yeah ok pretty generic titling right? ok yeah, so this week, 9-9. not excited but hopefully it'll be ok. we got 12 sets done on Friday, discovered that my pitch on piccolo is horrendous, and got even madder at this guy. in fact i was smiting him, and he didn't even know it. :evil grin:

Brett, about yesterday you're safe from me, i'm just worried about Michael, and i'll have to talk to him about that one. :(

i've been having this REALLY weird dreams, and i have no clue where they're coming from.

ok so this is just a pointless entry but i'm basically saying that i won't be back around to the internet until at least friday night.

It's pouring rain outside.







I love it. I want to go outside.

Air is my element, but I like water more.
I'm a libra, but I'm also kinda half scorpio. I'm born 5 minutes before scorpio.




IKEA sucked yesterday. Like, I loved being there. But there's so many rude people nowadays. I yelled at a little kid. Kind of. Not really. He was staring at me and he kept saying in a sing-song voice "Look at the tiny mommy" and I don't think I look like a mommy at all. Him and his little sister were laughing. I was annoyed, so I went away and he followed me. So I yelled "Stop staring at me" I think I scared him. He went to his mom and dad.

He deserved it.






People suck. I can't stand them. Even grown-ups were staring at me. I don't understand why they look at me strange. Most of them were Indian, I don't stare at them because they look different. It doesn't matter to me, I don't know why it must matter to them.


I'm starting to like anime more.

last night was crazy-i like to party party...like the song-- i like to move it move it.... but yea...
holy crap.

last night was interesting.
;)

im sorry i blew up at you guys, i just got so tired of not knowing about things, you know. im sure you guys know, im sure you have all felt this way at some point in time. i think im just a little freaked about college and stuff and im letting my emotions rule over over me. i tend to think too much at times and i let it get to me which isnt good i know but i cant help it. im leaving some old friends behind, but im gaining some old friends in the process. so im excited yet bummed. i do thank you all for understanding, you guys rock most the time lol just messing with you! but i hope you guys will forgive me and just take the previous post into consideration when you plan things.

How lovely is your dwelling place
O Lord Almighty
My soul doth long and even faints for You
For here my heart is satisfed
Within Your Presence
I sing beneath the shadow of Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thausands eslewhere

My Heart and flesh cry out
To You the living God
Your spirit's water to my soul
I've tasted and I've seen Come once again to me I will draw near to You

wow....i went to sunday school this morning..im really glad i did!!! i learned soo much this morning!!! i have learned so much through the AO Sunday School! i havent been to church service i thnk since my summer b4 my senior year!! i finally went this morning!!! i missed it a lot now!!! im happy i went!!! YAY!!!

not sure what im doin tonight!! adios!

Love Through Christ!!!
~Rachel~

Lyrics-Max McGonigal
Music-SilverSide

(verse 1/Intro)
I just wanna be alone
by myself, no one else
just by myself

the sadness flows in my heart
just like a knife into my soul
paranoia is tearing me apart
and in my spirit, there's a hole

and no one knows
no one sees
no one knows, but me

(chorus)
So break me down(x's 4)

(verse 2)
just a little self infliction now and then
to keep away from I fear the most
anxiety that is everything and some
with my nervous sytem on a roast

and no one knows
no one sees
no one knows, but me

(chorus)
So break me down(x's 4)

(bridge)
am I the ghost of the world(x's 6)

(verse 3)
and no one knows
no one sees
no one knows, but me

(chorus)
So break me down(x's 6)

so yea i figured that I would see how bad myspace was so i TRIED to sign up but they denied entry because i was not 16 years old!! What kind of site would put a age limit on who can join there blogs!! that a bunch of bull! so yea i think i am just content with a blogging site that doesn't require you to be a certain age. that about as bad as saying a certain color person can't get a site because they are this certain color!!! so yea! that is all -stephen

so this is kind of a new thing for me, this crazy phusebox busieness, but i like the name PHUSEBOX it has a nice ring to it... lovely..

well anyway.. first entries to anything like this havee to be boring it's like an unwritten rule... so yea, this is my boring first entry...

oh and somehow i ended up with two phuseboxes? lol, this is the one ill use though i guess...

Football.....Football.......did I mention football??

"Have you been wondering why you are going through certain circumstances? In fact, it is not that you have to go through them. It is because of your relationship with the Son of God who comes through the providential will of His Father, into your life. You must allow Him to have His way with you staying in perfect oneness with Him." Oswald Chambers

"Strengthen the feeble hands, steady the knees that give way; say to those with fearful hearts, 'Be strong, do not fear; your God will come , he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you'." -Isaiah 35:3-4

Praise God even when you are going through trials. Everything little thing, good or bad, can and will be used for His glory. Even if you can encourage one person, then it is all worth it. Remember God's many promises. He will deliver you and save you. He will give you strength and courage. And ALWAYS remember He is with you.

I hope everone has a great day! i miss all of you back in the boro and a special person who is only 3 hours from here!

Day 4 in London.
Okay, I thought very much that London would be a lot like New York. No one prepared me for how different it is here. Everything is called something different- potatoes are jackets, napkins are serviettes, let means rent, and so on and so on. And the worst part, no Mtn. Dew. Oh the agony.
No serious, although I've gone through a little culture shock, I am really enjoying London. The church here is sooo nice and so accomodating. Oddly enough, most of the people I've spent time with have been either American, Dutch, or Brazilian, and the only English person I've spent time with is Lisa, whom I spend all my time with in New York anyways.
Other things I've done, ate fish and chips in a park, rode in a black cab like in the movies, saw street performers in Covent Gardens, went to a pub, scrubbed down the YWAM base, went shopping at Teslo's and Argo's, put stickers on six hundred of our tracks, rode on a train, tube, and double decker bus. Ministry starts tomorrow. The church seemed really excited to join in with us. Tomorrow morning we are having an English fry up for breakfast, which means anything you can fry and eat for breakfast, it will be on your plate.
Cheeryo.

God is interested in your life.

Deeply.

Passionately.

Interested in you, His child.



Be what He has called you to be. He is the only thing that is true, unfaltering, unfailing. The only things that matter here are Him and His commands.

Cowardice has no place in this war.

Nor does selfish ambition.

So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised... "But my righteous one will live by faith. And if he shrinks back, I will not be pleased with him."
But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved. (Hebrews 10:35-36, 38-39)


Why can't some people see how dire the situation is? Why can't I see how dire the situation is sometimes? Our obedience to our Sovereign King could save someone from an unending life of pain, of darkness and flame, from the weeping and gnashing of teeth!

Maybe the most powerful weapon in Satan's arsenal is complacency.

Defend yourself with His Word. Have the desire to defend yourself with His Word.

"To know God and yet nothing of our own wretched state breeds pride; to realize our misery and yet know nothing of God is mere despair; but if we come to the knowledge of Jesus Christ we find our true equilibrium, for there we find both human misery and God." - Blaise Pascal

"Awe of God so basic to our lives. Without it, we live unhappily, unaware that God can make such a vast difference to us. Living without awe of God is like living as a beggar, when instead we could live in the kings palace as the heir. Our sense of awe wakes up when we begin to take notice of the mysteries of life. We begin to see that life is too wast and mysterious to be flattened into cheap explainations." - James Houston, Pursuit of Happiness

"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete lacking in nothing." - James 1: 2-4

Gloria Patri
Nathan

So i'm aware that i haven't written anything on this..thing.... lol so here is my first entry! YAY! Well this is weird for me because i'm a Xanga fan.. and i've been true to that for a little under a year.. so switching to a different journal is kinda.. i don't know... it's one of those things i have to take kinda slowly. lol. Don't want to send myself into shock... Not that it's that serious anyways... Well i'm not going to write too much right now... (i'm taking this slow...remember?) But i just wanted to write and say hey... and let you guys know that i'm alive and well... and LIVING! Theres a difference between being alive and LIVING... *sigh* Living in the spirit my friends... That's the ONLY way to LIVE =) Well that's it for now my dears.. God Bless!
Soli Deo Gloria
-Lauren

i was goin to go to church this mornin, but then i decided against it, i truly felt sick.

last night was fun, but we stayed at demos' too long. the dukes of hazzard movie was tight. i loved it. we left my car at the theater cause when i stood up after the movie i was dizzy and we didnt think it was good idea for me to drive. and then when we went back to get my car jessica and thomas insisted on jessica driving me home so, jessica drove my car and thomas followed. i got some awesome friends.

we pretty much have the dorm room thing worked out. so thats tight.

piece

*pokepokepoke*

What's your analysis doctor?

'Well, it seems to just be another xanga, sir.'

Winston, do you concur?

"Concur, sir?"

Do you concur or don't you?

"Uh, I concur...sir."

Good, carry on then. Let me know if anything more interesting comes up.

"'Yes sir.'"

*walks off*

band camp starts tomorrow. it will be fun...if i don't get sick...
we have a good start. i'm really excited. the show is going to be awesome. the music is awesome. my section is awesome. everything is just awesome...ok...maybe not everything, but it's all good.
school starts thursday... i'm not sure if i'm happy about that or not...i can't wait to see my friends (the ones who aren't in band. i've already seen my band friends). and i'm excited about some of my classes, but i'm not ready for summer to be over...but at the same time i am ready for summer to be over. hmm.

Let's just consider it a momentary relapse. If I talked to you about "something that had been on my mind", forget about it. Please don't bring it up to me. I really don't want to talk about it.

In other news, last night was a lot of fun. Napoleon Dynamite never gets old. . . especially when it's in Spanish with French subtitles.

My room is coming together. I bought a desk and Mom bought me a green computer chair, so it'll be cool. Hopefully it'll all be finished by Tuesday evening.

Tomorrow is Katie's birthday!! yay...
anyway...we had "FAMILY GAME NIGHT" last night...scary!!
lol...i beat 'em all!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........
Today I was cutting some awesome LEMONS and I totally cut myself twice...wow...
(*RANDOM*)

....I can't believe we are going back to school sooooooo soooooon.....
wow.. I want summer to be longer...but I can't wait for High School!!

keaton

Dirty, stinking, very evil, fascist, rotten, iron-fisted, fundamentalist, malicious, pernicious, right-wing, perfidious, dratted, ornery, rejective, twisted, warped, utterly malformed totalitarian dictator of a computer-like machine....

All I want to do is read the Newsweek report of how George W. Bushes support is failing. Is that so much to ask????

....Apparently.

I can read all I want to about TunisAir and AirFrance's tragedies. I can scrutinise the details of flying NASA-brand foam. The treaties between multiple countries and Iran/North Korea and their right to produce elements that can be made into nuclear weapons is out in the open air. I can enlighten myself on Marilyn Monroe's heretofore-unreleased psychiatric notes and how they pertain to her death. The plight of a Russian submarine is readily availible. Bodies of missing park rangers are made known to me. MSN reveals the details of up to four deaths at Disneyworld this year. But can I check up on Bush's flagging support? Does the site detailing his lack of backup even load?? No, dear readers, it does not.

But other than that, the world is fine.

Which reminds me.... I've gotten involved in a delightful little game at www.nationstates.net, which is based off the novel Jennifer Government. Several of you would enjoy it [particularly our benevolent Chope Chorey, and the madman referred to as Brian King]. [Join the region of Surrey.] I've created a democratic socialist nation, Opera Populaire, based off of Gaston Leroux's small, insignificant novel The Phantom of the Opera. [I.e. Greatest story of all time.] Day 1 shows that it's famous for verdant greenery, where the national animal the "phantom" frolics freely. One of the issues that came up was whether to bulldoze the rainforest in order to mine uranium stores beneath it. I legalise a little bit of mining. Just a little bit. The teensiest, tiniest bit imaginable, in order to give our "reasonable" economy something of a boost. The next day we're renowned for our barren landscape. I kid you not. Barren. Landscape. I am so pissed off at my nuclear engineers right now. Frickin' incompetents.... I have since legalised marijuana to help me cope with this. Mwaha. Then made the probable mistake of allowing hospitals to pay people for organ and blood donations. Now I'm just waiting for them to start hiring bounty hunters to find harvestable bodies. *Cringe* I need to legalise more drugs.... This is going to become insane. Although I did specify my government type as "psychotic," so perhaps I had it coming, don't ya think??

Off to do dishes and finish off a dessert of some form or fashion.

Ciao!

photo from SingAHappySong



photo from SingAHappySong



photo from SingAHappySong



photo from SingAHappySong

Seriously though...

God called me out this morning. I had a negative attitude about Sunday School (again). God spoke to me through the worship time as I prayed for a change of heart. It doesn't matter whether or not I like the music or the teaching or anything else, what matters is my heart. Is my heart in the right place? Am I there to worship God? Obviously I was not. But when God revealed that to me, it was a good class. I really enjoyed the teaching this morning... well as much as you can enjoy God totally calling you out...

Because I judge entirely too much. In James 4 we are instructed not to slander others. As a girl, I tend to gossip. As a human being, I tend to judge. As a Christian, I should be striving to overcome both. And just when I thought I was doing better... I realized I wasn't.

I'm sorry I've judged you. That's right, YOU. If you are reading this, if you know me, if you've spoken to me, if I've ever looked at you, I've judged you. Yes, it is human nature. And I'm sorry.

So Sunday School actually went well, and service was fine, and then during the ministry fair I couldn't find Mom, and I was hungry, and I just wanted to go away. And between some different conversations I realized that I really do not know where I am supposed to be heading.

The "something" I mentioned before NY was youth ministry. I talked to Chris today... and I'm definitely going to be doing something with youth. As of now, it doesn't look like a whole lot, but I'm going to keep praying about it. And then there's this new drama ministry... or revived drama ministry... and there's also the youth drama team I said I would help with but now... I don't know... I need prayer. Pray that God guides me.

That's the story of my life right now. And always really. God guiding me through everything: what kind of car to buy, what to do in college, what to do in church, my everyday choices in life...

I hope you know... I love you all.

Band camp is tomorrow...9 am-9pm...BRING IT ON!

I am ready for band camp as surprising as that may sound lol. It is gonna be in the 80's all week so hopefully it won't be so hot . Colorguard is pulling together quite nicely...i am proud of all you new girls! We learned 12 sets yesterday and it isn't even band camp yet! (for those who don't speak band language...that means that we pretty much learned how to march the whole first song)

During the drum solo we get to do this awesome dance...where the whole band backs out and the drumilne and the colorguard pretty much have the spotlight...this show is gonna be awesome! I can't wait til our first game! Have a great rest of the summer!

[chels]

---i'm re-posting part of my last entry because i think it's important and i want people to actually read it.

i guess i'm content. speaking of contentment, wow. i'm beginning to realize a pattern within all of the books that i have to read for summer. all of them deal with discontented people. almost everyone in these stories is angry about or unhappy with their lives. and anyone who actually seems content is portrayed as bourgeois or stupid. as if the only way to be truly intelligent and enlightened is to be restless and unhappy. how sad. that seems to be the consensus view in today's world. and i just don't agree. so many people around me seem to think that if something was part of their youth, or was taught to them by their parents, that it is automatically wrong and passe. like as soon as you leave your home, you should discard all of your former beliefs. what a crock. people don't seem to understand that a true indicator of an enlightened person is contentment and peace. ---Cari

umhmm
life is amazing.. shawn told me to get one of these.. so i decided to.. high school is so close. ahh i can't wait to see everyone hope yall had a wonderful summer!..

hello...i just made this...dont know if i will keep up with it...or even remember it...i wont be on for a while though...something has happened and...its just to keep me busy...thats all...here is a song...

We are nowhere and its now by:BRIGHT EYES
If you hate the taste of wine
Why do you drink it until you’re blind?
And if you swear that there’s no truth and who cares
How come you say it like you’re right?
Why are you scared to dream of god
When it’s salvation that you want?
You see stars that clear have been dead for years
But the idea just lives on

We are wheels that roll around
As we move over the ground
And all day it seems we’ve been in between the past and future town

We are nowhere, and it’s now
We are nowhere, and it’s now
You took a ten-minute dream in the passengers seat
While the world it was flying by
I haven’t been gone very long
But it feels like a lifetime

I’ve been sleeping so strange at night
Side effects they don’t advertise
I’ve been sleeping so strange
With a head full of pesticide

I got no plans and too much time
I feel to restless to unwind
I’m always lost in thought
As I walk a block to my favourite neon sign
Where the waitress looks concerned
But she never says a word
Just turns the jukebox on
And we hum along
And I smile back at her

And my friend comes after work
When the features start to blur
She says these bars are filled with things that kill
And you probably should have learned

Did you forget that yellow bird?
How could you forget that yellow bird?

She took a small silver wreathe and pinned it onto me
She said this one will bring you love
I don’t know if it’s true but I keep it for good luck

-katie-

Yeah so birthday is tomorrow and I am going to be 15!!!!!!!!!!! Wish me luck that I pass my permit test. Anyways I am going to have a small party tonight with a couple of friends. Just yesterday I invited JMO to come to the drive in.
Well I am at the ministry fair so I'll let yall go now. Love yall
*KATIE*

this blog is dedicated to bob. bob passed away today from unknown causes. he will be sorely missed by all.


photo from Habas

i actually had a pretty good day today apart from the death of bob, but lets be realistic, we're at war and he's just a hedgehog. got the day off so i got to sleep in for once which was awesome. i slept in so late i cant go to sleep now. i got 2 more days off from my platoon sergeant. he mixed a thing of milk w/ a bunch of mustard and bet me 2 days off that i couldn't drink it and keep it down. well i did it and believe u me i'm collecting on the days.
i feel it's time to explain "Habas". the locals that work the laundry place at the camp here can't read english too well. they looked at my uniform and thought my name was bread. the arabic word for bread is habas, so that's what they call me every time i go in there.
so i checked my phusebox this afternoon and i had messages from all kinds of people. so many new people to get to know! totally cool. really lifts your spirits to know that people care. maybe there's hope for this world yet.

today i'm listening to Five for Fighting:The Battle for Everything. good music. thank you to cassie for introducing me to five for fighting back in the day.
cyaz

today is one of my best friends, christopher nored's birthday..and a really good friend of mines dad..Mr.Howser


yo! buddy!!

mI nAm

So, friday night, after I helped my friend Jay install surround sound on his new house, I went to Sean's house with Zack. We decided to go swimming in their neighborhood pool even though it was beginnning to storm. So we're swimming and its like 10:30 at night so we can see the lightning really well. It was amazing. It was so long and really bright and almost got us a coupla times. Then the next day I forced by Haylie to watch Moulin Rouge which I didn't understand at all. It was way too hard to follow........if only they would talk more than sing.....but anyway. Ya'll be in prayer for this kid named Joshua. He's in my small group and he's ten years old. Last night he got in a fourwheeler accident and broke his femur. He's ok now, but pray for a quick recovery. Ok, here's a question:

Whats the worst accident you've ever been in?

Lemme hear some good answers. Later.

Jonathan - Master of the Vibe

my sister left around 6:45 this morning, she won't be back till January 3 or 4, and I won't be able to see her except for fall break and around Christmas, it is going to be SO wierd w/o her here, I will miss her a lot, and I will probably go through withdrawal issuses, I haven't gone 3 weeks w/ out seeing her and now I have to wait at least 3 monthes! Ok well I g2g get ready for church, adios!

Lana, I swear I will never talk to them again. At least not the little one. I cannot take this and I'm tired of his little dirty mouth. I am so fuming right now and if Alex doesn't say somehting back then I won't ever talk to him either. I've absolutely lost it!

-Dana :)

never fear. i am not lost. just busy. well, perhaps a little lost in thought. i have been doing MUCH thinking lately. it is possible that a post is coming on all this. stay tuned...

for now, here is a picture for your enjoyment. or maybe just mine. introducing...

*AUBREE*


photo from bouclee
(giant beans, right??)

photo from Shay-Shay

This is some of the cries of many of the students this summer. And that is only some. God has been totally amazing this summer. And its not even close to being done. We have 2 weeks left of students coming in and then I will be coming home for a week and then flying back to Los Angeles to go a thing called the "Moble Team" which is where we go to many of the youth groups churches and see how there commitment with God is now after Mission Adventures!! Its been really cool to see students come here not knowing God or caring about having a relationship with God and then leaving on Friday with a relationship and knowing God has a HUGE calling for there lives!!! Many students have come and have actually got a call to go to other countries such as Nepal, South Africa, Mexico, India, Afghanistan, North Korea, and the United States. Many have gotten visions, dreams, and pictures of there lives and other countries of healings and salvations. God has truly blessed me with so much this summer!!! I love the staff here and the students that come every week. It has been a challanging summer of going to your limits (becasue I have been there more then once) and God teaching me more and more of His character. He has taken me from healing to Joy and Joy to healing. If that makes since. Its been really cool to speak into sudents lifes with truth and love!!! I can't wait to see you guys in the boro in a couple of weeks. YEAH!!! Here is a song that one our worship leaders wrote that is really awesome and its called "Sovereign King"

Father here we are now
A hungrey generation
we stand amazed in your presence
And with each revelation God we

Praise You for all you are
God we praise You with all our heart

Lord reveal Your glory
Unleash Your power
Unveil Your mysteries
Oh God let this be the hour that we

Praise You for all You are
God we praise You with all our heart

For we know that we've been saved by grace
And reconciled to you
So we join with the angels singing, praising
Dancing in our Liberty

We sing arise Oh Jah
Let Your Kingdom regin
Let the whole earth sing that You are the one God
You are the sovereign King
Glory to the King of Kings

As you pour out You Spirit
All over Your broken
We cannnot contain You
This passion is burning, erupting

Even now you flood our hearts in Spirit and in Truth
Let this love be light unto the nations
Let this life be worship unto You

Send Your Glory
Let Your Glory Fall
Send Your Glory send your glory
Let your Glory fall, let Your Glory fall
Oh Sovereign One, let Your Glory fall

Great song!!!! I love how God is so Good!!! This has been life changing in more ways then one!! AMEN

I am so tired. I went to the Finding Steve Cunningham/Tourist concert last night and it was pretty good. There wasn't much to do after that so I just came home and went to sleep, then i had to mow today and got poured on and had to quit, didn't finish the job. So frustrating...Now I'm sitting here so bored and now quite tired. Hope you all are doing ok and i hope to talk to you all soon. See yah.

-Will

-Third Day
Who is this King of Glory that persues me with his love
And haunts me with each hearing of His softly spoken words
My conscience, a reminder of forgiveness that I need
Who is this King of Glory who offers it to me

Who is this King of angels, O blessed Prince of Peace
Revealing things of Heaven and all its mysteries
My spirit’s ever longing for His grace in which to stand
Who's this King of glory, Son of God and son of man

His name is Jesus, precious Jesus
The Lord Almighty, the King of my heart
The King of glory

Who is this King of Glory with strength and majesty
And wisdom beyond measure, the graceous King of kings
the Lord of Earth and Heaven, the Creator of all things
Who is this King of Glory, He's everything to me

The Lord of Earth and Heaven, the Creator of all things
He is the King of glory, He's everything to me

**1 Chron. 29:11 "Thine, O Lord, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine, thine is the kingdom, O Lord, and thou art exalted above all."

WOW...So if the title doesn't explain it I dunno what to tell ya...
Got up this morning around like 11 after having this very weird dream...Then I just kinda laid around... Around 3:30 it started to rain then the electricity went off around 3:45 when it got really bad and stayed off...We decided to go out to eat since we couldn't cook anything and had to take showers and get ready in the dark... (never knew how hard it is to take a shower without electricity) So we got ready and went to O'Charleys and then to electronic express, sams, and kmart..Come home and still no electricity..This is about 8:15..So I decide to go to Rachel's house and hang out with her for a while..At about 10 my mom calls me on my way to Marble Slab and tells me we finally have electricity..How horrible is that..We find out that a tree fell on a power line and cut off the lights..So that sucked!!!!! But yeah...
Rach and I went to Marble Slab and hung out and then Nate came so I got to meet him and hang out with them for a while..It was fun!! We are gonna have to do it again!!!! but yeah..that is about it..Going to Chattanooga to see my sis tomorrow!! But i will be back for YOUTH!! WOO HOO!!!!

So Bean just left. I spent a while with him. We went to Faye's birthday party (which was a lot of fun!). We ended up having to stay under the pavilion during the thunderstorm. It was scary, but also very awsome. Then I invited him over tonight while my parents were having a marriage encounter dinner. We watched Superstar and Bubble Boy. It was so great. Just a random comment, I like to kiss Bean. Sorry if that embarassed anyone! lol! I am hungry. I haven't eaten much today other than a little bit of chinese and some cake with shrimp criol (sp?).

Hi, my name is Hank. THis is my new Phuse Box site. I saw that other dog's were joining so I couldn't be left out, right?WOOOOF! WOOOF! WOOOF!

ever wonder if anyone would miss you if you just up and vanished, and was never heard from again... i have. i have felt this way quite frequently lately. jus this past wednesday, someone asked for the movie times for a movie they wanted to see the next day after hearing me voice my desire to see it, i gave them the times and the proceeded to schedule to go to one of these after i had said all this, and didnt even thank me for the times or even think to ask if i wanted to join them. that hurt soo badly. i feel like i will phase right out of my group of friends without them even noticing. i feel so isolated with my own group of friends. i know that i have partially done this to myself but think about something for me if you will- the love of your life is about to leave you to go away to college, will very rarely get to see him. you can understand how we would want to be together but that still doesnt mean that we want to be excluded from everyone. which is what usually happens but i dont think people think about they probably think 'oh they want to be apart from everyone because they're a couple, we'll just exclude them'. well guys, that hurts. and to say, 'well we just put it on phusebox and it was last minute' ok you still own a phone dont you?? in the past i have called to make sure people know about things that are going on so no one felt left out. not everyone checks this thing everyday. im sure that you all think im pyscho now, but oh well i needed someone to know how i felt and there it is. but i hope some of you still love me and will try and keep friendships going over the next year. it will be a tough new experience for most. but anyway i love you all no matter what ok!
mucho luvies

I talk a lot about things I shouldn't waste my breathe over. I think I should just relax and go with the flow more. Why am I tellin yall this?
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hey yall--volleyball is crazy.. ive been to the doctor about infinity times and im going back either monday or wednesday.. our season is about to really about to start up and i dont know if im going to be ready to play or not.. ahhh;; its nuts.. well-enjoy the rest of the summer before its over =(

It's 8pm. This time tomorrow I'll be in orlando Florida

this is how it's kinda going, A girl named Samantha from Illinois is driving over to Indiana to pick up Angel. Then they will drive about 6 hours to my place, hopefully arriving around 6am. At that point my family will get in our mini-van and we're carpooling 12 hours to Orlando.

It's taken 2 weeks to reach the point I'm at now. That is absolutly crazy. I've been hardcore packing for like the last 3 days. and it's finally paying off.

My car is almost there, minus 3 boxes.


photo from lauraebeth

photo from lauraebeth

and then there is the room issue. . .


photo from lauraebeth

so I'm getting there. . .slowly but surely. . .there won't be much sleep tonight. . .whhheeeeee

So I told you guys that I would let you know how my doctor's appointment went. Well basically...it went better than it could've but not as well as I had hoped. I was praying with everything that I had that the doctor would tell me that I was just overreacting and that I was in perfect health.

But truth be told, that wasn't the case that morning. In all reality, the doctor told me there was a problem, and that surgery was the only way to fix it.

Surgery. My heart stopped at that moment. And I'm not sure that it's ever started again. My friends and family are trying to support me as best they can, but there's no words that can calm every single fear surging through my body right now.

Sure, I can say I'm not going through with the surgery. However, the only alternative to it is the possibility of cancer. So in all actuality, there really is no alternative. Every second of every day that seven letter word races through my head. More than anything I wish that there was some way out of it. But like I said, what other alternative do I have??

Ive discovered that i am a major pyro...i made my own lil bonfire with a flame torch and grass and then shot these fireworks into the fire...pretty sweet...then i went in my room and lit 12 candles and i was seeing what would burn and what wouldnt...hehe...the ONLY thing that didnt burn was lead from a pencil...pretty weird. The flame curves around the lead...it entertained my bored self...im ready for school to start...i wanna find a cuddle buddy!


photo from misunderstood

I'm a survey whore. Eventually I'll make a real post. :P

Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Average Christian
You're not going to become a minister anytime soon, but you do your best to live your life in a Christian way. This means that although you probably don't attend church every Sunday, you do your best to follow the Ten Commandments, help the needy and generally be an all around good person. Who needs to follow the entire bible anyways? It was written ages ago, and Christ transmuted it by giving his life.

well (secret secret iv got a secret) im listening to styx and hangin out with my cousin josh its memas 70th bday so were havin a party and stuff so ya not much is hapenin ohhh got tickets to the chicago / earthwind and fire concert its tuesday rach is goin with us and possibly one of her guys well thats about it for now ill ttyl .... btw, i

I like driving backwards in the fog.



you know why?




cause it doesn't remind me of anything.

photo from kylewesley

Blackman vs Siegel: Basketball Homecoming. Reppin' that Nation! ha..



photo from kylewesley

Blackman vs Oakland. Wow we look young...



photo from kylewesley

Blackman vs Riverdale: why I love high school football..



photo from kylewesley

"Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you Blackman High School's class of 2005.."

Oh yeah.

i made a phusebox
thanks to MEGAN
ahhh shes great

"And there’s no such thing as what might’ve
Been, that’s a waste of time; drive you outta your mind"

Man oh man does that gorgeous man know what he is talking about or what?!

There is no reason to dwell on the past. What has happened has happened for a reason. You may not know that reason but God does. He has a reason for everything. And trust me from person experience and I'm sure you can all agree it really does drive you crazy when you think about all the "what if's". Like "What if I had said this?", "What if I had gone there?", "What if I had been nicer?". There is no point in the "what if's" because until we have a time machine invented (which I find to be highly unlikely it will be soon) we can't change the past. We can't change the things we've said or done. I mean even Timon and Pumba knew this. Don't you remember the "You gotta put your past behind you." quotation. It's something they've been trying to teach us from an early age and yet even elderly people sometimes think of the "what if's?". We just need to remember to trust in God that he will lead us where we need to be and not to worry about what has happened in our past. He forgives us for our mistakes but we also must forgive ourselves.

eliz

and yawl suck at leaving comments.... anyways....got my hair highlighted and cut today.... and im bored bye

*>tre

i think i need a complete makeover. something clothes, new makeup, or even shoes won't fix. i've said this once before, but i didn't really change. i'm scared of what my "friends" say about me, but even more scared of the stuff i say about them, without really meaning it, just so i have something to talk about. i'm sick of treating boys the way i do. i know i do it, yet i keep doing it, with every single one.

maybe i shouldn't ever get married because all i'd do is cause the guy pain.

blah on dreary days...

sorry such a sad post, if you want a happier one visit my xanga . the music makes me happy...

I love humming birds!

wow..today i got me some new tennis shoes for school right? well my mom got her some chuck taylors (converses). i think she's crazy! have you ever seen an old lady..well she's not to terribly old, but still.. my mom wearing chucks? that's insane

Oh yeah, this thing.
I got braces and went to LA, and i made a mixtape(how scene is that), thats about it...
Iv'e been listening to alot of old hip-hop, funk and trance lateley.... go figure. Yeah, Stereolab and DJ shadow are my faorites right now which is a strange transition, so yeah.

Go to Garrett's tonight at 7 for a movie night! You know you want to!

I bought Reeboks today... which I've never had before... I think I like them... ha ha... they're super white right now which is kinda scary... I think they'll look better when they've been dirtied up...

I really don't have anything to say. How sad. Garrett and I swam earlier today, but it wasn't very long before the thunder started rumbling... oh well...

Car update: Though we're pretty much looking at Toyotas, Mom spotted a blue 2001 Cheverlot Prizim... not a bad canidate...

The Snuggle bear is becomming more and more scary...

College is approaching... excitment building!

geeeeeeeze people are driving me crazy..14 is annoying..16 sounds so good..drivers license :) yessss lol

So, im in Bell Buckle at work and yea, it is about to POUR DOWN RAIN. holy crap. heh. lol... its cool tho.

so-i got home a tad before 2 last night and woke up twice last night and then had to be here by 10 am this morning to run the store all day. gah- im just a tad bit sleepy and ready to go home! haha...if i had gotten some good restful sleep last night, i would been ok... but nope! i woke up over and over. grr! its been CRAZY busy today at the store...

i had thought i might go out tonight, but im thinking that i might just stay in... maybe bama might want to come over. hmm-who knows.

-i want to see dukes of hazard- among other movies.

im so random right now. i can hardly stand myself.

-so, i have a tiny white head on the EDGE of my lip on the upper one on the right side and it HURTS SO BAD. oh gracious-im gonna die.-

well, im gonna go. i need to straighten up things and wipe the COUNTER. ;)
-mallory-

So, everyone should check out Matt Beard's PhuseBox. I think it is really cool that PhuseBox has a user that is blogging all the way from Kuwait. Truly amazing.



Keep up the good work, Matt.

[nt]

im grounded, don't know how long..or from what. Got grounded for going to work..haha. i love life. I've got Jesus to love me, so I guess i don't need a mom to. Well my friends moms do :-). Thats always cool to go over to my friends houses and see how Moms are supposed to act. At the same time, i'm not exactly the perfect son. However, i don't really think i deserve................................






















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God, i love Stand By Me. watched The Jacket last night. awesome movie. all ya'll should watch it. may i just say, that people are inconsiderate. especially people on my mom's side of the family. but that's ok. we still love them. but they need to learn some manners. i'm goin to my aunt's house tonight for my grandma's 75th birthday party. fun times. i hope i live to be 75. and i hope i'm as cool as my grandma when i'm 75. also, i realized the other day how much in my life i take for granted. like, my grandparents. or my stuff. or the fact that i'm healthy and were doing all right financially. because for so many people, that's not the case. it's funny how much i complain about petty things, when truly, i have nothing to complain about. i really want school to start. miracle of miracles, i finished my Algebra with no help. wow. i think maybe i'm actually getting smarter. who'da thunk it? ha. but i still have to finish my book reports and Silas Marner. oy vey. i'm excited about Frosh orientation. i hope that this incoming freshman class is cooler than we were. but i doubt it. ha. nayways. yeah. life's good. church tomorrow, which is always a good thing. but lately i kinda wonder. i wish i could try out a new church. but that's not happnin anytime soon. but i guess i'm content. speaking of contentment, wow. i'm beginning to realize a pattern within all of the books that i have to read for summer. all of them deal with discontented people. almost everyone in these stories is angry about or unhappy with their lives. and anyone who actually seems content is portrayed as bourgeois or stupid. as if the only way to be truly intelligent and enlightened is to be restless and unhappy. how sad. that seems to be the consensus view in today's world. and i just don't agree. so many people around me seem to think that if something was part of their youth, or was taught to them by their parents, that it is automatically wrong and passe. like as soon as you leave your home, you should discard all of your former beliefs. what a crock. people don't seem to understand that a true indicator of an enlightened person is contentment and peace. ---Cari

i copied laura..i seen her groups..and it said phusebox is better than xanga..and it is! yaah for me. ok so i'm going to go back to stuffing my room into a box if u will.

Movie night, my house. 7 PM. Suggestions welcome. Bring a movie if you'd like.

Please comment to confirm.

If you have a PhuseBox, you can now access your page by an easier URL address...

simply goto phusebox.net/user/yourusername

for example, mine would be http://phusebox.net/user/nathan

so instead of posting your link or going to http://phusebox.net/user/nathan you can goto http://phusebox.net/user/nathan.

So there you go, I am trying to make PhuseBox easier... I am still working on the new version. It is going to be awesome!

later.

[nt]

I have realized how much he means to me, he's my everything and i don't think these feelings will ever go away..never. And yet, I don't want these feelings to go away, never. These are feelings i can deal with, and i love them..just like i love him.

No matter what happens in my life..he will always be my number one Love of my life..never will that change. I would absolutly love to spend the rest of my life with him..oh yes i would..

I love him dearly

I love him so much, this will just take some time to heal, and i know eventually it will be the same..

but, i love him

Woah My My
I'll see you on the other side
If I make it
And it might be a long hard ride
But I'm gonna take it
Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer
Let the weather take me anywhere
But I know I wanna go
Where the streets are gold
Cause you'll be there

Summer reading is beyond ridiculous.
It means, you procrastinate soo long that you cant put it off anymore and you are just not sure if you can get it done. It means school is about to start and its time to start mourning the end of summer. It means long, and tidious unwanted reading. It means sitting still. In my case, it means suntan.
Im going to go read and sunbathe.

Who is your favorite not well known artist?

hi eveyone!!!!
a friend of mine...well i met her my junior year..when she was a senior...was struck my lighting! i didnt know till this morning!! her and her boyfriend are doing fine now they are home but can everyone just keep them in your prayers!! thanks!!!

this afternoon has been scary!!!! got home earlyer and it started to storm...well i decided to take a shower..b4 it got really bad!!! well all of a sudden it got bad and tha power went out!! lol!!! it was just a lil scary!!! lol!!! okay it was a lot scary!! lol!!!

my family is looking to build a new house!! we went lookin around at floor plans today!!! i like shopping for a house its fun!! found one that we liked but my mom wants some different things! soo yeah! this could be hard!! my mom is kinda picky!! lol!!! o well i would be to if i was buying it!!!

hanging out w/ Patrick Whitney and Jessica!! should be fun!!! lol!! YAY!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

just woke up (11:00am) ^_^

all of the groups i've ever made are pretty popular now

I love you guyss. :]

I'm excited .





We're going to IKEA. And I love that store.
I was watching the news with my mom this morning.








I never watch the news.
They say there will be scattered thunderstorms today, and everyday till Wednesday.
I like thunderstorms.



I wish it would rain more during the day.
Not only at night.













School starts in 2 freaking days.

I don't have classes with anyone, so I'm not looking forward to it. Not one bit. I'm dreading it, in fact. I hate not knowing anyone on the first day.




And I hate all the freshmen that will be coming.
They annoy me terribly.

I like being alone. But only when it rains. And when it's sunny outside, I like to be inside, all hyper and such. But Hanna doesn't like being hyper. Only when there's friends over.







I don't see why she can't have fun unless friends or people are over.




Gizmo woke me up this morning. At exactly 6:00am. He needed to pee, so I let him outside, and then I went to bed, but he licked me awake. I took him off the bed (it's to high for him to jump off) and I let him lead the way to where he wanted to go. He went into the kitchen and stared at his water bowl. I gave him food and made sure he had water. He didn't eat, so I just walked back toward our hallway. He walked into Hanna's room. Since she was over at a friend's house last night, I decided to let him up and sleep in her bed. He just licked me awake again. I got aggitated, and I let him into the living room where I let him sleep on the corner of the couch on top of a pillow (which he seems to enjoy very much) and then he went to sleep, so I slept on the couch. And then was rudely awakened by my mother. Well, not rudely, but she was bustlying about in the kitchen. So I decided to just forget about sleep and watch tv.









Now, I'm waiting for Hanna to get home so we can go to IKEA. ^.^

the concert on the square was cool. turned out that i new quite a bit of people in the band. i thought i only new the drummer.

i'm glad i decided not to be in band next year, cause band camp would of killed me with this mono stuff.

i quit work friday night, kinda exciting, kinda crazy.

piece

Well I'm in Missouri right now at ole' Grandma's house. It has been an intereting week - I saw West Side Story, got my first ride in a police car ("Grandma, put on your seatbelt!!), went to Six Flags, and slept in a recliner. Meanwhile scheduling is going on, and mum has been calling me to help figure out the conflicts because no classes I want are being offered sixth. In the end I had to drop down from Pre Calc to advanced algebra/trig. I'm shedding no tears over that one, let me tell you. So here's my schedule:

Early - Etymology - York
1st - AH Latin III - Tinsley
2nd - AP English III - Marlatt
3rd - AP US History - Bowman
4th - Journalism - Juergens
5th - Chamber Choir - Gregory
6th - AH Algebra/Trig - Manu- however you spell it -zewsky



Bada Bing. Could be a lot worse, eh?

i hate cleaning...unless im mad/frusterated/upset (sp) but my room is dirty and it needs cleaning....
schol starts in like 4 days on the 11th and i am excited but i hate people who are labels and/or label im not looking forward to all the drama..ugh. im just going to hang in the back and not be noticed....thats what i am going to do...my face broke out in pimples during vacation...i hope they go away before school....i thik spending that much time with the family cause to much stress and pimples....or it could be im growing up..unfortunatly..i have a dance in the fall...my first dance...i highly doubt a guy will ask me...i hate guys well thats my ranting for one day! i have 2 friends! ha! im pittiful! but funny!
B.

we learned 12 sets yesterday! which is awesome. especially considering it's not even band camp yet. so yay for us!

25 days! can't wait to get to the house. hot and dusty all day w/ high winds. i ran the trackhoe all day which was lucky cuz it's probably the only piece of equipment in kuwait w/ an enclose cab and air conditioning!! ac is hard to come by these days. the old beat up radio is broke but that's what ipods are for. caught up w/ a friend of mine which was cool. also a big encouragement. few people realize what kind of impact they have. i've never felt like i've made much of an impact on most people. idunno if that's good or bad, just the way i feel. but like i said, if i did, i didn't realize it very well. oh well, i'm tired and talking jibberish. g'night.

well emily ruthie has been over here and debbie is on the computer all day so i havent really been able ot write but now i will try to do it better oh and she left and she loves all sry i kept her all to myself. i am such a cruel person but hopefully i will get her to get a phuse box i have been o nth e computer so much just clicking and plaing games and stuff that my fingers dont want to type bc they are so stiff been on here like all day like since 9 am lol. i am addicadited and i havent finished summar reading yet oopppps. lol. i am such a percrastinatior. lol. and i cant spell at 416 in the morning. lol. there are you happy now emily i updated.

Stones River had a formal dinner tonight for the college and youth. I had a lot of fun. We also had to go on a scavenger hunt in our formal dresses, let me tell you, running around m'boro in a formal is crazy stuff.

I of course had to do some cleaning after I got home(there was a girls night at someones house that I went to for a couple of hours) and so now it's 3:54am and I'm s l o w l y getting packed.

rubbermaid total:
--3 under bed and one "dresser" full of clothing
--1 with bedding
--1 with random stuff such as books, paper, frying pan, and other random kitchen stuff
--1 with shoes and stationary and a sewing kit, and uh. . .something else. . .

--There is a small storage box that has some Mark. materials in it.
--A box that holds my printer that doesn't work and needs to be replaced.

I'm also taking a small desk thing. . .

don't tell me, I'm overpacked.

It's 2:38AM on Saturday morning. I went to a little class reunion thing and grilled burgers. I went swimming in the middle of the incredible lightening storm. Then at 1:00AM I went to IHOP I drank 4 pots of coffee and it only cost me $1.59! I had time to catch up with a friend of mine.

I'm wired now, guess I'll clean my room.

Happy Birthday to Brett....

Happy Birthday to Brett....

Happy Birrthday tooo Brreettt!!!!!

Happy Birthday to you!!!!!

lol.......Just thought that I would do that!!! lol......Well not much has been going on...I went shopping with my cousin and Aunt today!!! (( and Mom and Brother....and her brother )) lol........I got alot of cute pants!!!! Well I got to go!!!!

we have been officially moved into the lodge (that's what our house was called) for almost a week now, and it is really awesome. everyone needs to come by and check it out sometime or come to one of the many cookouts that we will be having in the future. we just got our internet a couple days ago, and i have no idea what i did in life without internet...i just know i was really bored this past week.

several people came over tonight and we grilled some hamburgers and played sorry (the board game) until about 8 and then we went to see finding steve cunningham, which they were really good. i hadn't been to a show in a really really long time, and they rocked it hard (they still need to find a singer though).

anyways, everyone needs to go see my new favorite band hillsong united play next week (16th) at rocketown. it's free and is really cool worship stuff. let me know if there is anything i can be praying for you guys about.

"you are the way, the truth, and the life, I'll live by faith and not by sight for you...we're living all for you"
-"One Way" Hillsong United

mmm last day of band camp the parent show was awesome for camp and the potluck was fun after D and jenn came and we went to see fantastic 4 i slep through it cause id had benadryl woot i was so asleep ya well were fixin to watch a movie dunno which one love ya kids!!!!

just 11 days until i hit the 10 month mark of not dating. (which mean i just have 2 months an 11 days left!!!) it's so amazing. in one way it feels like this year has flown... and at the same time... it feels like it's been a long time. i'm so glad that God has totally changed my focus... and yeah... somedays are still major struggles... i'm still a girl... i still have a desire to grow up and get married.. but i want to wait on God's timing... i want to use the time i have as a single to reach out in other ministries... experience some of the things i won't get a chance to later. it's crazy... b/c it feels like marriage is just around the corner... and yet... it feels like it'll take an eternity. but i know that the wait will be so worth it. one day i'm going to look back on all the tears and struggles (maybe even mistakes)... and be overjoyed everything that God did through it all. i hope that my story only point to His goodness and glory. i can't wait to see what He's got instore for this next semester!!! i'm pumped!

1 Chron. 16:10 "Glory ye in His holy name: let the heart of them that rejoice the seek the Lord."

1 Chron. 29:11 "Thine, O Lord, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine, thine is the kingdom, O Lord, and thou art exalted above all."

Everyone has artsy pictures, so i cant tell who anyone is....blah.

hmmm.. what should i do for my last ten days of summer?

So..i decided to make one of these because..Nathan is cool.

I hope this will be better than xanga.

Lately:
1. I have had many thoughts. About life, about death, and about what's important to accomplish between the two. With so much death happening around me..its hard not to worry about my friends lives and my own. Hence..I want to do everything I can for God and accomplish a couple personal goals.
2 Which brings me to my next thought..MYO. I think that if i practice violin anymore that I will as a consequence pass out and die. End of story.
3. Soccer tournament next Friday. oh.em.gee.
4. Shannon LOVES __________
5. Shannon also definitely loves you

So go to my xanga if you want... my xanga
but get yourself a phusebox ok??

So I can't believe it...last night I was sitting here, or actually in my room! And it dawns on me! It was Aug. 4!! I'm sure you're like, "Ok, Amber, I'm glad you can actually realize what day it is! Big step up for you!" But...lol...let me finsh!! After I realize what day it was, I realized what happened 3 years ago! I commited to not dating for one year!! And God had longer in store! Cause it's been 3 years since I've dated!! WOW!!! That's amazing to me!! I went from a girl who couldn't go a month without a boyfriend, to a women who doesn't want a boyfriend.....but Jesus!! And not just a boyfriend, but in Gods timing, my husband! Hummmmmmm!! It's mind-blowing!! In the past 3 years, God has taken me through many things! And a lot of changing and breaking! And continues to do so! The first year I learned, I can handle not dating and God changed my mind on who I was choosing to date! The second year I learned, that the only man I need is God! And my views on dating completly were changing!! I desired a Godly-man, one that desires God above me, and much more! God gave me desires and standards for my husband! And last but not least...this past year! WOW!! God's blown my mind with all the stuff!! He changed my heart!!! (And is continueing to!) He taught me several things through one of my friends!! He blessed me with a friendship that I've prayed about for a long time and through that friendship, God changed me and my views! And helped me gain wisdom and joy! Don't get me wrong, it wasn't my friend who did this changing....it was God in him!! (Thanks to this friend, who has been willing enough to allow God to work through you, to impact me!) But I learned that love isn't a fairy tale!! (READ THAT AGAIN GIRLS!!!) It isn't!! It has it's up and downs! Fun times and hard times! A time for being joyful and a time for brokeness! Also, marriage...isn't about us!! It's about God!! It all is!! Marriage is an accountablity!! It's promises to be there in the good and bad times! It is so that the two of you can imbody the full image of God and to GLORIFY....who?....HIM!!!!! It's not about all the stuff the world pulls us into!! It's for God's story! And it's God's blessing!! Also, I've learned guys aren't perfect...don't hold them to be!! They can't say or do everything we want or dream them to do! The only man like that...is Jesus!!! (He's the one to fall in love with! lol!!) But I also learned that the reason I sat starands so high, was because, I knew not one single man on this earth could meet that! So I knew they'd fall and I knew I could protect myself and push them away! Which comes to what God is doing in me right now!! He is healing me!! He is wanting to take my heart and mold it the way He's wanted to all along! Sure, it won't be the most enjoyable experience.....there will be tears, the will be hurt, there will be questions, there will be brokeness and loniness....BUT I'm not going through it by myself!! And the reason I am and will go through this, is to bring glory to God! And have a story to share with the lost, the searching, etc.!! Don't you see..your pain and sufferings are so you can relate to others!! It's not to destory you...our God isn't about that!! It's so you can go into this world and relate with His people!! I know God is preparing me for my husband...and that is so exciting for me!! But until God has me to a point where He knows I'm ready and trusts me with such a Godly-man, man that is so amazing I can't even dream of, a man that desires God, a man that has a heart like mine and will treat me as I should be treated....I will have to wait! Cause I want to be the wife that he needs!! The kinda wife that can stand strong behind my husband, that can build him up, that can hold him accountiable, etc!! Course God's taught me so much this year! And done so much awesome stuff I could probably write a book! But...for ya'lls sake...I won't ;) lol!!
Anyways...ya'll have an AMAZING night!! I love ya'll every much!!

Yeah so I will be 17 in 13 days I think I can't wait and then school starts and for all you siegel disciples out there I have got one word for you 1 club well actually thats 1 word and 1 number but anyways please spread the word about it and if you feel you are a leader and you want to help lead 1 club listen for announcements for when we meet well thats all for me right now I just got off work and I am really tired so everyone I hope you have a radically awesome WEEKEND!!!!!!!! and I will talk to most of you later
IN CHRIST john

"Unto you be glory glory unto you be honor, unto you be praises jesus forever and ever... jeshua jeshua jeshua unto you....."

"praise the name of jesus, praise the name of jesus hes my rock, hes my fortress, hes my deliverer and whom shall I trust praise the name of jesus"
Shane Bernard (great stuff)

not feeling to well...dont really know y...please pray for me!!! thanks!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

i woke up this morning and my ipod all of a sudden worked so that was weird. I sat around the house doing absolutly nothing which was very foreign to me. It is the hardest thing when you have been going non stop all summer and then all of a sudden you are doing nothing. It's TORTURE!!!! Nothing much to report. I'm kinda tired but not the sleepy tired just worn out tired, which is weird because I haven't really been doing anything. Don't know how that happened.

Last night me, lauren, and matt drove around doing pretty much nothing. we went on rucker and turned onto this creepy road to try to find a "haunted house" but there was no luck. We decided to go run in a corn field but that was short lived also. So we went to wafflehouse. There was this guy in the Waffle House that looked exactly like Hagrid off of Harry Potter. It was weird. I wanted to ask for his autograph but I was too much of a chicken.

So, the battles of world war three are over. I'm guessing nobody won. Krista came up to me today seeking a peace treaty, so, I forgave her. I guess things are back to normal... or as close to normal as they can be.

I said alot of mean things... so did she... so did her friends... so did mine. But, there is no need for that anymore. Wepons have been laid down, white flags brought out, and gun shots and bombs no longer fill the night air.

So, yeah. In other news, pre-band camp is over... and my ass is sunburned. Next week it's nine till nine. That blows. But, I don't really mind it too much.

Tomorrow... AMANDA TIME! lol. I'm going to hang out with Amanda for a while. Then, sleep... alot of it.

But, yeah, that is really all I have, so, yeah...
Later,
Brett

birthday times for meh...

You know, I just realized that I really miss writing again.

No, not on weblogs.

Like, real writing. Stories and the like. My problem is, I dont know where to go with anything. And I always get bored.

Any thoughts?

Me and Meagan just dyed our hair! Mine looks really good and shes drying hers right now so we'll see in jus a few mins....i think it will look good tho! i'll put some pics up in a few days! they will be really funny and look of course...GOOD!!!!

today my Luckey was not feeling good and so mom took her to the vet and they said that she either has leukiema or amiema in dogs and so she has to stay till monday and they have her on IVs and steroids...so i'm super sad right now...we've had her for 9 years and shes the only dog we've ever had and i love her so much....so could everyone please pray for her right now...we should her something from the doctor in the morning about the tests that they ran on her today....shes only been gone for like 7 hours and i already miss her and shes jus down the street....i love my luckey!!!!

Well pre-camp is over and now for the band camp...and school is starting in a few days.... i know i'm not ready...are you???

You scored as Hermione Granger. You're one intelligent witch, but you have a hard time believing it and require constant reassurance. You are a very supportive friend who would do anything and everything to help her friends out.

Hermione Granger

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Remus Lupin

85%

Albus Dumbledore

85%

Severus Snape

70%

Harry Potter

65%

Ron Weasley

65%

Sirius Black

60%

Draco Malfoy

55%

Ginny Weasley

40%

Lord Voldemort

20%
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Hey friends. Well. Nothing much is going on. Just thought I'd drop by and say hey. So hey!
-Dana :)

p.s. I forgot, I'm not joining Republican club again. Reason 1, Jared is the new leader and I just think he is ignorant and his ideals are so ugh. Reason 2, I never really was Republican. I was just in it cause Lana was in it and she was my ride home. I'm actually a Right-Winged Independent. And I'm really hoping that I can get a teacher to form an Independent club. It would be fun, lol. You all should so join. ;)

You are reading the first entry of my new life...my new life with a driver's license! Yes! I am free! Well actually I am not concidering my mom is still going to dro me off at a birthday party tomorrow. =( Ohh well.

What I have learned today:

1) Don't try going different ways home, I got lost (actually kinda but not really).
2) Don't go different ways during rush hour (a 15 minute drive took me 30 minutes)
3) Don't study for the driving test, you can pass no matter what.
4) Don't let your mom ride with you. She starts lecturing you on stuff (can't remember all she told me)

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My sister wants our mom to make me come back home, and then ground me so I can't leave again. She just doesn't understand...I love my sister, my sweet, sweet, innocent, little sister...but she just doesn't understand...she thinks I left because I hate Mom, or cuz it was something that her or Austin did...
I don't want her to think that, but I can't tell her the truth. She can stay in her illusion for a while longer. It's better that children stay children for as long as possible.
And my brother...he's just mad about the whole thing and refuses to talk about it with anyone. He thinks I don't love him or Kat...when really, I think of them as my own kids, and would do anything for them...I just can't go back home...

this show is gona be hard...but we have a good head start....im just scared about next year..i dono..maybe section leader wont be that bad, i want to know what were gona do about tubas...

:sigh:

im tired and frustrated


Jordan

i will be home in less than 12hrs...crazyness.....

i will miss everyone!!!!
i luv yous!!!

I can't believe its all over. I will miss all you guys who graced me and this building with your presence. I adore you with my whole heart. Please keep in touch.