I hate being nice...I gave my heart out to him and it just seems like he didn't care...it hurts...I had strong feelings for you and all you did was walk all over me...when you were down and did some pretty screwed up things I was there to try pick you up...I wanted to see you happy...I wanted to see you get better but you ended up getting worse and worse...you say you want to change but you constantly do the same things over and over and over again...when will you learn...when will I learn...


*sigh*

**EDIT**
I WANT TO MOVE OUT NOW!!