hey hey

well today should be pretty awesome. babysitting and then going to practice which should rock im really excited. haven't practiced in a long time and this should be interesting.

well i better go i have to get the girls something to do!

i love you all and God Bless!

...Leah...

hey hey

this is leah and abby and we are updating my site.

we are having fun.

maybe going to kid's castle later anyone want to come?

talk to you all later. if you want to come just call leah's cell!

Leah and Abby

so far this weekend has been pretty amazing!

pretty sure last night(fri) met a pretty awesome guy and then after that went and hung out with Edi, Cory and Leslie and that was fun as well.

and today not to much has happened except for the fact that i have practice today from 9 to 6 and then i had to go start to babysitting but hey it's all good it was fun and i had a blast.

hey lets see what tomorrow brings right....im kinda looking forward to it.

today sucked...

At times i get the feeling that NO ONE cares, but other times
i feel like i’m sitting on top of the world, it all comes
down to your friends & in the end, i find you REALLY do need a
best friend & for those times, i’m grateful that there’s
you...

I smile because I have to, not because I want to, I laugh because I’m told to, not because I want to, I frown because I want to cry but try to keep it all inside, I wish I could just let it out but I can’t, that’s not what I’m all about. My feelings never show anymore because I don’t want them to. Every smile is a lie, every laugh is fake, all because I’m crying inside & don’t want my tears to show

The girl who seemed unbreakable...broke. The girl who seemed so strong...crumbled. The girl who always laughed it up...cried. The girl who would never stop trying...finally quit

I used to be a strong girl, a lot has changed, a lot has happened and I've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through and you know something? I finally broke, everything around me crashed and I fell right with it and I'm not that strong anymore, I can't handle this anymore

today sucked...and that's about it.

hey hey

okay so the guy i was going to take to prom now can't come and im kinda bummed.so now i need a prom date and i need one soon.if anyone is interested just tell me and that would be awesome. i love you guys talk to you all later.

Leah

hey hey

haven't updated in a while so i thought that i would do so.nothing much has really changed im still down about myself but hey it's life right.well umm this weekend was pretty awesome had alot of fun and had fun with people i don't normally have fun with.this weekend was also really bad but hey you can't go back and change that now can you.i hate life sometimes...it never seems to go my way.

well i guess i'll tak to you guys later

...me...

hey hey

yeah today was a pretty rocky day for like no reason at all but all in all it was an awesome day.

have any of you guys ever heard of freudian slips? well they are slips of the tongue maybe in a joke or in just talking that reall convey what people think. Sigmand Freud made this discover and i think that it is totally true.like today we were talking about how everyone is getting boyfriends and one of my "friends" said that i was hopeless.basicly saying that i would never have a boyfriend....what is so wrong with that one of my "friends" would think that? i mean i like boys and what not but it always seems just to turn out as best friends and what not. i hate it.maybe im meant to be alone for like ever. i know i know what you guys are going to say leah you will find a guy someday....and you have had boyfriends in the past. but yeah if you think about they all lasted only a couple of weeks. i don't know anymore...maybe i am meant to be alone and just guy friends i don't know.

gosh life is so hard and confusing i hate it.i don't like how i feel right now. i feel so unsecure of myself and that is just not me...i just don't understand.....i don't know who i am anymore....

have you ever thought about the reason you are here on this earth? i mean i know we all have a purpose and everything but have you ever stopped and thought about what it is? i have and i can't really figure it out. im not an out spoken person, unless im with my friends, and im not really good at anything. i really don't know what my purpose is here on earth. i don't mean this to sound morbid or anything like that at all it was just a question that can to mind today.

anyways today was a pretty good day i guess except for the fact that my "friends" don't think of me when they are going to do something until they are on there way to do something.and the fact that they think of me as a lesbian with my "best friends" lil sister. yeah life is crazy and i hate it but hey what can i do. but it did hurt when i heard about the whole thing from someone else and not even from my "friends".( im playing....but it really did hurt)

i don't know why but i have been really sensitive lately and that just kinda added to it.so right now im going to leave and do you care?....no

bye

SNOW DAY...yeah that is right we are out of school and that totally rocks.i love it!

so yeah that you crazy kids later leave me lots of remarks!

hey hey

omg i got my PROM dress today. it's really really pretty. it's this aqua blue turquiose color it's soooo pretty. strappless and it's ever has beads on it. it's awesome. im excited to wear it. we found the dress at the first place we went today it's sooo awesome.ahhhh!

well today was awesome.school was a waste of time cuz we didn't do a dang thing but hey that is okay i guess. talk to you guys later.

love you all!

Leah

hello hello

okay guys this weekend was awesome had an awesome time but i am so tired from this weekend it's not even funny. if you don't know we had a contest at oakland and man was it awesome but hey that is besides the point, lol.

okay i need some help with something.... i really really really need to find a date to prom, it is April 29th and it's going to be awesome.is anyone interesting in going with me? cuz i really want a date i don't want to go alone......so please help me out here.

i love you all

god bless

Leah

hello peoples

please comment......

question.......am I a good person?

just wondering what you all think!

Leah

at Michele's house and having alot of fun! Yeah pretty sure that we are really really weird and that we are always high on something i think it just might be thing called LIFE!lol. well had to babysit and that was fun and tomorrow i have practice 9-6 and that should be alot of fun i can't wait.well i'm going to go if you wanna come see me tomorrow come to Oakland at 12 it shall be fun!  I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Love Always
Leah....AKA......B.A

interesting day....you know why....cuz i said so....lol...

Breathe is an awesome song it's by Anna Nalick.....i love her she is a great singer......great CD too.....

well im going to go i'l talk to you guys later......

God Bless!

Leah

Ahhhh crazy.....just playing....life if awesome!

Some questions.....what do you guys think about me? just wondering?

what do you guys think about God or Christianity in the class room?

so random thoughts......sorry!

..Me...the one the only....Leah

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!

At a party talk later!

....Leah.....

yay phusebox is back up that makes me sooo happy.it's awesome!

well had a great break i must say but being in a place where people don't have computers in there homes is torture.lol.but it's good to be back home and just in time for the New Year.

had an awesome time with Megan last night it was interesting to say the least and it is always that way though.umm....got caught up on all the gossip and what not so yeah it's great but i feel like i was in a forgien country for a week....lol....

don't really have any plans for the next couple of days so if you wanna talk or hangout or whatever just give me a call it's all cool.

I love you guys!

God Bless!

...Leah...(the one and only)

..... ADK black and white party anyone want to go with me....it should be fun.....call me if you want to go....545-6082

hey question.....

what do you guys really think of me....be honest.....im trying to better myself.......

don't get me wrong im happy with the person that i am but im curious to see what other people really think so answer as you will.....

i love you guys and that will never change.

....Leah...

hey

umm my weekend has been pretty awesome so far.today was a rough day though...we had guard practice and i mean he worked us to the bone and it was hard and now im super sore...it's great.lol.tomorrow don't know what im going to do but i need to find something to do so im not bored....anyone have anything they want to do or does anyone just want to hangout with Me(the amazing Leah)?anyways.....

oh my last post still stands now that i have some interest i think im doing good.lol.if you want to or you want to talk about it just ask.call(545-6082) or im always online.....

Okay well you crazy kids im going to go.I love you guys!

God Bless!

Leah