OMG... gotta crush? wanna find out if its meant to be? .... here ya go...


http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/916941794
this is soooo totaly true...!!
thank me l8er...
~tRISH

hmmmm.... yah.... so... we’re movin... out to Buchanan ... I'll be zoned for Riverdale... *thinks ... what to do what to do*... I haven't decided is im gunna switch schools or not... I mean I LOVE Oakland... and all my friends are there... but going to Oakland could give me a chance to start over new... and I could meet a lot of new ppl... I just don't know... and this is happening all so fast... I mean we’re moving next weekend... and we already have the key... I really don't want to move so far out... if only there was a way to stay... at least till im 18 then I can go wherever I please... I guess its kool tho we have like 7 acres I think... im buyin me a 4-wheeler LOL... and we might get some horses... but then I'll be so far away from every one like Sara... and amber... and Donald... GAH... oh well I guess...

on a happier note.... I didn't go to school cuz I hurt my foot REALLY bad... like im using my crutches bad... oh well Col. is gunna be mad cuz he thinks I skip on Thursdays so I don't have to go to school... though its a good idea... im not doing it on purpose... he’ll feel real stupid when I go to school tomorrow on crutches... and I have to leave early to go to the Dr tomorrow... hmmmm.... well I guess im outtie... maybe I'll start packin some stuff...

~tRISH

    I... just.. want... to be loved...by someone... a guy... a guy who would drop whatever he was doing to come and see me, even when i didn't ask him... his idea of romantic... is cuddling on the couch and watching a movie... he's not afraid to kiss me or to tell me he loves me in front of his friends... and when he ready to marry me... he'll ask my mom and little brothers first... and when he sees that I'm bored he'll cover my eyes like he has some BIG elaborate surprise and when we finally stop... we're at a putt-putt course or a go kart track....
    Even though he's lots a fun... he's mature too... he has a job... and offers to pay for stuff (even though i wont let him) ... he has his future planed and he knows what he wants out of life and what is ready to take life and what it's got to give...
    he doesn't have to be tall it doesn't matter if he's short... hair brown or black it really doesn't matter... whether he's skinny or fat... I don't care as long as i feel safe in his arms...
    I don't care where he's from or what he's done... I don't care about his nationality or the color of his skin...
i just want some one to love me ... and some one I can love back...!
~tRISH
    
P.S. if u happen to know this guy or heck if u are this guy... PLEASE I beg.... let me know!!!  THANX!!!

GAH.... why wont he just get over her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I'm the one he comes to when he's upset... and I'm the one who cheers him up...  I've ALWAYS been there for him... and i just don't know if we’ll ever be more then friends...  he’ll never understand... and I'll NEVER have the balls to tell him... why must he still LOVE her?... GAH!!!!!!1111oneoneoeneoneone.....

hollywood nights turns to hollywood memories....



Freshaman Attendants....

Dustin the asian....



shawna ....

Sophomore attendants...



sexy sean and sam....

Jounior Attendants...

ME of course... and katie didnt get one of the male who was andrew gibson....

AND THE KING AND QUEEN....*drum roll plz...*


Brandon King....


Marry Hewitt...



King and queen dance.... awwwww

NOW.... TIME FOR THE FUN!!!! woop woop!!!
UMMMM YAH......


U GOT SERVED....

COL..... TAKIN IT OFF....

STRIP TEASE...

NOW LETS SLOW IT DOWN A BIT....

AMBER AND ADAM....

KATIE AND SHAWN

THE ASIANS!!!    YES THE ONLY 2 IN JROTC LOL...

NOW BACK TO THE FUN.....



GRINDIN....




U WANNA RIDE THE TRAIN... THE HOE TRAIN LOL...


THE ONLY MOSH SONG THEY PLAYED ALL NIGHT... AND IT WASNT EVEN A MOSH SONG.... "STACY'S MOM"


GRINDIN...


officer Noe shakin what his mama gave him...!!


DANCIN ON STAGE... YAH I WAS UP THERE A FEW TIMES MY SELF!!! LOL

"IT DONT MEAN A THING IF U AINT GOT THAT SWING..."






COL.... UMMMM.... SHAKIN HIS ....GROOVETHING?....


THEN IT CAME TO AND END.... AND THEY PLAYED "GRADUATION" AND WE CRYED...

WAIT IM NOT DONE YET....

KODAK MOMENT OF THE NIGHT....

COL. AND MRS. COL.

THE BEST PART OF THE NIGHT....



MAKING HIM DANCE AND MAKING HIM SMILE... HEY WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR...!


WHEN I GOT HOME.... DANG I WAS TIRED...


FOOD, FUN, AND FRIENDS.... WE HOPED THE NIGHT WOULD NEVER END....
ONE OF THE GREATEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE...

~tRISH

MILITARY BALL IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait... i jus got done doin izzy's hair it looks awsome....  now im bout to go get my nails done.... then kristins hair then shower.... wish me luck!!
~tRISH 

2 more days till military ball!!!!

~tRISH

shopping today....
field trip tomorrow.....
half day on friday....
MILITARY BALL ON SATURDAY........
~tRISH

i miss the snow!!!

V-day is always so depressing.... im ALWAYS alone... i have NEVER had a b/f on V-day....... gahhhhhhhhh why does life suck so hard.... oh well i still got stuff... just not from "him"....
~tRISH

I have kidnapped Trish.

If you ever want to see her again, leave one hundred MILLION dollars on vermillion's phusebox.

Actually, Trish just left herself logged in on the JROTC computer.  Silly nilly.

Monkeyface!
-vermillion

SCHOOLS OUT FOR ............... snow?....... wait thats not how it goes..... oh well!!
~tRISH

5 dayz till military ball!!!!

why cant ppl just be happy... i mean really everyone thinks that they just have the worst life EVER... well look around home dawg cuz at least 2 outta all the ppl ur lookin at have a worse life then u do....
... just b/c u got ur heart broken once, doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to break ur heart....
.... jus b/c some one betrayed u doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to betray you...
... just b/c u lost some one doesnt mean EVERYONE is going leave....

learn to love
learn to trust
learn to have fun...
learn to live...
i love you guys!!

~tRISH
 

1 week till military ball!!!

so... what do you do when you find out that your first love.... the only guy you have ever been IN love with is married... yah i sed married... and has a baby on the way... am i supposed to be upset... am i a bad person for crying?... i was upset... he didnt even tell me his dad did... just a casual call to make sure hes alive and all this news at once about killed me... i mean i know i've moved on but deep in my heart i still love him and always will.... hmmmm its just so funny how we are all growing up so fast and every thing is changing... ppl who u thought would be together forever are breaking up and ppl who hated each other are fallin in love.... the world is funny and NOONE has yet figured out its secrets... what does God have in store for you!?!   who knows.... could u imagin marring the person who u hate the most... or could u see yourself dating someone of the same sex... ppl change opinions change everything changes.... lets just say that what happened w/ drew and sabrina... and now the phone call to jonathan has been a HUGE reality slap in the face.... and every one needs to WAKE THE HECKUP and realize that every thing isnt going to "be like it used to" and to Jon im sorry for not wanting u to change who u were i should have excepted that u were getting older and changing... maybe i just dont want to change... i want to be the little innocent 16 year old who can act immature and have fun all the time.... well its time for me to realize.... that i cant... im almost 17 and i graduate next year... maybe i should grow up a little ...... HAHAHAHA YAH RIGHT i'll be immature till im 18 (but of course i'll except change) screw the rest of u cuz if u dont like it u can suck my ..............

~tRISH

to: "him"


He isn't my boyfriend -- but i love
his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness and the
times we laugh together. i guess
i fell in love with our friendship..

to "her":


when youre sad

i`ll help you plot revenge

on the asshole who upset you.

when you trip

i`ll laugh and ask "walk much?"

&& when youre confused

i`ll use little words

to explain it to your dumbass...

cause i know youd do the same for me

to Dave:

i guess sometimes i feel a little jealous  
inside imagining someone could please
you more than me. i guess its my     *
insecurity acting up a little bit becuse i
know im not the most beautiful, or the`
most fun or even the most p e r f e c t`
person u*ll ever meet. But i do know  `
 that no matter how hard and long you'
  search - you will never find anyone-`
 who   l o v E s   you   &   c  a r  e s  *'`
 about   you __ the way i do   x3    *`

to the rest of you:


live for the moment
laugh often.
be immature,
do anything && everything
even if it`s something you`ll regret in the morning.
sleep late
wake early.
be stupid
&& you can laugh about it
with your friends.
because friends are what matter the most.
&& when you have friends,
you have everything.

~tRISH

evil scheme #1 ... locked and loaded....
time of execution... lunch tomorrow
agent Gibert Grape and agent Tatty Twatcicle
Mwahahaha brace your selves....
this message will self destruct in
5.....4....3...2..1.....
BOOM!!

i LOVE stupid people.... they crack me up... like the ones who dont know what "love" is and u know they dont considering the amount of times they've "fell in love" .... i mean if every relationship u get in you "fall in love" and then the relationship goes to crap  then ummmmm FREEKIN HELLO!!!!! shouldnt that tell you something... wow... this is why i told dave that i love him ALOT ... but i dont know if im in love w/ him... ive only been IN love once i mean truly in love... b/c when i look back on that relationship EVERY thing was perfect and we didnt break up b/c we didnt love each other any more it was b/c we were forced to be apart... i hope that dave doesnt dissapoint me i hope hes stays like this forever...and i hope i dont dissapoint him... i think i like the fact that he'll be away from me the first couple of months of our relationship... it will give us a chance just to get to know each other w/ out physical things getting in the way... oh well... so far hes perfect ... i couldnt ask for more... he ALWAYS tells me how much he misses me and how much he loves me and hes sending me money to help me out... like i sed PERFECT... and hes sexy!!! i love my davey!!!   well im out i guess!!! happy superbowl!
~tRISH 



G() STEELERS!!!!!!

i talked to dave today... he called...i was suprised... happy... and every othe GOOD emotion u could possibly feel...
Miranda: "trish... phone!!!"
Me: "who is it?"
Miranda: "who is this? ..... ITS DAVE!!!"
me: "phone now hurry...     HELLO ... OMG .... hey sweetie.... omg.... how are you... I MISS YOU!!!
Dave: "... im doing good... just bored.... and i miss you too..."
 and Ect... just thought u should feel the excitement... LOL...

... yah so... for those of u who have been askin... hes good and he cant wait to come home...  he hasnt even left for his training thing... so hes basically just sitting around doing nothing as of now and he probably wont get a chance to come home till like april... oh well... i'll wait... i mean i am waiting... he told me that he almost just wants to leave b/c him being there is pointless till he leaves to go to training... he sed he thinks about me every day... WOW... im just speechless... what more could i ask for... oh i know ... him acctually being here in my arms...  OH....  another phone convo....

Me: dang i miss you sooo much
 (silence)
Dave: I-I love you
Me: huh?
Dave: I LOVE YOU!
Me:..... i love you too.... alot....

  yah i love him... but am i in love w/ him... i guess we'll find that out when he comes home... if we're ment to be then i WILL wait for him... and so far i am....

oha and i have a new name... its Susie rotten crotch... or so thats what the marines refer to their girlfriends as...

*background noise*   "creasy lets go"... but we still have like 10 minutes... "no we gotta go, so tell susie rotten crotch u miss her, u wanna bang he,r and u love her and lets go...." ... then they carried on a short convo discussing the size of my breast... hmmm...  funniest junk in the world!!!!      good night guys!! sweet dreams... i know mine will be!
~tRISH
AkA... susie rotten crotch
.... i love you sweeetie!!

he will never know how i feel about him
i could never tell him
he would never understand
he will never know
i could never tell him....

~tRISH

A Girl's First Time


(Assume you are a girl if you are a boy)


It's your first time. As you lie back your


muscles tighten. You put him


off for a while searching for an excuse, but he


refuses to be swayed as he


approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you


shake your head bravely.


He has had more experience, but it's the first


time his finger has found


the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;


your body tenses; but


he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks


deeply within your eyes


and tells you to trust him - he's done this many


times before. His cool


smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him


;more room for an easy


entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,


but he slowly takes his


time, wanting to cause you as little pain as


possible. As he presses


;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give


way; pain surges throughout


your body and you feel the slight trickle of


blood as he continues. He


looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too


painful.Your eyes are


filled with tears but you shake your head and nod


for him to go on. He


begins going in and out with skill but you are


now too numb to feel him


within you. After a few moments, you feel


something bursting within you and


he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to


have it over. He looks


at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a


chuckle; that you have been


his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.


You smile and thank your


dentist. After all,it was your first time to have


a tooth pulled.


Naughty, !


What were you thinkin' ?


U BIG FREAKKK!!!!!!

I know what you were thinking! !

~tRISH

we r way KOOOOOLER then you!
~tRISH