how many times have i woken up thinking, how did i make it through yesterday? as i predicted, sam's back with her ex. oh, well, no reason to cry over spilt milk. and its definite, this drummer's retired!!! band's not cooperating, so i just decided to leave it. had a great song written too. i'll post it later on. ever wonder if what ur trying to do is really worth the work? guess what, IT'S NOT!

saben que, ya estoy cansado de escribir en ingles. solo se que esta vida es dificil, y yo ya no quiero ser quien yo soy.

adois, el niño español.

another year almost gone by. man, time flies by. 2 more weeks, and x-mas break. gonna be great, kris, finally back!!! get my new cell, and plus, pretty sure 2 or 3 weeks off school should be fun. been hanging out a lot w/ sam. think we're dating, but not sure. don't want to ask, so i'll leave it at that. won't last long though, 'cause i'm sure she'll be back w/ the other dude soon. oh, well

espero que todos ustedes tengan una buena semana, y una feliz navidad. (just felt like writting in spanish)

adios, mis amigos, el niño español

in case u don't already kno, that's what the name of the band's gonna be. in u guys have any suggestions, leave a message after the beep... beep. anyway, i like the name, but it hasn't been set in stone, so... man, people, if you get an opportunity, take it, no matter the consequences. sometimes the reward is greater than what ur giving up. guys, this durmmer may be retiring, so the band may not ever happen. man, i seriously don't know what to do. life's just getting too confusing!

hey, i just got my photos of stacie, but this computer's homosexual, and it won't load the f_ _ _ing pictures!!! oh, well, forrest, i guess u'll have to wait. lol our last day away from school ppl, so tomorow, were back 2 prison. (those from siegel should get that, but kris, don't expect u to) lol. ttyl to all