so i went to the beach this last weekend and i think that i might actually be lighter than before i went. i desperately need a tan.

can't really describe to anyone what is going on in my head right now. i think it is just to survive. working on paint the town is a killer. there are ten million and one things that need to get done before the week starts and ten million and two things to do during that week. i some times feel like i am swimming in a sea of craziness.

so it is official i miss murfreesboro today. all my friends, driving down greenland, being at belle aire...i miss the things of the past of the boro. cause if i was there now it wouldn't be the things that i am missing. all of my posse is pretty much gone for the summer, the hardings live in another state, my old roomies wouldn't be around...so actually today i miss the past. don't get me wrong, i love ny and love what is ahead in the future...just remininscing (i think that is how you spell it)

so to all the ones i loved before...i miss you and still love ya. take care.