there'll be more later...

so today, Carly and i rented my tux for prom, and finished our accessory shopping.

then we went to Opry Mills with Kasey, Abby, and Brock. that was fun. i was kinda annoyed for a while at first... but then i went in an OXYGEN BAR at the mall and it was awesome. it really does calm you down and stuff. i loved it. then i was happy.

we had fun.

good night.

"White Houses" - Vanessa Carlton

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets amess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah off course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

-Imogen Heap "Hide and Seek"

i never walked on water,
never saw a reason to be goin out that far.
i never found a star then made a wish,
but now the sky is list'nin to my heart.

they can break me, make me, if they want they can chase me.
love me, hate me, i don't care any more.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body till you.

and the more you talk, the less i fear.
no matter what you say, we're still on the same hemisphere.
and there's comfort in just knowing that wherever i go
a part of me is stayin here. with you.

so take me, shake me, if you want you can chase me.
love me for me, and stay away from the door.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body till you.

what kinda world would it be if you ever went away?
oh. and i, i can't go back to what i had,
cause it will never be the same.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body
till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, i'm awakening, you're shakin me
no body knew what to do, no body till-
no body till you, there were lonely nights.
till you, there were sad goodbye's.
come true, i'm awakening, you're shakin me.
no body knew what to do, no body till-

no body till you.

-Lindsay Lohan "nobody till you"

i never walked on water,
never saw a reason to be goin out that far.
i never found a star then made a wish,
but now the sky is list'nin to my heart.

they can break me, make me, if they want they can chase me.
love me, hate me, i don't care any more.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body till you.

and the more you talk, the less i fear.
no matter what you say, we're still on the same hemisphere.
and there's comfort in just knowing that wherever i go
a part of me is stayin here. with you.

so take me, shake me, if you want you can chase me.
love me for me, and stay away from the door.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body till you.

what kinda world would it be if you ever went away?
oh. and i, i can't go back to what i had,
cause it will never be the same.

till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, my dreams are awakening
somebody is makin me the only one in the room.
what no body could do, no body
till you, i was nothin but lonely nights,
there was nothin but sad goodbye's for me to fall through.
come true, i'm awakening, you're shakin me
no body knew what to do, no body till-
no body till you, there were lonely nights.
till you, there were sad goodbye's.
come true, i'm awakening, you're shakin me.
no body knew what to do, no body till-

no body till you.

so wow. i am so effing tired.

yesterday my mommy and i went to Hotlanta to the Lenox mall. we were shopping for no joke, more than 8 hours. or almost that.
i finally got to go to URBAN OUTFITTERS!!! amazing store. my mom and i had a little tiff over money, but we worked it out. i got some really nice stuff.
and i bought myself a shirt in Hollister. haha - my mom got a sweater there. =] precious.
we went in a lot of cool stores: Anthropologie, Oakley, Macy's, etc etc.

then today i went to the Zoo with my mom, my sisters, and my nephews. MAN talk about a day.
it was a lot of fun though. i got some pictures that i'll put up later.

and i've really been wanting a guy lately. maybe two. not really a boyfriend, but someone to go on dates with. that's all i want is dates.

ah well.

so i went to Ryan's party. it was fun.
more fun than i expected.
i met like so many really epic people. and... danced. and stood there looking hot.

that was saturday.

yesterday i hung out with Caitlin a little. we went back to Ryan's house... cause he wanted me to come eat pizza. but we didn't stay long.
then i went to my sister's for the night.

fun.

now i'm sitting here. at home. gonna go to work in a little.

<3

The Secret Garden: A Spring Ball: @ the Factory in Franklin

March 31, 2006

Building 8 230 Franklin Road Franklin, TN 37065
7:00-11:00PM-(Sorry but the factory makes us stop then, but we can party after)

$10.00 per person at the door
Plus bring a small item (required in order to attend) to donate to Haiti.
like Small Toys, Medicine, Kool Aid, Silly Puddy, Bubbles, Popcorn Kernals, etc.

Contact: 615.403.0513
Haititeam06@aol.com


Bring a date or not come dressed up and ready to dance.

100% of the proceeds will go to Restoration Ministries in Haiti where they help the needs of the community though food, clothes, education and so much more.

The Secret Garden: A Spring Ball: @ the Factory in Franklin

March 31, 2006

Building 8 230 Franklin Road Franklin, TN 37065
7:00-11:00PM-(Sorry but the factory makes us stop then, but we can party after)

$10.00 per person at the door
Plus bring a small item (required in order to attend) to donate to Haiti.
like Small Toys, Medicine, Kool Aid, Silly Puddy, Bubbles, Popcorn Kernals, etc.

Contact: 615.403.0513
Haititeam06@aol.com


Bring a date or not come dressed up and ready to dance.

100% of the proceeds will go to Restoration Ministries in Haiti where they help the needs of the community though food, clothes, education and so much more.

so...

new hair.

^_-

kay so i lied. i'm not JUST letting my mom go so she can buy me stuff. (sara was right) i just didn't wanna sound dorky hanging out with my mom on spring break.

dumb me.

today was ugly. but i had fun with Carly and Abby and Abby's family and my dad at Mellow Mushroom after school. <3

cept some crazy stuff happened. like. one crazy thing. other than the fact that i knew almost everyone there.

but yeah. <3

so i went downstairs and there was this thing on the stove that looked like a cooked mole. and i said "mom, what is that?" and she goes "don't look at it...... it's a soy roast"

so i looked at it, and she starts to cut it. i say "that's not soy. that's a real roast"

...

and she's cutting it and she says "i cooked it in teriyaki" like that makes it okay. and i said "mom it's not soy"

and she just kinda shrugged and kept cutting it.

wtf. haha.

today was shit. comepletely. weather sucked. and i'm totally through with school.

my mom said that for spring break we can go to Atlanta and she's gonna buy me stuff at Urban Outfitters. the actual store! yay.  ^_^  that's the only reason i'd let her go with though.

<3

... i never thought it'd happen.

i went to Riverdale's play today. it was so-so. it was presented well. just... not the best choice. i think.

but i enjoyed it anyway.

and Andrew and Carly and i goofed off... and that was fun.

and hearts semicolon

so like. i'm taking everything personal. and i realize i'm doing it. but i still let it hurt.

listening to remixes of Madonna's "sorry"

i've been BLAH all week. don't feel like making my blogs hot. don't feel like...

i just wanna see people. like &droo. and i wanna hang with Carlizzle and Abby Dee. and i need to shop. like. seriously.

::sigh::

spring break is in a week.

you don't know how nice that sounds.

i swear, i can't stad some people at school.

but i'll be okay.

"starkburts" tonight.

<3