Yesterday life threw a crazy at me. I'm so confused. It's nothing bad really, just frustrating. It would be cool if ya'll could pray for me. I don't know what to do! --pout face-- I think I will do nothing and focus on God. I know he will give me peace and help me in this crazy situation. Well, I'm off to New York tomorrow morning! : )

    Today when I opened my lunch bag I saw that my mom had packed me chex mix (yes, my mom still packs my lunch). I hate chex mix therefore I was ever so slightly disappointed. But to my surprise, as I opened the ziplock bag the scent of chocolate filled my desk area. My chex mix had frosted chex pieces, marshmallow bits, and various pretzel shapes covered in cocoa. And I can't leave out those yummy vanilla bread sticks! Wow was that chex mix good. The first chex mix I've ever enjoyed eating. It's limited edition Winter Cocoa Chex Mix. What a happy surprise!

So, I spent yesterday with a certain friend and had an awesome time. It was the best day ever that I've had in a long while.

No school tomorrow = much sleep for me.

I love sleeping in! I might get to see a play Saturday and on Sunday I'm gonna see Siegel's play. I'm so excited!!

New York in one week! I'm so happy!!

No school Friday~w00t! w00t!~

We had West Side Story rehersal today.

The mambo is gonna be totally awesome!

I'm excited out of my mind!!

I had a voice lesson today,and what fun it was.

I'm trying to pick out a song for the big

senior recital. I think I'll just add a verse or

two to a certain song and sing that.

There is a song my mom used to sing to me

When I was little so I'm gonna think about

singing that for her.

Wow, less than 3 months and I'm done

with school. Till college that is. What fun that

will be. Well, good night to you all.

A lost child tries to find her way home.

Her fathers at the door but she feels so alone.

She feels the tears start to run down her face.

Some how her life seems so far out of place.

A broken girl tries to pick up her life.

Her father watches as he gives her the knife.

She feels so cold and dead when he is around.

Tries not to fall but then he pushes her down.

A blind father tries to put her to blame.

His daughter's attitude is always so lame.

He doesn't know what reallly goes on.

It's way to late because her love for him is gone.

So, Siegel beat Oakland a few nights ago.... In your face Paulinski!!! : )

Chris Slate has awesome hair!!! Speaking of hair, my friend Ben says he would let me cut his! I wonder just how serious he was. lol The last time I cut Chad's hair he said he would never let me touch it again. Paul, that silly half Jew, has super awesome hair too. I'm getting my hair cut soon. Well bye!

I will go where you go, I will stay with you.

Just don't leave me alone, you're my dream come true.

Why don't you love me now, tell me what I've done.

I love you, always will. You are like the sun,

always there in my heart, burning bright and clear.

Life goes on filled with pain, still I want you near.

An empty kiss, a search for words. I need somethng more.

Watching you, missing you. I am always yours.

Last night I went and saw Empty Chair play in a show. They are so awesome. I got to meet most of them and they are fantastic guys. I know the bass player, Ben, and he's super cool. One of the guys, I forgot his name, was in chior in high school and I had seen him around Mid-State and stuff before, so that was cool. I didn't get home last night till about 1:30. I'm pretty tired. I love weekends!- Life is like a super crazy roller coaster. Or like Now and Later candy, or like sweet and sour sauce-going good and bad at the same time. Good is sweet and bad is sour. Ok, I quit now.

My Bro and his band made it to The Battle of the Bands at Rockettown!!!!!!

10 bands were chosen out of about 70! Buy tickets from me!!!!!!

I got hurt by someone yesterday. Very bad. I won't ever be quite the same. Yeah, it hurts pretty bad.

No school today. Joy. I'm stuck at home with nothing to do but clean my room cause I have no life. I'm not even dressed yet and it's after 12pm. What an uneventful day. I'm gonna go get something to drink now. Love ya'll!

Well, MTSU auditions were today. I did pretty good I guess. I was a little sick, and still am. Only now I'm feeling a little more under the weather. The piano player for my audition was not that great. He threw me off and didn't do a good job at folowing me. But it's all over now. Boy how I love to mombo! I don't think I'll get to in West Side Story cause I got moved to a Jet during the big dance scene. Poo. Some one needs to come over and mombo with me.

Happy

Valentine's

Day

Everybody!!!!

Tomorrow is Valentines Day!

Won't You

by Shel Silverstein

Barbara's eyes are blue as azure

But she is in love with Freddy,

Karen's sweet but Harry has her,

Gentle Jane is going steady.

Carol hates me, so does Mary,

Abigail will not be mine,

Nancy lives too far away...

Won't you be my Valentine?