so, today in science, i just broke down. i started crying because i couldn't think of a formula...stupid you may say, yes...but this week has been really tough...

i wrote a lot in geography, and i might post it later, but i don't know.

guys, just be praying for me...i'm about to break harder than i've ever broken before...

[becca]

it seems like nothing matters anymore...
everything i try to do right, ends up hurting me...

life at the moment is confusing, and i hide it with my ability to smile on command...

[becca]


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i love too deep.
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today sucks...

leave me remarks to make me happy...

[speck]

well, turns out that my little sister has lice...yes, i said lice...i
made it a point to make sure my mom checked my head...she didn't see
anything, but i'm washing my hair with some kind of stuff that kills
them just in case...it really freaked me out because my mom said that
hannah used my brush yesterday...so i was like flipping out...well, at
least it didn't happen after christmas when my sister and i are sharing
a room...man..i would have been cleaning every single thing in our
room...

for the past three years, i've been sick on halloween...the one year that i'm not, my sister gets lice and freaks me out...grr...i hate halloween...but on the other hand, it's matt's birthday...hard to believe he's 14 now...still acts like he's 8...


anyways...going to the appointed halloween party tonight...well, i
guess that's what they're calling it...didn't have a costume, then
remembered that i had to be a nun for the variety show, so...you can
probably guess what i'll be wearing tonight...haha...might even freak
some people out...


but yeah...i hope that everyone's doing alright tonight...be safe while
out in the dangerous neighborhoods, and don't get caught rolling
someone's house...


mucho love!

[speck]

Well, as you all know, my last week at FWC is coming up...well, there is nothing in this world to keep me from being there that night....except for one opportunity that just came up...to do what i've been called to do...missions...well, sort of...some of us from turning point are going down to help with katrina's hurricane relief. i couldn't go last time around because i didn't think i could get out of school...it turns out i can...and i don't know what i'm going to choose...it's gonna be hard...

anyways, matt's birthday is tomorrow...we'll both be 14 for 10 days...nothing too special...then, i turn 15...hopefully i'll get my permit, but, i guess i should start reading the driver's manual...haha...

well, i'll talk to you all later...
i love you all!!
[becca]

judgement last night = amazingness!!!

to tell you the truth, i really wasn't expecting it to be this good (considering it's our first one)...but...it was actually REALLY good...other than a few things i noticed here and there...but it's all good...i was in the very first group to go through, so, i'm sure it got better as the night went on.

miss amber j. came to see us today in choir...i was so happy to see her...it made my day a lot better...

well, i'm going to go...study science or something...considering i have like a D in that class and have only 6 days till the end of this six weeks...i can MAYBE pull it up to a high C...maybe...

love you all...
[becca]

why does almost every day of my life suck now?
hmm...

[becca]


got my school pictures today...haha...what a joke!!

i have a lot on my mind, and a lot to say, but i'm gonna take a rain check on typing it all out...

basically:
my life = lkasjdf;lkasjdf;lksfalskdhlskdha;skldhg;lsadjfa;lsdjf

and i don't know what to do with it....

i'm back...it was...interesting...to say the least...

i pretty much froze my butt off...had to go pee really bad in the middle of the night and it was a 5 minute walk to the bathroom...me, in my pajamas, freezing cold, needing to find the bathroom QUICKLY, in the dark...funny stuff...

anyways, so i dyed my hair...it's not black, but it's an awesome dark brown color and in a certain type of light, it has hints of purple in it!! cool stuff...haha....

well, i'm gonna go...JUDGEMENT THIS WEEK!! yes!! haha...i can't wait...i wanted to be in it so bad, but i couldn't... :tear: ....

love you all!!
[::becca::]

i'm going camping...fun stuff....

make sure you leave a lot of remarks to make me happy when i get home on sunday...

love you all!!
[be be]

oh yeah...variety show went awesomely well!! sarah, you and i make hot nuns...lol...

went to the homecoming game...only to be dissapointed...didn't really watch any of it...courtney and i were busy with our sweet and sour chicken business...lol...

anyways, yeah...i have like nothing to say...

leave me remarks...
love you all
[be be]

i'm really liking this new look for phusebox...it's amazing...

anyways, went bowling today...barely busted 100 all three games...i don't know what all that was about...grr...i was mad at myself...

well, be looking for something different about me soon...hmm...yeah...that's all i'm gonna say for now...

love you all!!
[becca]

hmm...life is going really well for me at the moment...

i've not heard from a couple of people though...and even though that makes me sad, i'm still pretty freakin happy...

i borrowed some money yesterday from a friend so i could eat lunch (cause i was about to get REALLY sick) and i told her i'd pay her back today...turns out neither my mom or dad have ANY cash...man this girl's gonna hate me when i get to school...i feel so bad...

anyways, leave me remarks...
just because i love you...
[becca]

so, i was at a cookout last night for the royal rangers...fun fun...

got to hang out with michelle...that was...interesting...

but yeah...i really don't know why i posted because i basically have nothing to say...

tell me how much you love me.
[becca]

so...my bowling sucketh today...
must have slept on my right side because i was extremely stiff...so, my bowling ball went crazy... (sad face)

oh well...last night was amazing. i had so much fun at the cookout...i got to hang out with some people who i love dearly...and then when i came home, meag called me and we both ended up asleep on the phone...apparently her phone died, so she texted me and then i went to sleep. then i got a call from andrew who apparently dialed the wrong becca's number because he was looking for another becca to get directions to the bowling alley...craziness...but i was glad to hear his voice...

anyways, i might go to the cookout thingy for the royal rangers out at church...i don't know yet...

love you all!!
[becca]

i feel so loved.

[becca]

just had to do this...i have nothing else to write...

love you all, but i love amanda more than grass!! even the dead stuff!! haha...
[becca]



1. Who are you, what's our relationship:
2. How long have you known me:
3. Tell me one good thing about myself:
4. When you first saw me, what was your impression:
5. Have you ever had a crush on me:
6. describe me in 3 words:
7. do you think i'm good looking:
8. how would you describe me to someone:
9. would you ever date me..if u have would u do it again:
10: what do you like most about me:
11: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
12: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
13. What do you think my weakness is:
14. What makes me happy:
15. What makes me sad:
16. What reminds you of me:
17. When's the last time you saw me:
18. Are you going to expect me to reamrk on your phusebox answering the same questions:
19. Do I cross your mind at least once a day:

yeah...today was...amazing in its normalness...

went to church, had a pretty good service...umm...came home and ate lunch, then went to the MTSU rec center to swim and such...i've been running a lot and trying to shape up...which is exactly what i need to do...lol...and i convinced nathanael to go down the slide...once he started, he didn't want to stop....

i have like nothing to do this week...monday, wednesday, and friday, my mom's at school while nathanael is at pre-school on campus thing...so i'll be at home with these crazy kids...help me god...lol....

call me if you get bored...
love you all!!
but i love amanda more than grass!!
[becca]

i'm extremely bored
i want to go bowling.

leave me a remark and tell me 5 things that you like/love about me.....

then tell me 5 think that you don't like/hate about me....