photo from SouTHeRN_BeLLe


ENOUGH SAID!!

eliz

ps- I also love love love Holly Morris!!

lots of fun... i ate WAY too much and played too much golf. i don't want to see a golf ball or putter ever again.

lots of inside jokes...

check out the pics they are up and if you want to know anything about them just ask!

GOOOOOOO JESUS!!!

I was laying in bed today working on homework and I started to read something for my english class when I decided I was kinda tired. So I took a nap. and then woke up like 4 hours later.

I got out of bed and walked into the living room, and my room mates had rearranged. it was kinda interesting, and I enjoy it more

that is all.

but then, there is more
Update: Orlando: 11:59, Murfreesboro: 10:59

we all recall my putting up pictures of my fabulous apartment when I got here


photo from lauraebeth

well, we re-arranged.


photo from lauraebeth



and the rest of the pictures are located in my picture album

i'm BACKKKKK

y'know.. i didn't go to siegel/oakland game... sorry. i told some peeps i would go.. but i went to a cool concert at MTSU with some cool kids...

sooo yeah ive been really busy!!!! its been crazy!

i miss my buddie Jason!!! i know he is haveing soo much fun in college!!!

well im off to eat ice cream w/ jamie and catch up! luv yall!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

well today i was talking to stephany and chelsci on the phone and my batterie went dead of all th times in the world it had to be then gosh didnt even get to say bye! ya thats sux doesnt it!

lyl steph!

uhh.

so me and abbey decided we're going to build a huge roller coaster in my backyard.

because we're cool like that?


and uh, today me and sam watched austin powers and dora the explorer.


any donations for the roller coaster are appreciated. :)

i guess.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for, and certain of what we do not see."
Heb 11:1

Well it seems these days that I have no time to do all the things that I wanna do! But oh well this weekend was ok worked as usual glad to have today off of school. College is fun I love the freedom but its getting old getting up at 6 everyday lol oh well. But this was kindof a useless entry goin to get me some yummy ice cream with my bestest rach tonight. I guess thats all lol!

Oh and for anyone who watches Wildfire... I want a guy like Junior he's sooo totally sweet.... but oh well Talk to everyone later

I know that I promised to get online and post stuff as soon as I got up here, so I appologize for taking so long in updating everyone. I was trying to allow myself time to get acclamated to being up here before I allowed myself to get absorbed in trying to keep up with my website, but anyway, I shall do my best to post at least once a week from here on out.
The first week up here was better than I expected it to be. Turns out that my roomate is a pretty cool guy, and pretty layed back as well (kinda like me). Anyway, it seems that my classes are going to be pretty awesome. I am excited about all of my proffesors, and THAT'S saying something. I am looking forward to this year, though I do really miss you guys. I was able to come home this weekend so the first week didn't really seem as crazy as I imagine it will now, at least as far as missing people, but I am beggining to make a few friends here, so that is good. I don't think I'll ever achieve the kind of support up here that I had from you guys though. Oh, well; it's all in God's hands. Pretty awesome, huh. It's amazing how you can tell that God is working even when you're not seeing any results.
Anyway, as I said I will try to keep you guys posted on how things are up here as much as possible. Once again, I miss each and every one of you *thinks* well maybe not EVERY one of you..... just kidding! Anyway, as always I wish for ya'll to seek Christ first. That way I don't have to worry about any of ya'll making any dumb mistakes, lol.

Love In Christ,
Zach

i'm back. and i'm not so very smart... friday when i was getting my stuff together (books, homework...) i thought... i have no homework this weekend! cool! then saturday, i realized i do have homework... 20 definitions and a project (due wednesday) that i haven't started. i can't do the definitions because i don't have the words and i can't start my project because i don't have the paper with all the stuff i have to do... tomorrow isn't going to be much fun...

Leave remarks please:-)

so i suppose i have returned to phusebox once more. things have been going pretty well lately. school started back up. i like all my classes and its wonderful getting to see everyone again. we had adk rush a few weeks ago. that was wonderful. xc kidnapping was 2 nights ago. always fun. been running alot. cross country has started taking up my time. been to the playground numerous times. hope everyone has a rad weekend,

i got a hair cut yes i got a hair cut

very scary i no

yes, you heard right....laura-anne is being difficult. hard to imagine huh? 

boys suck.

Yeah. So I got Phusebox. I think its a little better than xanga, but not much. I'm still going to use xanga.
Leave remarks.

thats sparkle the first day I got her

i love my profile picture

can u guys hear the song? I certainly can! It's "Burn For You" by Toby Mac. Regretfully, It will only play in the internet explorer browser I think. It won't play if you're using Mozilla Firefox.

i feel just that way^^
um..... you know how some people are just so dumb and lack common sense, ppl love them bc they think they are funny. i hate ppl like that. its like they want attention

i also dont like people who are controling

um.. but i love malorie pitman

i just want to take like 2 minutes to say that i loooove music. i absolutely loove love love it. did yah know that?

i went to the Jars of Clay concert last night and it freakin rocked..they played some old skool stuff that i hadnt heard since like 5th grade...

OH and guess what?...im going to the Coldplay concert on the 18!..grass seats baby...and anyway heres some random lyrics..
...........................................................................................
There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard -Jack Johnson

Come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities, am I a part of the cure, or am I part of the disease -Coldplay

all i need is your love to come and fill this heart of mine my heart is a desert that has gone dry.. -Shawn M

Let's go and see the stars
The milky way or even Mars
Where it could just be ours -Lenny Kravitz

All i can say is that my life is pretty plain, i like watching the puddles gather rain - Blind Melon

its as simple as something that nobody knows..i remember when you and me ..oh we used to be.. just good friends.. - Jack J

Something inside the cards
I know is right
Don't want to live
Somebody elses life
This is what I want to be
And this is what I give to you
Because I get it free
She smiles while I do my tie -RHCP

ill sing it one last time for you, then we really have to go..you've been the only thing thats right in a lifetime. and i barely look at you but every single time i do i know well make it anywhere..-snow patrol

in a haze a stormy haze, ill be round ill be lovin you always..always..here i am and ill take my time , here i am and ill wait in line. -Coldplay

-kels

i stayed the night with jeremiah. us and his mom watched the notebook. she cried lol.
I LOVE THAT FREAKING MOVIE. i wish this was like the end of the year, but instead it is the start. blah. going to go eat dinner.

sarahkat

hey guyz i have one of these they are pretty cool i guess and they are better then xanga i guess. well leave me remarks.
adios

I'm in love with Voltaire.











He gives me goosebumps.

The most fun is when you're just sitting with your guitar and you suddenly stumble upon a series of familiar notes and start playing a song.

how do you get a profile picture

dued i don't get this phuse box thing
??????

Due to popular demand by Matt, I have actually uploaded a couple photographs. In typical narcissistic practise, they both involve myself. I'll upload cool, non-narcissistic Paris scenes when I don't have to be at work in 56 minutes. Shoney's keeps botching my schedule. I've already told them that being at work before 6:30 on Tuesdays and Thursdays is impossible because I have a class which ENDS at 5:45. For some reason, they think I can be in at 5:00 and 4:00 on those days, respectively. *Slams head on server's tray* I just keep telling myself that it's money, which is slightly necessary for the promotion of this dwindling social life I possess.

Please pray for my grandfather, Jim Jeskey. He needs some sort of divine intervention. I'm not going to be any more specific until the doctor's can tell us something definitively, but if you can just wish him good health, I'd be unspeakably obliged. That "punched in the stomach" feeling on Tuesday's got nothing on this.

@-->----

it's never a good thing.
but it's what I feel at the moment.
:/

brief observation...
there are WAY to many kelseys
and chris'
so i leave u with this
if we killed all the kelseys and chris'...
there would be no world

keep me alive

I don't have to work today!!!!!! So you should call me, and we can chill.

well today has just been a great day so far. ill tell u about it if u want. do u? do u? well if not, o well. here goes. i woke up at 700 to go fishing with garrett. i picked him up at 730 and we went out in the middle of nowhere to fish. and it was great, well atleast for me. garrett only caught 2 fish, brime, and one of which was hooked through the side. so i only think he caugh one, but o well. me on the other hand, haha, caught 9 catfish and two brime. and these arent regular catfish. these are the kind that can eat u if u go in the water, THEY WERE HUGE!!!!!!! and then tonight i got bible study, its ganna be tight!!!!!!!! so peace out PLAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My fears:
Death
Being alone
Being unloved
Raw meat
Drowning
Talking to new people
Not accomplishing my goals
Being buried alive

That's all I can think of at the moment but I have some really strange fears. :-\

But anywho...things are better and I'm happy.

yay for happy!

I feel mentally drained right now. I know why, but I rather not go through the woodworks of the whole fiasco at the present time and location.

Electricity:

Noun
1. a. The physical phenomena arising from the behavior of electrons and protons that is caused by the attraction of particles with opposite charges and the repulsion of particles with the same charge. b. The physical science of such phenomena. 2. Electric current used or regarded as a source of power. 3. Intense, contagious emotional excitement.

I got this email today from some people ministering inside the Astrodome. It's really long, but worth the read when you have time.

Went to the assignment desk, and the leader told us to go to the
other end of the stadium, where we could help by registering
evacuees as they came in from the buses. The floor of this old
baseball stadium (previous home of the Houston Astros) was filled
with stretchers, and there were already people trying to sleep,
after traveling all night on the bus from New Orleans. But at
this point it's an emotionally cold perspective, a look from
afar, separated from human feelings of suffering, loss and despair.

All evacuees have to register, by filling out a one-pager, and
are given a pink "hospital" wristband to wear. I signed up an
18 year old girl, who also listed her baby daughter (one year old),
and her fiancée. The form asks whether the home was damaged,
and she said quite simply, "Every home is flooded and damaged
in New Orleans." She was an extraordinarily pretty girl.

Later came a man, age 39, with his dad, age 79. Just the two of
them had been living together in the Big Easy before the big
flood. He recounted that he had to swim a few miles to safety;
because the water was 10 ft deep in places (we saw pictures on TV
of flood levels up to the eaves of houses). The form asked
whether medical assistance was required. The old man said, yes,
he felt his body was infected by the "bad" water. Then added
he was a diabetic, and his son nodded. Then added he was on
blood pressure tablets, but had to leave his tablets when they
rushed to escape the flood. His son nodded. Then the old man
added he also had a bad heart, to which the son replied,
"I didn't know you had a bad heart!" Finally, the young man
announced that the worst of the swim was the bodies he
encountered in the water!

Another family I signed up had 6 children, ranging from 26 years
to 1 year. The husband had a daughter whose name started with
"Qu", but I couldn't get it, so I asked him to spell it.
But he couldn't, and he finally asked his wife to spell it,
after lamenting to himself, "That's terrible, when a man can't
spell his own daughter's name."

One of the frustrations is when an evacuee needs to know
something, and we volunteers don't know the answer.
Several evacuees had asked me where the showers were, but I
couldn't find anyone who knew. Finally I asked around
until I found them. Then I located a large pink poster sheet,
wrote the directions on it, and taped it above the main entrance.
Then I walked around and told all the volunteers, so they
could pass the info along if asked.

A volunteer asked me if I could take a very short man to the
men's bathroom. While I was processing this, the little
man explained that he was mostly blind, and wouldn't be
able to find his way back if he went alone. So I was glad to take
him. When we returned, he told me he was waiting for his brother
to come back, after going out to buy some drugs from a
drugstore. He asked me where he should wait, so that his brother
would find him. I did some analysis, and told him to latch onto
a stretcher near the "Lost and Found desk", and this represented
the best chance for his brother to find him. Many questions came
from folks who feel displaced and confused, and we discovered
this was an important way to help.

The "Lost and Found" desk refers to people who have lost loved
ones, or Houston residents who were trying to locate friends
who came on the buses. There are bulletin boards that filled up
continuously throughout the day, with little notes to lost
loved ones. As well, some folks walked around the stadium holding
up placards, with names on them, hoping the names would be seen
and recognized. Seemed like shades of 911.

Sandy walked up to me, sweating and disappointed. She was a very
large lady (size 4X she told me later). She said this wasn't
at all what she expected, and did not want to stay in the
Astrodome. She was arthritic, and would have a lot of trouble
getting in and out of a low-lying stretcher. She knew one family
in Houston, and felt they would have her stay there, but she
didn't have their telephone number. I called 411 on my cell phone,
found the family, but only got a voicemail. She cried. We
walked her to a chair, then got her a coke, and went to see
about a change of clothes, because all she got out with was
what she had on. I found a 5X shirt in the men's pile of clothes
being given out (the corporate sponsorship everywhere seemed
to be terrific). And we found a VERY large pair of men's jeans.
Sandy wanted to take a shower more than anything. Red Cross
had been giving out a bag of toiletries, but they were all gone.
I saw a family, with two youngsters, and several bags of toiletries,
and asked them if they could spare one bag for a lady who had
nothing. They graciously shared with Sandy, and I felt that
was pretty cool: one family of victims sharing with another.
I went back and tried to call Sandy's friends once again,
but still no reply. More tears. When we left the Astrodome,
we engaged another volunteer to be responsible for Sandy,
to call every hour to try to locate the friends. I felt
this was definitely the best solution.

Jessica was also very large, but I would say only about 25. She
waved me over as I walked past, and asked if I could bring her
some supper from upstairs because she couldn't walk. Second
Baptist, the largest Baptist church in Houston, stepped
up to the plate, and agreed to arrange food for the thousands of
evacuees in the Astrodome. This is where many of the churches
absolutely shine: they are practical as well as spiritual. She
had stepped on broken glass when she was escaping the flood in
New Orleans, and the foot was infected. We got her food, and she
"inhaled it." My friend got her a wheelchair, and rolled her
to the medical center.

When the nurse arrived, Jessica told him about the foot,
then leaned forward and whispered in his ear. I asked Jessica,
after the nurse was gone, whether she was diabetic. She said
"No, I have AIDS." After I wheeled her into the waiting area,
from where they would take her to the clinic, I asked how she
had escaped the flood. She said she waded for several miles
through water that was between her waist and her neck! During
that incredible wade, she said she came across six bodies!

The need at the Astrodome is very great. But we can make a
difference. Three very young girls ran up and warmly hugged my
friend as she was leaving: a neat little "thank you" at the
end of a hard day for us, but what has turned out to be a
tragedy in the lives of thousands of folks now crammed like
sardines onto the floor of a baseball stadium!

sometimes passive agressiveness is all i have to show to some people. i try very hard but tis hard to keep calm all the time. i love all my friends and when they back down on their word it hurts... it really hurts

hey yall well this is new so all the hott boys that can help me out plz do!*wink wink*

my friends who i've talked to in Baton Rouge have said that life is quite different now. that's probably a huge understatement.

this really is hard to imagine: "Baton Rouge, which is about 80 miles from New Orleans, has doubled in size to almost 800,000, by most estimates."

look at lsu's campus map; they've turned it into a city that's caring for the people from further south. and they're starting classes tomorrow!

i'm still a little concerned about my roomate melissa and her family. they're from south of New Orleans in larose, la.

this article is encouraging. those are such great churches and i know that every other church in baton rouge is providing shelter and food as well. i've seen a couple of preachers on national TV from baton rouge and they've been talking openly about how people are crying out to God right now for healing, comfort, peace and hope. I'm so thankful to see the body of christ in baton rouge helping others in their greatest time of need. i mean really serving people. this is what my church from there is doing "the ring"

please pray for them as they show His great love and compassion.

they are thinking about bringing the saints games to tiger stadium now. that would be really neat. read here

well it is deffinately TIME for an update...been way tooooo long!!!!! so what has happened since Aug. 11th welll.....i am now 17!!!!! and it was an awsome birthday!!!!! my sister turned 12!!!! i really really like all of my classes at school!!! ohhh i got my hair cut finally and it is deffinately hott!!! lol....Siegel has won 2 games (one being Oakland!!!!! ~~that made my year~~) last night had an awsome cookout with the family and saw some friends that have been at college for awhile and well that was awsome!!!! i also tore off part of my fingernail with a razor so its taking waaaaaay too long to type this up!!!

~~~ohhh and i feel really reallly reallly selfish for doing all of these things cause in New Orleans they can't do stuff like this...i really really reallly want to go help them sooo much but i can't cause i have to go to school which makes me feel sooo horrible but i have donated tons of money to them so that should make up for something even though i reallly reallly want to go help :-( !!! oh well ill just have to keep praying i guess...

well guys my finger hurts reallly bad right now so im gonna go see ya lata
Bunches of Love,
Rachel

Have you guys listened to this song? Sometimes we just have to stop, and listen to what God has to say to understand his wonderful intentions for our lives. He loves us, and He is always there. Check out an awesome description of how God cries out to his children!!

You Know Where To Find Me by Matthew West

I saw your sky fall down today
Suddenly turn from blue to gray
'Til one by one the raindrops
Turned to tears upon your face
Wish there was something I could
Wish I could wease the pain from you
But I've never felt so helpless
It's like you're drowning right in front of me
And I'm reaching out but you can't see
There's something holding on to you so tight
So I guess this is all I'll say to you tonight

If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I will be waiting
Where I've always been
If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I have never left you
I'm where I've always been
Right by your side
Right by your side

If the whole wide world is on your back
If the strength you need is the strength you lack
If you're in a crowd but all alone
If you can't stay here but you can't go home
If you can't answer all the why's
'Cause you're too tired to reach that high
I want you to remember

If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I will be waiting
Where I've always been
If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I have never left you
I'm where I've always been
Right by your side
Right by your side

If the whole wide world is on your back
If the strength you need is the strength you lack
If you're in a crowd but all alone
If you can't stay here but you can't go home
If you can't answer all the why's
'Cause you're too tired to reach that high
I want you to
I need you to remember

If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I will be waiting
Where I've always been
If you ever need me
You know where to find me
I have never left you
I'm where I've always been
Right by your side
Right by your side

GOD YOU ARE WORTHY OF OUR LIVES!!

booyah i got a pimp a icon

Yesterday had it's down points, but overall, it was really enjoyable. Here are some pictures to illustrate my day:

Nathan properly eating with chopsticks



photo from BeautyFromPain

Me having a harder time



photo from BeautyFromPain

Mom and I went shopping afterwards. Well, I was going to Aeropostale to get a white polo shirt because I accidently turned my other one pink, lol. Well, I ended up spending like, $40 because I found a skirt and a couple of other things on sale, but I needed some dressier stuff.

Quincy wasn't doing too good when we got back because she was getting dehydrated and hadn't eaten ((which in turn made it so she wasn't getting her meds)), but Mom developed a system to help her, and it's been doing good for her so far.

So at 8:20 last night, I finally decided to go to Shannon's for her very early birthday party. Actually GOT there a little after 9:00, but it was all good. My goodness, there were SO many people there! I hadn't seem some of them since May. It rocked. Then I kept dozing off during the movie, lol. Aimee and I spent the night, and we all finally got to talk this morning.

What a happy group of people, lol.



photo from BeautyFromPain

People hanging out



photo from BeautyFromPain

Three different schools, but we're still in touch! Lol, we'd been awake about an hour.


photo from BeautyFromPain

dang it i forgot my pass! or maybe the stupid website is busted i onno! or maybe its just me..........naaaaaaaah! lol

I keeps it reeel

lyl steph

we, siegel high school, have a two game winning streak. golly, what a game.
dinner, in it's own right, was a lot of fun too.

saturday, the freak show was born.
i think we are going to be a big hit. and unless you are christina, you will have no idea what i am talking about.

sunday i decided to move to peru.
sunday night i decided to join the rockettes. and play four square professionally.
and holes in the wall are fun.

and what does monday hold, hmmmm.
let me just reinstate that...
wow what a weekend.

lol

just pressing buttons! ........Press press press press press....... sorry im just bored!

"what the heck is a phusebox" i ask well i guess im gonna have to jack with it . well its sounds like fun!

lyl steph!

photo from NeoDaydream

here's a pic of my brother, Bosly (his real name is Matt but everyone calls him Bosly) he looks like he's high

cause i messed the other one up... hehe



edit...
well it looks like i was able to fix the other one so oh well....

interesting....

I love you.


You are an important part of my life.


I took this at the picnic last night. You've gotta love puppies:



photo from SingAHappySong

well its good to have fun with friends. this weekend has been really fun.


joey

photo from Shultsie

Seriously...am I not a freakin' rock star?! The glasses...come on...I shoulda bought 'em. Well...this is Seth and I trying to fit it w/ the city folk of NY at Urban Outfitters.

after fun at ihop with my friends, which was after "the gathering" the twentysomethings group i attend. anyway, God is awesome and wonderful and....
I'm so excited about how he has all these plans for me, and how i can just be in love with him. think i had been treating God like a consultant. but he is GOD. so let's get that straight!
isaiah 6

ah its monday which you know what than means... if i dont get any comment stoday im gonna know how much you really hate me

addition to "The List"--38. Someone that will sweep me off my feet, and never put me down!!

and God bless-- snow on your tongue

--and laughter with friends

--and chocolate milk =)

Thank you for your prayer's, you will never know how much that meant and helped. My spirit is calmed and the peace has returned to my soul. I find it funny that God uses all means possible to get our attention. I probably shouldn't, but it does ammuse me quite a bit. Here is the thing. Because I know you want to know, we are just close like that. lol...k I am reading a series of books, I have read them before...about 5 years ago actually...and got to the third one and guess what? It deals with the situation I am going through!!! Well, I finished the book today and had so many places marked that I wanted to reread so that I could understand better. I went back and a light bulb went off in my head...over and over and over...every time I read something. God is so amazing and He suprises me constantly. It is so great!! See, I have only just begun to trust God fully, with my whole life, every part of it, and it feels absolutly fabulous. I have never been so happy!!

Anyway, back to my book. There are some verses I would like to share with you if that's alright. These came at a time in the book that the woman was trying to figure out what to do, if it was real, if the feelings she was having were coming from God. My favorite verse they said (and my new personal favorite) --Psalm 27:14 "Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." --Hebrews 13:5 "I will never leave you nor forsake you." --Isaiah 43:1 "I have called you by your name, you are mine." --Psalm 115:12 "The Lord has been mindful of us; he will bless us." --Psalm 27:10 "When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take care of me."

Then she had a realization that I shared with her..."God didn't just love her; he desired her. God wanted her. He promised to never leave her or ignore her or act as if he didn't know her."...I took that to heart, and my heart overflowed..."She needed to stop running and stop ignoring the pain of abandonment and feeling of unwantedness that she had lived with all these years. God wanted her. She needed to believe that with her whole heart."...and I did, though it is still hard sometimes...feeling unwanted, even after all these years...and feeling today as if you are being rejected by someone, especially someone you care about.

The whole book has quotes of Elizabeth and Robert Browning. Their love story amazes me. They wrote each other for months, then he went to see her...they had never met before this time, only written...they had fallen in love through words, they knew each other's hearts...they fell in love all over again upon meeting and got married and raised a family. One of my favorite quotes in the book from the Brownings was this...Robert--"How you say? Let us, O my dove, Let us be unashamed of soul, As earth lies bare to heaven above! How is it under our control, To love or not be loved?" and Elizabeth's response--"And I who looked for only God, found thee! I find thee; I am safe, and strong and glad."

I have fallen in love with the Browning's correspondence. I would love to read them all. For someone to speak those words to me with that much love and passion...they would have my heart all over again. Something interesting about when the Browning's met...the first thing he did was kiss the finger's that brought them together...how romantic is that!!! Such love, such passion, such...I don't know how to explain it...

I am sorry if I bored you with my hopeless romantic ideas of life. I can't help myself sometimes. I was a happy person before, but now it is overflowing from my heart and I can't stop it...nor do I want to. I love this feeling, I don't know what it is but I love it. I trust God, whole-heartedly, and that he will provide my every need.

Thank you God for restoring the peace and calm to my soul and spirit. Continue to restore it, every-second of everyday...I am just a frail human. Help me continue to trust and have faith. I love you with every ounce of my being and can't wait until I am able to share that love with someone. I trust you to provide and I pray for my future husband...whomever he may be and wherever he may be...I love him already!!!

smile~ash



ps--They say the first step towards recovery is admitting you have a problem...here goes...HI, my name is Ashley (friends call me ash) and I'm a Chocoholic...there, I said it!!! Are you happy now!!! I don't feel any better...maybe it's because I haven't said the whole truth...let's try this....ok....I am a Chocoholic and I love you!!! There, much better!!! Have a GREAT day!!!!!!

Anywho. This song came on when I set my media player to play every song on my computer on shuffle. And I thought to myself, "LYRICS TIME!!!"

"Strangelove" by Depeche Mode

There'll be times
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable
I give in to sin
Because you have to make this life liveable
But when you think I've had enough
From your sea of love
I'll take more than another riverfull
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Strangelove
Strange highs and strange lows
Strangelove
That's how my love goes
Strangelove
Will you give it to me
Will you take the pain
I will give to you
Again and again
And will you return it

There'll be days
When I'll stray
I may appear to be
Constantly out of reach
I give in to sin
Because I like to practise what I preach
I'm not trying to say
I'll have it all my way
I'm always willing to learn
When you've got something to teach
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Pain will you return it
I'll say it again -- pain
Pain will you return it
I won't say it again

I give in
Again and again
I give in
Will you give it to me
I give in
I'll say it again
I give in

I give in
Again and again
I give in
That's how my love goes
I give in
I'll say it again
I give in

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WOAH NELLY.

Lookit what I did.

[the green]

Hmm. Wonder what else I can do... Alas. Experimenting will have to wait till tomorrow.

What a song...
I was havin a bad day after church.
Then it got better.
I had some Mrs Winners fo lunch.
Talk to yall soon.
- J4(()8

well.. today was freakin awesome..

i went to church..
left after sunday school..
then went to coach my little raiders girl
went to dairy queen w/ 5 adults + 6 kids (whoa buddy yeah.. definitely interesting)
went to laserquest in nashville (woohhoo! i came in 1st.. heck yes)
went to the wild horse saloon (hahahahhaha first time ive ever been.. & once again.. it was with 6 little kids + 5 adults.. haha the little kids got out there & danced.. sooooooo funny)
then ate at the old spaghetti factory (first time ive ever been there too.. it was gooooooood)

& now i'm home..

guess who will be 18 in 6 days......
meee! finally!!!!!

collegeis going WONDERFUL so far. it seems to easy...but i guess i probably just jinxed myself :-/. o well. hope everyone else is enjoying school!!!!!!!!!!!

For those of you wanting to know.... NO... I will not share how I did this. If you can figure it out then I will give you props, if not, I'm sorry.

I like my site being somewhat unique

it's kind of difficult to explain so I don't want to explain it 50 billion times

it's funny to know you want it

also... is anyone having problems loading the little bouncy title text. because of the order that firefox loads my page (it loads my entire song first), and my VERY slow internet, it takes forever to load the titles. If no one else is having this problem then I will leave the music, if yall are having problems then I will take the music off for now, untill I can further tweak the site.

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I bee-bop the Jive Yo!!!

so thnx to chris slate..i got one of these things...hes an awesome kid. i

Why....