I saw that somewhere, and I really can't help but wonder...

 

Anyway, we're heading out to Michigan either tommorow or Thursday. 10 hour car trip with Camden, Robert, Mom, and me in a van, oh Lord. But the rest of the trip should be fun, I'll take pictures! 

 I've been listening to the same song over and over and over. Three guesses as to what it is!! Oh please read the sarcasm in that...

 

Luke's here again, oh boy. He's been here for about two days and so far nothing's died. Granted there were a few explosions and flash fires and 2 a.m. cravings for chicken noodle soup, but nothing too serious. The chicken noodle soup was pretty good.

 

Cmaden went to Gatlinburg with Kellie, and the house has never been quieter. Oh sweet silence...

 

And now I've run out of things to say, goodness my life is boring nowadays. 

We're (meaning Mom, Camden,Robert, and myself) going to Michigan in about a week. Thank God we're not really flying, I hate planes.

 

That's really the only thing going on right now and technically thta's not even going on. I might be going to the Harry Potter movie tonight, where I might "accidentaly" bump into Leslie and the rest of my old friends. Muahaha.

 

But until then I'm not really doing anything. SOMEBODY CALL ME!!! I DON"T CARE WHO!!! 

So I went to Leslie's house yesterday, fully expecting to have some fun and stay the night and have some more fun the next day. I was wrong.

 

Her parents had a holy comeapart over my tongue ring. They went nuts on Leslie bacause they think she didn't tell them on purpose, when she told her dad and supposed he would have told his wife. And then proceeded to say I'm not allowed over any more, they don't want Leslie to hang out with me anymore, and the bull crap will probably continue as the day wears on.

 

They kept saying I got it to rebel, for sexual purposes, for anything other than "Hey I felt like getting a tongue ring, so I got one". That's what keeps getting to me, none of theose reasons are why I got this thing. I wanted to do something major, and so I did. I'm sure as heck not going to use it for anything but ornamentation.

 

 

So do I. We spent all friggin day at the Nice Mill Dam, and I am beat.  I proved it IS possible to swim upstream, and you CAN white water raft on your butt. It's just a very painful experience.

  

Today was the grand premier of the tongue ring, and most people liked it. It grossed Alex out, but that just make things fun.

 

Fine arts practice starts again, and I'm not looking forward to it.

 

Not alot is going on and I'm going to go to sleep now... 

That's right. I got it pierced today. And boy was it a trip.

We get to the parlor and I fill out all he paperwork and they get me set up in the room. They guy puts the forceps on my tongue, which was the most painful part. Then he puts the needle through, and I was beyond freaked out. I started having second thoughts (which was dumb of me) and the last thing i remember is seeing a Betty Paige poster and thinking "Wasn't that out in the hall?"

I shot up in the seat only to be pushed back by the guy that did the peircing. He told me I had seized up and fainted, then I started convulsing. He had put the bar in before I had managed to pass out entirely had to fight me to screw the ball in. I about bit his finger off.

I sat there in the chair for about 30 minutes trying to remember my legs and hands, all the while trying to reassure mom that I was okay.

I can take it out in a week and put in a smaller one in. they gave me a really long one so it can stretch with the swelling. So my tongue is about half of my mouth and I can barely talk. Great. That and I can't eat anything decent for about a week.

So yeah, I'm going to be doing something rather daring tommorrow. Will post pictures when I get them. I just have to wonder how many of you will want to kill me when I get done.

I've basically spent the past week watching movies. That and I turned in another application. So here are some of my favorites and what I think of them...

 

Howl's Moving Castle- All hail Miyazaki! Not so sure about the voice actor, but everything else was amazing.

 

Bridge To Terabithia- Watch it with a box off tissues handy, the ending will make you sad. I sniffled a little. Great everything else.

 

Stomp The Yard- I was ready to kill either myself or who ever came up with the idea for the movie 10 minutes into it. It was your typical dance movie, which is sad.

 

RENT- I will always adore this movie.

 

Dazed and Confused- If I have to watch this movie one more time...

 

Oceans 13- WWAAAHHOOOO!!! Great movie, I order everyone to go see it. It's not an option.

 

So yeah, there were others, but I don't think you want to know exactly how lazy I've been.  On another tangent, I've been wanting to learn how to play either the piano or the drums, any input?

I'm very happy (despite my lack of comments on anything). I've finally gotten past the old pain in the neck we know as writers block!!! WOOOO-HOOOO!!!!

I think we're going to Jamestown today or tommorrow. I have no idea why or when, but we're more then likely going.  Don't really know when we'll get back either.

 

I'm not sure how fond I am of the new Phusebox, it's alright but still taking some getting used to.

 

 

 Blow Me Away- Breaking Benjamin  (Pretty much been rocking out to this all day...)

 

They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
(I can't see them anyway)
No time to lose
We've got to move
Steady the hand
(I am losing site again)


Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, unless I may)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven, will we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all


There's nothing left
So save your breath
Lying awake
(Caught inside this tidal wave)
Your cover's blown
No where to go
Only your fate
(Only I will walk away)

Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, unless I may)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way


Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven, will we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

Wanted it back
(Don't fight me now)

I just can't seem to remember why God decided to create things like boredom, dysfunction, familes, reality TV, and stupid people.

 

Anybody out there care to refresh my memory? 

Yeah i'm back from camp. It bit. Seriously, we weren't even allowed to prank!! AHH!!!

 

Not I'm home, I've taken a real shower, I've had real food, and I'm watching "Good Burger". I haven't seen that movie in years. Strawberry jacuzzi!! 

 

Haha, it makes me happy. I love it... Welcome to Good Burger, home of the Good Burger, may I take your order? 

 

 

I feel absolutley disgusting. Blegh. Where's some chicken noodle soup when you need it?

As the title says, I got new stuff. Namely a new phone, a
shirt (currently being worn), and the best part… a book!! Don’t get me wrong,
the phone is friggin amazing, but the book is one of my favorites and I got it
for 6 bucks at Wal-Mart. Normally priced the hardback copy (which it is) runs
for almost 30. I scored a deal.

So here I am wasting time letting you guys know what
happened thus far today when I could be reading. What is wrong with me?

I mean really. How many of you have seen the Charlie Brown
movies and not noticed that this kid is totally emo? I mean my goodness,  it’s sad.

I had rather interesting weekend, but eh. It’s over and done
with.

 Robert’s little brother was over from Sunday till today, and
I have never felt so murderous. The kid was going bonkers!! He was literally bouncing
off the walls, and about to be bouncing off my fist. It was probably a good
thing he went home today.

 Not a whole lot is going on, so if anyone has any plans
please give me a call. The walls of the house are slowly shrinking in on me!!

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Oh, but God, I want to let it go.


Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.

Never wanted it to be so cold.

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.


I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.


Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.


Don't want to let it lay me down this time.

Drown my will to fly.

Here in the darkness I know myself.

Can't break free until I let it go.

Let me go.


Darling, I forgive you after all.

Anything is better than to be alone.

And in the end I guess I had to fall.

Always find my place among the ashes.


I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.


Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.

I'm gonna let it go



Lithium- Evanescence. Yep, that's how it goes. That's it.

Sing it for me, I can't erase the stupid things I say. You're better than me. I struggle just to find a

better way.



So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly

say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone. I'll be home tonight, take a

breath and softly say goodbye.


You're running like me. Keep moving on until forever ends. Don't try to fight me. The beauty queen has

lost her crown again.



So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly

say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone. I'll be home tonight, take a

breath and softly say goodbye.


Goodbye.


So why are you so eager to betray, pick the peices up, pick the pieces up.


So why are you the one that walks away, pick the peices up, pick the pieces up.



So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly

say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone. I'll be home tonight, take a

breath and softly say goodbye.


Just take a breath and softly say goodbye


Here we are- Breaking Benjamin

Got to love my Leslie, you just do. Really. You have no choice. You have no say in the matter, just no. None. None at all. Not one little bit. The decision was made for you. We've made up your mind. Really, we have. The choice was not yours to make. Your options are only to love Leslie.Sorry.

Haha, we're both slightly sleep deprived and we just happen to have internet acess. Yeah...

So my weekend blew. But Josh had a bad weekend too so we drove around town and ranted till about 11. It felt very good. I feel better now. I'm going to go back to my mud and jello now!

I was reading one of my favorite books in 3rd today when I was suddenly hit with a realization. I've been having a few problems with multiple things at the same time and it's been very strenuous, but that book always seems to find its way into my hands when I need it most. I read a certain part and things got a little clearer and I think I got the fix I needed.

I went to the doctor yesterday, I've had a constant headache for about two weeks and they've come and gone for a couple months, last week I got landed with a serious migrane for two days. It sucked. It sucked big time.

He told me that not only were these migranes and headaches were genetic, the were what was called constricting. When certain parts of my brain don't get the right amount of oxygen they start to contract and they cause the pain. He gave me some medicine to keep them in check and I feel so good. This is the first time in two weeks I haven't had a headache, I'm a little sleepy, but that's just a side effect.

I'm heading to Jamestown after school. My cousin is graduating and we should be back sometime tommorrow. But until then I will be away from anything internet, cell phone reception, of decent TV without so much as a good movie to keep me distracted. I'm taking several batteries for my CD player and some good tunes. Wish me luck and I will try to make contact the second I'm back in cell phone range!

Seriously. I’m brilliant. I take six bucks to Wal-mart and I
come out with 2 bunches of silk calla lilies, silver spray paint, a yard of
blue ribbon, and a pack of Orbit gum.

Then I go home, take the lilies off the stems, spray paint
them silver, put them back on the stems, wrap them in the blue ribbon and
voila! Instant Mothers’ Day present.

It was great, I get back into the crafts section and the
flowers are half priced, and they have my moms’ favorite flowers. Then they
have the silver spray paint and ribbon in my moms’ favorite color. God loves
me, he really does.

Yeah, I miss dancing. It just kinda hit me out of the blue today, I think I miss the movement of it all.

So now I'm waiting for school to be over, cause Amanda-my-dear is coming over tonight. WOO! We're gonna stuff ourselves with Italian food and be girly, heck yeah.

I'm thinking I'll start something on fire, just to release my inner pyro.

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.

More Tennessee Williams for you, I swear if I have to read
for Maggie again tomorrow, I’ll have no voice left. The darn woman talks too
much.

 Reasonably uneventful weekend went to see Spiderman 3. That
movie’s a little iffy. It had a good plot (I guess) and the villains were good.
Venom was lacking his trademark Gene Simmons tongue and they tried to make The
Sandman all serious-like. Emo-Spidey (complete with dance number) was
hilarious!!

 
We had to take one of those ridiculously dumb End Of Course
exams. My intelligence was insulted beyond belief; I mean seriously who comes
up with these tests!! What are we 6^th graders, I mean really. It was
disgusting. We had 75 minutes to complete the test and I had mine done in
almost 30 minutes (it was a 60 question test). Well, at least it counts as my
final.

 
No real plans for this week, so if anybody comes up with
something, let me know.