i am -so sick-

it may be mono. but i don't know. :shrug: i can't talk. i have a fever. my throat is all swollen. it sucks. and i went to work... but i think that being up and around and talking just made it worse. but - i do like my job. :thumbs up:

:drinks sprite:

yeah. my sister is awesome. she babys me. ^_^ gives me ibuprophen and blueberry muffins and pats my back when i throw up. haha. and her husband's nice too. he watched TV in my nephew's room cause i was sleeping on the couch. ts, aww.

but um... that's it.

last night Kas and i were on our way home from Coco (we go there too much) and i was going really fast. and i got pulled over. and got a ticket. yup. and then when we got off the interstate, a tire blew. yup.

sucked.

then Chris called me late at night. and confessed that he likes me. and i was like "i honestly didn't think you felt anything for me" and he was like "try: i'm playing hard-to-get" and was like "why do you think i've been calling you so much" heh... i guess that's cool. i'm kinda of flattered.

we saw Josh Clemmens at Coco. Alan really likes him... whateva. i'm just gonna go with the flow right now.

"it isn't enough to talk about peace, one must believe in it. it isn't enough to believe in it, one must work at it." -Elenor Roosevelt

MY BURN IS ALMOST HEALED!!! i don't have to wear a bandage any more!! *^_^*

last night Kasey and i went to... guess where. CAFE COCO! haha. i was kinda bummed at first, cause Alan was on this kind of date with this guy. but turns out Alan doesn't like him... so that's good. i guess. and i met this guy, Robert, who Abby, Carly, and i were totally checking out in Buckle the other day. he was like "i saw you in Buckle" and i was like "OMG. we were totally checking you out" anyway... we hung out there. saw Libby and Matt.

my party last night was pretty fun. Blender, Addie, Kas, Kiesha, Abby, Carly, Josh, Kelsey, and me. Blen, Ads, Kas, and i were dancing like -whoah- and i think we kinda freaked everone else out. Kiesha joined in, though. we had fun none-the-less.

STEPHEN SANDWICH. and... :holds up hands: it says "blood" and if you can't read it, yo eyes is messed up!

anyway... i'm so freking tired. i almost died in church today. ugh.

tonight, Kasey and i were gonna go to Hurricane's for teen night. but... everyone we tell that to is like "no don't go" and it's $12 to get in. i'm not about to pay $24 bucks for us to get into a shitty club. so we're just gonna go to Coco come more. haha.

love love

whoah dang guys...

we went to Coco again, and met a few new people. we had fu-un. i LOVE Alan... he is the awesomest. and Chris left a Le Tigre cd in my car. YESSS. ^_^ i love Le Tigre. it's got some other stuff... O-Zone, Ladytron, and it was cute, cause the O-Zone song was the one he told us to play earlier, but it wasn't working... and then we were happy later.

man...

last night was... blurry. lots happened, and it's all kinda just run together. no, i wasn't high or stoned or toked or anything. i was a mix of hyper, nervous, excited, overwhelmed, flattered, infatuated, scared, annoyed, angry, sad, disapointed... everything. but it was VERY fun. what realy sucked was it was HOT and coco doesn't have AC and the concert was outside...

we went to meet Harris, Alan, and Conor at Cafe Coco. of course, there were others there, but those're the ones i knew. Alan is the awesomest person ever. he has a makeup bag. _

welp... i went shopping with abby and carly yesterday! ^_^ i got a new cropped jacket at charlotte russe, a -police line do not cross- belt, blue eyeliner, a "boys pride" bumper sticker (what it said on the receipt), and a pac man belt for abby at Hot Topic with my 40% discount! whoop.

then i went and got kasey and we went to nashville. boring again. we mainly walked around Hickory Hollow and acted like spoiled rich kids. it was very fun... but got old. then we went to the vanderbilt area, but didn't know what to do...

tonight is Cake!! hehe. it'll be fun. i get to meet Harris, Alan, Conor, and some other hos from nashville. ^_^ and i've never really listened to Cake till last night, and i LOVE them!! yay.

well... i'm off.

i'm such a playa. i've got... 2, maybe 5 guys in nashville. 3 or 6 here. whatever. lots. i have lots of guys i'm after. and there're always new ones. but i can't pick one. i guess... i'll see in the future, whichever one stands out.

so boys, be on your best behavior.

anyway... now that i've freaked out my family if they're readin this... cause i made myself sound like a ho. -i swear i'm just a hormonal teenager- ...
carly and i went to starbucks with her dad, and then went to the mall. i got $5 HOT sunglasses! and we're gonna go get some CA-UTE jackets by-one-get-one-free tmorrow.

i WaNnA tAlK tO gAvIn!!

{edit} my nephew's here. not John, Ethan. he's 8. very funny kid. but all he ever talks about is video games.... :hurls:
i need to be reading for school. :shrug: i'll do it later this week when i'm bored. hahaha.

aw man... i got burned today at work. (my mom's work, carly and i were helping with a wedding party) i was steaming table cloths and decided to steam my shirt... not smart. at all. burned my chest and it hurts like hell. >_< rar.

but yeah... the rest of the day was okay. made 60 bucks. and i went to starbucks with abby and carly and then took carly to subway, then we went to work. we sort of flirted with this valet guy. i'm kinda mean to them, in a playful way. it's really fun. he asked if we had a bathroom and i was like "yeah, do you want it?" and he was like yeah... so i told him where it was.

heh...

:feels dumb:

this is me and JohnJohn. he's my nephew. (2 years old) he's the one that started calling me Stevie! ^_^

... it's just not possible. i'm not as cute and hot and go-jus as everyone tells me i am. i just don't see it. it's confusing.

i don't get it.

today, i decided to walk to the square. sure, it was raining. but i didn't care. (shit i just rhymed...) anyway. i went to the music store and got "White Houses" by Vanessa Carlton for piano. it's surprisingly easy for one of her songs. and i saw HayHay and Meghan!! ^_^ i love those gals. they're so fun.

anyway... i'm soaking wet and it was real cold in the music store. haha. i had fun though. listened to techno the whole time.

i don't think i'monna go to church tonight. i just don't feel like it. mainly cause kasey's not here. -_- i miss her already.

but yeah. i rescheduled my party. it'll be on the 23rd. 6-10:30pm. at my house. and it IS a techno/dance party. so come prepared to dance. some food, but don't come hungry. glow stix are provided. feel free to bring whatever. um... my email address is HierSoir88@yahoo.com if you want more info.