Erica
Social
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Siegel High School
Interests
GOD!! Dancing, acting, swimming, and acting retarded!!
Favorite Music
I love ROCK!! Yummy!! DEATH TO COUNTRY MUSIC!! I love Story of The Year, Jack Johnson, The Killers, The Bravery, The Postal Service, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights, Modest Mouse, Foo Fighters, Falling Up, December Radio.....
Favorite Movies
I love scary movies!!
Favorite Books
Anything
Other Websites
www.xanga.com/Stone_Cold05
Never ending disappointment
October 03 2005
What has happened to that little happy girl inside me? So many ups and downs...it always feels like my day is going to get better...and then it always comes tumbling down...Nothing to look forward to...walking towards something or someone I'll never get...shot down...walking all over my heart...never ending pain in my broken heart...Always screaming in my "perfect All American" home...never find a sense of peace...feeling pointless...why is it I'm stuck here alone and no one is here to save me? I've got to find some way to make it better...got to make it better...cause I don't think I'll make it through this never ending disappointment...what happened to that little happy girl? Did she leave me to die here alone....when will I ever be happy? Maybe later today maybe tomorrow? Or will it be followed by another never ending disappointmet? I am my own never ending disappointment...
School
September 28 2005
This week hasn't been nice to me!! Here is what happened to me:
1. On Sunday I went to see a movie...well it was raining and my windshield wiper broke...yeah and it was raining HARD!! I couldn't see the road.
2. I got a parking violation at MTSU!! SCREW YOU GAY MTSU PARKING PEOPLE!!
3. I am in PAIN...get my drift...
4. Had to finish my speech tuesday night when it was due the next day...NOT GOOD!! I flipped out!!
5. I presented my speech...I freaked myself out...
6. Got hit on in a sick..gross...nasty..way
...this is not the week to pick on me or be mean to me...I will go off on you!! I just need a break!! Oh to all the boys out there when you ask to kiss/makeout don't say I want to clean out your mouth....Gross and awkward...Just kiss the girl and don't talk
I WANT A BOY!! Where are you hiding!? sigh
**EDIT**
OMG FREAKING GOSH!! Could it get worse!? I was at K-Mart last night and I was trying on this cute little boy's hoodie (yeah what now!? its so cute) and I was going to take a picture because it was so cute...pull out my f-in camera and its broken!! W-T-F!? FOR THE SECOND FREAKIN TIME!! WHY!!!
1. On Sunday I went to see a movie...well it was raining and my windshield wiper broke...yeah and it was raining HARD!! I couldn't see the road.
2. I got a parking violation at MTSU!! SCREW YOU GAY MTSU PARKING PEOPLE!!
3. I am in PAIN...get my drift...
4. Had to finish my speech tuesday night when it was due the next day...NOT GOOD!! I flipped out!!
5. I presented my speech...I freaked myself out...
6. Got hit on in a sick..gross...nasty..way
...this is not the week to pick on me or be mean to me...I will go off on you!! I just need a break!! Oh to all the boys out there when you ask to kiss/makeout don't say I want to clean out your mouth....Gross and awkward...Just kiss the girl and don't talk
I WANT A BOY!! Where are you hiding!? sigh
**EDIT**
OMG FREAKING GOSH!! Could it get worse!? I was at K-Mart last night and I was trying on this cute little boy's hoodie (yeah what now!? its so cute) and I was going to take a picture because it was so cute...pull out my f-in camera and its broken!! W-T-F!? FOR THE SECOND FREAKIN TIME!! WHY!!!
RIP
September 21 2005
Mr. Bubble
RIP
**EDIT**
I dyed my hair again!!! Its now dark brown with a little bit of blonde and red. I'm going to get alot more red in it and put some more brown...which is always fun!! I LOVE IT!! PEACE,LOVE,and a little bit of HAPPINESS
RIP
**EDIT**
I dyed my hair again!!! Its now dark brown with a little bit of blonde and red. I'm going to get alot more red in it and put some more brown...which is always fun!! I LOVE IT!! PEACE,LOVE,and a little bit of HAPPINESS
Untitled
September 20 2005
--Redneck-
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no.
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no.
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no.
4] Is your car still primer gray? no.
5] Do you like country music? of course.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? My sister's car is in my driveway.
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? No
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? no.
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no.
Total YES: 1
-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: no.
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: no.
3] Do you think about death often?: no.
4] Do you want to die?: no.
5] Are you a social outcast?: no
6] Are you pale?: no
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes there are some hot guys and some cute stuff.
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? Yes
9] Are you nice?: Yes
Total YES: 3
--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: no
2] Do you wear Vans?: no
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? DUH!! OF COURSE!!
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: Yes
5] Do you watch the x-games? Occasionly.
6] Do you have any piercings?: yes.
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? yes
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: yes
9] Have you called someone a poser?: no
Total YES:6
--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": Yes
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no.
3] Do you pop the collar? no
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: no.
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? That I know of yes!!
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? yes
7] Do you like pop music: Sometimes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: yes.
Total YES:5
--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: no.
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: yes
3] Do you want peace?: yes.
4] Do you want to save the animals? yes.
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: I wish it was but its sometimes needed.
6] Is love essential in your life?: yes.
7] Have you smoked pot? no.
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? yes.
Total YES: 6
--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto?:Sometimes but just acting retarded
2] Do you wear do-rags?:no.
3] Do you like hip-hop?:yes.
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: Probably not?
5] Do you believe he's alive?: No
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: Yes
8] Do you like to dance?: yes.
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: no
Total YES: 3
--Emo--
1] Do you cry often? Occasionly.
2] Do you wear hoodies: no
3] Do you like soft music: sometimes
4] Do people not understand you?: Yes I think many people underestimate me.
5] Do you write your own songs?:no.
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: yes
7] Do you cut your hair: no
8] Are you lonely: yes
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: no.
Total YES: 5
--Surfer--
1]Do you surf? no.
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: yes
3] Is your hair shaggy?: yes
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: no.
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes.
6] Are you tanned? yes
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: yes
9] Do you hate tourists?: yes
Total YES: 6
--Geek--
1] Do you wear glasses: yes.
2] Do you get good grades? yes.
3] Do you use an inhaler?: yes
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no.
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no.
6] Are you on the computer often?: yes.
7] Do you ever get picked on?: yes.
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: no
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: sometimes
10] Do you have braces?: no.
Total YES:6
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no.
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no.
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no.
4] Is your car still primer gray? no.
5] Do you like country music? of course.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? My sister's car is in my driveway.
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? No
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? no.
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no.
Total YES: 1
-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: no.
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: no.
3] Do you think about death often?: no.
4] Do you want to die?: no.
5] Are you a social outcast?: no
6] Are you pale?: no
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes there are some hot guys and some cute stuff.
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? Yes
9] Are you nice?: Yes
Total YES: 3
--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: no
2] Do you wear Vans?: no
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? DUH!! OF COURSE!!
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: Yes
5] Do you watch the x-games? Occasionly.
6] Do you have any piercings?: yes.
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? yes
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: yes
9] Have you called someone a poser?: no
Total YES:6
--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": Yes
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no.
3] Do you pop the collar? no
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: no.
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? That I know of yes!!
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? yes
7] Do you like pop music: Sometimes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: yes.
Total YES:5
--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: no.
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: yes
3] Do you want peace?: yes.
4] Do you want to save the animals? yes.
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: I wish it was but its sometimes needed.
6] Is love essential in your life?: yes.
7] Have you smoked pot? no.
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? yes.
Total YES: 6
--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto?:Sometimes but just acting retarded
2] Do you wear do-rags?:no.
3] Do you like hip-hop?:yes.
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: Probably not?
5] Do you believe he's alive?: No
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: Yes
8] Do you like to dance?: yes.
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: no
Total YES: 3
--Emo--
1] Do you cry often? Occasionly.
2] Do you wear hoodies: no
3] Do you like soft music: sometimes
4] Do people not understand you?: Yes I think many people underestimate me.
5] Do you write your own songs?:no.
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: yes
7] Do you cut your hair: no
8] Are you lonely: yes
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: no.
Total YES: 5
--Surfer--
1]Do you surf? no.
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: yes
3] Is your hair shaggy?: yes
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: no.
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes.
6] Are you tanned? yes
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: yes
9] Do you hate tourists?: yes
Total YES: 6
--Geek--
1] Do you wear glasses: yes.
2] Do you get good grades? yes.
3] Do you use an inhaler?: yes
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no.
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no.
6] Are you on the computer often?: yes.
7] Do you ever get picked on?: yes.
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: no
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: sometimes
10] Do you have braces?: no.
Total YES:6
School
September 16 2005
Hey everyone!! So school has had its up and downs...Up: Not seeing alot of my high school people, having huge breaks between my classes, getting involved in christian ministries...Quest and AO...Down: Not knowing anyone, not talking alot anymore, I have become moreshy than usual, having a feeling of aloness, haven't made any friends in any of my classes and its like the 3rd week of school...Since school has started I have changed so much...I use to be so outgoing now I am mute...People might think I'm acting snobby but I'm not...I just don't have anything to say...I've lost anything and everything to talk about...I've become boring...which I've always wished would never happen to me...My worst fears have happened...sigh...Peace Love....oh yeah a little bit of Happiness
It hurts
September 06 2005
I hate being nice...I gave my heart out to him and it just seems like he didn't care...it hurts...I had strong feelings for you and all you did was walk all over me...when you were down and did some pretty screwed up things I was there to try pick you up...I wanted to see you happy...I wanted to see you get better but you ended up getting worse and worse...you say you want to change but you constantly do the same things over and over and over again...when will you learn...when will I learn...
*sigh*
**EDIT**
I WANT TO MOVE OUT NOW!!
*sigh*
**EDIT**
I WANT TO MOVE OUT NOW!!
Blah
September 05 2005
Hey hey hey!! I just got back from Destin which was oodles of fun!! Fighting as usual. I went to Destin for my cousin's wedding. It was my first ever wedding!! It was soooo sweet!! I want to get married on a beach!! I've been reading people's entries and its just weird how we all relate in some way. I haven't really met someone that was having the same problems I was. I feel like I can't trust people because I always get hurt. Maybe its the constant fighting in my house that has made me the way I am. Now I am quiet and have nothing to say. I use to be so outgoing and fun and wouldn't stop talking....Where did that girl go? I miss her!! I miss the loving and carefree girl!! Now I'm so self conscience about EVERYTHING!! I'm scared of getting hurt...I'm scared to get in relationships so I push guys away...If your smart keep trying!! I just don't want to be hurt...maybe you can change my fears...
School Update!!
August 30 2005
Well I'm not hating MTSU as much anymore....I'm getting use to it...For the past couple days I have acted like a complete idiot!! LONG STORY!! Typical Freshmen I guess...The weather needs to get better!! My favorite class is University 1010...I know its a crap class but I love Mrs. Avent and the people in there. Oh I tested out of some of my remedial classes!! Now I have REAL classes!! Sweet!! Um nothing has been happening lately...My life is this: School, Work, Dance, Church, Dance, more work, and Church...nothing else. My life is so boring...maybe someone can change that?
Energetic Erica
*From University 1010*
Energetic Erica
*From University 1010*
I'M BACK!!
August 01 2005
THANK YOU JESUS!! I AM BACK!! So I'm nice and tan...well except for my retarded face...it makes my cry...well not alot has happened...I mostly work alot...basically because no one loves me...Just joking!! I know you guys love me!! Part of me is excited about school but I'm nervous!! Peace and Love
Off to the beach!!
July 22 2005
Hey everyone!! Hope everyone is having an awesome week!! In a couple hours I'm leaving for Jackle Island(sp?)!! I can't wait!! I finally get to relax for a week!! No worries....sigh....See everyone in a week!! Leave tons of comments!!...please!!
Dancin In The District
July 20 2005
This Summer has been very interesting...its been filled with work, boredom, pain, tears, many inside jokes, concerts, seeing drunk hookers walk around Nashville...yeah that was interesting...boys boys and lots of hot boys...THANKYOU GOD for hot boys!! Gah you got to love them!! Mmmm...oh sorry...yesterday I went with my youth group to Six Flags...and boy oh boy was that fun!! I FINALLY got over my fear of rollercoasters!! I loved it so much!! I went on Batman 3 times in a row, Mine Binder 2 times in a row, Ninja!!, Great American Scream Machine(ewww), some rocket thing...3 times in a row...I thought I was going to throwup on the girl in front of me!! How fun!! I think I did others but I can't remember which ones...I soooooo wanted to do Superman but the wait was like 2 hours long....riight...I also wanted to do The Scorcher...but I ran out of time...DANG IT!! Peace
I
July 11 2005
Wow today was very crazy!! Today I had to wake up early for VBS...oh boy was that fun!! I was like a cheerleader and I had to pump up the kids and do the dances. Omg I got like attacked by kids...it was fun!! Then I had to go straight to work and yeah I am sooooooooo tired...and I have to do it again...everyday till Friday...Hurry up Friday!!
**EDIT**
I had to change sn because I had kida a stalker so my new sn is:
AzulEyes5
...oh and I LOATHE popups!!
**EDIT**
I had to change sn because I had kida a stalker so my new sn is:
AzulEyes5
...oh and I LOATHE popups!!
Untitled
July 05 2005
So I have been working like crazy this week...and it sucks!! I wish I could have a relaxing summer...um doesn't look like thats going to happen for awhile!! Is it just me or when you go on a break from school you can't function? Like you can't spell to save your life? Like this summer I have had to ask my mom for like the easiest words EVER!! I feel so retarded during the summer...my brain is just turned off...I question everything I spell now...w/e!! Well I just found out my dance teacher will be touring with The Backstreet Boys!! Well thats exciting but just a sucky group to dance to!! Make us proud Jordan!! More work this week and ALL next week I'm helping with VBS which should be fun...then leave right for work!! So yeahhhh hope everyone is having an awesome summer!! Stay safe and make good decisions!!
BUSY BUSY BUSY
June 30 2005
Man this week has been sooooooo BUSY!! I had to work alot this week...thats always fun...well and now I am in this interpetive dance for church....yeah we are performing it on Sunday and we have only had two practices....hmmm...well hope everyone is having a great summer!! Stay safe!!
