i had a great weekend. after work on thursday i went to Caitlin's and had a sleepover with her and Addie. we were out driving around and being CRAZY till like 3:30 in the morning. it was a blast. went to Steak 'n Shake and looked for a party. Cait and Addie flashed... we were just wild.

haha.

then firday we had lunch with Brian then took Ads home, and Cait and i hung out. Andrew came. and... we hung out. then Andrew and i went and saw Ultraviolet. i missed Sarah Wall's bday party ... and felt really bad. but after the movie we went to Carly's and watched Party Monster with her and Abby. Andrew fell asleep. he is PRECIOUS when he's asleep. he hums. aaaaaww. but he's really weird and random when he's tired. he insists we were driving on a bike trail last night...? hehe. and he spent the night at my house.

then today... just sat around. played Sims. went to Mickey Dee's with Andrew. and now i'm typing.

whoo hoo. the new Sims expansion pack is amazing. they have New Wave now and Depeche Mode is on there. fun. and they can open a business.

anyway. i'm off.

well...

4 days this week. that's fun.

and...

woo.

so omg, we had a totally epic time in Nashville. it was me, Caitlin, Andrew, and his friend Patrick. who is amazing.

we had so much fun.

we didn't stay for the show at Coco, cause it was $4, and we didn't want to pay for it. haha. so we ate and walked around town acting crazy and taking pictures. epic.

and... some guy tried to sell us wasted concert tickets. (the show was canceled) and we gave change to homeless people. aanndd... took lots of pictures. looked at magazines in Borders. were amazing. uhm. i asked Andrew on a date. ^_^ and Patrick asked me out. and Caitlin laughed both times. and we had the most wonderful time ever.

it was great.

we are awesome.

so i'm definetly going to Coco tonight. i'm cited. i really miss going to Nashville regularly. Caitlin's goin with me, and hopefully Carly. and HOPEFULLY Andrew can meet us there.

then tomorrow is a campus tour of O'More. ^_^ joy.

then work.

then sunday. and i think work again.

whoop.

i feel dumb not hanging out with people and enjoying this BEATUIFUL day.

but i don't really know who to call.

i'm sitting here... waiting till it's time. time to go take the ACT.

my mom says she's more worried about it than i am. and she's right. i prolly shoulda studied more... but i'll pay for the next one if i do crappy on this one.

::shrug:: it's gonna be boring as anything.

anyway... it happened. sandwiched right between Fall Out Boy and Neo on Carson Daily's most requested show. number 8. "Everytime we Touch" by Cascada.
if you've known me for at least a year, you should know that that song was my summer anthem last year. (2005) and it's been one of my favourites since then. i even played it for Thomas after one of our first dates. and there's just this sinking feeling when you've been listening to a little-known song for a year and then you hear it on the radio. i'm kinda pissed, but kinda enthused since it's techno and that's always good to have around.

i just don't want my music to become popular. which i don't think it will, but still.

well okay, i'm off to my day of four free hours. if you guys wanna cheer me up, you could come see me at work tonight. i'll be there from 4 to close.

xoxo

"take me anywhere" by Tegan and Sara

Bright just like the stars above me
Proud just like my mother planned it
Short on all the things I don't want
I'm full of love and longing

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

Still, cause I don't want to move a thing
And all the things I don't want they're full
Of love and longing

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

And it goes, its like a come on come on to me
And it goes, it's like a come on come on to me

You, you say you don't see any part of me
To love in all this mess and I know
You take the good and all the bad that comes with me

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

And it goes, its like a come on come on to me
And it goes, it's like a come on come on to me
[repeat]

so i saw Curious George with JohnJohn, Ethan, Becky, and my mom. it was SO SO so cute!! omg. i loved it. George is adorable.

yup. i want one. i even cried at some parts. great movie. i reccomend it.

<3

tonight after work sucked. i rolled my window down to say bye to Brigette, and then it would only go halfway up... then i went to get gas, and the door to my gas cap was frozen shut, so i had to scrape the ice with my key... and i tried to get the window to go up, and it did a little, but it's still about an inch open... i think the motor's broken.

but other than that... okay day.

xoxo

i was gonna write something... forgot what.

went to lunch with Carly, Amy, and Megan. it was fu-un.

saw Hayhay and Meghan at Old Navy.

came home. watched Tyra.

<3

goin to work in about an hour.

so aparently people have a problem with me... but no one says anything.

whatever. i'm not bothered by it.

i had a really good conversation with my dad about ... stuff? like, my sexuality, and how some people are really shocked and asking if i'm "okay" and stuff. and i told him i broke up with Kohry, and we just talked about stuff. i'm getting a lot closer to my dad than i used to be. he's a good person.

anyway.

 i hope my weekend doesn't suck, and that i can actually see my friends. ::shrug:: just hope it's fun.

love

tomorrow's thursday.

that means friday is soon. half day.

definately gonna hang with Carly and hopefully Abby!

yay.

so kohry and i are just gonna combine myspaces.

fun.

only 3.5 days of school this week!

fun.

and i get to see my Kohry for four days this weekend.

fun.

<3

i think i'm about ready to leave myspace...

it's cause a lot of comotion, and i have no reason for that.

and it never works anyway. most any time i try to log in, ither login is disabled, or they're doing maintainence, or there's some kind of error.

it's not worth it.

so it's xanga and phusebox for me.

so i told my dad about us.

and he handled it really well.

... i still think i'd make a cute skater boy.

went to see Kohr last night after work... and his mom doesn't know. hahahaha. and i spent most of today with him.

last night was rough. we had a talk... but i don't need to share it. it's worked out. it was just tough.

i think we just need eachother near. all the time. and we can't have it. so it sucks.

buuuuttt..... anyway. we saw When A Stranger Calls with Ashley. it was so scary! (the movie, not Ash) hahaha. but i liked it.

and i was e.x.h.a.u.s.t.e.d. all day. but it was still fun.

yup. love.

so i think i'd make a really cute skater boy.

my weekend was full of missing Kohry. it was our first weekend apart. it sucks. i'm trying to not let it depress me too much though... and trying to be optimistic. it just makes me look forward to seeing him that much more.

i got a straightener. i like my hair when i straighten it. ^_^ and hung out with Caitlin. she's fun.

the Curious George movie comes out next week. YAY! i think it looks really cute. hehe. i'monna make Kohry go see it with me.

xoxo

wow, so i'm already more than half way done with Night, and i just started it today. it's good.

i'monna start reading Christopher Rice's Density of Souls next. Kohry let me borrow it. -it's his favourite-

yup. church tonight. that means tomorrow is thursday!

whoo hoo!

well... this week has sucked so far. yesterday was just ___ and today i had a really crappy morning. but the Dance Showcase today was cool.

the weekend was good. Kohry and his bff, Ashley, came up. ^_^ that was nice. they stayed all weekend. we ate lunch at my dad's on sunday... that was... uncomfortable. but my family LOVES Kohry. ^_^ it's awesome. he and JohnJohn are SO cute. they get along really well... it's really sweet.

my boys. ^_-

so yeah... hope the week looks up. i won't be able to see Kohr this weekend... which sucks. his mom's being a poopie head (to be nice about it) and i have to work. so it's just not gonna work out.

anyway, CHEERS!!

well... this week has sucked so far. yesterday was just ___ and today i had a really crappy morning. but the Dance Showcase today was cool.

the weekend was good. Kohry and his bff, Ashley, came up. ^_^ that was nice. they stayed all weekend. we ate lunch at my dad's on sunday... that was... uncomfortable. but my family LOVES Kohry. ^_^ it's awesome. he and JohnJohn are SO cute. they get along really well... it's really sweet.

my boys. ^_-

so yeah... hope the week looks up. i won't be able to see Kohr this weekend... which sucks. his mom's being a poopie head (to be nice about it) and i have to work. so it's just not gonna work out.

anyway, CHEERS!!

{edit} i forgot to write that Kohry got to meet Caitlin and Zach this weekend! and that was awesome. they're fun kids. Cait is a really great bff. hehe. yup.