COLD.FREAKIN.PLAY

September 18 2005
I JUST WENT TO THE MOST AMAZING CONCERT!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! I

Full Of Emtiones!

September 18 2005
Hope Everyone had a great weekend and is doing good! I have so many mixed emtiones running though my head ,one day I feel so close to God while the next day I dont its crazy I am telling you. I feel like everything around me is falling apart and that people I thought were my TRUE friends arent ,it hurts alot and sometimes I get really down about things and just dont get things but I guess everything will work out in the end,I feel like I am to a point I want to give up BC Its one thing after another, so I am fading fast and to the point I am wanting to give up, I know that God NEVER gives us more then we can handel and always workds things out and knows what he is doing but sometimes its sooooo hard PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS HALEY!

Hey

September 18 2005
Well hey everyone I finally updated and all but yea I am going to be 18 in 2 days and all dnt knw what im going to do for that but yea I am single and lonely and it sux really bad but anyways I am out for now see yall later
--Curtis--

so unfair

September 18 2005
it's so unfair that my nashvegas friends called from the fun concert that i was not at (even though I already saw it!) I'm supposed to be the one making those annoying phone calls!!!

I've also recently decided that I really need to be on that show the amazing race... anybody want to be my partner? we could totally win!

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September 18 2005
today i went to church..it was ok..and then i went to eat at panera bread but they dont have the sandwhich i usually get..but i got another one that is really good so its all good..then i came home and went to the mall cuz i reaaallllllly needed a new phone cover..its really messed up! so i got one..and its like pink/red with glitter all over..and it is realllllllly ugly..but it was like the only 1 they had ..so i was mad that i had to get it..but o well..i am gettin a new phone for christmas..so it will have to do for now..cuz i was like missin some of my buttons..lol ok well leave remarks plz

Photo From NeoDaydream

September 18 2005
"Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive"
-Ayumi Hamasaki



photo from NeoDaydream

*above* my fav. Japanese performing artist! ^^

Why not?

September 18 2005
Heck I am updating this, I don't know how long it will last, depends on if I get more hits than my xanga. I like xanga more, but only one person reads mine... so there is very little point.

Hmm, "O Captain, my Captain." is a cool poem. I pretty much have it memorized for tomorrow, its due Friday.
I did my English persuasion whatsit for Wednesday.

Driving was fun today.
I Love biking, I shall try to do it every day. Even when my legs feel like burning.

I don't want the pressure of having to have a b'day party. I'm just going to be 16, whats the big deal?

-I wish, but its probly all in my head-

I think too much.

Ok, I'm trying my best people

September 18 2005
Give Tony Myers a break. Hes tired.

Ok, So the concert kinda flopped thanks to the cops. Thats what we get for living around hillbillies with headaches. Oh well. It was still good. Redford showed up and told us his story about how he took Highway 231 all the way to Lebanon by accident. He is so cool.

I've decided that after college, I'm moving to Nashville to seek a job in the art scene (good luck to me~!?--- Note: I am alsow currently aware of how Naive I sound by making that statement.) Anbody have any suggestions OTHER THAN leaving Tennessee (cause I won't and can't.. I have obligations :-/ )

wow

September 18 2005
I'm now addicted to phusebox

and xanga,but we all knew about my xanga addiction.

Photos from Crowder

September 18 2005

WOW!! I can't believe it. I wasn't born a hiker or anything, but I did it!! We proabably hiked about 8-10 miles overall, not bad for an unexperienced hiker. My friend Ani, whom I went with, is the experienced one. She just got back from hiking like 60 miles at the Grand Canyon. I have to hand it to her. Thankfully she would stop whenever I needed to. I enjoyed just the quietness of the woods and the breeze.

There were surprisingly lots of peple hiking, but we still found a good spot at the top to sit down and eat our sorely squashed sandwiches. Anyways, we had a lot of fun. I was totally exhausted yesterday and am completely sore today, but it's been a good tired and soreness, especially after accomplishing such a hike.

The view from our picnic spot




Ani


YAY!! I made it!!




Ani enjoying the view




Ani and I at the top of Crowder's Mountain


Some of the rock formations at the top

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September 18 2005
I did a painting.

Photo From what?im6ft5?

September 18 2005


photo from what?im6ft5?



photo from ErikaGtn


how come lately i hav felt so empty inside? it doesnt feel good at all.

ashlee=love

September 18 2005


photo from SeeRockCity

so ash spent the night with me last night.

it was awesome!!

check out our HAWTT pictures we took ^_^
and COMMENT, yo.

"Rock on My Little Forest Gump"

September 18 2005
Ben Brown's reaction after I told him how much my time inproved from my last race.


amor!

cz

slogan

September 18 2005
hungry? why wait! grab an eddie! thats my slogan an this random site.

good days are the best :)

September 18 2005
i found my dress today, and my business suit stuff. plus really cute shoes. i had the best time with emily. she's the funnest to shop with ever .

yay brett is getting me a rocking awesome coldplay shirt. mmm i love that boy!!

i like pictures, maybe i'll take some soon.

14 days till we leave for California! 14 days and 4 hours till my birthday!!! i'm soooo excited.


gosh i LOVE my friends. especially on bus rides back from hendersonville :)

just stuff

September 18 2005
highlights of this past week, once again...

*kareem showed up ready to do the nursing home, so i didn't have to
*got a lot of work done, but spent very little time in the office
*DDR...self-explanatory:)
*lunch on bmcc's campus with nikki and monique, which will become a regular thing now
*lock-in was mad fun, only the last hour (clean-up) was whack
*babysat chloe-9 month girl

things to look foward to this week:

*nursing home (i'm looking foward to it being over, cuz then i won't have to do it again until november)
*after school program-mon, tues, and wed!!
*finally getting our FIRST encouragement lunch (pretty sure by wed we'll be needing it)

strength

September 18 2005
tough situations only make u stronger! wow, after this one im ganna be sooooooooooo strong. nothing should phase me after this one!

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September 18 2005
HeY kIdS! like my new sunglasses?!?!? i sure do..they may look gay but i like em..hehe lol..welp lets see we beat LaVergne! hahah yep goo RHS..we RoCk! nyways skool is just AwEsOmE..today was fun well thats bout it..hope you kids have fun fun fun this week! ilovelovelove you! bye bye

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September 18 2005
p.s. The picture shows my dress all dull... Its Sparkly really

Ups and downs of my life....

September 18 2005
So pretty sure me life was rocking, but now I cant help but doubt alot of things that I shouldnt be doubting. I hate having up and down emotions. Hmmm....


He was my everything......

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

"Honestly. . .

September 18 2005
. . . I think we're just naturally seductive."

Aimee and I had ourselves a night after I got off work Friday evening. Many. . . and I mean many things were discussed that left was the unanswered question of:

What's wrong with me???

Then we got a ((literal)) sign from God, lol. It was pretty cool.

I watched the big UT/Florida game with my mom, dad, brother, sister-in-law, grandmother, and cousin last night. Yeah, we're kind of fans over here, lol. Sad thing they lost, but watching the game in itself was where most of the fun came from.

I haven't been to Sunday school in three weeks. I don't like having it after second service at all. I sat with Kyle and Drew during service. Lol, that was fun.

Mom and I went shopping afterwards, and I got a really pretty burnt orange jacket/blazer thing from Gap and an brown long sleeved shirt. Mmm, how I love the fall season.






scary movies = no.

September 18 2005
i'm currently attempting to watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre, and it's pretty disturbing. i think now it's time to watch Diary of a Mad Black Woman again. nothin like a stereotypical black person to make me laugh. kidding. DBS meeting today. oh boy. it's a little overwhelming...sometimes i think that maybe they think that pledges have no lives outside of DBS...which is sad. Sarah Walls cracks me up. like, she's so not mean at all, but all of the sudden, she'll break out with this mean, angry voice and yell...hardy har. pretty sure i could fry certain black-mark giving behinds and get them out of the sorority...but i don't think i will, because i'm a better person than she is...that's something she would do...but i dunno...revenge is awfully sweet, especially when you get to give people a taste of their own medicine, or it's like, instant karma...man...moral dilemma. anyways, OHS got spanked by WCHS at our own homecoming. the sophomores didn't win anything, including the decorations contest...and we actually made our stuff....the seniors just bought all their crap @ Party City...makes me kinda angry...but w/e. my sister got to actually meet Orlando Bloom today. like, hug him, get his autograph and talk to him. wow. lucky her. best birthday ever. i hope my 16th b-day lives up to that...only if i can have Jake Gyllenhall's babies...ha. i don't even think i'm gonna have a party...sad. oh well. life will go on. my b-day will kinda suck w/ out bruce...but that's ok. anyways, this week has been aight, but tiring. oh and by the way, freshmen suck. or at least Patrick Sherer. i can't stand him. i swear....but yeah. life is good for this homie. peace up, A-town down...---Cari

Herding cows.

September 18 2005
Rap sucks. Let's see this week I was sick. My stomach didn't feel well so I was out Monday. This week nothing has really happened all that exciting. Friday was pep rally. So I sat with Drew and we really didn’t cheer for our football team cuss we suck horribly. Yeh, the night before the game Smyrna People came over to our field in the middle of the night and spray painted our football field, bleachers, and end zones with there colors. So I’m pretty sure we had to play Smyrna at a home game with there colors all over our field. And we lost not surprising. So anyway after the pep rally I went home with Will Shelton. And we hung out for a little. Then I went home and yeh. So I woke up at 8:30 in the morning and went to Jon's house which is only like 10 feet away from mine. And then we drove to Wills house again. To spend the day and spend the night. So at about 1 Josh and Joe came over. And we had to do farm work like herd cows and pick up extremely heavy rocks for some rock garden thing. So after we did that we all watched the Florida Tennessee game. We also lost sadly. Then we talked and hanged out then went to bed. Woke up then went to Wills church. Josh and Joe got picked up at the church and me Jon Will and I went back to Wills and pretty much did nothing. So at 2 I had to leave. And now im here typing. And very sore for that matter. So hook me up with plenty of them comments. Siya

-Tanner

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September 18 2005
Stearns, KY.

we tried our best, but still no trophy, hopefully we'll have better luck next time. boy, it sure feels great to be home though

Hello loves

September 18 2005
Well... lets see.... um school is great.. it can be pretty boring at times but still cool i guess.... um dance is awesome.. we gonna kick butt this year... its gonna be awesome... ALEXANNA u cant leave me and go to Smyrna! i will die! Seriously!
We had our homecomming game Friday.. yea we lost... 49-7 haha! and it was our homecomming lol! were losers! Umm o yea me and Cody r goin out so thats cool...well not alot left here i Love you guys!

:-(

September 18 2005
Florida sucks.

weekend

September 18 2005
this weekend has been so busy.. last nite... holly's sweet 16. it was so much fun.. today-church this mornin.. now- leavin to go to the coldplay concert.. leave me some love yall

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September 18 2005
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand...


Jumper- Third Eye Blind

2nd place isn't so bad.......

September 18 2005
So yeah, band placed 2nd at HGI...it's ok though, just shows that we need to step it up a notch...

i have no idea

September 18 2005
well just started this thing. im not exactly sure how to use it yet. but ill figure it out sometime. well leave me some. later

HOMECOMING DRESS

September 18 2005


photo from LittleWeirdMe



Look at it... feel the power of Girliness!!! I love iy don;t you... and I look sooooooooo effing girly its hawt lol

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September 18 2005
RANDOM NOTHINGNESS..........o and i went to church today .....and skated................now im goin to take a quick nap.

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September 18 2005
Well my 17th was pretty awesome! Sorry for all you guys that got invited but couldn't come! We had a blast! Thanks to everybody that gave me presents! Lol, i've never been so rich in my life. I freakin love you guys you freakin rock. I've got the pics from the party in my picture box and on my xanga.

On another note, Clint asked me to speak to the youth group this wednesday night about what God is doing in my life. So please pray for me that God will reveal to me what I should talk about and that I don't get too nervous b/c this is my first time to really speak in front of a very large group of people to share what God's been doing in my life.

~Garrett

Greenbox Sneak Peak

September 18 2005

As most of the people that read my posts know, the next version of PhuseBox (codenamed "Greenbox") has been in the works for a few months now. We are nearing completion for Greenbox and it will be launching soon.

Along with a brand new look and feel, the site will be packed full of new features and more intuitive ways to share information and find people. We are excited to launch this new version. (And to clear up any confusion, "greenbox" is simply a codename for the project, the site name will remain "PhuseBox" and all of your information will remain the same and transfer over to the newly designed site).

Here is a sneak peak of what the new homepage will look like when the new version of PhuseBox comes out:






Thanks once again for helping populate PhuseBox and making it what it is.

-Nathan


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September 18 2005
Hey everyone!! high school is going great! It's fun...
ha ha...i was in the Variety Show at OHS...thursday night(scary)...oh i had to do it for the whole school too..
It was fun, but embarrassing...i sang AND DANCED to...We Go Together(from the movie Greace), It's in his Kiss(lol), and Momma I'm a Big Girl Now!!
{see very scary}

well i gtg...keaton

Exams=bad, very bad

September 18 2005
Exams this week. Don't wanna study, but I don't wanna fail. I have to keep a 3.0

I'm going to miss you, buddy.

September 18 2005
so, second. its not first, but its not last, and we lost it by a half of a point. and we still have 4 more.

anyway, i fell asleep on the bus. and when i woke up no one else was on the bus. oops.

so, im going to go eat something.

edit

oh and i totally forgot the 2 best parts of the night:

1. when we were jazz running all the other bands on the stands behind us were screaming for us and cheering us on. it made me smile really big.

2. when the announcer asked if the band was ready and our crowd said "they're always ready!" that was cool too.

Show Envy

September 18 2005
So, wow.... It's been a whole week.

I'm now down to working two days a week. Good for grades/sanity/life, bad for noble costume/Florida Keys weekend.

I have a gash on both hand and foot from where a mirror insisted on breaking on me. Literally on me. At 1:00 am. This is due to the fact that people senselessly relocate stuff in my room, which irritates me above and beyond the fact that my privacy has been violated. (When it comes to personal dwellings, I am a very private person. Don't mess with mine and I won't mess with yours. So you can see how exponentially annoying this turn of events is.) The fact that personal injury has resulted from someone's lack of neurons prompts me to consider war. Oh, if only I had a military....

Thank you for tolerating my ranting. It's nothing, I promise...

So we had a shindig for Ryan/Leonardo last night, seeing as he decided to visit us from Yon Balmy Florida. Brenda brought a video of the Hack and Slash audition before he got there, and I swear that guy is the luckiest man in the world. He has an amazing act involving pirates and phenomenal swordplay and incredibly quick humour. And he gets paid to do this. I am infinitely jealous, for that is what I could easily do the rest of my life. Except I'm thinking gypsies, or some other Renaissance subculture equally as mysterious and with the means to randomly hack at people without much societal retribution. Who's with me?? Let's scrap all plans for comfortable living and hit the road with this thing. I'll find a bread truck we can furnish, considering someone else bought my awesome beet-coloured 60's-bus.

Apparently I'm going to Coldplay. Anyone else going to Coldplay? Aside from half the knowne worlde, that is.

[Vegan: I still have two of your CD's from last week. We need to find each other (a la "Party Monster") so I can give them back to you. Although they're quite good. Hmmm. You might not get them back after all. Mwahahahaaaa.]

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September 18 2005
I suck at life.

sfgdbysdyba

September 18 2005
ok, band competition, we got 2nd,anyway this is how i feel. The percussion and color guard worked our asses off with 3 hours extra on top of the bands normal 3. so thats 6 hours. we had 3 hours on thursday, 6 hours on friday as well as a football game, and 6 hours on saturday. but it payed off, percussion tied for best in show, and guard got 1st overall. but the band got second.

///////////////////You Know Why?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

Because the WINDS didnt practice as much as we did, so we lost. how do ya like that.
sorry if i offended anyone, thats just how i feel.
later

♥ La La La

September 18 2005
How are you all?
I'm pretty well.
I actually slept last night
for more than 6hours.
I was happy.
-hehe- But yeah,
so I am gunna go enjoy
the beautiful day now.
I think you should do the same.
It really isn't even Hot at all!
yayyy heh..have a great one kiddos♥


Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything

pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about

And that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and

her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love...love....

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything

pretty soon she'll figure out

you can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you cry,

It's the way that he's in your mind,

It's the way that he makes you fall in love,

It's the way that he makes you feel,

It's the way that he kisses you,

It's the way that he makes you fall in love...love...

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September 18 2005
hmm, friday night. christmas carols and singing way out of key. also taking very long scary walks in the dark around the most crime infested neighborhood i have ever been in. spooky...

school is a definite drag. i am sooooooo tired i could sleep for two days straight.

i love my friends. like a lot.
no boy this week. unbelievable, huh?

i love you. and you know who you are.

edit : finally official spanish club president. wow it feels really good to say that. now, if i could only pass that spanish class...

Ciao guys!!!

September 18 2005
ok, so I don't know exactly what's going on in the B'oro, but please let me know, I miss you!!!
Just thought that this was the funniest thing ever so go to
Sloganizer
and put your name in the slot, find out what your slogan is(only do it once, it's funnier that way) copy and share with the rest of us!!!


1) We do Hannah right!

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September 18 2005
mmm the movie was good... well maybe just hanging out with tyler... and danielle and kael and sara and danny and erin was good iv seen the movie a million times and the disc kept skipping but o well it was a good time
then the flute sleepover after the movie pretty surei talked for like an hour then fell asleep lol

the competition was a mess the trailor's brakes decided not to work on the way there so we were an hour behind and had to go last but we did great!!! 2nd in our class and 4th overall so i am proud of my band kids you guys rock the casba!!!!

lots of churc tomorrow man i have to be ther in like 4 1/2 hours... crazy

love ya

I'll tell you what...

September 18 2005
Well, it's around two, and I have to say something. I can write one mean History paper. I'll tell you what...

Alright the first thing that lived up to it's hype about college. My first almost all nighter. It's like a natural high.

North Texas State Fair

September 18 2005
So a few weeks ago, we went with some friends to the North Texas State Fair in Denton, TX. Now this isn't the State Fair if Texas. That's in Dallas, and is huge. No, this one was more like a cross between one of those scary carnivals in the parking lot of the Piggly Wiggly, a livestock auction, and a farm equipment sales convention. Don't get me wrong, it was fun and all, but I think that was due to being there with our friends. So here's some pictures from the day, so you can taste a little bit of Texas.

Of course, there was livestock, such as pigs and goats. pig:
goat:


Fascinating, huh. Then there was the petting zoo. Quite an assortment of animals here. How about... a wooly sheep
a baby deer:
a duck with toupe:
and a camel that you couldn't pet:


Then the animal show... I don't really know what this is:
kangaroo in a diaper:
baby tiger:
one eyed monkey:


And finally, Carney town (small hands)... sad little girl riding all by herself,
we had to point and laugh:
our friends' kids riding the drug
trip pink elephants from dumbo:
Brian's posing so I can
get a picture of the mullet
carney behind him:
I think this picture
speaks for itself:
is it just me, or do those
horses look possessed?:
now that's an action shot:


Oh, I almost forgot, we met a celebrity: The Elsie the Cow:
Me &
The Elsie the Cow:
Brian, Bekah &
The Elsie the Cow:


So that was our exciting day at the fair. I hope that you could grasp a tiny bit of the excitment through my recounting of the days events.

-out

hendersonville.

September 18 2005
oh my goodness. hendersonville was so much fun. so we didn't come in first place... but it was fun. and they only beat us by half a point. and we had a pretty good run for this early. and it'll get better. and the guard and percussion did really well. first place guard and best in class percussion! my face is sun burned... and my hat hurt it. and i love my section. it's really awesome. and i'm really sore. and not really that tired. and i love bus 3. it's great. and i love most of the people on it. and i love competition. and i love band parents. they are amazing. and i just love band. but i didn't have my bus buddy from last year (garrett) and last year i sat by the same person at all the competitions, but he quit... (cameron) but it was still great fun. and i can't believe how much i missed competition. and to think... i wanted to quit band last year... *shakes head*
well... i'm tired of typing on here. i love you!!!

friends

September 17 2005
so i pretty much have the coolestest bunch of friends ever! so i was just a garrett's party and we are all such dorks! but hey thas alright because like i told cole at logan's thats what makes us special! well if you are one of my best friends this is what i say to you "iss like playa" and if you dont know what i mean than you are either not one of my best friends or you have been hanging out with cole to much in her DD class!! well im just playin see ya later!

Disney Can take me places.

September 17 2005
Walt Disney World Resort --- Walt Disney World Co.

Title: Disney Institute Youth Programs Facilitator Internship US-FL-Lake Buena Vista

RESPONSIBILITIES:
This intern is responsible for facilitating a variety of educational field trip experiences for visiting student groups, 2nd-12th grade. Using Walt Disney World Resort as a living classroom, this intern will work in partnership with park operation areas and Disney Institute Leadership to provide a seamless, fun-filled learning experience to a diverse audience. Responsibilities include, but are not limited to the following: Successfully complete training for a minimum of four youth programs. Consistently deliver programs that exceed Guest expectations. Demonstrate excellent communication, facilitation, and presentation skills. Use sound judgment while leading small groups throughout the theme parks. Model Walt Disney World Guest Service Guidelines with Guests and Cast. Conduct program confirmation calls with educators. Prepare program supplies for all Disney Institute programs.

REQUIRED QUALIFICATIONS: (These are the minimum qualifications you need to be considered for the job.)
*Junior or Senior
*Majoring in Education, Recreation, Psychology, Science, Computer Studies, History, Literature, Entertainment Arts, Production, Animation or Fine Arts, Business, Language Arts, and International Cultures
*Classroom or related experience
*Experience in program facilitation, training, camp counseling


DESIRED QUALIFICATIONS:
*Fluency in a second language
*Disney College Program Alumni

Photo From coolclint

September 17 2005


photo from coolclint

This is Urban Meyer. He'd like to inform you that Florida Field at Ben Hill Griffin Stadium belongs to his team, the Florda Gators. Tennessee fans are on notice, as are all the other teams coming to Gainesville this year. This means you, Vanderbilt.

i'm just capable of what i am

September 17 2005
'well i'm just capable of what i am. i'm making progress despite setbacks. well, i'm just looking to the skies. hoping for the best, wishing for everything.'

things have def. been better. but i suppose the only way to go now is up.

school's getting quite annoying. so are the people. but next week is homecoming, maybe it'll be exciting.

on the way to the game on friday night i ran over a turtle. :-( i felt horrible, but i went back to check on it and it looked okay, i was scared to move it (coulda been a snapping turtle) but after the game i found out that one of my neighboors saw it and moved it off the road.

well, i thought i'd make a real update on here, since i don't do that often.
have a great rest of the weekend!

-holl

It is Saturday!!!

September 17 2005
Well, today was pretty neat. I had a yard sale with Kristina and we made $80. So we went and got our costumes for the Halloween party that we are having. I can not wait. But, I am gonna go!!!!
Hannah

Aunt Kim

September 17 2005
I got to play mom and aunt this weekend. Just thinking about it makes me smile. I got to get my neice and nephew ready for school on Friday as well as put them on the bus. I also got to take them off the bus. I got to put a T-Rex together out of legos with my nephew. I know I get to see them once a month... but I still can't get enough of them. I can't imagine what I will be like if i am ever a parent because there is nothing i wouldn't do for those two. It was nice to fix them lunch and put them on the bus... I loved asking them how their day was... I loved watching my neice beem over her homework... which funny enough was to play... I loved going to soccer practice with my nephew and being the proud aunt on the side taking pictures...Makes me smile all over again.



photo from kimkmcil



photo from kimkmcil

games

September 17 2005
ohs lost-but the game was awesome!! i love homecoming

the week wes kinda garbage though
one this little skankbag wouldn't let me get a varity show, newleywed game ticket or a t-shirt

so i got jess to get my tickets & i got a volleyball shirt from kaykay

even though we lost...the game was still awesomeness

mtsu lost..big surprise there

but i hung out with troy, steven, justin & elaine

got hit on by the hottest college guy too...he was great

also i ran into larry at chilles last night after the game when i went with elaine & the coolest guy ever...stu

good bye :-D

Back and Forth...Im driving

September 17 2005
Drove a lot today.
To the mall twice.
To Taco Bell.
To Hobby Lobby.
To The Japanese resturant.
To Petland.
To homedepot.
Not in that order.
Good day.
Tommorrow is my mom's b-day.
Got her a sweet card.
oh yeah.
To Walgreens.
lol
I bowled a 149 this morning at bowling league.
ya
comments today?
-J4(()8

I tried...

September 17 2005
i tried to tell him that i was done...but its soo hard. so we just left it at i dont know. so yeah. so basically....i have no idea.

last night after the game i went out to eat w/ some kids from the dance team...it was fun. me and amy had some great times right there...and there were some times where i was like wtf?? but whatev.

today was grand hah...old timers day..going up and down the lil bouncy slide things are tiring after like 15th time up there!...gahlee...i think that kid thought we were like retarded. oh who cares???....psht. i rolled into gravel. and it hurt really bad. hah...but it was fun...some gay skater kids were starin at me..i was like what the heck...quit..after- went shopping and got some coffee...and it was freakin awesome.

i love you



:/

September 17 2005
I wish I weren't so easily overwhelmed. I need to have faith that I can handle the situations I am in. School feels hard, and I don't know if I'm up to the challenge.

my puppy.....

September 17 2005


photo from butterfly

I GOT A PUPPY!!! My mom and bro. decided to keep it a secret until I came home. She is the cutest thing ever!!! She is about a year old, basset/beagle mix, and her name is Beannie. She has the body of a basset but the face of a beagle. She is so cute, and she knows it!!! She is a prissy little thing. lol, I love her already. Charlie likes her too (our beagle), but no babies!! He is already fixed and she will be Tuesday!! lol, though babies would be cute!!! I can't believe they kept it a secret!!! hahaha, anywho...came home for the weekend, went to the game last night and saw all my peeps...luv you guy's!!!!

School---had two French test's this week...have another one next week. Have an Old Testament test Monday. Have 4 reports due in MS History by Friday. Have a paper due in Modern Middle East and Africa in 2 weeks. I have at least one French test every week. Have a test in MS History next week. But, I love it..wouldn't change it for anything.

France--so here's the thing...I have ALWAYS wanted to learn French. Couldn't take it in High School because they stopped teaching it. Didn't take it my first two year of college because I didn't like the foreign language teacher. So, I am taking it now...it's not the easiest thing in the worls, but I love it. Have always wanted to go to France as well...and God has been telling me that He wants me to go somewhere..just hasn't said where, when, or for how long. WELL, the church I am going to in Clinton (Morrison Heights...aka- Mo Heights) has a great college program. They have three trips planned for this year. China in December, Hawaii over Spring Break, and France in May. How cool is that?!? So, please be in prayer for me about that...I would love to go and would have a year of French under my belt....my French teacher is French, so she knows what she is teaching.

If I am not meant to go to France, my next guess(for that's all it is..a guess) would be Canada...I have been there before and liked it, it was 5 years ago though..lol..but that is the two places where French is the prominate language. And I believe that God has put this burden on my heart to learn French. So, I am.

Anywho, this was going to be a short post...guess not. LOL, call or write and we will go do something together. I get bored sometime's.

smile~ash

Tennessee Classic

September 17 2005
So we had another race today. Highlights were:

Hurting knees
Awsome friends
Flashing Anna (accidentally)
Two large things of ice cream
peeing with no coverage while perverted guys are trying to look at you
befriending Theodore Periwinkle (TP) (gigantic thing of toilet paper)

Pretty exciting stuff!

And my mom is pissed off at me and won't talk to me becuase I didn't want to talk to her at the meet. She is mad she spent four hours there. I don't like to talk to people after I run, especially today because I wasn't in a good mood.

Pictures are in the picture box!

Let the Journey Begin

September 17 2005
Lay Me Down - Ryan Horne

the pieces of my puzzle
all scattered and so torn
from the time spent laying beaten
to the edges which are worn
placed into there very moment
God's timing they are laid
with every breath of air
a piece is laid to sleep
with every footstep taken
my soul is His to keep
and so I bow my head to pray
put to rest my every day and sing

CHORUS
lay me down my Father
lay me down here to sleep
lay me down forever
cause forever I'm Yours, Yours to keep

I watch my puzzle forming
with rest behind my eyes
and I see the God of wonders
working in my life
and as my future comes and goes
God the only one who knows
what comes
so I lie here in His comfort
and watch the pieces being placed
by the care of my maker
His Amazing Grace
and by His tender touch He holds
the pieces which He knows
will come next

BRIDGE
so I am alive
I am well
I am here
for you

I have had this song running through my head for a few days, so i thought i would share it with the Phusebox world. These lyrics are such a comforting thought in my current life situation. God has taught me so much over the past few weeks about trusting His timing and His plan. And now as I undergo many many medical tests to attempt to identify the cause of my consistent illness, I have such a peace about the whole situation. There are a number of things that the doctors may find, but I know my Sovereign Creator has knit me together exactly as He planned, and He will walk with me every step of the way on this journey. However, prayers would be appreciated. =)
I love you all!

Untitled

September 17 2005
i got a pair of nike shocks, 2 pairs of nice dress shoes, 2 abercrombie jeans for amy, 4 books, 8 tshirts and one blue jean jacket....for $2.50!!! wooo hoooo im happy!!!

soo a lot has been happening in my life!!! its been crazy!!! but fun!!!
im missing a couple ppl!!
tha Band of the Blue did an amazing job tonight...it reminds me a lot of tha band at BHS!!!
well im gonna go eat!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

Ugg...

September 17 2005
Sometimes I despise running...but you know what, I could never give it up..There is always next week for that 21..well a 21 again..

Untitled

September 17 2005
I want to be a model...

All I need to do is: Lose 20 pounds and get plastic surgery.

Someone should bring me yummy soup and flowers(maybe?).

thinking sucks....

September 17 2005
I hate thinking, but I can't help it.....

Update

September 17 2005
not much has been happening. we (as in the garage band I am in) auditioned for our school's talent show. We feel good about it. I think we have a fair chance, but there were plenty of good acts that tried out. So we're keeping our fingers crossed. I've left it up to God to give us a shot. All we can do is hope for the best and if we don't get in, then all I know is that the past several months were fun and worth it..and better luck next year.

I'm bored so I am gonna find something else to do..later everybody take it easy

Training in Toronto

September 17 2005
As of Wednesday, God has given me another step. He is sending me to the Toronto Airport Christian Fellowing School of Ministry....long name, even longer list of reasons for going! Getting into the prophetic, intersession, prayer ministrys...oh, I so want to go! The confermation hasn't come yet, though and I need that before I can start making plans. If i am going to leave Coastal for Toronto, it would mean loosing my scholorship and other things like that. So, if my brothers and sisters can be in prayer for me, that would be amazing. Check out TACF online! http://www.tacf.org/DesktopDefault.aspx?tabid=288

game

September 17 2005
game sucked last night...but cale slept over,and we had a lot of fun

and theres a chick i think i actually like now.

we'll just wait and see..

its been forever...

September 17 2005
hi.

here in martin. starting on the 3rd week away from home. i dont really care... ehh... going home this next weekend i suppose. cant wait to see nina and christina...and nikki! should be good times. i hope im better by then....

man- i have so much to do before monday. math 140 sucks major butt. like WOH. but i'll survive....i hope.

mettings all this week. wooop dee dah.

well- i think im gonna FORCE myself to do math... i have a test on monday. i am going to fail it. for real. GRR. screw me.

yall keep it real. werd.

love-mallory

wish list!

September 17 2005

I just found out that you can make a wish list of all the thing you want from american eagle. So that if its your birthday and you aunt who lives 9 hours away wantes to know what you want and what size you are they can look you up on
www.ae.com Then they just click on wish list. I made one if you want to check it out.

RUSH

September 17 2005
This week has been rush!! I absolutely loved it! But just so the people who don't know me know, I'm at Union University (a christian school) and our sororities are NOTHING like state schools. At least in the stereotypical sense. I am now a ZTA!! woo hoo!! I love it already!

Nothing is Sound

September 17 2005
Switchfoot - Stars (the video) This video is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet. Just got the new album, and i'm loving it. Although not quite as much as the previous one. You must have windows media player to play this file. Later -

Garrett

Computers..why do the not like me?

September 17 2005
So I can get onto Phusebox from every computer but my own..hm.

Home until Sunday afternoon so you know what that means..HOME COOKED MEALS!
..and seeing Lyndi :-)
..and seeing my family :-)
..and seeing my friends who I hardly get to see :-)

UT vs Florida tonight. We need to play like National Champions..like the 5th ranked team in the country! I love college football..nothing better than a good college football game..

I'm gonna go for now! Adios..

I'm gonna send you back to Arkansas

September 17 2005

Ick, today I've been ad blitzing, which is basically my least favorite thing in the entire world to do. It's mentally, physically, and emotionally draining. I only asked five buisnesses to buy ads, but I feel like I want to collapse. I did manage to make one sale - a half page, which is pretty good - and one interested buiness told me to come back Monday, but I did get one really rude rejection. And I hate rejection.

Yesterday was too fun. Wow. My friends and I are so special. We got together to watch a movie...and ended up gathering around the piano to sing broadway show tunes and Christmas carols. Crazy kids.

Anyway, I'm plum tired. And sore, since I had the worst leg cramp of my life last night (I almost passed out!) And hungry. So, in celebration of being slightly more than halfway to my ad deadline, I shall eat a popsicle and take a nap....woooopt.

Later, my taters.

Christina

ahh.

September 17 2005

I'll get tired of the heart attacks
Every time it rings
I'll put myself on the waiting list
And get it all cleared up
You're the one with the attitude
Don't try and make me out
To be the root of the evil in
The whole rotten affair

Lie back and suffer now
We've both earned our reward

Buried deep in the telegram
I'm sure I never got
Was any clue of the whereabouts
Of all the things I'd lost
Just because you were right before
Doesn't mean you're right
To make up now would just vindicate
Every doubt I had

It's not as simple as
How much you think you care
You would never know
When to take the hint
Broken glass aside
My feelings stay the same
Covered head to toe
In blood and fear and spite





i'm in a mood.
however, I'm on top of the world.







He thinks he's in love.
I think he's fooling himself.

Untitled

September 17 2005
gone to kentucky

Lord I want to YEARN

September 17 2005
holy design
this place in time
that I might seek and find my God
my God

Lord I want to yearn for You
I want to burn with passion
over You and only You
Lord I want to yearn

Your joy is mine
yet why am I fine
with all my singing and bringing grain
in light of Him

oh You give life and breath
through Him You give all things
in Him we live and move
that's why I sing

Lord I want to yearn

Competition Today!!!!!

September 17 2005

Dude, I'm excited.....Hendersonville! Newton!

I've really missed this....I don't think i've missed it this much before....

*dances* Yeah, i'm in a good mood....and I'm going to be extreeeeeeeeemely hyper allllll day.....=D

I love you!

~Rachel =)

This is really really cool....

September 17 2005
Hey everyone, I am in Washington at the moment and it is such a beautiful state. In a couple of hours I will be in Seattle, Washington. I can't wait!!!!! God is SOOOO God!!!! Have a awesome day!!!!:) I am having so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!

Exciting

September 17 2005
Ok so my grandparents are coming in for my last first competition! It's very exciting!
The flute sleepover was ok I hope.
I think the whole school has given up hope for our football team.
Got many good comments on how well we performed last night. I hope that's a good indication for today.
Spencer taught me how to swing dance with him last night. It was very exciting. I learned that I officially can't dance though. I always seemed to turn the wrong way. Oh well.
Shopping yesterday with Trey, Brian, and Jessica was also very fun! We think we all might want to work together somewhere.
The rest of this weekend should be...EXCITING!

SURVEY

September 17 2005
>

> What is your full name now? JACQUELINE MARIE DESMARAIS

> 2. What color pants are you wearing? NONE!!! IM WEARIN MY RED "BOXING" SHORTS

>

> 3. What are you listening to right now? FALL OUT BOY

>

> 4. What was the last thing you ate? COOKIE A THE MOVIE NIGHT



> 5. Do you wish on stars? YES

>

> 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? FUCIA(SP?)



> 7. How is the weather right now? SUNNY



> 8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? GRANDMA

>

> 9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? YES

>

> 10. How old are you today? 15

>

> 11. Favorite drink? MILK

>

> 12. Favorite sport? FENCING AND SWIMMING

>

> 14. Siblings? YES SISTER AND STEP BRO

>

> 15. Favorite food? CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP

>

> 16. What was the last movie you saw? OFFICE SPACE



> 17. Favorite day of the year? IDK I HAVE LIKE 3



> 18. What was your favorite toy as a child? BARBIE



> 19. Summer or winter?WINTER

>

> 20. Hugs or kisses? DEPENDS ON WHO

>

> 21. Chocolate or Vanilla? VANILLA

>

> 22. Do you want your friends to email/COMMENT you back? YES

>

> 23. Who is most likely to respond? KC



> 24. Who is least likely to respond? IDK
>

> 25. Living arrangements? MOM DAD SIS DOGS GECKO FISH
>

> 26. When was the last time you cried? YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD
>

> 27. What is under your bed? JUNK

>

> 28. Who is the friend you have had the longest? BRITTANY REBURN

>

> 29. What did you do last night? GAME AND MOVIE NIGHT

>

> 30. Favorite smell? WARM VANILLA SUGAR

>

> 31. Favorite TV show? REALITY SHOWS AMAZING RACE

>

> 32. Happy In life? YEP

>

> 33. What are you afraid of? IDK

>

> 34. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn? LOTTS OF BUTTER

>

> 35. Favorite car? YELLOW X-TERA

>

> 36. Favorite Flower? ROSE

>

> 37. Number of keys on your keys ring? 2

>

> 38. How many years at your current job? NONE

>

> 39. Favorite day of the week? SATURDAY

>

> 40. What did you do on your last birthday? HAD FUN

>



> 41. How many cities have you lived in? 4

>

> 42. Do you make friends easily? YES
>

> 43. How many people will you be sending this to? WHOEVER READS IT

I Played

September 17 2005
Ohh yeah I played for the last 5 minutes on friday night, I blocked multiple times, ran the hitch once, and ran the fade twice. Though coach never threw me the ball, I did good and I hope he see's film on me.

Untitled

September 17 2005
Hey Everyone, well this week has been good except for the part that was kinda upsetting..no comments ....anyways we did not win the game last night but still had fun eventhough ...... hmmm....I GET TO GO CONOEING TOMORROW!!!!!! im sooo excited and can not wait!!!!! ......well i guess im gonna go...c-ya lata!!!!

Bunches of Love,

Rachel

PS!!!!! IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO PUT SONGS OR A BACKGROUND ON THIS THING THEN please!!!!! TELL ME!!!!!!

History

September 17 2005
History
by Matthew West
album: History (2005)
It's been a bad day
You've been looking back
And all you see is everything you wish you could take back
All your mistakes
A world of regrets
All of those moments you would rather forget
I know it's hard to believe
Let me refresh your memory

Yesterday is history
And history is miles away
So, leave it all behind you
But let it always remind you of the day
The day that love made history

You know you can't stay right where you fell
The hardest part is forgiving yourself
But let's take a walk into today
And don't let your past get in the way

Would you believe that you are history in the making, in the making?
Every choice that you are making
Every step that you are taking
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
Every word that you are saying
Every prayer that you are praying
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
History is in the making
History is in the making

Read the lyrics. I love the fact that God has already forgotten the things we've done. He's crying out to us the same cry he's always been crying out I died for that! Let it go, and accept the plans I have for you. We are the only obstacle in the way of what God desperately wants to show us. God wants to create history with us. Isn't he worthy of that? Can we get out of the way so that God can restore us? He's waiting right by our side, only smiling with anxiousness. He knows your life and it's potential. Let's make the history God wants us to have. Let's hold the hand of Christ forever. May we forever be embedded in the heart of God. He created us for this moment, let's make it count!

Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect his will really is. -Romans 12:2

And What I Really Meant To Say.

September 17 2005
So life is good.
Not bad but not exactly estatic.
I'm bored and lonely.
And hungry.
So I guess I'll go eat.

Untitled

September 17 2005
holla for a dolla.
i'm done w/ this. =)

love you guys.

:yawn:

September 17 2005
boy.. i'm one tired mofo.
last week was home coming week
it was fun times.

'speshully thursday and friday ^_^
thurs = got to get out of fourth period and eat far east
fri = half day of school/ home coming game (we lost miserably) :pout:

but whatev'

tony and i enjoy singing pixies songs into megaphones ^__^

i feel discusting... i think i'll go take a shower now

bleh

September 17 2005
my sunday school girls
are coming to spend the night.
so no time to think about boys.
which is exactly what I need right now.
no thinking..
-sighs-


read here.

PATRIOTS OF THE CARIBBEAN

September 16 2005

If you weren't there, you missed out.

Missed out like woah.

Now I'm sleepy. Sorry that I'm too tired to make a real update, but I do have to be at work in... 8 or 9 hours.

Ciao, darlings.

To the one. . .

September 16 2005
To the person(people??) whose advice i'm too stubborn to listen to always remember, that as ignorant as I may seem. . .



photo from lauraebeth

I've also been talking to someone tonight who has made me realize some crazy profound things about relationships and the such(no one knows this person, so don't ask)

Florida is good, and I really wanna come see everyone. . .

and mom, don't ask. b/c I don't feel like sharing. and I won't

QOTD: "So it's offical, Disney doesn't care about us." ~Angel Thomas(the coolest negro I know)

I recieved some books today in the mail that will distract me from schoolwork for at least the next 3 weeks. it's a series!

Untitled

September 16 2005
yea today i did nothing......o yea i thought about doing something ,but then realized doing something is VERY overated...so.... o yea i updated my phusebox so that's something........and mike p.'s spending the night so ill go skate with him maybe at 6th avenue in nashville (if i can get a ride) if not we'll just skate around here (even though my neighbors practically hate me for skating everyday)

later.................... homie gizzle nizzle fizzle kizzle dog (or however the rappers say it)

thought of the millinium

September 16 2005
people are stupid without jesus.

what is pepperoni made out of

September 16 2005
Old decrepid animal rights activists

that ozzy is pretty cool...

September 16 2005
oswald chambers that is...the other ozzy can be rather creepy...

so, yep, more my utmost for His highest stuff...

"When you pray, go into your room, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is in the secret place..." -matthew 6:6

"the primary thought in the area of religion is-- keep your eyes on God, not on people. your motivation should not be the desire to be known as a praying person.... have no motivation other than to know your Father in heaven.... God does not hear us because we pray earnestly-- He hears us soley on the basis of redemption. God is nver impressed by our earnestness. prayer is not simply getting things from God-- that is only the most elementary kind of prayer. prayer is coming into perfect fellowship and oneness with God."  -oswald chambers

we don't even deserve to talk to God. but He desires intimacy with us despite our sinfulness. wouldn't it be awesome instead of going to God with my desires, wants and needs, that i just sat in His presence seeking after His desires, wants and needs. to listen to Him. to stop making prayer just something i have to do or do because i am in need. but desire it and grasp what it is and what God designed for it to be.

God is AWEsome!

i hope everyone has a great night!

My Friday....

September 16 2005
Yeah... don't you hate it when you get a greater punishment than what you deserve. You know... like when you might deserve a punch in the stomach, or a slap on the face, but you get a kick to the groin... Yeah... pisses me off too.

Band is band... long and tiring. I wish we had another week to prepare for the contest on Saturday too.

The other parts of my day were great. I got to see Amanda for the majority of my "off time" from band, and I got to eat Subway.

Well, I guess thats all. I'm going to go to bed and get my beauty sleep.

Stubbs

Sound Shop

September 16 2005
Sound Shop in the mall has $3 classical cd's.

sososososo busy

September 16 2005
Ok for student council the 2 busiest weeks of school are homecoming, well next week is homecoming, and yea I'm in student council, so it should be crazy, and on top of that I'm in charge of powder puff football, and yea I feel like I'm a chicken w/ it's head chopped off trying to get everything done, so more than likely I won't write on this thing till next week... I am so excited, Flight Plan is coming out Friday and I have no plans for Saturday b/c I don't have to work, so yea pretty sure I'm going to go see that, it looks AWESOME, well here are the days for homecoming week so dress to impress...
Monday - Sports jersy day
Tuesday - Favorite movie day
Wednesday - Comedy day (wacky tacky)
Thursday - Disney day
Friday - Blackman sprit day
So come dressed, it shoud be an exciting week!!!

Untitled

September 16 2005
So yeah, I went to Amy's house after school (with Booger) and we got a tour of the farm. It was amazing! I got to play with the donky, horse, cows, and chickens. It was so much fun!

Practice was good, I felt as though we got a lot done. I wasn't a happy camper though, that one bass clarinet player that talks ALL the time like dented up my marching-season baby. Grr...The performance during the ball game went well. My shoe almost came off.

So yeah, Hendersonville is Tomorrow, I'm excited. Yay for Sara Todd!

Look at my new pix!

Untitled

September 16 2005
soo...

i randomly got a CHI iron

and rainbows...

but from different people...cause my mom wouldnt buy my two super duper expensive things for nothing...fun fun fun

28-20

September 16 2005
Lavergne did well.
Even though they lost.
I had a fun night.
I hung out with a lot of people.
Mostly Caitlin, Carissa, Gastone, Jessica, Alexis, Matt, and Morgan.
Fun times...
I gotta get a job.
hmm
Gonna hafta finish that Chick-Fil-A application.
Well, Its tired at my place.
Talk to Yall soon. - J4(()8