so... i thought it was time for a new blog.

i don't really have anything to write about.

except that i'm extremely thankful for all of my close friends. anoyone who's stuck with me through it all. anyone who's been there for me, or who i've been there for. anyone who makes me laugh or who's there when i need to cry. anyone who's actually seen me cry. anyone who puts up with my crap, weather it's me being conceited or self-concious.

i love you guys. so so much.

thanks, God. and thanks, freinds, for being mine. i hope i've been as good a friend to you all as you've been to me.

love, stevie

... and pretty much everything else in the collection!

yummy. who loves target?!

so i'm kinda bored with the internet. i rarely get on anymore. mostly cause it's screwed up at my house, so i really only can get on at my dad's

but yeah.

a lot's been goin on. nothing i feel like going into.

-bam-

i saw HayHay tonight!!! and Lauren!!!

i no joke was in Subway from 6 to 10 [minus the time i spent going to gas stations and kroger looking for temporary tattoos]

it was great to see those girls!

well.

being seventeen is kinda boring.

scratch that.

being seventeen in murfreesboro is kinda boring.

i'm not sure how to feel about this...

[link]

on one hand, it seems fascinating and i want one. on the other, i'm kind of appalled and worried.

strange...

now it's the big one.

i am hopelessly in love with Rufus Wainwright.

can anyone help me?

so.

stuff's lookin up, i guess.

i'm in a better mood than i have been in the past few days, and stuff isn't quite as confusing.

so it's lookin up.

{edit}
scratch that.

what is people's damn problem with me? why are so many people suddenly resentful towards me? do they expect me to know everything that's going on with stuff, when they don't even make an effort to let me know?!

whatever.

if people have a problem with me being me, that's their deal. i've done nothing to no one.

well.

i'm torn.

i'm not sure if i should
a) do what someone did to me, to even things out
or
b) give them another chance and see if they're being truthful

or i guess there's
c) don't really do ither, and see what happens. like not really say or do anything and see if they come around

but i've gotta decide by 6 tonight.

ah well.

well.

i'm torn.

i'm not sure if i should
a) do what someone did to me, to even things out
or
b) give them another chance and see if they're being truthful

or i guess there's
c) don't really do ither, and see what happens. like not really say or do anything and see if they come around

but i've gotta decide by 6 tonight.

ah well.

{edit}
by doing (a) i'd be doing what everyone tells me i should do... and i don't know if that's what i want to do. take their advice? or do what i hope is what i want to do?

i wish people wouldn't humour others.

i wish they could just say "no, i don't want to hang out" or "hey, thanks for your number, but i'm not gonna call you"

sure, blunt honesty might hurt, but not half as bad as being stood up or waiting by the phone does.

just be honest.

even if it's not what i want to hear.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] If so tell me now?
[32] Do you think I would kill someone?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

i waited till 8:30

that's like an hour-point-five

never showed up

boo

Bridget's engaged!!

Bridget's engaged!!

i love Angelina Jolie. she is an amazing woman.

"one word" - kelly osbourne

One word breaks the code of silence
Silence tells me all I need to know
One Word
One Word, tells me everything I need to know

One world driven in to madness
Madness driven by the depths below
One Word
One Word, tells me everything I need to know

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day
It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

One lie tells a thousand stories
The greatest stories that were ever told
One Lie
One Lie, tells the greatest stories ever told

One man can predict the future
a future journey in to outer space
One Man
One Man, a future journey in to outer space

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

i saw fireflies last night.

and chased them with my nephews.

i'm outta school for summer!

i was driving home with the windows down and the electronica up, and it smelled like summer.

i loved it.

last night was Nick and Kelley's wedding!! ^_^ it was beautiful. i'm so so happy for them.
saw a lot of people i haven't just sat and talked to for a while. Mona, Emily, Shannon, Meagen (who looked garjuss), Mellie, Genny, Ross... i met Cole, Kelly, and Mollie too. you know me, always makin new friends.

and Mrs. Kelley Paison was stunning. it was good to see those kids. i couldn't stop smiling during the wedding. ^_^

and ... Stevie has a crush on a punk rocker. ::giggle:: i don't wanna say too much though.

<3

"If you wanna marry Joe Millionaire, go ahead. If you're a celebrity and you wanna marry your high school sweetheart for 55 hours, go right ahead. If you're J. Lo, and you wanna marry 18 people, for 6 days each, hey! Go right on ahead! But if you happen to be reasonably minded and have fallen in love and wanna marry your soul mate and make a life of it, and you just so happen to be the same sex, then NO! How dare you! You demon creatures! We’d rather you just buy gasoline and support our war and continue to consume and fear in our country so we can make money off you. But do us a favor — don't hold hands in public. Love, Pink”