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May 10 2007

if you really knew me, you'd know...


1.  I am NOT comfortable with myself


2.  I hide my pain with a smile...sometimes a laugh or two


3.  Just because I don't make straight A's does not mean that I am not gifted because i am and i know it


4.  I am dreading prom


5.  I also like a guy who will never like me back (I thought he did...)


6.  I'm smarter and stronger than people think


7.  My whole life I've wondered what love is and thought i figured it out a few times...but i still havent.


8.  I've also wondered what makes people popular and why can't i have those attributes


9.  When you lie to me once, it's VERY hard to gain my trust back.


10.  I've been used. (partially)


11.  I don't like criticism...unless its constructive.  but even still, i have a very hard time accepting it.


12.  I might be asking someone to prom.  But i doubt myself...i have low self-esteem issues


13.  I have a phobia of new people


14.  I don't understand why the heck some people are such jerks to me when i didn't do a single flippin' thing in the world to them.  I don't understand how people can be so unfeeling.  Some people are two-faced and don't see it...but others do. 


15.  I am very hurt at the moment

DanceGrl

May 10 2007
I totally feel the same way about #1, 2, 5, 7, 8, 10, 13, and 14.

a_shining_star

May 10 2007
I knew number one.

Erin:: lub my flower.

May 10 2007
awww!carmen .... you poor gurl .. listen you should mesage me , i ve been where you are almost everything you you put down ive been through , and im soo here 4 you!

At the Crossroads of Life

May 10 2007
Hey! We're all here for you. By the way, no one is going to figure out what love means unless they look it up int he dictionairy, but even then, there is always more to it. =)