand what that experiance is like till the get to stand on the field looking as beautiful as they can and when ur name is announced of the speaker all of your friends.... family... and peers   screaming ur name.... its amazing and i wouldnt have enjoyed it as much if i didnt have my wonderful Michael as my "shoulder ordement".... lol wow.... i love you guys!!!

 highlights of the night....:
 
*Charles rolling down the limo windo and asking the lady next to us if she "had any grey pupon".... LMAO!
 
*getting to talk to Bri who IS an amazing person and though we are ALL tired of her winning everything.... she deserves it....

*heck.... just riding in the limo was fun.....

* me and kelsey walking down the field bare foot....

.... to all the girls in this years homecomming court.... we had fun.... and all of you deserved it.... we all deserved it...

....night!

im happy. w/ my life...    no one can mess it up...i've learned to not worry bout the small things... and to brush it off... i learned not to worry bout guys when they "break ur heart" b/c im only 17 and they arent worth it... i need my zach.... the only guy who respects and accepts me for who i am.... he will be mine...

peace... love... happyness..
~tRISH

sooo..... i went on my first raider comp yesterday.... FUN! i took 300 pictures ...lol   but it wore me out and i didnt even compete.... so i could just imagine how the raiders feel.... good job guys!! woot... i heart u zach!!!
~tRISH

so.... some one figured it would be kool to hang up posters around the school that are against homosexuality...... lets jus say.... they arent on the walls any more.... and mr vaughn gave me and my friends to tear the F***ERS down! woot! night!

im pretty sure i like him.... but does he like me.... we are so different.... like opposites.... but they attract ...right?...oh well... maybe i'll tell him.... maybe i wont... peace out!

... well i guess this is WAY over due.... but i've been caught up w/ everthing else.... but yah.... my life is still suckish.... good news though! i got nominated for homecoming .... Michael Thoe is gunna escort me.... i know we'll have fun....  hmm well leave me love!
~tRISH

look what i did to corey.... yes i cut the beautiful locks of goldis brown LOL.....


then i made my dress completely out of hot topic bags....

then at the end of the day.... i slept!

i cant believe it... only one more year to go.... well i got my pcs today... yah i know GHETTO cuz i took pictures of them.... oh well... enjoy!




~tRISH

So who knew my pet rat, Master Splinter, was a girl.... of course till i woke up to the squeeling of new baby rats....
WELCOME to the world... Michelangelo, Raphael, Donatello...



koolest thing EVER!
~tRISH

: Dear Freshmen...


Congrats....now you're the lowest of the low,

Here are just a few helpful words of advice:


1) You are Not cool.


2) Everyone Does Hate You.


3) You are annoying.


- Do not wear ripped jeans and an Abercrombie shirt because you want to make "a variety of friends."


- Do not slick your bangs to your face and wear "bracelets" in you're ears because you think that you're Hood.


- Sex doesn't make you cool, and if you do have sex don't tell anyone. Nobody cares, really.


- You are a F-R-E-S-H-M-A-N.. not a "Freshie".. shut up you sound gay.


- Don't think you're smart because you filled up water bottles with
vodka and snuck it onto your 8th grade field trip. We've all done it..
so don't be proud.


- Don't try the Emo scene. Just don't do it.


- DO NOT think that the upperclass girls/guys are your best friends.


- Don't think that you have privacy now that you're in high school.
Once you're here, your business is everyone's business, yes there IS
still drama, probably even more.


- Don't try to sit at upperclassmen lunch tables. You will be picked up and thrown onto the floor.


- You'll never be as hott as the '07, '08, and '09 ppL. So don't try.


- Don't try to act older than you really are. The way you walk, dress, and talk just has freshman written all over you.


- You're "The Class of '10'" haha.. enough said.


-If you are black, hispanic, etc. WE GET IT, You love your country!
Thats peachy but dont make everything a race related issue because your
poo still stinks.


-PLEASE NO MORE XXXXL shirts and ridiculously baggy pants on skinny
white kids, nobody likes white chocolate. Allow me to kick you in the
face.***haha my fav***


- If you are going to try and rebel, it most likely won't work.


- Dont tell everyone you love your boyfriend after 2 days, your an idiot


- Girls, dont start shit with upperclassmen girls, dont be opinionated
of upperclassmen girls, dont even LOOK at upperclassmen girls


- Upperclassmen are smarter than you


- Upperclassmen will kick your ass


- Though upperclassmen may laugh with you, secretly, we're laughing AT
you. And some of us will do it in your face, myself included


- Don't be a slut. This should be the number one rule.


- DO NOT crowd our halls like cattle, because the upper classmen can
(& most likely will), push you out of the way. You will get hurt.


- Don't try to get with a boy/girl who's older than you. Chances are,
if they are attractive they are taken, & their girlfriend/boyfriend
will have no problem effing you up.


Welcome to hell.


Believe me---You can't win. Have fun being a freshman...for a fun-filled year with no life and no opinion whatsoever.


good luck!!

Sincerely,


-The Classes of '07, '08, and '09

courtney... corey... and katrina... the effin koolest


that is all...

~tRISH

WOULD SOMEONE JUST LOVE ME?!

so...

im soooo tired of trying to make ppl happy...


i mean what u see is what u get.....


got a problem....?


oh well....

SO.... i went for my senior pictures on friday.... i didnt get to take alot outside b/c it was about to rain.... and the lady was mean.... im like woah.....  n e ways... im ready for school to start...  im soooooo tired of watching nick jr w/ my lil brothers all day.... hm....my ex., richard, came and saw me @ work the other night.... he always makes me smile... it seems like he knows when im down... hmmmm....welli guess thats all...!
~tRISH

i am sooooooooo hatein life right now.....
~tRISH

to day was sooooooooooo boring.... allthough i went swimming... and i think i finally found him..... (please God let it be him) .... night!
~tRISH

6 more days till the WARPED TOUR.....!!!!!!

~tRISH

.... yah... today was a total waste of my life... i did nothing... BUT my mom is FINALY letting me go and get my permit on friday! WOOT! ..oh and i did find the cute icons below....
~tRISH

so i slept till noon today... maybe i shouldnt say up so late.... HA... who am i kinding? .... sara called... we went to the movies to see The Breakup.... ending sucked @$$... but it was a good movie!!! then me and sara and andrew went to old navy.... got some new flip flops... hmm.... only 1 week till WARPED TOUR 06'!!!!!!
~tRISH

so... its 12:30am... and im sitting at the computer eating macaroni salad... god could my life be any more pathetic...?

so @ work this evning and old friend came thru the drive thru... it was nice talking to him... then a man come thru and told me "i had sexy eyes..." then sara picked me up... we went to andrew's and chillaxed w/ his mom for a while... then our (me sara andrew and amanda) venture to walmart @ 11 o'clock at night was fairly interesting...  this guy named matt was sooooooooooo flirting w/ me... even 10 year old amanda saw right thru him LOL... i guess it just feels good to be wanted by someone...i  havent had that feeling in a while really...u know the one where u know that there is no doubt that this someone or anyone really.....the feeling that they truly love you....or that they really care for you... god i need a boyfriend.... well im going back to my macoroni salad....it loves me....dang i feel so emo right now LMAO!!... oh and im burnt....so no one touch me.... darn tanning bed that i really dont need to go to b/c im dark anyway....but a fat gurls gotta feel good about herself.... hmmmmmmm like i sed at the begining..... pathetic....
~tRISH


Words I Couldn't Say
Rascal Flatts

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
There a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

you know what ticks me off.... when there isnt anything but old reruns on tv but for somereason u still stay up late and watch them... i swear ive watched the Fresh Meat Challenge on mtv like a bazillion times.... ....

yip... so all i've accomplished today was going to the tanning bed and breaking my diet for some stinkin lo mein that i just couldnt say no to.... danged chinees food.... what can i say... its my weakness... well one of them... i feel like i've waisted the day.... but... i have to work tonight... 4-10... so some one PLEASE come and see me... i'll give u something free.... even if u just drive thru the ...drive thru... plz... ok well im out!!!...


so ive decided to just turn the tv off when those darn pesky re-runs are ruinin my sleep... maybe that'll work... who knows?
~tRISH



1 week till my senior pictures.... hummmmmm what to do.... what to wear....?

well...todaywas my first day @ great clips.... i had fun.... all the ladies there were really nice... and it was kool seeing the different kinds of cuts...  then i  had to go to a friends b-day party... yay?... hmmm well i guess thats it.... oh i got new hair....




i can faux hawk it so its totaly KOOL.... let me know if u like!!!

oh and baby pic....





he looks drunk LOL.... well.... im out much love!
~tRISH

so he's home and im EXTRA excited!!!! LOL... dang i gotta work tonight ... someone come visit me 3-11!!!!  peace
~tRISH

Pink
"Who Knew"


You took my hand

You showed me how

You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh

That's right

I took your words

And I believed

In everything

You said to me

Yeah huh

That's right


If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them up

Cause they're all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever

And ever

Who knew


Remember when we were such fools

And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no

No no

I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything


When someone said count your blessings now

For they're long gone

I guess I just didn't know how

I was all wrong

They knew better

Still you said forever

And ever

Who knew


Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head

Until we meet again

Until we

Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend

What happened


If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong and

That last kiss

I'll cherish

Until we meet again

And time makes

It harder

I wish I could remember

But I keep

Your memory

You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew

My darling

My darling

Who knew

My darling

I miss you

My darling

Who knew

Who knew