^_^

September 08 2005
ask me 5 questions.
I'll answer them if they are not too personal.
:]
love you guyss.

mmhmm :]

September 06 2005
chris slate is definately
the number one coolest guys on my list
at least for now ahaha
thank you ^_^

Oh, when the day is blue, I'll sit here wondering about you

September 06 2005
deep down
we are afraid of something
it may be of being alone
it may be of giving yourself to someone
it maybe the feelings that you can't control
we all have something to fear
do you know what I am afraid of?
I am afraid of letting things go
because things happen
& if I forget them
I am afraid it will start
all over again.
I am afraid to actually be happy
I always try to find bad things
I feel like it shouldnt be "this good"
I dont know how to fix this
all I can do is hope
& pray that God will do what is the best for me
what are you afraid of?

-sighs-

toodles my friends.

confusion

September 05 2005
it's never a good thing.
but it's what I feel at the moment.
:/

talking on the phone with claire

September 04 2005
-says fool at the same time-
claire: jinx
jamie: ahahahah
claire: SHUT UP
jamie: -giggles-
claire: I SAID SHUT UP!
jamie: -silent-
claire: you're boring me
jamie: it's because I cant
claire: SHUT UP
jamie: -laughs some more-

man how mean is she?
ahahah kidding
I LOVE YOU CLAIRE < 3
you're my best friend :]

oh yeah Claire, people taking pictures
of them kissing their boo-bahs
is so cool.
I dont think you know what you are saying.
hehehe

p.s;; I love meeting new people :]
it always me makes me so happy..
&&& I love the song
honey & the moon by joseph arthur
< 3
great song.

labor day.

September 04 2005
ah what a good holiday
hmm well tomorrow
movies at 1:25 at carmike
to watch the red eye :]
come if you want.
it shall be fun.

Beautiful one I adore.

September 02 2005
I sometimes doubt my faith
but when I look around
I know I can't possibly
put everything I have learned
& everything I believe down the drain.
God has been there with me, always
through the times when no one ever knew I was hurting
through the times when I was gleaming
yet no one seemed to know it
God knows everything about me
& I'm glad He understand me
I might not understand Him sometimes
but whatever He has planned for me,
I'm prepared.
I'm finally ready to go all out for God.
I'm just upset it took this long..

have a good day kiddos. < 3

PICTURES < 3

September 01 2005
I love photography :]
new pictures :]
hehehe

tomorrow is finally friday.
pep rally & the football game
yes :D
then white water rafting!
yay

today was funny.
Chanz is hilarious.
& Greg finally came out with it
that he thinks I am
officially crazy.
hehe

I LOVE YOU GUYSS.

I'm begging you to be my escape...

August 31 2005
yes YOU ahaha
today was fun
I love oakland.
< 3

rawr

August 30 2005
no school
bored to death
ugh.

yay :D

August 29 2005
no school
hehe

keep praying for those people though
God will keep them safe..

mmhmm

August 29 2005
pray for the people caught in the
nasty nasty storm
pray that they are okay.

on a scale of one to ten
my self esteem became a 4 last night
thanks to someone
ugh.

bad bad bad day.
hope you had a good one though.
:/

sighs...

August 28 2005
tonight was a disaster
sorry Claire :/
I LOVE YOU.
but max always seems to make up for it.
< 3

as lovers go..

August 27 2005
"I'll be true,
I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear
I'll belong to you
If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go
So dont complicate it by hesitating
This is wonderful as loving goes
This is tailor-made,
What's the sense in waiting?"

I love this song :]
so what are your plans for today?

i gotta booooyfriend :]

August 26 2005
-does a happy dance-
tonight was the best night ever..

feelings of l-l-love?

August 25 2005
"i dont want to lose you
i want to gain you
i want to be with you for a long time"
-the one & only max

how can you not fall in love with someone
who can say that to you?
& actually mean it..

bleh

August 24 2005
not happy.
sorry if I dont update.

-editeditedit

I love Jason Mraz.
he makes everything a little bit better... :]

crushes & stuff

August 23 2005
hehehe
okay this guy name chance
sweeet & everything
went up to Rachel
& this was the convo

chance- hey
rachel- hey
chance- you're friends with Jamie right?
rachel- [laughs] yeah why?
chance- does she have a boyfriend?
rachel- uh sort of
chance- what is that supposed to mean?
rachel- well this guy likes her & she likes him
& they have been seeing each other but they are NOT going out
chance- oh okay [walks away]

:D someone likes me at school
this just made my day even better < 3

I hold tight to what I know...

August 22 2005
the song "never alone"
never gets old.
it makes me love God even more. < 3

outside it felt good
but school was boring.
cept Spanish
because this guy Darius is in there
& he makes me laugh everyday
he's cool aha.
I love highschool
I love the people too.
so much better than Mcfadden
I don't miss it one bit
well maybe Mr. Leach, Mr. Nichols, & Nolan
but that's it ahaha.

I am pretty much all around happy
that's rare for me
just hope it lasts for awhile.
read yesterday's entry if you want to know

well okay
there's one thing still bothering me
I hatehatehate it when people start talking to me
& then just out of no where stop
:[ it stinks.

well I love you guys.
got new pictures. :D
ch-ch-check em out ahaha.

xoxo-

gosh dang it, I think it

August 21 2005
JimmeHendrix42: yay!! lol so
what do u think about those poems on there?

dandelion xx: they are sweet.
they always make me smile.
I look at them when I feel upset or something heh

JimmeHendrix42: lol like now?
what did happen jamie

dandelion xx: I just feel like I cant do anything

dandelion xx: when I do want to do something
I have to lie about it..I'm just tired of it..

JimmeHendrix42: aww jamie u can do something
u made me fall in love with you
i think thats a pretty big one

< 3
hehe
I like this feeling.