I hate having to  pay for crap. It wouldn't be so bad if the money wasn't in such large quantities. Yeah, I have it, but it feels like I'm never going to get some of the things I'm trying to save up for. Sure, it's teaching me stuff that will help me once I'm "grown", but do I really have to learn so young, lol?

Anyway. Work today went surprisingly well. With two people quitting in less than a week, we're definitely on the shorthanded side at the moment. With the exception of Taevan, I hold the title of being there the longest. What an achievement. Maybe he'll make me team leader. Ha, yeah right. I changed Ashley Orman's oil yesterday! It was funny 'cause she asked if I knew what I was doing. . . "Well, I've been here since July so. . .", lol.

Um. Yeah. I'm hungry. And I'm going to be in the parade tomorrow with work.

You are my supply
My breath of life
Still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
Worth living for
Still more awesome than I know

                 

I FINALLY got the schedule I wanted for next semester. I've been trying to find a MWF 10:20 History 2010 class for two weeks, and there was one opening yesterday afternoon, so I grabbed it! I also found out that I have a B+ in college algebra, and as long as I do alright on the final, that grade will stay!

And today is the LAST day of classes, praise Jesus! I don't have to come back for my finals until Monday! Then once I'm finished with my algebra final on Tuesday, I don't come back until January 18th!Heck yes for six week Christmas breaks!

Hm. . . the only thing I'm concerned about is my Understanding Mass Media grade. I studied pretty well for our final test, but it was over stuff that he really didn't cover. Gah.

Thursday night, I along with Page and several others from RFC dined together and chowed down on spaghetti:

Last night, Brian celebrated his legality and crowned me as queen, woo!

Then today. . . I got a puppy. She's a six week old Chiuahuah. I named her Belle ((you know. . . Beauty and the Beast)) 'cause she's a pretty dog:

Funny ((and true)) story time: In biology ((which begins at 8:00)), Dr. Johnson was teaching, and she looked at the clock on her desk. "9:13?? My goodness, we need to end soon." This seemed odd to me, because I knew there was no way in heck we'd been in there an hour and a half. I ((along with about half the class apparently)) nonchalantly pulled my cell phone out of my purse and looked at the time. . . it read 8:37. Graham and I kind of glanced at each other with "Is she serious?" looks, and kept quiet. . . as did the rest of the class. Ten minutes later, Dr. Jonhson dismissed us. It was 8:50. Mwahaha, how splendid. That made my day.

Let's see. . . I've taken a biology test, biology lab final, and an algebra test this week. I passed the bio test, lol. . . pretty sure I'll probably pull a C for the semester. I've been expecting that. I don't know what I got on the lab, but it hopefully wasn't terrible. I'm pleased to say that I was rather prepared for today's algebra test; maybe my grade won't be so bad after all.

Brian's party is tomorrow night. . . Heck yeah for hanging out with friends.

- I finally got an A on an English paper. I argued why The Cosby Show hasn't "jumped the shark". Our next topic is over the internet. We have to choose a website we frequently visit, discuss why it's appealing and what makes it a "community". I've already written the draft ((I chose to write about phusebox)) and received a 41/50 on it. While I know it could have been better, I was pleased because Tormey wasn't terribly clear on what he wanted.

- I'm getting a new phone next month. Hallelujah! I've had my current one for nearly two years, and it's getting mighty dinged up.

- I've been pricing camcorders. . . *falls over*. I'm not going to be able to find what I need/want for under $450. With Mom paying my half of the car payment for Christmas and me working extra during Christmas break, I MIGHT be able to pull it off. I mentioned something to my parents about them helping me with it for Christmas as well, but it really hasn't been discussed.

- Speaking of Christmas, our tree is now up. We've never had it up this early, but Jeff and Jennifer wanted to put it up. There are no presents underneath, but hopefully that'll change, lol. I'm finally able to buy my family decent presents this year.

- I need to put more pictures up in my room. It always seems like my room is needing SOMETHING done to it. I also need to dust and organize all the random stuff that houses itself on my dressers.

- Big tests are coming up. Tomorrow, I have a biology exam and the lab final. Thursday, there's a college algebra test. Next Monday, I have to turn in a project and take an exam over chapters eight, nine, and PowerPoint in Computer Science Orientation. I also have an English paper due Monday. Then next Wednesday, I'll take my last exam in Understanding Mass Media. Then the week after that, finals begin! Agh!

I had the customer from hell today. I'm not going to go into it, but he was a complete and total jerk, and it was everything I could to not to get smart and cuss him out. Idiot. Guys, seriously, CHECK THE PRICES anytime you're gonna purchase something, and don't get all pissed off when something is higher than you expected just because you either A) Assumed it would be the same price as other places, B) Don't look at the price, or C) Don't ask. Idiot. I have so much more respect and patience for other cashiers now. Gah. People can be SO FREAKING UNAPPRECIATIVE!

Alrighty, I got my schedule worked out, so now I'll have English and Theatre Appreciation MWF, and I'll be finished at 10:05. On TR, I'll have History, Psychology, and Intro to Electronic Media Communicationsl. Yeah, TR will be a long day. I'm hoping to get a 10:20 History class on MWF so I can come in at 1:00.

Check it out:

The weird thing about this picture is that the sky wasn't even this color. When it previewed right after I took it, it looked like this in the window. Who knows; I swear, this camera has a mind of its own. Strong too-- it's survied being dropped in the toilet and dropped on a concrete driveway. I think I'll name it Ol' Trusty, lol.

My Thanksgiving was very nice. My parents and I went to my Aunt Darlene and Uncle Stanley's house along with my brother, sister-in-law, two older cousins, their wives, youngest cousin, and grandmother. We road 4-wheelers, the guys ((and my cousin's wife)) shot skeets, the ladies played Mad Gab and Spoons, and we ate. . . and goodnight, it was a feastly meal. Mmm, I'm so stuffed. I love this holiday-- it's completely centered around food, lol.  We also watched Christmas with the Kranks. . . good movie.

Tonight was, without a doubt, wonderfully unplanned, but totally amazing. Page and I grabbed a couple of milkshakes from Baskin Robbins and just sat down to talk because we haven't seen each other in awhile, and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Because they closed at ten, he and I sat in his xTerra and talked and listened to music a little more. I shared some of my struggles, past and present and he did too. It was just a lot of fun.

Now, the even more amazing part was the drive home. . . oh, what an awesome drive it was.

I was talking aloud to God about certain things going on, then suddenly feeling compelled to start using adjectives to describe how wonderful He really is. As I got to the end of Compton, I asked for a shooting star and would glance at the sky to see if any went by. As I continued driving on 96 towards home, the road curved down a slight dip, and as I rounded it, the moon appeared through the trees. Guys, this wasn't just an ordinary moon-- it was so splendorous. . . it was only half, but it was so beautiful. It looked as though it had just risen from out of nowhere because it seemed so nearby. Ahhh, it was beautiful. Once I hit a straightaway, it was almost directly in front of me. The thought "Man, it'd be great if I See Love came on the radio" crossed my mind for a second. . . that's my favorite song, and I like, never hear it completely, especially when I'm driving. So I keep on driving, almost at my house, when the commercials for WAY-FM ended and what song comes on? GOOD LANDS, it was I See Love!!!! That did it. I started crying. It was like God was just sitting right there saying "YES! I'm HERE and I love you! This is for YOU ANNA! I GAVE YOU THE MOON AND YOUR SONG!!! Ah, it was amazing.

photo from BeautyFromPain

Yeah, so that's pretty cool.

Yeah. . . mom's nuts

--God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Look at His beauty:

My FAMILY!!! Even though my brudda can drive me nuts!

FRIENDS!!!!

My moccassins and hat!!!

Taking pictures!

STARBUCKS!

Mmm, yes.

How is it that these really amazing and totally awesome guys like me, yet I don't have the mutual feeling?

SERIOUSLY, what's the deal? It can't be a fear of committment; there have been guys in the past I would have loved to have been in realtionships with, but it became obvious later that God didn't have that in mind.

Do I lack interest for a Reason that will be unveiled when I do in fact meet my love?

I'm starting to think God is actually doing something that I think He's doing. I'm not sure though. Who knows.

((edit-- few minutes later))

Have you ever had a friend or family member that really wanted something for a long time, and you had it for them? You knew exactly how happy it would make them when you presented it to them, and you knew that would treasure it forever? I think God is doing that with me. He has my husband; He's probably looking at him right now. And for all I know, my husband could be sitting around, frustrated because he hasn't found me. Have you ever thought about that girls? We long for our husbands, but there is a man out there that does long to be with US. He just doesn't know it yet!

Okay. That was weird. I think God put that on my heart. Thanks God.

((end edit))

ANYWAY. I went to Starbucks with Brian and Aimee today; Cameron met us about half an hour later. After staying there awhile, we decided we were hungry ((at 2:30, lol)), and I drove us to Camino Real. After that, I drove everybody back to where our cars were and dropped Cameron and Brian off. Aimee and I went to Marti and Liz Shoes, and I got me some really cute dress shoes. Theeeen we went to the mall and looked around; her mommy showed up, I left, then went to Shoe Carnival and Old Navy. Now I'm home. How exciting.

So Windows Media Player hasn't been working for me for over a month now. I thought something was terribly wrong with WNP. The real issue?

It was on mute.

No, I don't feel dumb.

take my breath away.

You know you want to, lol. Just kidding.

I think I miss Spanish more than I realize. I keep talking to myself in the language. This is the first time in four years that I'm not in a Spanish class, so it's definitely an adjustment. I just hope I'm able to retain a lot of it when I begin my minor studies. Speaking of not being in classes for the first time in four years. . . I miss drama a lot, too. You know though. . . I really don't have the desire to perform with just anybody; I really want to be on stage with everybody from the past two years. What memories.

Um. Work. Work is going well, though it utterly sucks to have to work on cars in 30 degree weather. Oh, and the guy I mentioned a few entries ago about leaving isn't. There was a slight misunderstanding going on.

I'm supposed to register next week, and I can't get in touch with my advisor. From what I understand though, as long as there are no holds, then you're clear to register. I hope so.

And how about that Thanksgiving break next week? Oh yes, won't it be dandy. I think we're going to my aunts right down the road at lunch and then Smyrna later on in the evening.

I got my check today, and Mom gave me a little money to get me some groceries for my lunch since almost everything at school is horribly overpriced. Yay for hot pockets, stoffers, pringles, and trail mix. Mmm.

Yeah, and pretty sure this entry had no point. I just felt like blabbing.

It's not that I dislike RFC; I have enjoyed myself whenever I've been to the devos, and I had fun on the retreat. The people are really nice. . . so why do I feel so out of place when I'm there? Maybe it's not a good reason, but I think I'd be adapting much more quickly if I had a friend there with me. Savannah and I were talking about it the other day, and she said it was annoying to go to a place to worship and get to know other people, then all of a sudden have guys hit on you. It's true. I love my guy friends. I love meeting new guys. But it's uncomfortable for me to have guys I hardly know suddenly ask for my number and constantly hang around me. I don't know. It's hard. It took me awhile to adapt to the youth group, so I'm hoping that I'll soon get over whatever it is and just enjoy myself at RFC.

On Friday, I worked 1-6, grabbed dinner from Blue Coast, and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Mom ((who feel asleep)), Jeff, and Jennifer, then went to bed at 9:40. Saturday, I worked from 8-7:30. Yeah, you heard me. Taevan is doing a car clinic today, and he wanted the place spotless. Working over wasn't all that bad, especially since we got paid for it, and one of the guys had music other than stuff on 105.9 playing.  Today, I woke up to the sound of rain, then had the glorious realization that I'm off of school AND work. Hallelujah, what a feeling. I went to church, ate lunch at Chef Wangs with Aunt Darlene, Nathan, and his friend Stephen, and now I'm here.

And what am I going to do on my day off?

LAUNDRY!

Aren't you all jealous.

So I just found out that my favorite person at work isn't going to be working there much longer.

I could cry. Seriously.

All that is sweet and delightful in this world, in the serenity of the air, the fineness of seasons, the joy of light, the beauty of colors, is nothing else but Heaven breaking through the veil of this world, manifesting itself in such a degree and darting forth in such variety so much of it's own nature. -William Law

I took this standing on my front porch.

. . . uh, what? I didn't say anything.

So I workd out for the first time in my life today with Amy P. I totally didn't have a clue what I was doing, but I somehow managed to bike three miles, lol. We also lifted weights, ran around the track, did ball crunches, and played raquetball. . . oh yes, it was quite exciting. Lol, I got Graham to drive me back to my car when I was halfway there. . . yeah, I'm a bum, haha.

OOOOOOOH, look at that muscle!

. . . uh, or lack thereof.

Ooh, we're so strong.

Not.

And this is the wonderful present Garrett made for me at lunch: