Can I walk with you?♥

September 25 2005
I woke up this morning
You were the first thing on my mind
I don’t know were it came from
All i know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
You've got me wondering if you know that
I am wondering about you
The feeling is so strong that I can't imagine
You're not feeling it too
You've known me long enough to trust that
I want what's best for you
If you wanna be happy then I am the one
That you should give your heart to
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
Now everyday aint' gonna be like the summer's day
Being in love for real it ain't like a movie screen
But I can tell you all the drama aside you and I
can find what the worlds been looking for forever
friendship and love together
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life

Emily has a car!

September 25 2005
So my stepdad bought himself a car since the Mailbu was barely getting him to Nashville each and every day. So I got the Malibu. It is black cherry and it needs a name. I'm thinking something masculine. Any ideas?

Photo From stephen

September 25 2005


photo from stephen

have you seen this sign!!!

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September 25 2005
You are a
Social Liberal
(61% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(31% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat



Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

Gar, Peter

September 25 2005
This day definitely is not starting off well.

EDIT: But it has gotten much better.

The 15-Minute Sleep Curse

September 25 2005
I have trouble sleeping. End of story. Usually, it takes a good while for me to actually get to sleep after going to bed. That's okay. I have learned to cope with this, however, occationally, I will fall asleep for about 15 minutes and then suddenly wake up. This is when I know I am doomed. I then spend the next 4 hours trying to go to sleep, listening to music, trying to go to sleep again, turning on infomercials on television, trying to go to sleep yet again, listening to a podcasts, and finally, after my body just cannot stay awake any more, I will finally fall asleep.

This situation is where I sit right now. I went to bed several hours ago and fell asleep for 15 minutes and woke up and now it is 4:30 am and I am still not able to sleep. Looks like I will be sleeping all Sunday afternoon... hmm.





Another Post! I

September 25 2005
So, it's 2:27, and I just drank entirely too much coffee with Taylor and Laura, who comprise fantastic coffee-drinking company, let me tell you. Taylor is in the living room, being a wittle worker bee, grading 380 papers, and I just got done assembling the greatest fantasy football team ever for tomorrow's games (The Mermaden)...coached by the Heefus...

Currently I am reading John Keats...yes, I am a disciple of this great man...and tonight I'm going to share some of his wisdom with you all. This is one of my favorite poems, ever:

"Women, wine, and snuff"
By KEATS
Give me women, wine and snuff
Until I cry out 'hold, enough!'
You may do so sans objection
'Til the day of resurrection;
For bless my beard they aye shall be
My beloved Trinity.

So, naturally, I don't take this literally. But I think it's pretty funny. You should too.

Okay, might go help the Tater with his papers. See you all sometime.

love (that's platonic love), the heefus.

Firewall Protection.

September 24 2005
The duty of a firewall is to keep bad things off the internet off of a computer.

mine is REALLY GOOD. It prevents me from taking the exam for my Health and Wellness class.

I just wanna come home! I wish I was on track with all my crazy homework

college life

September 24 2005
Hey y'all, how's everyone doing?!?!? i miss all y'all a lot... all my boro people, y'all are great!!
I have found myself lately missing someone that I never really talked to at all... this person is very special to me and I wish I could see him but I cant.. oh well, I'll just miss him.
I've been hanging out a lot lately. There is so much going on and I'm loving every minute of it. My dorm floor is the best!! Woodworth 4!! heck yes!! lol but seriously Im having a great time. Been hanging out with a ton of different people and it's been great to get to know more people all the time. But anyways Im really tired and I have church in the morning so Im gonna go and I'll talk to all y'all later! Love ya~
Julia

Sucky party

September 24 2005
Ahhh sucky party....waste of 3 hours...

Photo From rachael

September 24 2005
yay for Andy Davis!



photo from rachael

which book of the bible are you?

September 24 2005
took this quizical. this is what i got.

you are ephesians.

chances are you've made some whopper mistakes in your life...cause it's usually people like you who really understand their position in Christ. you know it's not by might, not the power, and certainly not by through works, but only through the Blood of Christ. that's all there is that's standing between you and the Father...and that's all you need. people find you to be generally more grace-filled than most. you are attractive to the faith, and are usually a bit on the non-tradition side.

i think it's right. tell me what you think.

TESTS....AHHHHHH

September 24 2005
This week is going to be fun. I have a test on Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday's test is in Theater Appreciation covering six chapters, so there is alot covered on it. Wednesday's test is in Physical Science, that one will probably be hard because the last one was, so I some studying to do this week. Oh not to mention that I have a Literature essay due on Wednesday too. I've got fun to look forward to.

gotta Love free stuff

September 24 2005
Back in the spring of last year I entered to win a free iPod from Best Buy. After shopping for many month's i get a email confirmation saying that I won!!! Yay for me. It cam with a 3 year service plan and replacement policy. Well let's fast forward a few month to today and that is where my story begins...
Today itunes told me that my ipod was corrupted. I thought, well I have a service plan, let's use it. So I take my 20GB B/W iPod to Best Buy and they tell me the best new i heard all day. "We don't carry the black and white iPod's any more, but you can just go and pick up a color one and we'll replace this one."

So I get a 20GB iPod Photo for my old black and white one. I hope that Apple comes out with something cooler, because as long as it is under $300, I can replace my stuff for new things!!!

It official....

September 24 2005
I don't think anyone reads my phusebox..... maybe it's just me..... well, i know one person does.... because she's just cool like that... surely there are more cool people out there...

swings and super heroes

September 24 2005
Long day.
1 - bowling league, we win
2 - walking around fighting with friends
3 - swings and games
4 - video game online
5 - family comes for party
6 - fun with family = food and board games
7 - The Incredibles for cousins

Bad times to good

Im gonna miss my cousins - back to Louisiana

Talk to Yall soon.

- J4(()8

y?

September 24 2005
y does life hav to hav so much bull crap? it sucks. wow im pissed.

God Bless the Broken Road that Led Me Straight to You

September 24 2005
Jessi Shipley IS the BEST person EVER!!

I

Families are weird.

September 24 2005

I've found that, with my family, you find out more if they think you have no idea what they're talking about. Especially if they think it's a secret. And they just keep avoiding the main word of the conversation, but keep talking about it, all the while thinking I have noooooooooo idea what's going on.

Oh contraire.

If you've ever wondered what it's like being the youngest child, look at it this way. You are always, always considered naive. It doesn't matter what they thought your siblings understood at your age, your way of thinking, to them, will always be the equivilant of a twelve year old. That's just, the way it works. In my family, anyway.

So yeah, that was kind of random.....

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire comes out TWO DAYS before my birthday!!!!

~Rachel =)

so im not much of a phuseboxer

September 24 2005


i dunno why i update this thing.. its been about a month.. suppose its time.



overview of the past month..

-Jars of Clay concert--Awesome!
-Coldplay concert--absolutely AMAZING!
-wrecked my car--not so amazing..
-flag football w/ my church--pretty fun!
-found I'm officially going on a mission trip to Northern Ireland--EXCITING!
-Hiking w/ my d-group--a blast!!
-cc--lets just say.. lets not say anything..
-homecoming yesterday--fun though neither kayla nor desirae won queen.


thats all the highlights i can think of right now..

this is for you kelsey.. much love!


R-A-D spells rad

September 24 2005
so my weekend's totally been RAD
how 'bout yourselves??

(will type in more detail about my weekend on the morrow)

♥♥
lub

(ps: NEW PICTURES please comment, hos!!)

yayness

September 24 2005
good times this weekend. and it's not even over.

last night me and brittany went to the drive in movie and saw Just Like Heaven and Red Eye. Red Eye was amazing, and Mark Ruffalo is just about the sweetest thing ever. but Cillian Murphy scares me....

today was practice and then i took a shower and went to Christina's to paint the sophomore sheet. it looks amazing!!!

after that i went to Chili's with emily, chelsey, chip, jacque, kyle and booger. then we saw The Corpse Bride ("there's an eye in me soup."). there were tons of band people in there. it was really funny.



photo from blue_lips

jackwah!



photo from blue_lips
me and emowee



photo from blue_lips
jacque and chelsey



photo from blue_lips
chelsey and chip


FACT:

September 24 2005
HEATH EVERETTE CAPPS will graduate in December, and not need wintersession, because total hours, elective hours, history hours overall, history seminar hours, history specific class hours, english minor hours, and transfer hours all meet university requirements.

At least, by my count they do. I'll find out Monday. And if something is amiss, one of my brilliant chemist friends (he shall remain unnamed but is a.k.a. Tater) will be commisioned to build a large bomb...and...well...let's hope that doesn't happen.

So that last bit was a joke.

Anyway, I'm a goner. It's fairly early and I haven't done anything interesting all day, so I'm about to.

heefus.

Sick :(

September 24 2005
being sick made me miss my last: football homecoming parade , football blaze bash , homecoming football game , and the crowning of one of my friends as queen .

made me miss seeing mr. jolley who showed up for the game.

made me miss performing the halftime show twice .

made me miss the announcement of the band trip. san antonio, tx .

just when i hoped things wouldnt get worse .

::ben

Loving Well

September 24 2005
God is so cool. Beth Moore is so cool. I went into this weekend feeling really outcast cause i was one of the only high schoolers on the trip, but the people didnt really matter...the only think that mattered was God and his divine plan for my weekend.

I immediately know God was planning something big for me when Beth revealed to us the theme of the weekend....what was it, you say? LOVE! seems trite, i know, but it was exactly what i needed! As women, we, all too often, feel unloved and inadequate...she made me realize that God loves me with His sovereign love and that i love because He loves me...his love allows me to love others...so, my love is an outpour of his godliness. also, if you know me, i have a lot of enemies...no one i hate but people in my life, who i would just not rather associate with. so God taught me through Beth Moore, that i can love all the testy people in my life...i really can!

With all this talk of love and feeling loved, i've come to the realization (with the help of a few amazing women and few much needed conversations) that i am not feeling special...so, i will soon be making a very big move for me...something i am not comfortable with at all...something that will make me cry, before, during an after...something i already feel the pain it will bring. this is the time to be vague, but everyone will find out soon enough...i just hope it turns out for the best...

i love you all so so much...even the people i dont like all that much...im trying!
Rebekah

"you can brush their hair, or you can witness to them, but regardless, love them with all you have" _beth moore

re:title of post
the whole weekend i thought "loving well" meant that i was learning to love the people around me in a better way...but this afternoon, she plainly told me that "He is the Loving Well, the Living Water" its not about how we love someone, but how much we love someone and if we love the way God calls us to love.

**edit**
i have officially made my first attempt to love someone more...someone i dont really like...

im kinda new @ this

September 24 2005
umm im not sure what im doin yet.. but im just messin around to see what this does.. so sry if it takes me a while to figure this stuff out.. lol.. go to my other sites!!!
go to my myspace
go to my xanga but thats all for now..

Untitled

September 24 2005
--fall break is right around the corner--

Best Weekend Ever

September 24 2005
Well guys. I just had an amazing weekend. I went and surprised Steph there at Samford and we had an amazing time. We didn't necessarily have a huge plan for the weekend. We just hung out (sometimes that makes for the best date; just sitting and talking and looking each other in the eye). We did go to this awesome restaurant called Davenport's and ate some good pizza. The next day my car battery was dead (I had to sleep there cuz guys aren't allowed in the girl's dorms-go figure- so I had my fan on in there for too long). Steph pulled through though and pulled her car up next to mine, we used my jumper cables, and started the car. I felt so manly just cuz I've never used jumper cables before. Anyway, I didn't wanna leave but now that I'm back, Adam and Thorne (guys from my dorm)and I are gonna watch Night At the Roxbury. It rocks. Well, let me know what you think or just leave me a comment. Peace.

....

September 24 2005
i need a life...other than *insert amazing guy's name here*


i am so pathetic...he doesn't even talk to me...anymore...it hurts to see him with her...

he doesn't even know i love him...i want to tell him, but he's never around...i wish i could tell him, but it'd ruin my life...i already know it would...

what should i do? i love him......he loves someone else.....

*sighs* why me? why now? he's older...he wouldn't go for me anyways... but he's perfect...he's amazing...

same same.

September 24 2005
this has been a good relaxing weekend, just what i needed most.

If you don't know this song by now...

September 24 2005
You have been missing out.

I'm tired

September 24 2005
I've been sleeping...but I'm still tired. Why?

Today I ran, cleaned house, ate, and am now filling out a graduation application...I'm so efficient.

My Braves are about to come on...I haven't sported a Braves hat in a while, so I think I have to get one...after all, we are winning the World Series this year...5 games until 14 in a row...haters...stoopid Boston and Yankees fans. WHOA OH OHOHOH...OHHH...OH OHOHOH...

[I'm making the tomahawk motion with my arm as I chant...]

Okay, now I have to go do a grad app. This was fun though.

see y'all.

heefus

i feel

September 24 2005
sadness rolling in soon

All In His Plan...

September 24 2005
Sometimes life can be so dang hard....I mean I dunno...Sometimes I just think "Why God? Why isn't this in your timing? Why can't I have what I want now?" And then I realize...that's so selfish of me. God knows the big picture and I know only little bits and pieces. He sees the things I dont. Everything happens for a reason. Its really hard when something you want to happen so badly doesnt happen because Its all a part of God's timing...His plan. I just gotta trust Him...Im blessed beyond what I could ever deserve and I just dont appreciate it enough...it shows when I get upset over the stupid things...

"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven"- Ecclesiastes 3:1

I hope you have a great weekend...God bless

Andrea



photo from GodsGirl615

These two girls have been amazing to me through everything...I love you both so much.

...wow...

September 24 2005
well, my mom's out of town for the weekend **SCORE!!!** lol...i really shouldn't be happy about that, but trust me...I AM...

today went to work with my dad so i could watch the kids (it was a lot easier than watching them here)...lucky for me they were having the firefighting olympics...so that kept the kids, matt, and definately me occupied...haha...hot firefighters in their uniforms and such = heaven...courtney seemed somewhat jealous when i texted her earlier...haha...

anyways, so yeah...that's about all that's going on...have a better picture up now...the only reason it has the resolution under the picture is because of the hosting service i used...

talk to you all later...
love you all...
[becca]


...how could someone i love so much hurt me so much more...

next week

September 24 2005
is almost here. :-)

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September 24 2005
Poopie.

trying hard to look like gary cooper

September 24 2005







thats the camera i want. nice, eh?

September 24 2005

September 24 2005
BOOOYAAAA SKEEEDADEEEE!!!! I hope everyone is doing great. I'm gonna have to say I am doing extremly well. I am just sitting here right now listening some Audio Adrenaline Boot Leg lol I know, Iknow, its soooo old but its all good. It's an oldie but a goodie as many people would say. But yea so get this.... Today I was like boooyaaaa Im gonna do somthing a little different im my time with God. So I busted out the new Casting Crowns CD. Its amazing I would suggest it. I must say it's a little less in your face like their last album was but it is good in different ways. Um but I flip to track 9 the song called "Prodigal." So then I crack open the old CD lyrics and get this - - - The lyrics have verses to go along with each song. I tell ya, it was so much fun listening to the song and reading the verses that corrispond! I mean I never thought about a devotional that matches songs lyrics with verses. It is cool because it put into more of a perspective what the song is about. All that said. I would suggest listening to a little bit of the new Casting Crowns album if not going ahead and buying it. If you do get a chance to borrow it or buy it try doing a quiet time with the cd and reading the verses along with the song. I don't know maybe Im just late in doing this but I think that is the coolest idea! lol. So yea all in all things are great in my world considering a few circimstances. Thanks for thinking enough about me to read this lol. Peace out everyone, I hope all of you have a great weekend!!!!

In Him,
Jonathan
John3:30
1Thes 5:16-17

This is one of the verses that went along with the song - - - 1John 1:9 - - - If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

BOOOOOYAAAAAA until next time!!!!

woah. long time no write!

September 24 2005
yello guys! i hjavent had time to even get online because of homework. thats really all i have time for these days! Volleyball , homework, volleyball, homework, and volleyball. holly asked me to homecoming so im going with her! we are gonna have a BLAST! today i wanna shop for a homecoming dress! ima gonna look hott! (i wish!) lol! well i gotta go plan the day! xOoX!
dont forget to pray for hilton!
roxanne

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September 24 2005
sooo...I now Have a phusebox...this is exciting

texas

September 24 2005
no thanks.
i'm not trying to be a downer about this band trip. but i'm really disapointed. boo.

so mom and dad say we can go on a cruise for spring break and i can take some friends.
yessssss.

that sounds much better.
:-)

Well, Whadya Know?

September 24 2005
So I am on iTunes searching through the podcast on leadership or religion. As I am scrolling through the list of relegious podcast, I see a name that stuck out. I am pretty sure you all know who he is...Lane Wood. What Lane Wood?? Yup, has his very own podcast!! You should subscribe to his podcast and support his ministry in Manhattan. (goto podcast and search "Lane Wood") Sent him an email of encouragement and let him know that you are praying for him.

Also, while you are at it, email Nathan the same. Let these guys know that we support them and what God is doing through them in NY and NJ areas.

Rock On,
Shelby

tha past....

September 24 2005
last night was hard for me....it was tha first football game i have paid for in 4 years...just being there and not on tha field with the team was really tuff!! brought back way to many memories for me!!! on tha way to tha church i just started crying....
it was lyns first time to ever see the band!!! lol!!! i was happy for him!!!

i found $3.57 at work today!! YAY!! go me!!
Jason was at tha game!! boy have i missed him!!! im happy he is home for at least 2 days! lol!!!

well back to work i go!!! adios!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

Little Brother...

September 24 2005

This is my little brother Casey. It's a long and complicated story best saved for another day but lets just say that by birth/blood he is my Great-Nephew but by Law he is my brother. We got custody of him earlier in the year.

Sponge Bob is sooooo gangsta







I didnt do it.... I'm innocent....






I guess thats enough for one day. Will update and put up more pics tomorrow...
Take Care and Keep Smiling
Danny

Photo From InHim

September 24 2005


photo from InHim

KISS HIM MATT...KISS THE STING RAY, YEAH

roll bounce

September 24 2005

dude... last night rocked the house. it was Kasey, Anne, Macey, Lauren, Addie, Ina, and me, and we were amazing. we dressed so crazy, and we totally owned the skating rink.

not to sound conceited, but those kids LOVED us! omg. and when i said "5th grade thugs" i wasn't kidding. but seriously, the majority of them thought we were awesome.

some little 10 year olds gave us shit about our outfits, cause we were dressed CRAZAY, we we really didn't care... i mean, they're like 10! and some of those little girls were nazty! they humped the floor during the Cha Cha Slide... geez.

oh! these little boys didn't know who the Spice Girls were, but we got the DJ to play "wannabe" and showed them what's up. he also played "Barbie Girl" and "Thriller" for us. some kid was screaming "80s!!" at us all night. it was funny.

oh and pretty sure this little 11 year old named Parker has a crush on me. he was all "do you have a boyfrined" etc. it was precious.

but yeah, we had a fan club going. kids followed us everywhere. everywhere. they danced like we danced. it was epic. granted, it took a while for them to warm up to us... and some of em still hate us, but whatever. they all wanted pictures of us too. and some guy was just randomly taking pics of us with his camera phone. it was pretty epic. i gave him props. hahaha.

anyway... there's way more to the night, but it's almost too much to write, and it's just little stuff that happened, nothing dynamic. i don't think...

oh! i told everyone i was from Tokyo, Japan, and that i just moved back here after living for like 4 years in Japan. and they were like "does everyone dress like that there?" and i was like "yeah, basically" cause i mean, i looked like a Japanese raver! fun fun.

i felt kinda bad for these kids, cause since they're young and ghetto, they're pretty closed-minded and not really accepting, but i think we can change that. we're gonna go back every once and while, and become sort of regulars.

stay cool, don't do drugs :peace sign:

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September 24 2005
i think something good will happen..but i won't say what cause i realllyrelllly reallly reallly don't want to jinx this one :-] !!!!!!!

for real?

September 24 2005
I'm okay you guys ^_^
seriously
I was just in thinking mode
these last two days.
but thank you so much for the comments.
I dont think you guys know how much I appreciate those
hmm well laura might come over today
& then we are going to this japanese party.
fo sho
ahahaha but yeah that's exciting
then tomorrow at church we have this
ginormous breakfast, mmmm
lol then I have to babysit.
first weekend I have been home
so it's weird & boring
heh

okay, okay I'll let ya go.
have a wonderful day.

I LOVE YOU

skating

September 24 2005
ok pretty sure last night was the most fun i have had in a long time!! me stephen ina kasey macy lauren and ann got all dressed up and went roller skating!! it was amizing we had like a fan club and all these litte kids were like ughh i dont like ur outfits and stephen was like what are you like 11 or something lol it was a blast and i made a good new friend Ina is AmAzInG!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words

September 24 2005
After waking up at an ungodly hour this morning, I started going through some pictures I have in a basket beside my bed. Not filed in frames or scrapbooks, I picked up a stack of photographs, and my eye caught a small photo album that caused my arms to go a little numb, for I knew that it housed a picture of Kyle McCabe. I remember taking the picture. I remember getting butterflies as I asked him if I could ((I had a crush on him in 7th grade)). I remember watching him and Michael Shannon play basketball afterwards. It's so bizarre what the human mind is capable of retaining once a death of someone we know occurs.

I looked through more pictures, and I found many from my days at Lascassas and Oakland. I know my pride is stored in Siegel, but looking through these pictures made me realize how much fun I had at Oakland.

I found a ton of pictures from my first year in drama 2. Oh my goodness, I wish I could go back; I miss it like crazy. At work yesterday, I realized I was in four plays, three variety shows, two prom fashion shows, and the director of one single act play. Drama had a huge impact on my, and I'm thankful for the opportunity to be apart of it.

Now I really want to take pictures and scrapbook them, wooo!

funstressfun...texas?!

September 24 2005
everything's all good. little stressed this weekend, because amy dent is a difficult person to plan a surprise party for. but whatever. other than that, everything is a-ok. i'm feeling pretty unexciting about now. rar, these journal things are going out the window. didn't get to go to the ruddy talent show because they sold out of tickets? would have gotten one sooner if i knew that...so i had to sit at a table with 3 drummers talking drummers talk and drumming on the table and a practice pad. my ears were ringing. it was painful on my head. then we were supposed to have rock band practice during mr. bhs. did not want to go to that at all. but they made us go to it anyways...yeah,whatever. we haven't practiced in a few weeks and are trying to make your school look better by sounding better. darn people. we did well at the game anyways. so booyah. :) texas?...i think it should be fun.

um

September 24 2005
so i guess i haven't mastered the art of getting people to comment me on this yet... oh welll.. its getting there.. haha

About My Mom Reading My Xanga

September 24 2005
Well the last two entries I posted on my phusebox I posted on my xanga and my xanga user name is BabyGurlModel21.Well I called my mom and told her to read them two and she did and than called me back and was in tears no joke.She goes Im letting your dad read it cause it really teared me up which is really touching for me to read some thing you wrote that you meant that came truely from your heart.I didnt write it to touch anybody.I wrote it cause its how I feel and I write the truth no lies in that one.Well Im glad my mom enjoyed reading my last two entries.I hope everyone enjoy's comng to my page and reading the joy's of my everyday Christian life.I love everybody and I want everyone to know Im hear for you anything you need me to be cause you can always count on me.

-Redneck-
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? No
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? No
3] Do you live in a mobile home? No
4] Is your car still primer gray? Nope
5] Do you like country music? No
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? No
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? No
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? No
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? No
Total YES: 0

-Goth-
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: No
3] Do you think about death often?: No
4] Do you want to die?: No
5] Are you a social outcast?: No
6] Are you pale?: No
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? Yes
9] Are you nice?: Yes
Total YES: 4

-Skater Punk-
1] Can you skateboard?: No
2] Do you wear Vans?: Yes
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? Yes
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: Nope
5] Do you watch the x-games? No
6] Do you have any piercings?: Yes
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? Nope
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: Yes
9] Have you called someone a poser?: Yes
Total YES: 5

-Prep-
1] Do you say the word "like": Yes
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Yes
3] Do you pop the collar? No
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: No
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? No
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? Yes
7] Do you like pop music: Yes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: Yes
Total YES:5

-Hippie-
1] Is your hair long?: No
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: Yes
3] Do you want peace?: Yes
4] Do you want to save the animals? Yes
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: Yes
6] Is love essential in your life?: Yes
7] Have you smoked pot? Nope
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? Yes
Total YES: 6

-Gangsta-
1] Do you act ghetto?: Sometimes
2] Do you wear do-rags?: Nope
3] Do you like hip-hop?: Yes
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: Yes
5] Do you believe he's alive?: No
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: Yes
8] Do you like to dance?: Yes
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: Yes
Total YES: 6

-Emo-
1] Do you cry often? Occasionly
2] Do you wear hoodies: Yes
3] Do you like soft music: Yes
4] Do people not understand you?: Yes
5] Do you write your own songs?: Yes
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: Yes
7] Do you cut your hair: Yes
8] Are you lonely: Yes
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: No
Total YES: 8

-Surfer-
1]Do you surf? No
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: No
3] Is your hair shaggy?: No
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: No
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: Yes
6] Are you tanned? No
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: Yes
9] Do you hate tourists?: No
Total YES: 2

-Geek-
1] Do you wear glasses: Yes
2] Do you get good grades? No
3] Do you use an inhaler?: No
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? No
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: No
6] Are you on the computer often?: Yes
7] Do you ever get picked on?: Yes
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: No
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: Sometimes
10] Do you have braces?: No
Total YES: 4

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September 23 2005
i dont really know what to update about nothing interessting going on but hopefully i will be at Seigel soon i got my papers to go. I am just tired of Oakland and the people there!


I feel in love quick
I feel in love deep
It has gotten so bad where i cant go to sleep
I lay in my bed wishing you could hold me
Still on my mind the sweet things that you told me
You leave me excited at school
Cant wait to get home to talk to you
You seem so perfect like a dream come true
Now all I want is to just be with you
I have never felt this way before
And yet you still try to say
"I love you more"

i got bored !

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September 23 2005
drama is all around but do i care???

NO

all my friends ar mad at each other but i couldnt tell you even the beginning about it couse i have completely ignored it!!!! yup im staying away from it and just thinking about other things like tyler and band and all things good that dont involve drama!!! ah crazy crazy well band from 8 am till 1 am tomorrow gonna be fun but crazy long and tireing o well hang out with some cool kids hopefully! wellits late i NEED sleep so ill ttyl

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

imactuallyupdating

September 23 2005
yay.

except i don't have much to say as of right now other than school is a bully.
((stoopid beech))

i know...
not for a fact, quite yet,
but i have been considering
quiting band.

::ponders

i should keep up with this site.

yeah, i really should.

hope this next month goes well.
haha

andy davis rocks my socks off

September 23 2005
tonight sarah and i went to see andy davis and mat kearny play at trevecca university. i actually drove there. yes, me, the one who is scared to drive anywhere but to my dad's house in nashville. i could even see the skyline! yay for that. but back to andy. it was this big outdoor event. i was a nice date (hahahahahahaha) and used my jacket as a blanket for sarah and i to sit on. haha. anyway... i took pictures, so all you phusebox readers could feel a part of this wonderful event. haha


my ticket...


sarah and i


andy davis playing on the keyboard


andy davis again


mat kearney


sarah and i played mash at arby's



so yeah. it was a great night! there are some more pictures over in the photo box kids. and a phusebox worthy moment came when we were passing through a sobriety check point. just as we were passing through, near the end, without getting stopped, sarah goes "wooo hooo". luckily for us the cops didn't hear us. they would of pulled us over thinking we had been drinking. that would of been crazy! but yes. i hope everyone else had a great night! i did! i got to see my FAVORITE musician play!!! yay for good times and great music!

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September 23 2005
ha i went to the movies and uhhhh yea she is amazin

relationships

September 23 2005
have you ever had that one friendship that meant so much to you? it meant so much to you that you could almost be content with just that, but then you remember the rest of your amazing friends and shrug off that thought.

i felt like this today.

my best friend jennifer and i got to talk today after a two and a half week hiatus. i can't put into words how much this conversation meant to me today. she is truly my sister in Christ. we struggle through the same things at the same time. we were seperated this summer (me at ridgecrest, her at home) so we only had 10 days to spend time together when i got back home. i was thinking that our relationship reminds me of one's relationship with Christ. she loves me despite who i am. she doesn't judge me. she encourages me. she tells me the truth whether i want to hear it or not. she doesn't get mad and walk away from me. she prays for me. she is absolutely precious to me.

we've been friends since junior year of high school, best friends since....i guess senior year of high school, and we will be friends til the day we die.
there's just something about sharing your heart with someone knowing that they aren't judging you, and that chances are, they are (or have) struggling with it too. she knows everything about me. EVERYTHING. she's the only one in my life that i have told everything to.

i will see her in a little less than a month.

one night at the end of the summer, we were out at the end of my driveway looking at stars and just talking about the happenings (physical and spiritual) of the summer when we saw a meteorite. at first we thought it was a really low shooting star, but it had a tail, so it had to be a meteorite.

neat story.

for those of you who don't revel in deep relationships...you are missing out on one of the biggest blessings from God himself. tear down your walls and open your heart to someone. it's totally worth it.
goodnight all.
O

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September 23 2005
Tonight I had a date with God.
He told me a few days ago that Friday night He was going to take me out. Don't ask questions or try to figure out what we will do. Just wait for Friday night.
So I'm sitting at the cookout with the new DTS students and God tells me He's taking me to the beach to watch the sunset. Just a few minutes later, Nina says she wants to go to the beach. So Nina, Lisa, and I pile into my car and drive to Short Beach, listening to Jack Johnson on the way.
When we get there, the sunset is beautiful. Nina and Lisa walk down to the surf, but I hang back and sit on the beach to spend my time with God. With the way the beach is positioned, I can just see their torsos every once in a while. A few other couples and families are still there from their day at the beach. A young boy is yelling for his mom, switching from English to another language. Another man is fishing. So I sit watching the sunset. The sky is one huge, solid dark cloud like a canopy hovering over us breaking only right before the horizon to reveal the bright reds and oranges of the setting sun. I can hear crickets chirping in the woods behind me concealing gigantic mansions that are occupied by who knows who. Every sound is exaggerated. A plane flies overhead, and I look up to see if it is visible through the dark clouds. I look over to my friends. Lisa is sitting and watching the waves, small waves, if you would even call them waves. Nina is standing, but I can only see her from the shoulders up. She stretches her arms over her head, throws her body into a cartwheel, and then all I see is her legs until her arms and head appear again. Legs. Arms. Legs. Arms. Legs. Arms. And then she disappears, swimming into the ocean. The sun is setting further. It is getting darker. The lights from the shores of Connecticut across the Long Island Sound are becoming more visible. I lay my head on my knees and just think for a while, enjoying the slightly chilled breeze flowing over me.
It was an intimate time with God, but different than usual. He didn't smother me with words about how much He loved me. He didn't brag about how special I am, or all those things that I selfishly love. Instead, He allowed me to just observe Him. And I saw His strength. I saw His creativity. I felt His awesomeness and all encompassing presence. And in moments like those, when God is God regardless of who I am, I realize again that there are other reasons why I follow God. Sometimes I follow God because He is so good and kind. But on nights like tonight, I remember that I also follow God because He is God. He is in control and much bigger than me. It reminds me of the book of Job.
"Do you have an arm like God's, and can your voice thunder like his? Then adorn yourself with glory and splendor, and clothe yourself in honor and majesty. Unleash the fury of your wrath, look at every proud man and bring him low, look at every proud man and humble him, crush the wicked where they stand. Bury them all in the dust together; shroud their faces in the grave. Then I myself will admit to you that your own right hand can save you."
Sometimes when I am worshipping Him, the best word I can come up with to describe Him is... God.

HMMMMMMMMM...

September 23 2005
Pretty sure I had THE best time today with Amanda. We chilled from 3:00 till around 10:00. It was loverly. Thena got a lil mad at us though... even though we were NOT doing what she accused us of.

I am very happy that we did not have a game tonight... and I am glad that we do not have a competition tomorrow. I am just dreading the practice from nine till twelve. I shouldn't be mad though, becasue it's 3 hours of my weekend instead of 15.

Ray Ray comes home tomorrow!! That does make me happy. Can't wait... lots of stories to share.

Tuesday went well. The MTSU Honor Chior was fun. I got to sing in the quartet on "The Battle Hymn of the Republic." That boosted my ego... untill today when I heard Weston Wax sing Georgia on My Mind. That made my choral ego crash and burn.

:Sigh: ... I guess thats all for now. Not much else to write about.

LATER!!!
Stubbly Stubbs

stupid fricken "friends"

September 23 2005
I hate so many of them:
Backstabbers
Liers
Make-you-feel-baders
and the fags that like to discourage you at bad times.

I dont get it....

Im thinkin that im not very happy rite now.

dont leave comments to make me feel bad for complaining.

just leave advise

or just leave

sorry... - jacob

NUMB3RS: Season Two

September 23 2005

Ok, so since I was a small, girl-fearing kid, I have had a fascination with math. I would work with little puzzles and such as a pastime. I even got a visitor to our house one night to explain long division to me several years before I first got a taste of it in school. I guess it always interested me... how you could "play" with numbers and come out with answers that explain certain properties of our world...

So, in high school, I took advanced math classes and even memorized a string of digits from pi in my boredom during one of my classes. Despite not being focused on lectures, I was fascinated by how numbers could really explain everything in nature, and it even helped me grasp a better understanding of God... with all the order in chaos (simple chaos theory) and all the probabilities that can only point to an intelligent creator. Whether it is the finbonacci sequence found everywhere in nature to the simple, yet profound, pobability theory that stares evolution into its own "survival of the fittest," math is what operates our world.

All this to say, one of my favorite series on television is NUMB3RS. If you have not seen the show, or are bored easily by mathmatics and number theory, basically, this mathematician solves FBI crimes based on some theory of mathematics. It is very intriguing.

The second season debuted tonight and it was great. I have been looking forward to this new season ever since the last episode last season, but at last, it is here. I will now be spending my Friday nights in front of a television tuned to CBS (or record it on my ReplayTV and watch it at my leisure)...

If you have not yet seen it, you really should at least give it a chance. It comes on at 10 PM EST on CBS Friday nights.




Jonathan Moore

September 23 2005
Jonathan Moore leave me a comment...
- the coolest person you've ever met


p.s. use cherry flavored Purel

MY OTHER PRAY TO YOU AS MANY MORE TO COME ALWAYS

September 23 2005
Dear Lord,
Hello my father.
Im praying to you cause I have so much love for you and Im always needing.Why must there be so many hypocries?I wish people could just be real and not judgemental cause were all human and gonna make mistakes.I have made mistake's but from each mistake I have learned something about myself and that you cant keep making those same mistake's but I know you loving me so much that you will get me through this.I have no doubt in my mind that you are behind me 100% in whatever I do even if its a mistake cause your behind me in the way of getting me out of it and just blessing me to learn from all the mistake's I make and to help me grow as a spirtual person.I know Lord I havent been true to you lately and that Im just now getting back up in believing in you again.I had strong high doubts in you cause everyone doubted me and juged me and hurt me bad.I lost my faith totally since about 8th grade and now Im getting all of it strong and back and Im the happiest I have been in a long time knowing that I have my faith back and its a Thanks to Sanctuary on this past Thursday.If I wouldnt of gotten to go I wouldnt be typing these blogs now cause it changed me like things started coming in real fast like boom boom hitting me left and right like a wake up call.Gosh! I know its personal and detailed but what Im trying to say in this prayer to you Lord is Im sorry and I own up to you now and I want to pray for others to never loose there faith in you.I used words and said things months and months ago I wish I never said like I hated you.But,I felt dark and alone cold and scared and like I had no one to go to.But,I should never say some of the things I said and I will never forsake you again my Lord like that I was wrong to.Now that Im praying and letting this all out in the open just please bless me to pass the good word of your name Thy Lord around.There's not a day that goes by now that Im not gonna stop saying to myself how much I Love You and that Im so Thankful to have such a strong Christian family meaning my parents,sis,grandma's and other people in my life.But,I couldnt of gotten through any of this if it wasnt for you.I got through it cause I wanted to and needed to and cause something a girl said at Sanctuary. Thank you girl from Hondorus that goes to Lipscomb and every one else at Lipscomb who touched my heart when they got up there and spoke.WOW! Lipscomb is what can I say a power touching school with so many beautiful people that just really pore there heart out to the Lord.I cant stop thanking you and wont stop.Lord your just so amazing to go and die on the cross to save our sins and wash them away.I dont think I or any human can sit there and say they would do that for any of us and for you to do that is something truely beautiful and amazing like that you are more than GREAT.I cant even start to explain how much Im glad I got you fully 100% back in my life.We dont relize how blessed we are to live in this world even though there is evil out there.Tempation is so hard and we go through it everyday rather we want to or not.
In Him,
KIRSTEN

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September 23 2005
wwowah

i havnt updated in a while..so i am. because i love you.

im really into oldies music i rly rly am right now...i found like 10 kajillion of them i love!

school is good i guess.still awesome

im sick with something and im tried n i dont feel good.

I student taught my little sisters dance classes today..in the 3-4 year old clas I got to act like a butterfly…LOL..i had ribbons and everything. Talk about fun…im telling you it was the best part of my day.

Learned a life lesson today..its hard talking to someone on the phone while they are at a football game..lol..

love to all

alexanna


ps im giving you all a grande sized hug

Fun week

September 23 2005
Well this week was pretty cool. We had a whole fun week I guess. Each day we had to do different things like wacky Wednesday and stuff like that. Pretty much the only thing I did was wear a suit one day. And a bathing suit another.Today was actually pretty fun. We had Booths and food (I got awesome Chinese). A pep rally, Talent show, and Mr. BHS. So it was all pretty cool. There was no work wat so ever today so that was defiantly good. So after school. I went home and went to the movies with Lindsay my recent girlfriend for anyone who does’nt know. And we saw Cry Wolf it was actually pretty good. I jumped a couple times so that is saying something. It was a really good time and now im here typing. And I would like some comments so give em. Cya

-Tanner

uhh

September 23 2005
nevermind..i thot he gave up..
well guess what..he didnt
he thinks i like him..when i dont
at all
not even as a friend
and he told aj
"we're practically going out"
i have no idea how he thinks that..i never talk to the kid..
o well.

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September 23 2005
I haven't slept in 3 days...



photo from tonibaloni

Announcements for 09.25.05

September 23 2005
Well the week has come yes if you are reading this on saturday we are officially 7 days from our youth ministry being a married man! so yea his wedding is @ 2:00 pm on October 1st @ Belle Aire all youth from BABC are invited. Also this wednesday chris and emily will be speaking on their courtship and how they met. Also, guys rec will start at 5:00 from now on because we are running out of daylight! REPEAT, GUYS REC WILL BEGIN @ 5:00 instead of 6:00pm. Lets see what else, oh yea the fall retreat is coming up it going to be an awesome time and teaching and worship. Our speaker is Charles Hampton and our theme is "Awaken." Be praying for Charles, Chris, Clint, BJ, and Stephen as they prepare for fall retreat. Fall retreat is Nov. 5-6, 2005. More details to come! that is all! have a great weekend -proxy521 ministries

Safety and more on Rita

September 23 2005
It's kinda weird that i'm excited about a cat. 3 hurricane coming very close to my own home but when you think about it, it could be worse.I"m good and safe and i think all my friends are accounted for so thats good and they're safe but to anyone who reads this: pray for the people who arn't getting out of houston. IT took me 24ish hours to just get our of TX on a drive that would usually take around 5-6. Thanks to all that our keeping us in your thoughts and prayers. I'll type more later. Gotta go glue my eyes to the t.v. and watch this disaster.

Guess who I love.

September 23 2005
i bet you know.

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September 23 2005
I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG,
OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,
AND TO THE REPUBLIC,
FOR WHICH IT STANDS,
ONE NATION UNDER GOD,
INDIVISIBLE,
WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!

It is said that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the Pledge of Allegiance??

i got this from an email and i felt like putting this on here!

Just trying to sort

September 23 2005
For some reason I am stressed out. I can't really figure out why, I know what I am not stressed out about the following.
1.School..no work, no nothing
2.Running, I am loving it right now
3.My family seems to be going ok
4. Friends are all ok.
Perhaps there is something else missing. Perhaps it is b/c I haven't sat down and been religious for awhile. I don't know if it is even that. I feel so blessed with everything, right now doesn't seem to be the time that God is trying to spite me.
Perhaps it is thinking about college, but really I don't have to decide about that for awhile. I know I can get in where I want to.
Perhaps, it is what someone told me. Perhaps, I don't need to be so self relient, but it has always worked. Thier words were "you need a boyfriend" but does anybody really need someone else to happy.
Perhaps, I am just worrying about absoloute nothing, and I have truly lost it..
Cara

AHHH!!YESS

September 23 2005
Kayla made rifle team!!

Only problem is that my mom doesnt really want me to handle firearms.

..Wish me luck in telling her?

after the fall

September 23 2005

My son is recovering well and should get to go back to school around the middle of Oct. I know he is really looking forward to that... NOT.
Take Care and Keep Smiling
Danny

Jared May of last year

So many things!!!!!!!!!

September 23 2005
Life for a teenager is so stressful!!! So many things going on that I don't know what to do?!?!?!? Many stressful times....many thinking times....sometimes i wish it would all just go away or that maybe i can just go away....life would be SO much easier.....

Naturally

September 23 2005
"I want to go to that place.
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.

The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.

But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.

Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:

Being sad is the same as giving up.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.

Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.

Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.

I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.

While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.

No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now."
-Ayu


photo from NeoDaydream

And I wonder if anything could ever be this good again

September 23 2005
^foo fighters^



photo from Toxic_Girl


^ It was amazing. Friggen amazing

Gettin lucky in Kentucky....

September 23 2005
lexington, that is...yeah, i'm in Kentucky for my cousin's wedding that i'm singing in...WOOT! fun times. sittin in this pimped out hotel watching That 70s Show and drinkin a frappucino...my sister's prolly gonna come yell at me in a minute for not helping to babysit. but i have been helping earlier. went on a random trek through a random neighborhood. apparently all of Lexington is like Breckenridge. i have yet to see any projects or even small houses....but it's fun as a mug. i love stayin in hotels. reminds me of Big Stuf and NY/NJ trips...man...i think maybe i'm tired as crap, on account of the fact that i'm runnin on 3 hours of sleep. i didn't even pack until this morning. golly gee. also, i got to get some new clothes for the wedding. clothes shopping is frustrating as crap when you're fat....walking into Charlotte Russe and Buckle and knowing that none of it will ever fit you doesn't help. but, i like what i got, and i feel good in it, so that's all that matters. nayways, i gotta go. much love. -----C-Unit....

song of the day: Kentucky Thunder --Ricky Skaggs

And so God parted the sea....

September 23 2005


photo from what?im6ft5?

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September 23 2005
Back in Kuwait...............bummer

school

September 23 2005
school was okay today,I got to go to outbacksteak house today.I ahd a cheesburger,it was gross it was covered in grease,and piclke juice.we also had that fundraiser payoff it was really boring.Well thats all for now.

o ok

September 23 2005
o ok yea its time for the random side of Ben. Ben who?????? Ben who????? ooooooooo ok dat be coo wit me. haha celllllllll phone!!!!!!!! dont b callin me askin who i is. u call me, u tel me who u is. and then we can roll together. just like we always do. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. peace out my peeps!!!!!!!!! smile, say cheese!!!!!!!

1 Remark? Again?

September 23 2005
Maybe I won't write meaningful posts anymore, since nobody seems to respond to them.

So I've heard from a couple of my Texan friends. One said that she and her family made it to San Antonio in 15 hours (that was "the interstate is so backed up so let's hope we can find an alternate route there" way). Please pray for everyone from that area... it's pretty personal for me. The good news is that Galveston will probably avoid a direct hit.

Birthday countdown: 4 days

mmmm

September 23 2005
life is confusing. but i think i like it that way.

i asked someone to the dance, pretty sure that was awkward.

4 1/2 school days left till fall break and DISNEYLAND!! oo and 10 till my birfday. ya'll better get me something AMAZING. especially since i'm turning the big 16!!

mmm free weekend. and that rocks my socks off...

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September 23 2005
so i was looking forward to doing somethings this weekend, but no, why not give me 150 fifty deffinitions and have me write 2 sentences for each word.....and some journals would go nice with that....hmm....do....2 pages of math to....its good for you

*dies*

Miss You!!

September 23 2005
Awww thats so funny, Im the only one whos like from PA... lol... Well I miss Murfreesboro and you guys so much... but the north rocks!! Im still a southern girl and always be, I wount let the Yankee's up here turn me...lol.

Well I was talking to this girl on my bus and I said we where going up the hill (but hill sounded like heal) and ever since then she has been laughing and making fun of me... I can't help That my souther accent comes out some times... Well to get her back I called her a Yankee all day and it ended up pissing her off so.. that was fun lol. Well tomorrows another foot ball game and its against our bigest rival.. MTHS... so wish us luck, even though our football team kicks ass and we've one all our games so far, I think.

Pictures!!

September 23 2005


photo from LittleWeirdMe

well I took some pictures in my spare boredom. I got my hair cut yesterday... which is why it looks shorter than in the dress picture.I got my student ID today ^-^ but the stupid Freshman Priccipal's attendent was like, You need to take a sharpie and darken over the chest part of your picture... your shirt is too low, and thats not school apropreate..... Stuipd. ALSO I HATE My Math teacher... Shes like a bitch... I was telling my friend about my ID and the bell hadn't even rung yet. And she was like ' Brittany you need to sit down and stop talking. Get your homework out on your desk and put the problems on the board you had problems with.' then I was like, " I didn't have anyproblems with it." and she spazed and the whole class period she kept calling on me to see if I knew the answer. And I always did... geesh I hate female math teachers...
Love ya!!

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September 23 2005
Well, I'm bored. In about 15 minutes, I'll be watching the Simpsons. After that, I'm going to work on a play. I've been waiting for a chance to work on for the past few weeks, but for some reason they haven't given me an opportunity. I don't even know what kind of lights they have or even what the console looks like. I'm sure I'll get it done though. I'm used to staying up until 3:00 in the morning working on lights the day before a show. That's really annoying, though.

Quitting

September 23 2005
I'm quitting all my stuff..

www.xanga.com/caleman09

that update is about me...read the comment I left him to understand this all.

Or read my last xanga entry for a while.

I'll check back every few days...maybe.



Sycamore game!

September 23 2005
Hey there. Well I finally decided 2 update this thing. So yeah! Anyways... awe I'm so excited I'm going 2 the Sycamore football game tonight. First football game that I will be going 2 this year 4 my new High School. And I get 2 watch Logan play. Yay! Awe you guys speaking of Logan I met this guy. He's a Junior and he plays football. And yeah we are talking. And I heard that he is going 2 ask me out on Monday! Maybe even tonight after the game because well I'm staying after and metting his mama. Yeppers!! Lol, he's such a sweetheart you guys. But anyways... I better go get ready 4 the big game!!! I

listening to lately...

September 23 2005
save yourself - senses fail?
interstate love song - stone temple pilots
1979 - smashing pumpkins
last train home - lostprophets
carriage - counting crows
hollywood - los lonely boys
breathe - anna nalick
existentialism on prom night - straylight run
in the sun - joseph arthur
run - collective soul
for the longest time - billy joel
best of you - foo fighters

Hello Again

September 23 2005
Hello Everyone,

Yes, I know I haven't updated in a while. I guess it just kinda gets discouraging when I get no replys. Whatever. I am doing well. I have really been enjoying my classes and stuff up here so far. I have made some good friends and started going to the BCM (Baptist Collegiate Ministry) and that has been awesome. I still miss all of you guys, but I am beggining to get used to it. Not that I'll ever be used to it completely, and not that I won't still miss ya'll, just that God has been preparing me to trust in His path. Anyway, I suppose that's all I have. I'll talk to you guys later.

In Christ,
Zach

P.S. Please pray that I start to make a difference in the lives around me. There are many people here that need some guidance.

WOAH!!

September 23 2005
I was sitting in the learning center and someone said something about flying to nashville

well one of the girls that works in here is flying to nashville the same day as me(a little later though) and then we are on the same flight back to Orlando on Monday. . .

DANG!

C

September 23 2005
My life won't end because I got a C.... I just have to look forward and work really hard. Looks like I will be swiming in a sports bra and my running shorts....thats going to fun....

focus on the positive.


amor!


cz

Day 1

September 23 2005
So this is my first post...hmmm. what should I say? Well, I only had one class today because my Lit. class was canceled and I tested out of the next four computer labs so I didn't have to go that. I've been sitting around and relaxing ever since class and I'm about to head home for the weekend. It's my granddad's birthday so I'm going home for that. Well I guess that's all I have to say. Peace out....

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September 23 2005
I think i'm confused. ok, so maybe I know i'm confused, but whats new. Went bowling last night, had a blast and a half!! WOO HOO! Haha layne and graham we're talkin some serious smack to each other, it was kinda funny to watch. Today has been a random day. Woke up at like 6:30...which isn't good. Then I soo totally like forgot the one book I actually needed. Oh well. Ha then on the way back to my friends dorm to hang my phone rang so obviously I answered it. I wasn't expecting it to be who it was....it was...odd. I mean I haven't talked to him in I don't know how long and he all of a sudden calls....hmm...oh well. I'm off to go finish gettin ready for work!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

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September 23 2005
stole dis form megan cuz i was bored....

--Redneck-
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no.
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no.
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no.
4] Is your car still primer gray? no.
5] Do you like country music? nope.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no.
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no.
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? no.
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no.
Total YES: 0

-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: no.
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: umm...no
3] Do you think about death often?: yah
4] Do you want to die?: no.
5] Are you a social outcast?: dun think so
6] Are you pale?: yes.
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: yeah.
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? sure?
9] Are you nice?: eh. maybe.
Total YES: 4

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: haha.
2] Do you wear Vans?: umm....no?
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? always.
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: ........iono
5] Do you watch the x-games? no.
6] Do you have any piercings?: mai ear...
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? theyre funni lookin
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: not realli...
9] Have you called someone a poser?: mm hmm
Total YES:3

--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": everyone says like.....
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no.
3] Do you pop the collar? nope...
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: no.
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? wah?
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? no.
7] Do you like pop music: sorta
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: no.
Total YES:1

--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: medium
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: nope
3] Do you want peace?: ........
4] Do you want to save the animals? yes.
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: ...umm.....
6] Is love essential in your life?: yes.
7] Have you smoked pot? no.
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? uh...dun think so
Total YES: 2/5

--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto?: i am ghetto =]
2] Do you wear do-rags?: dun have one
3] Do you like hip-hop?: yah
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: chyea
5] Do you believe he's alive?: .....maybe
6] Do you like afros?: they look funni
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: haha, yah
8] Do you like to dance?: when im in da mood
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: no.
Total YES: 6/5

--Emo--
1] Do you cry often? nope.
2] Do you wear hoodies: yes.
3] Do you like soft music: yes.
4] Do people not understand you?: no one can really "understand" another person.
5] Do you write your own songs?:no.
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: yah.....
7] Do you cut your hair: not by myself
8] Are you lonely: sumtimes?
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: iono
Total YES:3


--Surfer--
1]Do you surf? no.
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: not really.
3] Is your hair shaggy?: no.
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: hell no
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes.
6] Are you tanned? ...yes...
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: not really.
9] Do you hate tourists?: not really.
Total YES: 2/5


--Geek--
1] Do you wear glasses: nope.
2] Do you get good grades? sumtimes..
3] Do you use an inhaler?: no.
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no.
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no.
6] Are you on the computer often?: yes.
7] Do you ever get picked on?: is dat a trick question?
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: hell no.
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: no.
10] Do you have braces?: yes.
Total YES:2