Thoughts of today....

February 21 2006

have you ever thought about the reason you are here on this earth? i mean i know we all have a purpose and everything but have you ever stopped and thought about what it is? i have and i can't really figure it out. im not an out spoken person, unless im with my friends, and im not really good at anything. i really don't know what my purpose is here on earth. i don't mean this to sound morbid or anything like that at all it was just a question that can to mind today.


anyways today was a pretty good day i guess except for the fact that my "friends" don't think of me when they are going to do something until they are on there way to do something.and the fact that they think of me as a lesbian with my "best friends" lil sister. yeah life is crazy and i hate it but hey what can i do. but it did hurt when i heard about the whole thing from someone else and not even from my "friends".( im playing....but it really did hurt)


i don't know why but i have been really sensitive lately and that just kinda added to it.so right now im going to leave and do you care?....no


bye

Sam-Graham Jinn (Graham Wells)

February 21 2006
:( Dont be sad, u r too cool for that.

quake

February 21 2006
hmmm i care:)) anyway all this is because of weather... so wait for suny day aand everything will be like earlyer:)

Megan

February 22 2006
I care way more than you think. You know that so don't even say I don't. Why else would we be automatic room buddies? You know I have a point. Speaking of point the whole point of life is revealed after death. Even though you think you aren't doing anything amazing right now you will. Even if you don't view it as amazing you will touch somebody's life like you have all of us that know you right now. Weither you know it or not you touch everybody around you and the world wouldn't be even close to as amazing as it is with out you in it.

Megan

February 22 2006
Mine's longest and most heartfelt. I win! I LOVE THE LEAH! VERY VERY VERY MUCH!

Kristin Furgerson

February 23 2006
Leah I have no Idea what you talking about.... you are the most amazing woman ever.... listen.. you have the biggest heart of anyone I know.... you are the best friend and one could ask for....you actually a out spoken person.. you just don't realize it... and Leah even though we don't talk anymore I know you miss as much as I miss you.... and we might not talk much... but every now and then I go and read the letter you left me in my yearbook..just b/c it makes me think of all the good times we have had... and it makes me cry...If I was still there we would still me doing everything together! and everyone would still be thinking we were lesbians together... don't care what other people think! I can't believe someone has made you feel this way... you are to great and amazing of a person and one day you will realize this....I am so in love with you... lol....not that way... they are crazy... and it makes me mad! I love you with all my heart... and I care about you more than anyone ever will... and no one will ever fill that place in my heart... you are my sister... and remember you are still my rock... just remember I am still always here anytime anyplace.... no matter if I am at work... or with my boyfriend.. there is always time for my bestest friend in the entire world! HUGS AND KISSES! ~*Kris*~