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September 11 2005
remember
i dont know why....
September 11 2005
i dont really know why i write in this thing everyday...i guess one main reason would be b/c its my only way of letting...Julie Eliz Ashley Patrick and Jason know what is happening in my life!!! but o well!
im really not wanting to get up and go to school and work tomorrow!!! but i guess i will!
wow this morning in service was hard...they showed a video with Bruces parents specking and the Drivers...yeah i cried!
church was good both this morning and tonight!
my flesh and heart may fall but God is the strength of my Heart and my portion forever...
i dont know why im writtin these long entrys no one reads long entrys! i think it may be that i have soo much i want ppl to know its hard! ya know! o wel!
im off to bed!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
im really not wanting to get up and go to school and work tomorrow!!! but i guess i will!
wow this morning in service was hard...they showed a video with Bruces parents specking and the Drivers...yeah i cried!
church was good both this morning and tonight!
my flesh and heart may fall but God is the strength of my Heart and my portion forever...
i dont know why im writtin these long entrys no one reads long entrys! i think it may be that i have soo much i want ppl to know its hard! ya know! o wel!
im off to bed!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
Can You Say Official???
September 11 2005
Me and sara are officially together
yeh... im happy
we hung out today... it was fun...
hmm... anyone wanna hang out tomorrow... ill be bored... call me 9049502
yeh... im happy
we hung out today... it was fun...
hmm... anyone wanna hang out tomorrow... ill be bored... call me 9049502
mhm
September 11 2005
im working on this site
*still smiling*
September 11 2005
this weekend rocks. i don't want it to end. but, unfortunately, it must. hopefully this week will be just as awesome. :)
and i will put some pics up from last night as soon as i get that software that i need... i have it... i just need to download it or whatever...
and i will put some pics up from last night as soon as i get that software that i need... i have it... i just need to download it or whatever...
On the edge...
September 11 2005
I'm sitting here tonight with much trepidation, ok maybe it's not that bad, but the anxiousness and nervousness is definitely welling up inside of me know. In less than 11 hours I will officially be at my new, but temporary job with BGEA. I haven't really been thinking about tomorrow. Probably trying to forget about it most times. In all honesty and regretful admittance, I'm not looking forward to it. In fact, I think...no I KNOW that my friends and family are much excited about this job than I. I so despise entering any situation while being uncertain of it. I know that God can and has in the past proved me wrong during such situations, it's just that things go so much smoother when I myself am excited about it. In one manner, I think I'm taking this job is to 1) have some money to pay bills, 2) to hopefully earn enough to move out and 3) to appease my parents. That last one is tough because some time before deciding to go to NYC, I was looking for some temporary work and someone at BGEA heard my name and was interested in me. I, at the time, wasn't interested in BGEA at all (well, not much has really changed I suppose) and therefore I didn't even look into the offer. My parents were furious with me. Thankfully, I was spending the night at a friend's house when the worst of it took place. So now I feel like I'm getting ready to "do my time" so that they'll be satisfied and hopefully leave the job decision making up to me.
How do I find myself in situations like this? I really just want to hide tomorrow morning and never go on with this. And I don't completely understand why I feel this way. For one, I don't agree with building a whole ministry around one person. Sure BG has done lots of stuff for lots of people, but without him, what is it? For God sakes...the ministry is named after him, almost glorifying him in that. I've just never agreed with anyone who does that.
Well...surprise...as you can probably tell, this is definitely not my dream job. It is only temporary, thank God. It is a job, at least I have that. So many people don't have that or else are making 5 or 6 dollars an hour at Wal-mart or McDonalds. s well as so many people on trhe gulf coast have just lost their jobs and now have nothing.
God, please prove me wrong. God please use me tomorrow, in the next few weeks and in the next few months. God, let me see the positive in all of this, not the negative. God, I don't know where or what it is that You ultimately want for my life. Please use this as a stepping stone, not a roadblock.
Thank you all for listening! I haven't really been able to unload my worries, that is until you read this. PLEASE...any and all prayers and encouragement are appreciated right now and in the next few days and weeks!
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September 11 2005
it's amazing how the world throws curveballs at you. i was really upset about numerous things this morning, almost started crying on the way into class, but Anna and Catherine brightened my mood. and the more i thought about it, the more i knew that it's actually better this way. because i still love him, but more in a brotherly/protective way, and i think that's why i liked him so much to begin with.
i was also very upset about another guy, who obliviously hurt my feelings, but that was in no way his fault. but then i decided that i was just the stepping stone for the relationship he's in now, and i should be proud not hurt.
so as i was thinking to myself in church, "hmm you should just swear off boys for the moment, all they do is bring stress over something you shouldn't even be worrying about anyways." so i was perfectly fine with this resolution, and then who do we spot not 3 rows behind us?? nathan's sister, kristen. the world just threw thoughts of him in my face. i find it really funny, but at the same time cruel....
found a passage i really like for this moment in my life...
1 I cry aloud to the LORD;
I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy.
2 I pour out my complaint before him;
before him I tell my trouble.
3 When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who know my way.
In the path where I walk
men have hidden a snare for me.
4 Look to my right and see;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
5 I cry to you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living."
6 Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
7 Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
-Psalms 142
i hope this week is sooo awesomely better than this past one
i was also very upset about another guy, who obliviously hurt my feelings, but that was in no way his fault. but then i decided that i was just the stepping stone for the relationship he's in now, and i should be proud not hurt.
so as i was thinking to myself in church, "hmm you should just swear off boys for the moment, all they do is bring stress over something you shouldn't even be worrying about anyways." so i was perfectly fine with this resolution, and then who do we spot not 3 rows behind us?? nathan's sister, kristen. the world just threw thoughts of him in my face. i find it really funny, but at the same time cruel....
found a passage i really like for this moment in my life...
1 I cry aloud to the LORD;
I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy.
2 I pour out my complaint before him;
before him I tell my trouble.
3 When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who know my way.
In the path where I walk
men have hidden a snare for me.
4 Look to my right and see;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
5 I cry to you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living."
6 Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
7 Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
-Psalms 142
i hope this week is sooo awesomely better than this past one
I'm gona start over
September 11 2005
I feel like we can start to get back to regular life now.
I'm ok with everything, and I think I understand why everything happened the way it did...well at least my understanding anyway.
I'm ready to move on to a new life.
I'm ok with everything, and I think I understand why everything happened the way it did...well at least my understanding anyway.
I'm ready to move on to a new life.
bored
September 11 2005
So I'm just sitting here bored trying to figure out why everyone says that phusebox is so much better than livejournal. I still haven't really figured it out yet, but if anyone wants to inform me, that would be great! I just got finished working out after a 5 hour rush practice and I'm about to go to a BSU meeting. I thought Sundays were supposed to be days of rest? What ever happened to that? I feel like most of the time, at least until rush is over, Sunday is my busiest day and I don't like that. It bothers me, but what is there that I can really do about it? Anyway, I have to go, I just wanted to post a little something to test the waters!
Help!!
September 11 2005
Christian Team- ASSEMBLE! :)
I have a friend that is recently divorced, and he wants to know whether it is scripturally OK to remarry. He divorced against his will because his wife wouldn't reconcile. He wants scripture on this answer... can people help me out? I want to give him the best answer possible. :) Thanks!!
I have a friend that is recently divorced, and he wants to know whether it is scripturally OK to remarry. He divorced against his will because his wife wouldn't reconcile. He wants scripture on this answer... can people help me out? I want to give him the best answer possible. :) Thanks!!
A Few Remarks
September 11 2005
Do you ever feel lonely, even when you're surrounded by people? That's how I felt at church today and tonight. Oh well. Guess I just miss MY church family.
Found out today that First Baptist Martin is trying to form a college Praise Band. I talked to the guy in charge of putting it together, and he souded enthused that I offered my services to help. Please pray for that. I don't want to jump into that if it's not where God wants me to go. Though I have always felt a calling to praise and worship, and it was pretty cool how it was brought up on my first visit to any church so far.
I would like to thank you guys for your remarks on my site. Esp. Michael, it feels good to be loved. In the most heterosexual way possible, of course, lol.
Speaking of Praise Bands, I really miss my electric and my acoustic-electric guitars. Maybe I'll have an excuse for bringing them up here soon. I could fit them in this tiny dorm, just barely.
Hope all of you have a great week this week.
In Christ,
Zach
Found out today that First Baptist Martin is trying to form a college Praise Band. I talked to the guy in charge of putting it together, and he souded enthused that I offered my services to help. Please pray for that. I don't want to jump into that if it's not where God wants me to go. Though I have always felt a calling to praise and worship, and it was pretty cool how it was brought up on my first visit to any church so far.
I would like to thank you guys for your remarks on my site. Esp. Michael, it feels good to be loved. In the most heterosexual way possible, of course, lol.
Speaking of Praise Bands, I really miss my electric and my acoustic-electric guitars. Maybe I'll have an excuse for bringing them up here soon. I could fit them in this tiny dorm, just barely.
Hope all of you have a great week this week.
In Christ,
Zach
movie
September 11 2005
I saw Exorcism of Emily Rose today. awesome... yeah
A day to remember
September 11 2005
Do you remember where you were when you first heard?
I remember... I was in the 7th grade-walking into Mrs. Hopkins's class, setting my stuff down and about to head to lunch, when TJ came in and said something about two bombs hitting the WTC and the Pentagon...
It didn't effect me too much then because I didn't know the "Twin Towers" as the WTC, I knew them as "The Twin Towers". So I really had no idea what was going on. I pretty much went through school just like any other day, hearing bits and pieces about what happened from kids that were getting to watch the news and what not in their classes. When I got home--that's when I got the full story, I watched the news, and my mom told me everything--Our nation was under attack. I was so scared... and I didn't really know how to feel, because I don't think I really understood what was going on exactly ya know?
Looking back now... I understand. And I will always remember.
*God Bless America*
And thanks to all the troops fighting for our country--I appreciate it SO much.
9/11
I remember... I was in the 7th grade-walking into Mrs. Hopkins's class, setting my stuff down and about to head to lunch, when TJ came in and said something about two bombs hitting the WTC and the Pentagon...
It didn't effect me too much then because I didn't know the "Twin Towers" as the WTC, I knew them as "The Twin Towers". So I really had no idea what was going on. I pretty much went through school just like any other day, hearing bits and pieces about what happened from kids that were getting to watch the news and what not in their classes. When I got home--that's when I got the full story, I watched the news, and my mom told me everything--Our nation was under attack. I was so scared... and I didn't really know how to feel, because I don't think I really understood what was going on exactly ya know?
Looking back now... I understand. And I will always remember.
*God Bless America*
And thanks to all the troops fighting for our country--I appreciate it SO much.
9/11
Car wash!!
September 11 2005
He he he, my thook-a-tha washed my car with me today....plus I spent time with my Thena and Brett so it's all good!! I just yeah...need to do some thinking....
Merh
September 11 2005
Laying in grass is fun until you start to itch.
My sister believes that I will get shot one day.
My sister believes that I will get shot one day.
Whee!
September 11 2005
So the other day, Charles and I went to Cracker Barrel with Bethany and Matt. I had a great time- thanks for meeting us guys. :)
The weekend was wonderful- we went to Knoxville and I spent a lot of time with my old friend, just being stupid and goofing off. I feel like a kid again. :) Now we just got back to Murf and I have to do homework for tomorrow. :( Oh well. I hope everyone else is doing well. :)
Today's homily at church, by the way, was about forgiveness. I need to majorly forgive someone, so it was great to hear. I just need help. I can't get over how badly this person hurt me and how furious I was or am. So I need to work at that.
Well bye for now! :)
The weekend was wonderful- we went to Knoxville and I spent a lot of time with my old friend, just being stupid and goofing off. I feel like a kid again. :) Now we just got back to Murf and I have to do homework for tomorrow. :( Oh well. I hope everyone else is doing well. :)
Today's homily at church, by the way, was about forgiveness. I need to majorly forgive someone, so it was great to hear. I just need help. I can't get over how badly this person hurt me and how furious I was or am. So I need to work at that.
Well bye for now! :)
Fun Times, Sad Times
September 11 2005
The retreat was fun:
photo from SingAHappySong
As my eyes teared up this morning, I actually wasn't missing Bruce. I was feeling such empathy for his parents. Just to hear what his mom talk... I couldn't even imagine what it must be like to lose a child. Of course I don't have a child, but just for a second I could almost imagine what it would be like... My heart definitely went out to them this morning.
September 11, 2001... I was a freshman... seems so long ago...
photo from SingAHappySong
As my eyes teared up this morning, I actually wasn't missing Bruce. I was feeling such empathy for his parents. Just to hear what his mom talk... I couldn't even imagine what it must be like to lose a child. Of course I don't have a child, but just for a second I could almost imagine what it would be like... My heart definitely went out to them this morning.
September 11, 2001... I was a freshman... seems so long ago...
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September 11 2005
September 11th...
It doesn't seem like it has been four years.
It doesn't seem like it has been four years.
what can I say...
September 11 2005
Ok so I got this "annonymous" comment on xanga...
you're a fucking retard for trying to count how many licks to the center of a tootsie pop...you'll never get into MIT cuz you spend all your time doing this kinda shit, mater of fact, i dont think you can even count that high
and I responded w/ this...
Well I'm sorry you feel that way, I wanted to do it, I put my mind to it and did it, and so if I ever find out who you are I'll copy my acceptance letter to MIT, and give it to you, it might not happen the first year I go to college, actually I don't even want to go there right away, so if I find out who you are than I'll let you see, b/c when I put my mind to something I get it done, and trust me my mind is set on going to MIT so it's happening. Oh and you might want to rethink this whole annonymous xanga thing, granted I have one, but it is to put a person up and help them w/ there life, not to put them down, and I also have a feeling of who you are and I have a feeling your in the band, and something I put my mind to was getting into 4th period band and pretty sure it happened, and my mind is set on getting drum major next year so if you have to look at me up on that podium everyday at band camp, or everytime we have practice or we are in the stands playing on on the field performing, don't be surprised b/c I have a feeling it's going to happen...well have a nice day
< Megan >
Well I hope everyone understands where I stand, b/c I want yall to know b/c I think that you have a right too.
you're a fucking retard for trying to count how many licks to the center of a tootsie pop...you'll never get into MIT cuz you spend all your time doing this kinda shit, mater of fact, i dont think you can even count that high
and I responded w/ this...
Well I'm sorry you feel that way, I wanted to do it, I put my mind to it and did it, and so if I ever find out who you are I'll copy my acceptance letter to MIT, and give it to you, it might not happen the first year I go to college, actually I don't even want to go there right away, so if I find out who you are than I'll let you see, b/c when I put my mind to something I get it done, and trust me my mind is set on going to MIT so it's happening. Oh and you might want to rethink this whole annonymous xanga thing, granted I have one, but it is to put a person up and help them w/ there life, not to put them down, and I also have a feeling of who you are and I have a feeling your in the band, and something I put my mind to was getting into 4th period band and pretty sure it happened, and my mind is set on getting drum major next year so if you have to look at me up on that podium everyday at band camp, or everytime we have practice or we are in the stands playing on on the field performing, don't be surprised b/c I have a feeling it's going to happen...well have a nice day
< Megan >
Well I hope everyone understands where I stand, b/c I want yall to know b/c I think that you have a right too.
Football
September 11 2005
Siegel won.
Middle lost.
Titans lost.
Middle lost.
Titans lost.
September 11 2005
i totally have a date for formal you guys. AHHHHH! i'm so excited! also, DBS meeting today went great, and i'm uber-excited about it now. everything's so peachy....i must be in for something bad this week...ha, just kiddin. love ya'll,---Cari
Mine and Stuart's thoughts on burgundy
September 11 2005
meanmoccasin2222: howdy
dEa thLam MA 9: yoo
meanmoccasin2222: What are your thoughts on Burgundy?
dEa thLam MA 9: the colour?
meanmoccasin2222: yais
dEa thLam MA 9: i think it's a little too rich for me
dEa thLam MA 9: i prefer a...
dEa thLam MA 9: burnt orange
dEa thLam MA 9: to a burgandy, but only in some cases
meanmoccasin2222: I think Burgundy is for old people
meanmoccasin2222: and must be destroyed!
dEa thLam MA 9: old rich peolpe?
dEa thLam MA 9: i'd call it an oustanding senior citizens' color
meanmoccasin2222: All old peopple have the same amount of money on the inside
dEa thLam MA 9: lol
dEa thLam MA 9: eewww
dEa thLam MA 9: i bet it smells terrible
dEa thLam MA 9: like old burnt oranges
meanmoccasin2222: it does
meanmoccasin2222: Kind of makes me sad -__-
dEa thLam MA 9: yes : /
dEa thLam MA 9: there could be so many better uses for the oranges
dEa thLam MA 9: like filling pinyata's
meanmoccasin2222: Like purses
dEa thLam MA 9: cause you can hit those wiht sticks and not get in trouble
dEa thLam MA 9: and purses !
meanmoccasin2222: And don't forget purse pants!
meanmoccasin2222: The all in one alternative to a purse and pants!
dEa thLam MA 9: yoo
meanmoccasin2222: What are your thoughts on Burgundy?
dEa thLam MA 9: the colour?
meanmoccasin2222: yais
dEa thLam MA 9: i think it's a little too rich for me
dEa thLam MA 9: i prefer a...
dEa thLam MA 9: burnt orange
dEa thLam MA 9: to a burgandy, but only in some cases
meanmoccasin2222: I think Burgundy is for old people
meanmoccasin2222: and must be destroyed!
dEa thLam MA 9: old rich peolpe?
dEa thLam MA 9: i'd call it an oustanding senior citizens' color
meanmoccasin2222: All old peopple have the same amount of money on the inside
dEa thLam MA 9: lol
dEa thLam MA 9: eewww
dEa thLam MA 9: i bet it smells terrible
dEa thLam MA 9: like old burnt oranges
meanmoccasin2222: it does
meanmoccasin2222: Kind of makes me sad -__-
dEa thLam MA 9: yes : /
dEa thLam MA 9: there could be so many better uses for the oranges
dEa thLam MA 9: like filling pinyata's
meanmoccasin2222: Like purses
dEa thLam MA 9: cause you can hit those wiht sticks and not get in trouble
dEa thLam MA 9: and purses !
meanmoccasin2222: And don't forget purse pants!
meanmoccasin2222: The all in one alternative to a purse and pants!
:)
September 11 2005
no one ever puts a remark on my box
i give up
but i will still write in it
it's just boring when no one writes something for u to read
please remark ....so i can read what u have to say
goodbye
i give up
but i will still write in it
it's just boring when no one writes something for u to read
please remark ....so i can read what u have to say
goodbye
personal sept 11 reflection
September 11 2005
as i sit in my church's office in nyc on sept 11, 2005...
i'm able to reflect on how God has worked in my life over the past four year. four years ago i was fighting the calling into vocational ministry. i was getting ready for a trip out to texas to check out baylor and tcu. and looking forward to playing soccer at one of the two while pursuing a degree in physical therapy/sports medicine. what's that song say...if you wanna hear God laugh, tell Him your plans! that year, my soccer plans were ended with a couple of broken ankles that i refused to let heal correctly before i started playing again. in turn, causing me to not be able to play competitively ever again. also came the realization that i hate studying the human body and that i was more interested in the human mind and soul. and the birth of my first niece made me want to stay close so i could see her grow up.
through many other life changes over the next three years which i don't care to spell out in detail, i now find myself in nyc. i had it all figured out 4 years ago and now i don't have a clue where i will be in year from now. but i do know that i will be exactly where God wants me to be...wherever that is.
i'm able to reflect on how God has worked in my life over the past four year. four years ago i was fighting the calling into vocational ministry. i was getting ready for a trip out to texas to check out baylor and tcu. and looking forward to playing soccer at one of the two while pursuing a degree in physical therapy/sports medicine. what's that song say...if you wanna hear God laugh, tell Him your plans! that year, my soccer plans were ended with a couple of broken ankles that i refused to let heal correctly before i started playing again. in turn, causing me to not be able to play competitively ever again. also came the realization that i hate studying the human body and that i was more interested in the human mind and soul. and the birth of my first niece made me want to stay close so i could see her grow up.
through many other life changes over the next three years which i don't care to spell out in detail, i now find myself in nyc. i had it all figured out 4 years ago and now i don't have a clue where i will be in year from now. but i do know that i will be exactly where God wants me to be...wherever that is.
Titles are Stupid
September 11 2005
Lately, I have been overly frustrated with certain areas of my life and certain things I am involved in. This weekend I really had the opportunity to have some quality alone time, and really address those issues. I realized that just because I have frustrations towards different things, doesn't mean that I should just abandon it. I mean i would not have continued coming back in the first place. I think these areas that I am frustrated in could be excellent areas for me to serve and pour my heart into. I mean if there is a problem I should do everything I can to address it and better the situation before completely leaving. Seeking God in things may mean doing things that I don't necessarily want to, but doing them with a willingful, servant heart can be very benefical. So I am sure this probably makes no sense, because I am not an English person, but hey that is ok because it's me.
Photo From sarah
September 11 2005
yes, nathan, this is the sad face i owed you for you being away from me on my birthday.
photo from sarah
Cleaning.
September 11 2005
No seriously, I'm gonna do it.
Here I go.
Watch me.
. . .
No, seriously.
Thong
September 11 2005
So i went shopping and i saw one of the most disturbing things in my life...a thong that had these things on the sides that can loosen it up if you need it to(size XL)..im sorry but someone that is that huge and needs spacers on their thongs...should NOT be wearing them in the first place...Have a nice day
long time no see..
September 11 2005
so yeah... it's definately been a LONNGGG time... i have a myspace now... it's pretty sweet. dancing is awesome. i'm now a principal with the FLCB. it's sooo much fun!!! skool is awesome.. my classes r pretty sweet... football season has FINALLY started!!! YAY!!! i went to the 1st game of the season on friday... ummm... yeah... it was REALLY cold! it was fun though.homecoming is october 15th!! i'm soo excited! it's gonna b awesome!! christmas is coming soon!! woooo!!! alot has happened latly... my friend breanna and i are now girlcotting... boys have made us mad recently b-c they can't make up their minds. it's really fun/funny lol.
don't let ppl pee in ur cheerio's... it makes u mad
kirsten
don't let ppl pee in ur cheerio's... it makes u mad
kirsten
hey kids
September 11 2005
well you how it goes
Untitled
September 11 2005
highschool is amazing;; i love it!
chchchchchcheck it
September 11 2005
**harmonizes with brother**
check this out. click the "start" button and go to "settings" then go to control panel and select "speech". type random crap on it and it will read it back to you....very fun.
later
check this out. click the "start" button and go to "settings" then go to control panel and select "speech". type random crap on it and it will read it back to you....very fun.
later
Over
September 11 2005
Well my Rho Sigma just called me and I got dropped by both of the sororities I had left. I know it sounds dumb to be upset, but I spent $35, and missed doing something with my friends on my birthday, all so they could decide they didn't want me. It sucks. It was fun getting to know the girls from my group, but I feel like it was a waste. I was so excited and so hopeful and getting that call was a big let down. It shouldn't be a big deal, but it still irks me that that I wasted my time. I'm not rushing next year, there's no point. I'll just stick to mock trial and theatre, and anything else I can do.
Forever yours, Lucky
Forever yours, Lucky
one month
September 11 2005
so it has been one month since my grandad past away
went to the mtsu game last night...we lost which isnt a big surpise
homecoming week is this week haha so basically we get out of class like all week
gah i love high school
sometimes anyway
went to the mtsu game last night...we lost which isnt a big surpise
homecoming week is this week haha so basically we get out of class like all week
gah i love high school
sometimes anyway
Victory Sunday. . .
September 11 2005
Today, my church wrapped it's Foundations For Tomorrow campaign for the building expansion. We raised $5 million, but that's still only half of what the entire thing will cost. to celebrate, we had a dinner on the grounds. That was pretty fun; I sat with Sean and Eldridge, and Sean put a hot dog in my drink, lol.
The weekend was pretty cool. After work Friday, Savannah, Jessie, and I went to a blues concert at Patterson Park. Renfroe, Tim, and some others met up with us. Once that was over, Savannah, Jessie, and I went to Marble Slab. It was really good, but I definitely can't afford to make a habit out of that, especially with Starbucks right down the road too, haha. Then we went over to Joey and Ryan's apartment. . . that their mom's are paying for, lol. Several guys from MTCS were there, so it was weird seeing them outside of church. We stayed there awhile, and I finally came home.
Saturday, I was off, and I stayed in my pajamas until like, 3:00. It was marvelous, lol. I met up with Graham and Amy at the MTSU game, then parted ways and hung around Savannah and Jessie, and then I went looking for Renfroe, but I couldn't find her. I was getting pretty bored, so I started to leave, but Molly and I ran into each other ((thankfully)) and we talked before walking out to my car ((which was in the old Belle Aire parking lot)). We had a good conversation. I love how she and I can go months without talking and just randomly meet up and have a conversation without missing a beat.
Homework time. . . gaaah!
. . . I almost forgot this. It's amazingly hilarious:
"I gave my brother a titty twister, and my mom said it was sexual harassment, so she grounded me." -Katie Kimball
The weekend was pretty cool. After work Friday, Savannah, Jessie, and I went to a blues concert at Patterson Park. Renfroe, Tim, and some others met up with us. Once that was over, Savannah, Jessie, and I went to Marble Slab. It was really good, but I definitely can't afford to make a habit out of that, especially with Starbucks right down the road too, haha. Then we went over to Joey and Ryan's apartment. . . that their mom's are paying for, lol. Several guys from MTCS were there, so it was weird seeing them outside of church. We stayed there awhile, and I finally came home.
Saturday, I was off, and I stayed in my pajamas until like, 3:00. It was marvelous, lol. I met up with Graham and Amy at the MTSU game, then parted ways and hung around Savannah and Jessie, and then I went looking for Renfroe, but I couldn't find her. I was getting pretty bored, so I started to leave, but Molly and I ran into each other ((thankfully)) and we talked before walking out to my car ((which was in the old Belle Aire parking lot)). We had a good conversation. I love how she and I can go months without talking and just randomly meet up and have a conversation without missing a beat.
Homework time. . . gaaah!
. . . I almost forgot this. It's amazingly hilarious:
"I gave my brother a titty twister, and my mom said it was sexual harassment, so she grounded me." -Katie Kimball
Homecoming
September 11 2005
Hey. I never actually knew what this meant, but I guess that homecoming actually is for all those people who gratuated who want to come back and see everyone. Well, that's what I'm gonna do. I hope to see a lot of people so if you guys wanna do something, just holla atcha boy (make sure it's cheap though. You know, with college and all). Hopefully Oakland can at least beat the homecoming team. Too bad they couldn't beat garbage. Leave some comments!
random cute boys make me smile.
September 11 2005
met a cute boy last night at kroger.
his name is shane.
he goes to riverdale.
he's a raider.
exciting.
it's a real small world though.
we know all the same people.
♥
not sure where I stand at the moment.
I'm ready to fall again.
i'm anticipating the sharp descent into no man's land...
and I can't wait to fall head over heels.
[vf]
down in the dumps..
September 11 2005
I'm not quite sure how to feel at the moment
I fell for someone really fast.
& I didnt know how to deal with that
but I know that those were some of the best days
I have ever spent with a guy
& the best times that I spent talking to someone
who actually cares for me, truely.
then all those doubts itch in your mind
& you are confused.
that's where I am now.
I'm confused
not sure how to handle my feelings
my thoughts, my everything
I'm just trying to hold on to God
trying to listen & see what He wants me to do
because lately I feel like I have been wasting my time
just I havent been doing what God wants me to do.
I am trying to sort out my thoughts
so I can fully know what I want
& to see if I can give the love back.
I almost cried today.
but I didnt..
I fell for someone really fast.
& I didnt know how to deal with that
but I know that those were some of the best days
I have ever spent with a guy
& the best times that I spent talking to someone
who actually cares for me, truely.
then all those doubts itch in your mind
& you are confused.
that's where I am now.
I'm confused
not sure how to handle my feelings
my thoughts, my everything
I'm just trying to hold on to God
trying to listen & see what He wants me to do
because lately I feel like I have been wasting my time
just I havent been doing what God wants me to do.
I am trying to sort out my thoughts
so I can fully know what I want
& to see if I can give the love back.
I almost cried today.
but I didnt..
smiles...
September 11 2005
last night was soooo much fun. and a few people i didn't think were comming came! yay! and i made a new friend! yay! yes... last night was awesome. but it would've been so much better if sarah, jane, michael, and cameron could've come...
..... Jaw bah-me ham!
September 11 2005
Oh yeah... thats Laotion. If you really want to konw what it means, find me at school.
Last night I went to Starbucks and Hastings with Amanda and Christina. It was quite fun. I learned random Laotion words and phrases. I also had a venilla(sp) latte(sp)... I need to learn how to spell... wich was yummy.
So, on Friday, at the game, someone moved my bass bone and didn't load it on the trailor so I didn't have an instrument untill right before we went on the feild. Rhody was going to drop my grade, but, I don't think he is becasue it wasn't my fault.
Yeah... thats all I got right now.. I'll talk to you kids later.
Stubbs
***EDIT***
I do believe... I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD... AND NO ONE OR NO THING COULD GET ME DOWN!
Last night I went to Starbucks and Hastings with Amanda and Christina. It was quite fun. I learned random Laotion words and phrases. I also had a venilla(sp) latte(sp)... I need to learn how to spell... wich was yummy.
So, on Friday, at the game, someone moved my bass bone and didn't load it on the trailor so I didn't have an instrument untill right before we went on the feild. Rhody was going to drop my grade, but, I don't think he is becasue it wasn't my fault.
Yeah... thats all I got right now.. I'll talk to you kids later.
Stubbs
***EDIT***
I do believe... I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD... AND NO ONE OR NO THING COULD GET ME DOWN!
I've taken your words to heart, don't leave me to fall again...
September 11 2005
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Wowee. It's been forever since I've been on here. I lost my internet connection, got busy with school...it has been a lot better since I last posted, tho.
Sooooo much better.
I still cry over things sometimes, usually when I talk to Mom on the phone, or my brother or sister.
But things are much better.
I've made friends at my new school, CJ has moved up here, and my parents are totally less controlling.
I mean, what parents in their right minds let their 17-year old daughter stay the night with her boyfriend in his apartment??
LOL.
Good times, good times...
Wowee. It's been forever since I've been on here. I lost my internet connection, got busy with school...it has been a lot better since I last posted, tho.
Sooooo much better.
I still cry over things sometimes, usually when I talk to Mom on the phone, or my brother or sister.
But things are much better.
I've made friends at my new school, CJ has moved up here, and my parents are totally less controlling.
I mean, what parents in their right minds let their 17-year old daughter stay the night with her boyfriend in his apartment??
LOL.
Good times, good times...
Rush Day NUMBER 4
September 11 2005
Well today is the Last day of recruitment... I am really excited...Both ADPi and ZTA both invited me back after yesterday!! SO that is exciting...I will write which one I choose later on..I am not allowed to be talking about it until after monday!! SO yeah!! I will write more about it then!! Bt I am really excited with the choice i have made. and i really think that God is leading me to it!! So yeah!!
Well we have a meeting at 12 and then jessi, katie, and i are gonna go and eat at Taco Bell!! WOO HOO!!! LOL!!
Well we have a meeting at 12 and then jessi, katie, and i are gonna go and eat at Taco Bell!! WOO HOO!!! LOL!!
My Brain Hurts†
September 11 2005
Tell me how to feel
by:Sarah Gearhart
Won't you tell me how I'm suppose to feel,
when everything so surreal
I can't find,
a reason to believe,
anything is possible
but nothing, nothing
last forever.
I can't,I can't take all in
as my mind just spins,
everything I thought
was good just burned
to the ground.
I have my faith,
to keep happy now.
My friends are there to comfort me,
Oh how blessed I seem,
and everything I take for granted,
has become something more,
than just a little thing.
Won't you tell me how i'm suppose to feel
when everything so surreal
I can't find,
a reason to believe,
anything is possible
but nothing, nothing
last forever.
------------------------------
Getting stuff off my mind:
I don't know whats goin on with me,
all this relationship stuff is tearing me apart.
I lost my bestfriend,
and then I'm told pretty much
that i'm not loved anymore..
.ahh..I can't go to church this morning either
..this sucks...
I'm sick of gas prices,
and I'm sick of stupid feelings.
I hate love sometimes,
I mean why do I have to feel this way?
It was all alright then BAM!
I ruin everythingand I don't even know how,
and it's not"it's not you it's me" it's me...
this is crap
most of that is bull..just
talkin from my mind..
But I keep having this feeling,
somethings not right.
I can't just move on,
and I can't stop thinking about him.
nothings working for me.
I get out of the house,
doesn't help.
I may laugh for a while,
a couple of hours even,
but then i just end up terribly upset.
I can't take this.
Why am I so messed up.
Why do I mess everything up.
What is wrong with me.
ahh, i need to get stuff straight.
I need to get away from everything//everyone
I wanna go somewhere.
I wanna runaway.
by:Sarah Gearhart
Won't you tell me how I'm suppose to feel,
when everything so surreal
I can't find,
a reason to believe,
anything is possible
but nothing, nothing
last forever.
I can't,I can't take all in
as my mind just spins,
everything I thought
was good just burned
to the ground.
I have my faith,
to keep happy now.
My friends are there to comfort me,
Oh how blessed I seem,
and everything I take for granted,
has become something more,
than just a little thing.
Won't you tell me how i'm suppose to feel
when everything so surreal
I can't find,
a reason to believe,
anything is possible
but nothing, nothing
last forever.
------------------------------
Getting stuff off my mind:
I don't know whats goin on with me,
all this relationship stuff is tearing me apart.
I lost my bestfriend,
and then I'm told pretty much
that i'm not loved anymore..
.ahh..I can't go to church this morning either
..this sucks...
I'm sick of gas prices,
and I'm sick of stupid feelings.
I hate love sometimes,
I mean why do I have to feel this way?
It was all alright then BAM!
I ruin everythingand I don't even know how,
and it's not"it's not you it's me" it's me...
this is crap
most of that is bull..just
talkin from my mind..
But I keep having this feeling,
somethings not right.
I can't just move on,
and I can't stop thinking about him.
nothings working for me.
I get out of the house,
doesn't help.
I may laugh for a while,
a couple of hours even,
but then i just end up terribly upset.
I can't take this.
Why am I so messed up.
Why do I mess everything up.
What is wrong with me.
ahh, i need to get stuff straight.
I need to get away from everything//everyone
I wanna go somewhere.
I wanna runaway.
lady blaze you know!
September 11 2005
so we went to riverdale yesterday to compete against them, smyrna, and siegel.
and our females did awesome!!!!!! we got 5 trophies!!!!!:
1st overall
1st CCR (Cross country rescue)
1st OC (Obstacle course)
2nd Rope Bridge
2nd Map Reading
our males got two trophies but i don't remember which ones. but they did great
now off to see some of my best friends get baptized!! have a good'n
and our females did awesome!!!!!! we got 5 trophies!!!!!:
1st overall
1st CCR (Cross country rescue)
1st OC (Obstacle course)
2nd Rope Bridge
2nd Map Reading
our males got two trophies but i don't remember which ones. but they did great
now off to see some of my best friends get baptized!! have a good'n
for once this post looks a lot cooler on xanga
September 11 2005
Oh my gosh, these little christians are sooooo dang rude, annoying, and slutty.
yes my friends. christians. Never in my life have I encountered more obnoxious people. and you'd think. honestly. it's a Jesus event.
To the teens and NBYG alumni that read this. . .it makes everything Skid says about how to act in public with the group valid. . . . But on the bigger scale.
Like, I was always well behaved when I went on those trips with the group. but now, working on the other side of the fence, I realize that the biggest problem the church has(this being, all christian organizations, not just the CoC) is that we don't watch are actions in public, nor do we take into consideration that the world never stops watching.
take a minute and stand on the other side of the fence.
also, As I was leaving work tonight. someone asked me where to buy alcohol.
yes sir, someone asked where to buy beer at a christian event.
yes my friends. christians. Never in my life have I encountered more obnoxious people. and you'd think. honestly. it's a Jesus event.
To the teens and NBYG alumni that read this. . .it makes everything Skid says about how to act in public with the group valid. . . . But on the bigger scale.
Like, I was always well behaved when I went on those trips with the group. but now, working on the other side of the fence, I realize that the biggest problem the church has(this being, all christian organizations, not just the CoC) is that we don't watch are actions in public, nor do we take into consideration that the world never stops watching.
take a minute and stand on the other side of the fence.
also, As I was leaving work tonight. someone asked me where to buy alcohol.
yes sir, someone asked where to buy beer at a christian event.
Good times
September 11 2005
Aww had a GREAT night!! Enough said!!
Starbuck's and a Kid who trys to speak Laotion...
September 10 2005
Yeah...I went to Starbuck's with Manda and Brett...that was interesting.... Brett tried to make himself sound intelligent by saying random things in Laotion. It was HILarious!!!!! Then we went to Hastings....which was also fun...yeah...good times....
Whats up?
September 10 2005
Hey everyone whats up? me not much just that alot has kinda happened and all but if u wanna knw plz go check my xanga and all if u have one leave me a comments plz well im out c-ya
--Curtis-- My Xanga
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Untitled
September 10 2005
cup game and being phantomized makes for a good night
I'll Make a Man Out of You~MULAN :)
September 10 2005
Let's get down to business
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you
Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
you are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale
pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man
out of you
I'm never gonna catch
my breath
Say good-bye to those
who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school
for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em
scared to death
Hope he doesn't see
right through me
Now I really wish that I
knew how to swim
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
Time is racing toward us
till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order
and you might survive
You're unsuited for
the rage of war
So pack up, go home
you're through
How could I make a man
out of you?
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the Coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the stength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you
Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
you are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale
pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man
out of you
I'm never gonna catch
my breath
Say good-bye to those
who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school
for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em
scared to death
Hope he doesn't see
right through me
Now I really wish that I
knew how to swim
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
Time is racing toward us
till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order
and you might survive
You're unsuited for
the rage of war
So pack up, go home
you're through
How could I make a man
out of you?
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the Coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the stength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
Sept. 11 2001 - Sept. 11 2005
September 10 2005
What would Jesus do, if He walked a mile in my shoes?
It's been four years since our world was rocked. That's all I have to say about that.
It's been four years since our world was rocked. That's all I have to say about that.
new thing
September 10 2005
yea i just got this so uhh yea
Alcohol
September 10 2005
A guy asked me where to buy beer tonight at magic kingdom
during Night of Joy
also, my phone is pissing me off b/c i've got too many numbers in it and i can't delete more than one at a time
it's really making me angry
during Night of Joy
also, my phone is pissing me off b/c i've got too many numbers in it and i can't delete more than one at a time
it's really making me angry
Derrick the Dealer
September 10 2005
I think I had the most interesting evening I've had in a long time. After set up I met up with some friends at a Bar to watch the Georgia/South Carolina game (I'm an ALabama Fan). DOn't ask me why I just did. SO I spent a couple of hours in a bar with 200 GA fans.
THen after we ate dinner we made our way to a friend of mine who was having a party on her room. Ok there was 200 people at least on this roof. THat's a lot of people. My friend said it felt like a meat market... which it was... THis is where I met Jonathan the Chef and Derrick the dealer. Jonathan the Chef was a VERY failed attempt of a friend to set me up. At first my friend sid was with me... Sid compared Joanathan to dull scissors. They will do the job but its a long painful job getting there. He was a great guy. Don't get me wrong but oh my... it was torture. At first sid was there and sid can talk to a tree. He's a very social person but even sid got bored and abandoned me. GRRR. so I was left alone. I don't hold conversations really well especially when I ahve no help from the other side.
Ok then there was Derrick the Dealer. THis was the highlight of the night. IF anyone wants to know my natuaral hair color. its blonde. We were standing there and this guy comes up. Obviously a little... ok alot drunk. We are trying to make conversation and ask him what he does. He says "I am Amelia's Dealer" I laugh knowing that AMelia isn't the kind of girl to have a "dealer" so I ask what that means. I said I know its not about drugs so what do you deal... Yeah well finally after everyone stopped laughing at me and told me to shut up I realized he really was a dealer. Yeah. I am not the naive little country girl... but I played her really well tonight.
THen we made it to Cold stone for some dang good ice cream.
I hope this made you laugh because its 1:30 now and I still ahve work to do and i am still laughing at the night. WOW...
photo from kimkmcil
THen after we ate dinner we made our way to a friend of mine who was having a party on her room. Ok there was 200 people at least on this roof. THat's a lot of people. My friend said it felt like a meat market... which it was... THis is where I met Jonathan the Chef and Derrick the dealer. Jonathan the Chef was a VERY failed attempt of a friend to set me up. At first my friend sid was with me... Sid compared Joanathan to dull scissors. They will do the job but its a long painful job getting there. He was a great guy. Don't get me wrong but oh my... it was torture. At first sid was there and sid can talk to a tree. He's a very social person but even sid got bored and abandoned me. GRRR. so I was left alone. I don't hold conversations really well especially when I ahve no help from the other side.
Ok then there was Derrick the Dealer. THis was the highlight of the night. IF anyone wants to know my natuaral hair color. its blonde. We were standing there and this guy comes up. Obviously a little... ok alot drunk. We are trying to make conversation and ask him what he does. He says "I am Amelia's Dealer" I laugh knowing that AMelia isn't the kind of girl to have a "dealer" so I ask what that means. I said I know its not about drugs so what do you deal... Yeah well finally after everyone stopped laughing at me and told me to shut up I realized he really was a dealer. Yeah. I am not the naive little country girl... but I played her really well tonight.
THen we made it to Cold stone for some dang good ice cream.
I hope this made you laugh because its 1:30 now and I still ahve work to do and i am still laughing at the night. WOW...
photo from kimkmcil
There's one person in particular I want to read this.
September 10 2005
I don't like being the bad guy.
I don't want to hurt anyone, but that's impossible.
I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I wanted to avoid all of this by doing what I eventually did, but...I'm sorry. I guess with an issue like this...it just really gets to complicated.
I don't want to hurt anyone, but that's impossible.
I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I wanted to avoid all of this by doing what I eventually did, but...I'm sorry. I guess with an issue like this...it just really gets to complicated.
first REAL xc meet
September 10 2005
So today was our first xc meet. It was awsome except for the really bad asthma attack at the 2 mile. I ran an awsome time of 21:34, beating all my previous PR's, even last year's at state which was a 21:57! Everyone did amazing! Then we partied at Anna's. We watched the secret window, not a personal favorite, but not terribly bad. It was really weird. Then we sat and talked for a while. Jeff and I sang to a whole new world, that was pretty amazing! Today was a great day!
Untitled
September 10 2005
ooh theres nothing to write about.
megan said i should write her a poem
here it goes----
megan bagen
fi fy fo fegan
MEGAN
ohhh arent i amazing at poetry
ughhh no.
ha i tried.
megan said i should write her a poem
here it goes----
megan bagen
fi fy fo fegan
MEGAN
ohhh arent i amazing at poetry
ughhh no.
ha i tried.
"Art is the water that washes away the dust of everyday life."
September 10 2005
So, I decided to take everyone's advice and get one of these things. Supposedly they're better than xanga, but we'll see. I don't know how often I'll update, between my CRAZY schedele and still keeping up with xanga, but I'll try to get on here occasionally.
Mom and I get free tickets to the symphony tonight from a friend of a friend. It was a Pops concert, and Michael McDonald, the former lead singer of the Dooby Brothers (I think?), was the guest artist. They have a new conductor, and I decided that it would be ultra cool to play under him someday. The music they played by themselves was really amazing. Williams, Rossini, Dvorak, Williams again, and Berlin. Really awesome pieces. Then after intermission McDonald came on, and he was great. He sang a bunch of Motown stuff, which I wasn't sure I'd like, but it was all fun to listen to. So, besides Mom getting us lost, yet again, trying to find TPAC (which she's been to 1000 times...), driving the wrong way on a one way street, and being in the "straight only" lane on Gay street (I thought that was ironic) while trying to make a left turn, it was a successful evening. A good mother-daughter bonding night out, which we haven't had for fun in a while.
Mom and I get free tickets to the symphony tonight from a friend of a friend. It was a Pops concert, and Michael McDonald, the former lead singer of the Dooby Brothers (I think?), was the guest artist. They have a new conductor, and I decided that it would be ultra cool to play under him someday. The music they played by themselves was really amazing. Williams, Rossini, Dvorak, Williams again, and Berlin. Really awesome pieces. Then after intermission McDonald came on, and he was great. He sang a bunch of Motown stuff, which I wasn't sure I'd like, but it was all fun to listen to. So, besides Mom getting us lost, yet again, trying to find TPAC (which she's been to 1000 times...), driving the wrong way on a one way street, and being in the "straight only" lane on Gay street (I thought that was ironic) while trying to make a left turn, it was a successful evening. A good mother-daughter bonding night out, which we haven't had for fun in a while.
Hey Guys
September 10 2005
I am sitting here in my dorm room and just decided that I would let you guys know whats going on. I got back today from a church retreat with Calvary Baptist Church. We left yesterday and went to Camp Carson, somewhere near Newport,Tn.
It was amazing....I met so many awesome people and I got some things straight with God that had been bothering me. It is so cool that when you get down in life and feel so alone, God will provide for you. I had a horible day on Friday and had to force myself to go on the retreat last night. I am so glad that I went.
On a side note, I broke my finger on the retreat during a game that we played. This guy named Wes went for the same "ball" that I did and he hit my right ring finger. The joint right above my knuckle bent all the way back, and I think that it broke. It is all black, blue, and really swollen. But oh well, it will remind me of the awesome weekend that I had.
I am so glad that God lead me to Calvary Baptist. It is such a great place. In the morning, I am going to start working on the tech team, playing with the sound and mostly video. I think that it is going to be really good for me. * I am going to convert them to MACS* -dont tell them.....Lol
Well I hope that everyone is doing good and that nobody is getting into any trouble down there.
P.S. I won the lottery for student tickets to LSU on the 24th, so I am really happy about that, watch for me on TV....
P.S.S- Can somebody get me the information for China this Christmas? I really think that God is wanting me to go. You can mail the information or any mail that you want to me at:
Jason Thacker
Clement Hall
1629 West Cumberland Ave.
RM 610
Knoxville, TN 37916
* I would love to recieve mail from anybody!!
Later,
Jason
Unreached Peoples Fact
There are seven Least-Reached people groups each over 50,000,000 in population, the largest being the Japanese (122,064,200).
Missions Scripture
"And now I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able to build you up and to give you the inheritance among all those who are sanctified.'"
Acts 20:32
I have no clue who sings this song...
September 10 2005
But it is AMAZING!!!!!
"Got the word, in my mind,
Got the sword, right by my side
I'm with the Lord, so devil you flee
Cuz i'm that soldier, that I want to be"
"Got the word, in my mind,
Got the sword, right by my side
I'm with the Lord, so devil you flee
Cuz i'm that soldier, that I want to be"
a case of the spots
September 10 2005
well i had alot of fun meeting some new people last night and today. i was exausted the whole time though, and that kinda sucked cause all i wanted to do was sleep. but i met people anyways and it was cool. the bad news is that i came back covered in these little red spots. as if the poison ivy that i have had on my arm all week wasn't enough, i now have 40-50 small red spots all over my arms, hands, legs, and feet. how odd. if anyone wants to help identify them, please let me know.
i didn't go to the game because i took benadryl to stop the itching and i just now woke up (it's 11). i honestly don't even feel well enough to go to girl's night. the stuffy head thing is the culprit in that. oh well, sorry i'm so negative. i'm just sleepy still. so it's off to some more benadryl and hopefully sleeping through the night. maybe i'll wake up for church since i have been sleeping since 7...that would be good. peace...
-the polka-dot princess
i didn't go to the game because i took benadryl to stop the itching and i just now woke up (it's 11). i honestly don't even feel well enough to go to girl's night. the stuffy head thing is the culprit in that. oh well, sorry i'm so negative. i'm just sleepy still. so it's off to some more benadryl and hopefully sleeping through the night. maybe i'll wake up for church since i have been sleeping since 7...that would be good. peace...
-the polka-dot princess
Hmm hurricane...
September 10 2005
i went to one of the shelters today and it was really sad.
in other news, mady's cool. thats why she had a birthday party. because shes cool.
the end.
in other news, mady's cool. thats why she had a birthday party. because shes cool.
the end.
Another great quote...
September 10 2005
"Southern girls are God's gift to the entire male population. There is absolutely no woman finer than one raised below the mason-dixon line. And once you go southern, may the good Lord help you, you never go back"
cow poop
September 10 2005
im so confused
i just have no clue anymore about anything
and i think this is boring..
its just.. bla..
but xanga is getting boring too.. so is myspace.. maybe i'm just outgrowing web journals? probably
i just have no clue anymore about anything
and i think this is boring..
its just.. bla..
but xanga is getting boring too.. so is myspace.. maybe i'm just outgrowing web journals? probably
Bland
September 10 2005
So wat is up my home dogs? Nuthin much here. Just chillen at the Holiday Inn. Yeah not reallly. Anywayz this week was pretty bland. Out on Monday. And a half day next week on Friday. We haven't had a full week of school since like the first week of school. So I did the stupid Rebecca test. Probably bombed it. And I busted the tube on my dirt bike so yeh that really sucks. O yeh guess wat? Blackman lost again! Wow this is not really surprising. And of course Riverdale won cus I saw the game on TV last night. Yeh they are that good. And my birthday is coming up like in a month. So I guess that’s good. The BIG 15! Now I can drive my parents around. Since when your 15 you can get a drivers permit. And can drive with your parents. woot woot! O yeh I just got back from an awesome grill out. At my best friend Bens house. He doesn't go to our school. Or any school. Because he's home schooled. Lucky! And so his friend Dallas and I were messin with instruments. And I was on the keyboard and he was on the acoustic guitar. And we surprisingly did some really cool stuff. Anyways I have church tomorrow so that’s good. So peace out a town down!
-Tanner
-Tanner
8 more days...
September 10 2005
that is how many more days until coldplay!! i am beyond excited and i can't wait to go with my best friend lauren.
alot is happening and way too much to write it here. but i love you all and the Lord loves you more then you will ever know.
alot is happening and way too much to write it here. but i love you all and the Lord loves you more then you will ever know.
Photo From Recklessmortal
September 10 2005
I'M AN UNCLE
---Click pics for much bigger pics---
why hello there
September 10 2005
when you mouth the words elephant shoes it looks like you are sayin i love you.mmmmazing.
Yo
September 10 2005
Like my Pic?? Sexy, eh?? Haha. WOw...Excorsism of Emily Rose is one freaked up movie
o yea
September 10 2005
i just got in touch with my feminine side. but i dont think im ganna leave it like this. lol
i am me...
September 10 2005
sometimes i wonder what life would be like if this or that had happened, but i realize it doesnt matter cause its in the past. still... have you ever wondered if other people even realize the world is the way it is? do you ever wonder what its like to dissappear? have you ever wished you could? have you ever wished everone would forget your existance and you could just vanish? how many friends would REALLY be with you through thick or then? Glory Patri, the invisable man
...
September 10 2005
ok i havent written in here in forever...dont know what to say...lifes going pretty good right now. so yea
much love
amber
much love
amber
Birthdays and Boredom
September 10 2005
I like my title...
Today was my cousin's birthday.
25 years old.
Thats great.
lol.
Good to see the fam.
that doesnt say FARN. It says FAM.
lol.
Then I drove home from Nashville.
GO ME!
Bid driva!
Then I hit a video-return box at Hollywood video.
BOO ME!
lol.
These people were laughing at me.
Then my mom was laughing at me.
lol.
Then I came home, got bored, went to walmart, came home, watched tv, went on a walk, and enjoyed the beauty of PhuseBox*.
That little * meant trademark.
lol.
nrlolbtsf.
nrlolbtsf = not really laughing out loud, but thinking something's funny.
nrlolbtsf!
heh heh.
Yall comment me good now!
- J4(()8
p.s. - thanks for all the comments on last night.
Today was my cousin's birthday.
25 years old.
Thats great.
lol.
Good to see the fam.
that doesnt say FARN. It says FAM.
lol.
Then I drove home from Nashville.
GO ME!
Bid driva!
Then I hit a video-return box at Hollywood video.
BOO ME!
lol.
These people were laughing at me.
Then my mom was laughing at me.
lol.
Then I came home, got bored, went to walmart, came home, watched tv, went on a walk, and enjoyed the beauty of PhuseBox*.
That little * meant trademark.
lol.
nrlolbtsf.
nrlolbtsf = not really laughing out loud, but thinking something's funny.
nrlolbtsf!
heh heh.
Yall comment me good now!
- J4(()8
p.s. - thanks for all the comments on last night.
burn!
September 10 2005
Your face is God's fumble.
hmm....practice
September 10 2005
hmm.. had practice and got a little sunburnt but it's all good.... got alot done today filled in alot of stuff which is awesome and just had a pretty awesome time..
my face hurts from the sun though.....
lol
Love you guys
God Bless
Leah
my face hurts from the sun though.....
lol
Love you guys
God Bless
Leah
stupid boys
September 10 2005
-i hate it when i'm not allowed to like boys.
-i hate immature senior guys who have no life and just continue to make up crap that i did wrong.
-i hate it how they make me want to cry and laugh all at the same time.
-i hate how whoever i like always seems to get a girlfriend when i want them the most.
-i hate it when i get disappointed in them and put our friendship on the rocks.
-i hate how the only ones i can ever talk to, don't ever seem to like me.
-i hate how they are so oblivious to our emotions
-i hate how they smell so darn good...
-i hate how they can be the sweetest greatest boyfriend around their new girlfriend, but aren't when they're mine.
why do i suck? why can i not hold a relationship more than a month? why do i ruin every single relationship (boyfriend or not) with guys?
i need some Jesus....
-i hate immature senior guys who have no life and just continue to make up crap that i did wrong.
-i hate it how they make me want to cry and laugh all at the same time.
-i hate how whoever i like always seems to get a girlfriend when i want them the most.
-i hate it when i get disappointed in them and put our friendship on the rocks.
-i hate how the only ones i can ever talk to, don't ever seem to like me.
-i hate how they are so oblivious to our emotions
-i hate how they smell so darn good...
-i hate how they can be the sweetest greatest boyfriend around their new girlfriend, but aren't when they're mine.
why do i suck? why can i not hold a relationship more than a month? why do i ruin every single relationship (boyfriend or not) with guys?
i need some Jesus....
21:04
September 10 2005
Two they are
partners in crime
racing to escape
Tight and loose
Walking contradictions
If I got up
Aching the calves are
From galloping
They feel like a cow
Butterfly in the grass
Hands stretched past
Moving on to the next
3 girls passed
9 girls ahead
1 smiles
partners in crime
racing to escape
Tight and loose
Walking contradictions
If I got up
Aching the calves are
From galloping
They feel like a cow
Butterfly in the grass
Hands stretched past
Moving on to the next
3 girls passed
9 girls ahead
1 smiles
GOD IS AMAZING......
September 10 2005
this entry is kinda long(luv ya sarah lol)
God has been showing me som real things that i have been needed to hear and see!!! its crazy! i love him though!
wow....today at work was crazy insane...yeah those are good words!! there was only 4 of us workin today no wait thats not counting a manager!!! soo 5! lol!!! pretty sure no one paid attention to tha schedule today! it was soo busy! at the end of tha day about 7:00( i was supposed to get off at 6...didnt happen) i had clothes in my hand and Jake goes "Rach go home" and takes tha clothes and clocks me out!!
i love my job though!!! we have helped a ton of families...not counting just ppl that were by themseleves from the hurricane!!! thats a GOD THING!!!
soo pretty sure its been about a week and a half since i had surgey on my foot!!! ahhh im excited! its lookin a whole lot better than before i had tha surgey!!! i can wait to not wear a bandage!
didnt make it to tha MTSU game tonight..im watching it on TV though!!! ill make next weeks game b/c i get off early next saturday but i have to work till close on wednesday which really stinks b/c ill miss church! :(
well...a lot has been happening!!! i was reading a friend of mines xanga site! and something happened to mine friends stuff!! im sorry to say this im glad that happened maybe he wouldnt be obessed w/ it!!! ahhhh that makes me soo mad! sorry im completely over that but still it makes me mad everynow and then!!!
okay long enough!!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
God has been showing me som real things that i have been needed to hear and see!!! its crazy! i love him though!
wow....today at work was crazy insane...yeah those are good words!! there was only 4 of us workin today no wait thats not counting a manager!!! soo 5! lol!!! pretty sure no one paid attention to tha schedule today! it was soo busy! at the end of tha day about 7:00( i was supposed to get off at 6...didnt happen) i had clothes in my hand and Jake goes "Rach go home" and takes tha clothes and clocks me out!!
i love my job though!!! we have helped a ton of families...not counting just ppl that were by themseleves from the hurricane!!! thats a GOD THING!!!
soo pretty sure its been about a week and a half since i had surgey on my foot!!! ahhh im excited! its lookin a whole lot better than before i had tha surgey!!! i can wait to not wear a bandage!
didnt make it to tha MTSU game tonight..im watching it on TV though!!! ill make next weeks game b/c i get off early next saturday but i have to work till close on wednesday which really stinks b/c ill miss church! :(
well...a lot has been happening!!! i was reading a friend of mines xanga site! and something happened to mine friends stuff!! im sorry to say this im glad that happened maybe he wouldnt be obessed w/ it!!! ahhhh that makes me soo mad! sorry im completely over that but still it makes me mad everynow and then!!!
okay long enough!!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
i was so happy when you smiled
September 10 2005
I sometimes think my life sucks. And I feel bad for myself. But honestly, I don't think my life is horrible at all. Since Katrina hit, there's been some new kids in my school that were victims of Katrina. And I can't help but think, if that was me, I have no idea what I would do. To move to a whole new state and go to a different school in just a couple of days without warning. To not know if everyone is okay, I don't think I could handle that. I don't know how I would be able to live. And not just Katrina, some people are homeless, and they can barely afford to keep themselves alive, I want to help them. But, I don't have much money, and I don't think my mom likes donating money to people. I'm only 15 years old, and I wish there was more I could do. To help people, but I still go to school and I still don't have a job, so there's not extra cash just lying around that I could give. There's so much I wish I could do, but there's so little that I can. I think my life is great. I don't appreciate it enough. Even though I'm a LP, and I wish I could be different. I feel sorry for myself, and I get mad at other people. But, honestly.. it doesn't matter. I just.. wish I could help more.
Things God has done
September 10 2005
I'm going to make a list of things god has done for me (other than things like "given me a loving family" kind of stuff, so here it goes:
Those are just the ones I can think of right now...
I'm shure there are others
- god gave me a car for free
- when that one broke, he gave me $2000 dollars to help with the next one
- he gave me $20 from my boss (which he doesn't normaly do)
- he gave me a $20 gift card from some random girl (she said she would never use it)
- My gas tank and wallet was empty and I found 30 bucks in a parking lot
- I was REALLY hungry the other day, and my teacher just happened to have 3/4 of a plate of chineese food that she didn't want
- when I was really hurting for money he gave me a monitor which I sold for 50$ more than I bought it for
- I had bills to pay in a week and god told me to put $50 dollars in missions (which made me lacking about $100 dollars for my bills)... Then I found a check under my bed for $150 which I guess I had lost...though I don't remember ever recieving that check...
- I lost all my guitar picks, and then randomly found $5 in my shoe...
Those are just the ones I can think of right now...
I'm shure there are others
Thought in words♥
September 10 2005
You can take everything in you to love someone,
but if it's one sided, all it's going to do is fall.
If you take it in,
and believe it will get better,
and you trust God to help you,
it will. Just trust in God.
Everything I've learned in life
has brought me to this,
I can't go on thinking that
how I feel is the most important.
I'm selfish.
I've thought of the circumstances
I have led myself up to.
I have reason for them all.
They all Begin and end the way
they are suppose to.
I'll stick with my faith.
It'll help me through.
I was thinking about the line in forrest Gump
when Jenny says "Do you think I could fly off this bridge forrest"
and I actually understand it.
I feel it,in som aspects.
but if it's one sided, all it's going to do is fall.
If you take it in,
and believe it will get better,
and you trust God to help you,
it will. Just trust in God.
Everything I've learned in life
has brought me to this,
I can't go on thinking that
how I feel is the most important.
I'm selfish.
I've thought of the circumstances
I have led myself up to.
I have reason for them all.
They all Begin and end the way
they are suppose to.
I'll stick with my faith.
It'll help me through.
I was thinking about the line in forrest Gump
when Jenny says "Do you think I could fly off this bridge forrest"
and I actually understand it.
I feel it,in som aspects.
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September 10 2005
Why don't I spend this much time on xanga? More people read my xanga...
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My new Boyfriend...
September 10 2005
Thank you for your prayers and concern's...God has truly blessed me with great friends. I am SO much better now, nothing a hot shower/ icecream/ good movie/ and prayer couldn't handle. LOL Right now I am watching "The Village"...the sweet scene on the porch...awww...haha, and yes-I have my smile back!!! Me and God had a little talk...he is my boyfriend and always will be, I need to get closer to Him...so, for the next 6 and 1/2 months no guy's (not that they are banging down the door now or anything..lol), but until my 21st Birthday it's just me and Him...then, if He chooses to put someone in my path, it will be us and Him...always keeping God first and never loosing sight of what is important!!! I love God, He is amazing and know's what's best for us. I need to learn to trust Him fully and completly...I thought I did, but I didn't...anywho, hope everyone is having a GREAT day and know that I love you!!!!
smile~ash
smile~ash
You know what?
September 10 2005
I visited Sewanee today.
And I think I may really want to go there.
go figure
September 10 2005
so...uhh...i got another car. im such a car whore.
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September 10 2005
Wow, my life is boring. I havn't done anything all day.
Who Am I?
September 10 2005
I've been reading a book Lisa gave me- See Yourself As God Sees You. It's been really good for me so far. I am the type of person who never really thinks highly of myself. I always find things wrong with who I am. That's not how it should be.. I'm hoping and praying God can finally help me realize that He's made me exactly the way He wants me. Josh McDowell write this in the book, "People have either a cloudy view of themselves or a clear one. Persons with a clear view of their true identity feel significant. They understand that they matter to God and to others, that the world is a better place because they are here. They are able to interact with others and appreciate their worth without feeling threatened. They radiate hope, joy, and trust because they are secure in their identity as God's children. They accept themselves as lovable, worthy, and competent members of God's creation, redeemed and reconciled to God to become all he wants them to be." That's what I want..
Andrea
photo from GodsGirl615
Me and my little cousin...how cute...:o)
my favorite!
September 10 2005
andy davis!!! here's the info:
September 23
Nashville, TN
Trevecca University
with Mat Kearney
7pm / $8 in advance, $10 at the door, $9 at the door with student ID
anybody want to go???
come on, you know you wanna!
To my dear youth pastor, mark...thanks...for ruining Christianity for me...
September 10 2005
Dear Parents,
We are making a change to our schedule for the JV club in our Awana program at Fairfield Baptist Church.
Starting September 11th, our JV club will only meet for one hour, from 5:00 – 6:00 on Sunday evenings. This time will be used for handbook review and team unit review (“council timeâ€; group Bible study). We will not have Game Time or any other planned activities for your son or daughter in Awana after 6:00pm.
After 6:00pm, your son or daughter will need to either be picked up by a parent, or will need to attend our Free Shipping program. Free Shipping is Fairfield Baptist’s Sunday night program for middle school and high school youth that offers praise & worship time, small group accountability, and opportunities to participate in youth ministries. Free Shipping currently meets from 6:00 to 7:20 in our new Education Building, and your youth may be picked up there after 7:20. If you must, you may take your son or daughter out of Free Shipping sooner than 7:20, but understand that is not ideal, as they will miss out on the full experience we have to offer them.
We will try throughout the year to offer areas of service in Awana for your youth, since that is still a requirement for all JV clubbers (see for example Service Unit 1 on pg 94 of your youth’s Relay book). On those nights your child may be asked to attend early, or stay after 6:00, but these service opportunities are optional, and we will communicate them well in advance.
To summarize: JV will now meet only from 5:00 – 6:00. At 6:00 your child must either be picked up by a parent in their room (portable building 6B) or attend Free Shipping. Your child may be picked up from Free Shipping at 7:20 in the Education Building, or sooner if absolutely necessary. If you need to make other arrangements for picking up your child, you must let me or our JV Director Michael Martin know.
I understand this may not be desirable to you or fit with your family’s schedule, and I apologize for making a change like this after the Awana year has started. If you would like to cancel your children’s registration for this year, I fully understand and we can refund all or part of your registration fees.
If you have any questions or concerns with this change, you are welcome to contact me, Erich Hurst, at 281-304-0104 or our Youth Pastor, Mark Julian at 281-373-5446.
Thank you and God bless!
Erich Hurst
Commander, Fairfield Baptist Church Awana Program
Dear Erich,
I do have concerns about this scheduling change. When Mark was a candidate for the position of Youth Pastor, Fairfield Baptist Church held a question-and-answer session. During that session, I told Mark that the church had a vibrant AWANA program on Sunday evenings. I asked him if he planned to hold youth group activities during AWANA time since that would compete with AWANA. He said that he was not very familiar with AWANA, but he would not compete with it. He is now breaking his word.
The AWANA program has benefited youth for over 50 years. In my opinion, it is an excellent program that would be difficult to improve. It has stood the test of time. Our family started in AWANA 23 years ago. While I have not been a part of Free Shipping, I have been to several of Mark’s Sunday night youth activities. I have been to Transformation several times. I have also been to the program that preceded Transformation, although I can’t remember what Mark called it. In my opinion, those programs are not superior to AWANA.
To end the JV AWANA program early and leave out the time for service and then to say that a students need to participate in all of Free Shipping or “they will miss out on the full experience we have to offer them†is wrong. I conclude that Mark thinks that his program is better and more important than AWANA. He is wrong. I also think his attitude is prideful and self-serving.
A youth pastor should want youth to grow in the knowledge of the Word and to live holy lives. If this end is achieved through AWANA or through any other means, Mark should be thankful.
I also don’t like this sudden change after the AWANA year has begun, and I don’t like the tone in which this change is conveyed. It sounds like an ultimatum: do it Mark’s way or go home.
I don’t see Jesus in any of this.
I am so saddened by this change. My son Collin is in JV. He does not want to go to Free Shipping. Because Joe and I are both involved in AWANA, we cannot take him home at 6 p.m. Therefore, I am resigning as the Varsity leader at Fairfield Baptist Church so I will be free to take Collin home. My daughter Maribeth will move to a Varsity group at another church.
Again, I am so saddened and disappointed that you have forced me to make this decision. I have been so blessed by the Varsity group. I will miss the students so very much. I just can’t believe it has come to this. I don’t think God is pleased.
Vicki Carstens (my Varsity AWANA leader)
And the saga of my church continues....
We are making a change to our schedule for the JV club in our Awana program at Fairfield Baptist Church.
Starting September 11th, our JV club will only meet for one hour, from 5:00 – 6:00 on Sunday evenings. This time will be used for handbook review and team unit review (“council timeâ€; group Bible study). We will not have Game Time or any other planned activities for your son or daughter in Awana after 6:00pm.
After 6:00pm, your son or daughter will need to either be picked up by a parent, or will need to attend our Free Shipping program. Free Shipping is Fairfield Baptist’s Sunday night program for middle school and high school youth that offers praise & worship time, small group accountability, and opportunities to participate in youth ministries. Free Shipping currently meets from 6:00 to 7:20 in our new Education Building, and your youth may be picked up there after 7:20. If you must, you may take your son or daughter out of Free Shipping sooner than 7:20, but understand that is not ideal, as they will miss out on the full experience we have to offer them.
We will try throughout the year to offer areas of service in Awana for your youth, since that is still a requirement for all JV clubbers (see for example Service Unit 1 on pg 94 of your youth’s Relay book). On those nights your child may be asked to attend early, or stay after 6:00, but these service opportunities are optional, and we will communicate them well in advance.
To summarize: JV will now meet only from 5:00 – 6:00. At 6:00 your child must either be picked up by a parent in their room (portable building 6B) or attend Free Shipping. Your child may be picked up from Free Shipping at 7:20 in the Education Building, or sooner if absolutely necessary. If you need to make other arrangements for picking up your child, you must let me or our JV Director Michael Martin know.
I understand this may not be desirable to you or fit with your family’s schedule, and I apologize for making a change like this after the Awana year has started. If you would like to cancel your children’s registration for this year, I fully understand and we can refund all or part of your registration fees.
If you have any questions or concerns with this change, you are welcome to contact me, Erich Hurst, at 281-304-0104 or our Youth Pastor, Mark Julian at 281-373-5446.
Thank you and God bless!
Erich Hurst
Commander, Fairfield Baptist Church Awana Program
Dear Erich,
I do have concerns about this scheduling change. When Mark was a candidate for the position of Youth Pastor, Fairfield Baptist Church held a question-and-answer session. During that session, I told Mark that the church had a vibrant AWANA program on Sunday evenings. I asked him if he planned to hold youth group activities during AWANA time since that would compete with AWANA. He said that he was not very familiar with AWANA, but he would not compete with it. He is now breaking his word.
The AWANA program has benefited youth for over 50 years. In my opinion, it is an excellent program that would be difficult to improve. It has stood the test of time. Our family started in AWANA 23 years ago. While I have not been a part of Free Shipping, I have been to several of Mark’s Sunday night youth activities. I have been to Transformation several times. I have also been to the program that preceded Transformation, although I can’t remember what Mark called it. In my opinion, those programs are not superior to AWANA.
To end the JV AWANA program early and leave out the time for service and then to say that a students need to participate in all of Free Shipping or “they will miss out on the full experience we have to offer them†is wrong. I conclude that Mark thinks that his program is better and more important than AWANA. He is wrong. I also think his attitude is prideful and self-serving.
A youth pastor should want youth to grow in the knowledge of the Word and to live holy lives. If this end is achieved through AWANA or through any other means, Mark should be thankful.
I also don’t like this sudden change after the AWANA year has begun, and I don’t like the tone in which this change is conveyed. It sounds like an ultimatum: do it Mark’s way or go home.
I don’t see Jesus in any of this.
I am so saddened by this change. My son Collin is in JV. He does not want to go to Free Shipping. Because Joe and I are both involved in AWANA, we cannot take him home at 6 p.m. Therefore, I am resigning as the Varsity leader at Fairfield Baptist Church so I will be free to take Collin home. My daughter Maribeth will move to a Varsity group at another church.
Again, I am so saddened and disappointed that you have forced me to make this decision. I have been so blessed by the Varsity group. I will miss the students so very much. I just can’t believe it has come to this. I don’t think God is pleased.
Vicki Carstens (my Varsity AWANA leader)
And the saga of my church continues....
i now have a xanga, myspace, and phusebox.
September 10 2005
ha. ok so i think i`m never going to write in this but that`s alright.
this is way simpler then xanga. and less confusing (even though now i don`t think xanga is confusing at all). but yeah, i like it.
later kids.
this is way simpler then xanga. and less confusing (even though now i don`t think xanga is confusing at all). but yeah, i like it.
later kids.
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September 10 2005
Watsuh,
me nuthin just chillin yesterday i tlked to that very special person for like a long time but yea n-e-ways D
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P it today ima go to tha movies wit Jordan and sum otha frenz like: Michella, Bre, and my brother, and his frenz but yea i'm out holla back
me nuthin just chillin yesterday i tlked to that very special person for like a long time but yea n-e-ways D
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So Where is the Coldplay Concert Review?
September 10 2005
So, I usually recap events that I go to for the PhuseBox community. My site has been lacking the Coldplay concert recap for several days now. This is mainly because I did not have very many photos until Susan uploaded some... So here it is.
The concert was AMAZING. I do not think too many things can top a Coldplay concert in New York City at Madison Square Garden ("the garden" in nyc slang). I am still debating whether this concert beats out the Something Corporate concert at RCKTWN as the best concert I have ever been to... The visuals were unbelievable... super-widescreen with visual effects during the whole concert. awesome.
night recap:
joshua tree (46th st.) for dinner (where else on concert night?) with ellie, maria, susan, and meredith.
coldplay concert at madison square garden: i sat with lane, jordan, and susan. we had separate tickets from the rest of the gang.
starbucks in times square: fantastic post-concert snack.
so here is the dark room recap:
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
photo from susanrloyd
end red-light glare.
I love this city.
i think maybe i've completely lost it...
September 10 2005
so she's not going out with the same Tyler i liked. that's hilarious. it was all one big freakin misunderstanding. i'm still retarded, but just for different reasons. ha. but, the thing is, i completely got over it. so now everythings all peachy. plus, i lost 6 pounds, and counting! i'm just doing it so that i might have hope of finding a dress for formal..if i even go. i can't even think of anyone to go with. and i'm not going alone. and if i ask the person, am i supposed to pay for everything? i have no idea...but i prollie won't even find a date. w/e. i just don't even care anymore. i'm totally expending all of my energy and hopes on crap that totally does not matter. gosh. i'm such a girl. but i like it that way. love you guys. --Cari
wootwoot
September 10 2005
No more AOL after Wednesday!
Rush day number 3
September 10 2005
Wow!! So today is skit day in rush week... I have to go to Zeta and ADPi parties today... I am soo excited!! Those are the 2 that i really like..so now i just have to decide between those!!! Do it will be fun!! I will write more later!!
Hey once again
September 10 2005
I'm bored so I thought I would update on here. Life has been going pretty good. I may go down to Murfreesboro the 16th and 17th for Garrett Haynes' birthday. Plus it Family day at MTSU on the 17th. I dunno yet though I'll find out if I can get off work tonight. Check out my myspace and my xanga. Myspace is Bryanfellows16 and xanga is just Bryanfellows. Later.