Well...in case anyone didn't know, I absolutely LOVE this city. There is no where else I would rather be in this season of my life. I am surrounded by great friends, neverending opportunities, and adventure around every corner.

Today as we sat in our staff meeting, I began to think about where I could possibly be if I wasn't here in New York. And no where came to mind that could replace this amazing city.

And I know that there is hustle and bustle and that New York isn't for everyone, but each day I am here, I get overwhelmed with joy to see God working in the people around me and this city.

Paint the Town was a blast. Of course, when putting on such an event, there will always be things that go wrong and things that should have been done differently. That week just confirmed in me that God isn't giving up on this city or the people.

God is awesome! And He never fails to amaze me! He doesn't need my help, but yet He wants me to play a part in His story. No matter how small the part or unimportant others may think it is, I am honored to be a word or two in His great plan.

So today Jenny and I went to Big Nick's (yes, Carla...this is the same restaurant that Aaron took us to when we came) and we sat outside. The weather was so nice. I hope Fall is on it's way because I can't wait!!! The whole thing made me think of "You've Got Mail". It made me want to buy newly sharpened pencils and daisies.

School is starting back up for all my friends back home and for the first time I will not be attending with them. I love this time of year! Anyone up for a game of Tag Football. And soon it will be the holidays and I will get to go home and see my Family.

Today is a good day!

And did I mention...my roomie comes home tonight!

So this weekend, I did absolutely nothing. Well, I did do my laundry all day on Saturday. But I didn't bath for two days and I just chilled. Gross yes I know, but it was nice to just be by myself.

I am looking forward to Ellie and Meredith being back. It has been weird not seeing their faces everyday.

I am trying to convince someone to go see "Regis and Kelly" with me tomorrow. We would have to wait for Standby tickets, but I think it would be so much fun. Kate Hudson and Paul Rudd are going to be on tomorrow.

The office isn't the same without Tag and Laura. I miss them both dearly. The vibe is very different now.

I talked to Tacoya the other night and it totally made me miss The Boro!! I am looking forward to visiting there in November while I am home for Thanksgiving.

I think next week we are going to Six Flags!!! And I am going to Pennsylvania to see Sara Demerchant. So big trips coming up!!!

Aye with the poodles! (watch Gilmore Girls and you will know what I am talking about)

So Paint the Town is finally over and I feel like my life has been given back to me. Whether that is a good thing or not, I am not quite sure. Monday and Tuesday , Aaron gave us the days off so I definitely did a lot of sleeping. I think my body should be recovering by now.

If you called me during that week, my apologies. I have a long list of people to return phone calls to and it will probably take me a week to get through them all.

I must say that last week was very eye-opening for me. Everyday I knew more and more that this is where God has called me to be (even the day my booty got grabbed...whole nother story in itself). I made some really great friends and I am looking forward to seeing how those friendships grow in the future. I learned a lot about myself and the people I work with. I also learned a lot about putting on a big event. First of all, it's not easy.

To my Belle Aire friends, forgive me for not spending much time with ya'll. I miss you all dearly and can't wait to see you when I come and visit in November. Justin you are a doll and I love you. To my new friends...I am thankful that I got to meet you.

Ellie is out of town this week...so I am sad and lonely at the apartment. Last night, I couldn't sleep because of the coffee at 9 and Fresh Wind Fresh Fire scared me (that is a whole nother story too).

Well I need to be getting to work. I will fill everyone in on the last couple of weeks.

so i went to the beach this last weekend and i think that i might actually be lighter than before i went. i desperately need a tan.

can't really describe to anyone what is going on in my head right now. i think it is just to survive. working on paint the town is a killer. there are ten million and one things that need to get done before the week starts and ten million and two things to do during that week. i some times feel like i am swimming in a sea of craziness.

so it is official i miss murfreesboro today. all my friends, driving down greenland, being at belle aire...i miss the things of the past of the boro. cause if i was there now it wouldn't be the things that i am missing. all of my posse is pretty much gone for the summer, the hardings live in another state, my old roomies wouldn't be around...so actually today i miss the past. don't get me wrong, i love ny and love what is ahead in the future...just remininscing (i think that is how you spell it)

so to all the ones i loved before...i miss you and still love ya. take care.

So let's be praying that it will be sunny all weekend long. Ellie, Meredith, and I are going to Jersey Shore to the beach!!! It is going to be so much fun and nice vacation from work.

The other day we were shooting video for PTT and I fell going up the steps. I have a nice little bruise. I am being Nathan's assistant. I am the grip, which is a tough job. Holding a boom mic is wearing on a person. But I have loved being the little helper and learning more about shooting videos. I also take care of all the scheduling and phone calls. So if you want to speak to Nathan you need to go through me.

I finally went and got a checking account in the city. It feels more official now that I have a bank here that I can call my own.

Yesterday Tim Elmore spoke at our training. He showed clips from "The Last Castle". I don't know if anyone has seen this movie, but it is definitely on my list of movies to see. What I saw of it was really good. At one point, it made me cry!

All of my friends coming up for PTT. Hurry up and get here! And I don't think that any of the FAB7 have joined phusebox. Ughhh!

Keep praying for sunshine!

ok so not going to philadelphia...have way too much to do with paint the town.

so i just got finished doing my video shoot for paint the town. if you are coming to NY for PTT you will know exactly what I am talking about. It was my first shoot so don't be too judgemental!

Tomorrow I am going to be chaperoning a trip to Philadelphia with a Korean church. I am looking forward to it! I really don't know what I have gotten myself into, but I will definitely give a follow-up.

Life is pretty crazy here. We are getting very deep into PTT stuff so if I am not the best of friend over the next couple of weeks, please forgive.

I am so excited about what all is going on here. Who would have thought that I would be living in New York and helping start a church. Crazy! I know!

I went and heard a band play this weekend. Anathallo! They were awesome and when they come to Nashville, I want everyone to go check them out! Tell Andy and Brett I said what's up! And ask about the "Jordan" years. They are an amazing band and I have E-beth to thank for introducing me to their musical talents.

Well I must go, my fans are waiting!

So first of all let me say I LOVE RACHEAL!!! Thank you so much for your sweet words! And I can't wait for you to be here in a couple of weeks.

Well...I let Elizabeth cut my hair. The length is the same, but I have some shorter bang things and some layers. I have so much enjoyed having her here for the last couple of days. Thank God for friends who know you care for them even if you don't talk everyday or even in months.

It is rainy today and way gloomy. It makes you want to stay at home in your pjs and watch movies and bake cookies. Or take a nap...it's quiet in the office today which makes me want to take a nap even more.

I used my friend Laura's lotion and now I smell like Pledge. Laura uses this lotion, but never smells like cleaning products. So if you are near here and you smell Pledge know it's nothing more than me.

So as one day fades into another, most of this day is gone. And where did it go? I feel like I ask myself the same question everyday. It's usually around 9 in the evening and think on all that I need to get done and by that time it's over.

Everyday I find myself faced with the reality that most of my friends are getting engaged or married or having children. I don't think that I am ready to do any of these things. And for one thing, you usually need a boyfriend to do them anyways. But the more I am surrounded by this the more it gets to me that I don't have it. I don't think that watching chick flicks on a regular basis helps either.

Oh the woes of being 25 and single.

So just a thought...last night at the fireworks, Meredith and I so called a member of the Fab7 and we never got a response. We are way upset. All of us miss ya'll and are looking forward to ya'll coming back soon.

John as the spokesperson needs to let us know how we can get in touch with the rest of the crew. Or they should join phusebox. I think that would be a wise idea.

So today Melissa in the office let me watch her baby Joshua while she ran to the bank. He is the most precious little boy. Cutest dimples and smile. Eyes the color of gray-blue marbles. As soon as she left, I began to feel myself panic. I took Joshua upstairs and played with him for a few minutes and then put him to sleep. She told me to beware if he makes faces like he is going to the bathroom, I can catch it in time, but if I hear it then it is too late, it will be all over the place. I think that is when I truly began to have the panic attack. I am certainly not ready for motherhood yet.

So yesterday I went with Meredith to see the fireworks. We went to the East side, which just so everyone knows...I am definitely a West side girl. There were so many people...as far as your eye could see, people and water. It was cool though. We stood on a street that had been blocked off for the explosions of light. I must say that NYC fireworks put Clinton's to shame. Even though fireworks don't beat being with the family by the pool enjoying food on the grill and the laughter of familar voices. I think this was the first time I haven't spent the holiday with my family, but I am coming to the conclusion there are a tons of firsts in my future.

I took some pictures from last night to share with everyone. There were four guys using a tree for their seat. It was very cute! And let me tell you this weren't little boys, but grown men climbed up in a tree. I will put them up later when I have a chance.

I know people in the Boro are happy to have Nathan back, but I miss him in the office. It is very quiet today. Everyone has gone to the Bronx to check out our accomodations for Paint the Town and people are painting the stairs so I am getting high off of the fumes from the paint. Oh yeah, the steps are going to be RED!

Well...need to get back to work.

And Laura, here's my blog. Hope it makes you feel better!

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