Can I walk with you?♥
September 25 2005
You were the first thing on my mind
I don’t know were it came from
All i know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
You've got me wondering if you know that
I am wondering about you
The feeling is so strong that I can't imagine
You're not feeling it too
You've known me long enough to trust that
I want what's best for you
If you wanna be happy then I am the one
That you should give your heart to
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
Now everyday aint' gonna be like the summer's day
Being in love for real it ain't like a movie screen
But I can tell you all the drama aside you and I
can find what the worlds been looking for forever
friendship and love together
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
Emily has a car!
September 25 2005
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September 25 2005
Social Liberal
(61% permissive)
and an...
Economic Liberal
(31% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Democrat
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Gar, Peter
September 25 2005
EDIT: But it has gotten much better.
The 15-Minute Sleep Curse
September 25 2005
This situation is where I sit right now. I went to bed several hours ago and fell asleep for 15 minutes and woke up and now it is 4:30 am and I am still not able to sleep. Looks like I will be sleeping all Sunday afternoon... hmm.
Another Post! I
September 25 2005
Currently I am reading John Keats...yes, I am a disciple of this great man...and tonight I'm going to share some of his wisdom with you all. This is one of my favorite poems, ever:
"Women, wine, and snuff"
By KEATS
Give me women, wine and snuff
Until I cry out 'hold, enough!'
You may do so sans objection
'Til the day of resurrection;
For bless my beard they aye shall be
My beloved Trinity.
So, naturally, I don't take this literally. But I think it's pretty funny. You should too.
Okay, might go help the Tater with his papers. See you all sometime.
love (that's platonic love), the heefus.
Firewall Protection.
September 24 2005
mine is REALLY GOOD. It prevents me from taking the exam for my Health and Wellness class.
I just wanna come home! I wish I was on track with all my crazy homework
college life
September 24 2005
I have found myself lately missing someone that I never really talked to at all... this person is very special to me and I wish I could see him but I cant.. oh well, I'll just miss him.
I've been hanging out a lot lately. There is so much going on and I'm loving every minute of it. My dorm floor is the best!! Woodworth 4!! heck yes!! lol but seriously Im having a great time. Been hanging out with a ton of different people and it's been great to get to know more people all the time. But anyways Im really tired and I have church in the morning so Im gonna go and I'll talk to all y'all later! Love ya~
Julia
Sucky party
September 24 2005
which book of the bible are you?
September 24 2005
you are ephesians.
chances are you've made some whopper mistakes in your life...cause it's usually people like you who really understand their position in Christ. you know it's not by might, not the power, and certainly not by through works, but only through the Blood of Christ. that's all there is that's standing between you and the Father...and that's all you need. people find you to be generally more grace-filled than most. you are attractive to the faith, and are usually a bit on the non-tradition side.
i think it's right. tell me what you think.
TESTS....AHHHHHH
September 24 2005
gotta Love free stuff
September 24 2005
Today itunes told me that my ipod was corrupted. I thought, well I have a service plan, let's use it. So I take my 20GB B/W iPod to Best Buy and they tell me the best new i heard all day. "We don't carry the black and white iPod's any more, but you can just go and pick up a color one and we'll replace this one."
So I get a 20GB iPod Photo for my old black and white one. I hope that Apple comes out with something cooler, because as long as it is under $300, I can replace my stuff for new things!!!
It official....
September 24 2005
swings and super heroes
September 24 2005
1 - bowling league, we win
2 - walking around fighting with friends
3 - swings and games
4 - video game online
5 - family comes for party
6 - fun with family = food and board games
7 - The Incredibles for cousins
Bad times to good
Im gonna miss my cousins - back to Louisiana
Talk to Yall soon.
- J4(()8
y?
September 24 2005
God Bless the Broken Road that Led Me Straight to You
September 24 2005
I
Families are weird.
September 24 2005
I've found that, with my family, you find out more if they think you have no idea what they're talking about. Especially if they think it's a secret. And they just keep avoiding the main word of the conversation, but keep talking about it, all the while thinking I have noooooooooo idea what's going on.
Oh contraire.
If you've ever wondered what it's like being the youngest child, look at it this way. You are always, always considered naive. It doesn't matter what they thought your siblings understood at your age, your way of thinking, to them, will always be the equivilant of a twelve year old. That's just, the way it works. In my family, anyway.
So yeah, that was kind of random.....
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire comes out TWO DAYS before my birthday!!!!
~Rachel =)
so im not much of a phuseboxer
September 24 2005
i dunno why i update this thing.. its been about a month.. suppose its time.
overview of the past month..
-Jars of Clay concert--Awesome!
-Coldplay concert--absolutely AMAZING!
-wrecked my car--not so amazing..
-flag football w/ my church--pretty fun!
-found I'm officially going on a mission trip to Northern Ireland--EXCITING!
-Hiking w/ my d-group--a blast!!
-cc--lets just say.. lets not say anything..
-homecoming yesterday--fun though neither kayla nor desirae won queen.
thats all the highlights i can think of right now..
this is for you kelsey.. much love!
R-A-D spells rad
September 24 2005
how 'bout yourselves??
(will type in more detail about my weekend on the morrow)
♥♥
lub
(ps: NEW PICTURES please comment, hos!!)
yayness
September 24 2005
last night me and brittany went to the drive in movie and saw Just Like Heaven and Red Eye. Red Eye was amazing, and Mark Ruffalo is just about the sweetest thing ever. but Cillian Murphy scares me....
today was practice and then i took a shower and went to Christina's to paint the sophomore sheet. it looks amazing!!!
after that i went to Chili's with emily, chelsey, chip, jacque, kyle and booger. then we saw The Corpse Bride ("there's an eye in me soup."). there were tons of band people in there. it was really funny.
photo from blue_lips
jackwah!
photo from blue_lips
me and emowee
photo from blue_lips
jacque and chelsey
photo from blue_lips
chelsey and chip
FACT:
September 24 2005
At least, by my count they do. I'll find out Monday. And if something is amiss, one of my brilliant chemist friends (he shall remain unnamed but is a.k.a. Tater) will be commisioned to build a large bomb...and...well...let's hope that doesn't happen.
So that last bit was a joke.
Anyway, I'm a goner. It's fairly early and I haven't done anything interesting all day, so I'm about to.
heefus.
Sick :(
September 24 2005
made me miss seeing mr. jolley who showed up for the game.
made me miss performing the halftime show twice .
made me miss the announcement of the band trip. san antonio, tx .
just when i hoped things wouldnt get worse .
::ben
Loving Well
September 24 2005
I immediately know God was planning something big for me when Beth revealed to us the theme of the weekend....what was it, you say? LOVE! seems trite, i know, but it was exactly what i needed! As women, we, all too often, feel unloved and inadequate...she made me realize that God loves me with His sovereign love and that i love because He loves me...his love allows me to love others...so, my love is an outpour of his godliness. also, if you know me, i have a lot of enemies...no one i hate but people in my life, who i would just not rather associate with. so God taught me through Beth Moore, that i can love all the testy people in my life...i really can!
With all this talk of love and feeling loved, i've come to the realization (with the help of a few amazing women and few much needed conversations) that i am not feeling special...so, i will soon be making a very big move for me...something i am not comfortable with at all...something that will make me cry, before, during an after...something i already feel the pain it will bring. this is the time to be vague, but everyone will find out soon enough...i just hope it turns out for the best...
i love you all so so much...even the people i dont like all that much...im trying!
Rebekah
"you can brush their hair, or you can witness to them, but regardless, love them with all you have" _beth moore
re:title of post
the whole weekend i thought "loving well" meant that i was learning to love the people around me in a better way...but this afternoon, she plainly told me that "He is the Loving Well, the Living Water" its not about how we love someone, but how much we love someone and if we love the way God calls us to love.
**edit**
i have officially made my first attempt to love someone more...someone i dont really like...
im kinda new @ this
September 24 2005
go to my myspace
go to my xanga but thats all for now..
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September 24 2005
Best Weekend Ever
September 24 2005
....
September 24 2005
i am so pathetic...he doesn't even talk to me...anymore...it hurts to see him with her...
he doesn't even know i love him...i want to tell him, but he's never around...i wish i could tell him, but it'd ruin my life...i already know it would...
what should i do? i love him......he loves someone else.....
*sighs* why me? why now? he's older...he wouldn't go for me anyways... but he's perfect...he's amazing...
same same.
September 24 2005
If you don't know this song by now...
September 24 2005
I'm tired
September 24 2005
Today I ran, cleaned house, ate, and am now filling out a graduation application...I'm so efficient.
My Braves are about to come on...I haven't sported a Braves hat in a while, so I think I have to get one...after all, we are winning the World Series this year...5 games until 14 in a row...haters...stoopid Boston and Yankees fans. WHOA OH OHOHOH...OHHH...OH OHOHOH...
[I'm making the tomahawk motion with my arm as I chant...]
Okay, now I have to go do a grad app. This was fun though.
see y'all.
heefus
i feel
September 24 2005
All In His Plan...
September 24 2005
"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven"- Ecclesiastes 3:1
I hope you have a great weekend...God bless
Andrea
photo from GodsGirl615
These two girls have been amazing to me through everything...I love you both so much.
...wow...
September 24 2005
today went to work with my dad so i could watch the kids (it was a lot easier than watching them here)...lucky for me they were having the firefighting olympics...so that kept the kids, matt, and definately me occupied...haha...hot firefighters in their uniforms and such = heaven...courtney seemed somewhat jealous when i texted her earlier...haha...
anyways, so yeah...that's about all that's going on...have a better picture up now...the only reason it has the resolution under the picture is because of the hosting service i used...
talk to you all later...
love you all...
[becca]
...how could someone i love so much hurt me so much more...
next week
September 24 2005
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September 24 2005
trying hard to look like gary cooper
September 24 2005
thats the camera i want. nice, eh?
September 24 2005
September 24 2005
In Him,
Jonathan
John3:30
1Thes 5:16-17
This is one of the verses that went along with the song - - - 1John 1:9 - - - If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
BOOOOOYAAAAAA until next time!!!!
woah. long time no write!
September 24 2005
dont forget to pray for hilton!
roxanne
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September 24 2005
texas
September 24 2005
i'm not trying to be a downer about this band trip. but i'm really disapointed. boo.
so mom and dad say we can go on a cruise for spring break and i can take some friends.
yessssss.
that sounds much better.
:-)
Well, Whadya Know?
September 24 2005
Also, while you are at it, email Nathan the same. Let these guys know that we support them and what God is doing through them in NY and NJ areas.
Rock On,
Shelby
tha past....
September 24 2005
it was lyns first time to ever see the band!!! lol!!! i was happy for him!!!
i found $3.57 at work today!! YAY!! go me!!
Jason was at tha game!! boy have i missed him!!! im happy he is home for at least 2 days! lol!!!
well back to work i go!!! adios!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
Little Brother...
September 24 2005
This is my little brother Casey. It's a long and complicated story best saved for another day but lets just say that by birth/blood he is my Great-Nephew but by Law he is my brother. We got custody of him earlier in the year.
Sponge Bob is sooooo gangsta
I didnt do it.... I'm innocent....
I guess thats enough for one day. Will update and put up more pics tomorrow...
Take Care and Keep Smiling
Danny
roll bounce
September 24 2005
dude... last night rocked the house. it was Kasey, Anne, Macey, Lauren, Addie, Ina, and me, and we were amazing. we dressed so crazy, and we totally owned the skating rink.
not to sound conceited, but those kids LOVED us! omg. and when i said "5th grade thugs" i wasn't kidding. but seriously, the majority of them thought we were awesome.
some little 10 year olds gave us shit about our outfits, cause we were dressed CRAZAY, we we really didn't care... i mean, they're like 10! and some of those little girls were nazty! they humped the floor during the Cha Cha Slide... geez.
oh! these little boys didn't know who the Spice Girls were, but we got the DJ to play "wannabe" and showed them what's up. he also played "Barbie Girl" and "Thriller" for us. some kid was screaming "80s!!" at us all night. it was funny.
oh and pretty sure this little 11 year old named Parker has a crush on me. he was all "do you have a boyfrined" etc. it was precious.
but yeah, we had a fan club going. kids followed us everywhere. everywhere. they danced like we danced. it was epic. granted, it took a while for them to warm up to us... and some of em still hate us, but whatever. they all wanted pictures of us too. and some guy was just randomly taking pics of us with his camera phone. it was pretty epic. i gave him props. hahaha.
anyway... there's way more to the night, but it's almost too much to write, and it's just little stuff that happened, nothing dynamic. i don't think...
oh! i told everyone i was from Tokyo, Japan, and that i just moved back here after living for like 4 years in Japan. and they were like "does everyone dress like that there?" and i was like "yeah, basically" cause i mean, i looked like a Japanese raver! fun fun.
i felt kinda bad for these kids, cause since they're young and ghetto, they're pretty closed-minded and not really accepting, but i think we can change that. we're gonna go back every once and while, and become sort of regulars.
stay cool, don't do drugs :peace sign:
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September 24 2005
for real?
September 24 2005
seriously
I was just in thinking mode
these last two days.
but thank you so much for the comments.
I dont think you guys know how much I appreciate those
hmm well laura might come over today
& then we are going to this japanese party.
fo sho
ahahaha but yeah that's exciting
then tomorrow at church we have this
ginormous breakfast, mmmm
lol then I have to babysit.
first weekend I have been home
so it's weird & boring
heh
okay, okay I'll let ya go.
have a wonderful day.
I LOVE YOU
skating
September 24 2005
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words
September 24 2005
I looked through more pictures, and I found many from my days at Lascassas and Oakland. I know my pride is stored in Siegel, but looking through these pictures made me realize how much fun I had at Oakland.
I found a ton of pictures from my first year in drama 2. Oh my goodness, I wish I could go back; I miss it like crazy. At work yesterday, I realized I was in four plays, three variety shows, two prom fashion shows, and the director of one single act play. Drama had a huge impact on my, and I'm thankful for the opportunity to be apart of it.
Now I really want to take pictures and scrapbook them, wooo!
funstressfun...texas?!
September 24 2005
um
September 24 2005
About My Mom Reading My Xanga
September 24 2005
-Redneck-
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? No
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? No
3] Do you live in a mobile home? No
4] Is your car still primer gray? Nope
5] Do you like country music? No
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? No
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? No
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? No
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? No
Total YES: 0
-Goth-
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: No
3] Do you think about death often?: No
4] Do you want to die?: No
5] Are you a social outcast?: No
6] Are you pale?: No
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? Yes
9] Are you nice?: Yes
Total YES: 4
-Skater Punk-
1] Can you skateboard?: No
2] Do you wear Vans?: Yes
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? Yes
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: Nope
5] Do you watch the x-games? No
6] Do you have any piercings?: Yes
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? Nope
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: Yes
9] Have you called someone a poser?: Yes
Total YES: 5
-Prep-
1] Do you say the word "like": Yes
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Yes
3] Do you pop the collar? No
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: No
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? No
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? Yes
7] Do you like pop music: Yes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: Yes
Total YES:5
-Hippie-
1] Is your hair long?: No
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: Yes
3] Do you want peace?: Yes
4] Do you want to save the animals? Yes
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: Yes
6] Is love essential in your life?: Yes
7] Have you smoked pot? Nope
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? Yes
Total YES: 6
-Gangsta-
1] Do you act ghetto?: Sometimes
2] Do you wear do-rags?: Nope
3] Do you like hip-hop?: Yes
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: Yes
5] Do you believe he's alive?: No
6] Do you like afros?: No
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: Yes
8] Do you like to dance?: Yes
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: Yes
Total YES: 6
-Emo-
1] Do you cry often? Occasionly
2] Do you wear hoodies: Yes
3] Do you like soft music: Yes
4] Do people not understand you?: Yes
5] Do you write your own songs?: Yes
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: Yes
7] Do you cut your hair: Yes
8] Are you lonely: Yes
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: No
Total YES: 8
-Surfer-
1]Do you surf? No
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: No
3] Is your hair shaggy?: No
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: No
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: Yes
6] Are you tanned? No
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: Yes
9] Do you hate tourists?: No
Total YES: 2
-Geek-
1] Do you wear glasses: Yes
2] Do you get good grades? No
3] Do you use an inhaler?: No
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? No
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: No
6] Are you on the computer often?: Yes
7] Do you ever get picked on?: Yes
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: No
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: Sometimes
10] Do you have braces?: No
Total YES: 4
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September 23 2005
I feel in love quick
I feel in love deep
It has gotten so bad where i cant go to sleep
I lay in my bed wishing you could hold me
Still on my mind the sweet things that you told me
You leave me excited at school
Cant wait to get home to talk to you
You seem so perfect like a dream come true
Now all I want is to just be with you
I have never felt this way before
And yet you still try to say
"I love you more"
i got bored !
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September 23 2005
NO
all my friends ar mad at each other but i couldnt tell you even the beginning about it couse i have completely ignored it!!!! yup im staying away from it and just thinking about other things like tyler and band and all things good that dont involve drama!!! ah crazy crazy well band from 8 am till 1 am tomorrow gonna be fun but crazy long and tireing o well hang out with some cool kids hopefully! wellits late i NEED sleep so ill ttyl
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!
imactuallyupdating
September 23 2005
except i don't have much to say as of right now other than school is a bully.
((stoopid beech))
i know...
not for a fact, quite yet,
but i have been considering
quiting band.
::ponders
i should keep up with this site.
yeah, i really should.
hope this next month goes well.
haha
andy davis rocks my socks off
September 23 2005
my ticket...
sarah and i
andy davis playing on the keyboard
andy davis again
mat kearney
sarah and i played mash at arby's
so yeah. it was a great night! there are some more pictures over in the photo box kids. and a phusebox worthy moment came when we were passing through a sobriety check point. just as we were passing through, near the end, without getting stopped, sarah goes "wooo hooo". luckily for us the cops didn't hear us. they would of pulled us over thinking we had been drinking. that would of been crazy! but yes. i hope everyone else had a great night! i did! i got to see my FAVORITE musician play!!! yay for good times and great music!
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relationships
September 23 2005
i felt like this today.
my best friend jennifer and i got to talk today after a two and a half week hiatus. i can't put into words how much this conversation meant to me today. she is truly my sister in Christ. we struggle through the same things at the same time. we were seperated this summer (me at ridgecrest, her at home) so we only had 10 days to spend time together when i got back home. i was thinking that our relationship reminds me of one's relationship with Christ. she loves me despite who i am. she doesn't judge me. she encourages me. she tells me the truth whether i want to hear it or not. she doesn't get mad and walk away from me. she prays for me. she is absolutely precious to me.
we've been friends since junior year of high school, best friends since....i guess senior year of high school, and we will be friends til the day we die.
there's just something about sharing your heart with someone knowing that they aren't judging you, and that chances are, they are (or have) struggling with it too. she knows everything about me. EVERYTHING. she's the only one in my life that i have told everything to.
i will see her in a little less than a month.
one night at the end of the summer, we were out at the end of my driveway looking at stars and just talking about the happenings (physical and spiritual) of the summer when we saw a meteorite. at first we thought it was a really low shooting star, but it had a tail, so it had to be a meteorite.
neat story.
for those of you who don't revel in deep relationships...you are missing out on one of the biggest blessings from God himself. tear down your walls and open your heart to someone. it's totally worth it.
goodnight all.
O
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September 23 2005
He told me a few days ago that Friday night He was going to take me out. Don't ask questions or try to figure out what we will do. Just wait for Friday night.
So I'm sitting at the cookout with the new DTS students and God tells me He's taking me to the beach to watch the sunset. Just a few minutes later, Nina says she wants to go to the beach. So Nina, Lisa, and I pile into my car and drive to Short Beach, listening to Jack Johnson on the way.
When we get there, the sunset is beautiful. Nina and Lisa walk down to the surf, but I hang back and sit on the beach to spend my time with God. With the way the beach is positioned, I can just see their torsos every once in a while. A few other couples and families are still there from their day at the beach. A young boy is yelling for his mom, switching from English to another language. Another man is fishing. So I sit watching the sunset. The sky is one huge, solid dark cloud like a canopy hovering over us breaking only right before the horizon to reveal the bright reds and oranges of the setting sun. I can hear crickets chirping in the woods behind me concealing gigantic mansions that are occupied by who knows who. Every sound is exaggerated. A plane flies overhead, and I look up to see if it is visible through the dark clouds. I look over to my friends. Lisa is sitting and watching the waves, small waves, if you would even call them waves. Nina is standing, but I can only see her from the shoulders up. She stretches her arms over her head, throws her body into a cartwheel, and then all I see is her legs until her arms and head appear again. Legs. Arms. Legs. Arms. Legs. Arms. And then she disappears, swimming into the ocean. The sun is setting further. It is getting darker. The lights from the shores of Connecticut across the Long Island Sound are becoming more visible. I lay my head on my knees and just think for a while, enjoying the slightly chilled breeze flowing over me.
It was an intimate time with God, but different than usual. He didn't smother me with words about how much He loved me. He didn't brag about how special I am, or all those things that I selfishly love. Instead, He allowed me to just observe Him. And I saw His strength. I saw His creativity. I felt His awesomeness and all encompassing presence. And in moments like those, when God is God regardless of who I am, I realize again that there are other reasons why I follow God. Sometimes I follow God because He is so good and kind. But on nights like tonight, I remember that I also follow God because He is God. He is in control and much bigger than me. It reminds me of the book of Job.
"Do you have an arm like God's, and can your voice thunder like his? Then adorn yourself with glory and splendor, and clothe yourself in honor and majesty. Unleash the fury of your wrath, look at every proud man and bring him low, look at every proud man and humble him, crush the wicked where they stand. Bury them all in the dust together; shroud their faces in the grave. Then I myself will admit to you that your own right hand can save you."
Sometimes when I am worshipping Him, the best word I can come up with to describe Him is... God.
HMMMMMMMMM...
September 23 2005
I am very happy that we did not have a game tonight... and I am glad that we do not have a competition tomorrow. I am just dreading the practice from nine till twelve. I shouldn't be mad though, becasue it's 3 hours of my weekend instead of 15.
Ray Ray comes home tomorrow!! That does make me happy. Can't wait... lots of stories to share.
Tuesday went well. The MTSU Honor Chior was fun. I got to sing in the quartet on "The Battle Hymn of the Republic." That boosted my ego... untill today when I heard Weston Wax sing Georgia on My Mind. That made my choral ego crash and burn.
:Sigh: ... I guess thats all for now. Not much else to write about.
LATER!!!
Stubbly Stubbs
stupid fricken "friends"
September 23 2005
Backstabbers
Liers
Make-you-feel-baders
and the fags that like to discourage you at bad times.
I dont get it....
Im thinkin that im not very happy rite now.
dont leave comments to make me feel bad for complaining.
just leave advise
or just leave
sorry... - jacob
NUMB3RS: Season Two
September 23 2005
Ok, so since I was a small, girl-fearing kid, I have had a fascination with math. I would work with little puzzles and such as a pastime. I even got a visitor to our house one night to explain long division to me several years before I first got a taste of it in school. I guess it always interested me... how you could "play" with numbers and come out with answers that explain certain properties of our world...
So, in high school, I took advanced math classes and even memorized a string of digits from pi in my boredom during one of my classes. Despite not being focused on lectures, I was fascinated by how numbers could really explain everything in nature, and it even helped me grasp a better understanding of God... with all the order in chaos (simple chaos theory) and all the probabilities that can only point to an intelligent creator. Whether it is the finbonacci sequence found everywhere in nature to the simple, yet profound, pobability theory that stares evolution into its own "survival of the fittest," math is what operates our world.
All this to say, one of my favorite series on television is NUMB3RS. If you have not seen the show, or are bored easily by mathmatics and number theory, basically, this mathematician solves FBI crimes based on some theory of mathematics. It is very intriguing.
The second season debuted tonight and it was great. I have been looking forward to this new season ever since the last episode last season, but at last, it is here. I will now be spending my Friday nights in front of a television tuned to CBS (or record it on my ReplayTV and watch it at my leisure)...
If you have not yet seen it, you really should at least give it a chance. It comes on at 10 PM EST on CBS Friday nights.
Jonathan Moore
September 23 2005
- the coolest person you've ever met
p.s. use cherry flavored Purel
MY OTHER PRAY TO YOU AS MANY MORE TO COME ALWAYS
September 23 2005
Hello my father.
Im praying to you cause I have so much love for you and Im always needing.Why must there be so many hypocries?I wish people could just be real and not judgemental cause were all human and gonna make mistakes.I have made mistake's but from each mistake I have learned something about myself and that you cant keep making those same mistake's but I know you loving me so much that you will get me through this.I have no doubt in my mind that you are behind me 100% in whatever I do even if its a mistake cause your behind me in the way of getting me out of it and just blessing me to learn from all the mistake's I make and to help me grow as a spirtual person.I know Lord I havent been true to you lately and that Im just now getting back up in believing in you again.I had strong high doubts in you cause everyone doubted me and juged me and hurt me bad.I lost my faith totally since about 8th grade and now Im getting all of it strong and back and Im the happiest I have been in a long time knowing that I have my faith back and its a Thanks to Sanctuary on this past Thursday.If I wouldnt of gotten to go I wouldnt be typing these blogs now cause it changed me like things started coming in real fast like boom boom hitting me left and right like a wake up call.Gosh! I know its personal and detailed but what Im trying to say in this prayer to you Lord is Im sorry and I own up to you now and I want to pray for others to never loose there faith in you.I used words and said things months and months ago I wish I never said like I hated you.But,I felt dark and alone cold and scared and like I had no one to go to.But,I should never say some of the things I said and I will never forsake you again my Lord like that I was wrong to.Now that Im praying and letting this all out in the open just please bless me to pass the good word of your name Thy Lord around.There's not a day that goes by now that Im not gonna stop saying to myself how much I Love You and that Im so Thankful to have such a strong Christian family meaning my parents,sis,grandma's and other people in my life.But,I couldnt of gotten through any of this if it wasnt for you.I got through it cause I wanted to and needed to and cause something a girl said at Sanctuary. Thank you girl from Hondorus that goes to Lipscomb and every one else at Lipscomb who touched my heart when they got up there and spoke.WOW! Lipscomb is what can I say a power touching school with so many beautiful people that just really pore there heart out to the Lord.I cant stop thanking you and wont stop.Lord your just so amazing to go and die on the cross to save our sins and wash them away.I dont think I or any human can sit there and say they would do that for any of us and for you to do that is something truely beautiful and amazing like that you are more than GREAT.I cant even start to explain how much Im glad I got you fully 100% back in my life.We dont relize how blessed we are to live in this world even though there is evil out there.Tempation is so hard and we go through it everyday rather we want to or not.
In Him,
KIRSTEN
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September 23 2005
i havnt updated in a while..so i am. because i love you.
im really into oldies music i rly rly am right now...i found like 10 kajillion of them i love!
school is good i guess.still awesome
im sick with something and im tried n i dont feel good.
I student taught my little sisters dance classes today..in the 3-4 year old clas I got to act like a butterfly…LOL..i had ribbons and everything. Talk about fun…im telling you it was the best part of my day.
Learned a life lesson today..its hard talking to someone on the phone while they are at a football game..lol..
love to all
alexanna
ps im giving you all a grande sized hug
Fun week
September 23 2005
-Tanner
uhh
September 23 2005
well guess what..he didnt
he thinks i like him..when i dont
at all
not even as a friend
and he told aj
"we're practically going out"
i have no idea how he thinks that..i never talk to the kid..
o well.
Announcements for 09.25.05
September 23 2005
Safety and more on Rita
September 23 2005
Guess who I love.
September 23 2005
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OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,
AND TO THE REPUBLIC,
FOR WHICH IT STANDS,
ONE NATION UNDER GOD,
INDIVISIBLE,
WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!
It is said that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the Pledge of Allegiance??
i got this from an email and i felt like putting this on here!
Just trying to sort
September 23 2005
1.School..no work, no nothing
2.Running, I am loving it right now
3.My family seems to be going ok
4. Friends are all ok.
Perhaps there is something else missing. Perhaps it is b/c I haven't sat down and been religious for awhile. I don't know if it is even that. I feel so blessed with everything, right now doesn't seem to be the time that God is trying to spite me.
Perhaps it is thinking about college, but really I don't have to decide about that for awhile. I know I can get in where I want to.
Perhaps, it is what someone told me. Perhaps, I don't need to be so self relient, but it has always worked. Thier words were "you need a boyfriend" but does anybody really need someone else to happy.
Perhaps, I am just worrying about absoloute nothing, and I have truly lost it..
Cara
AHHH!!YESS
September 23 2005
Only problem is that my mom doesnt really want me to handle firearms.
..Wish me luck in telling her?
after the fall
September 23 2005
My son is recovering well and should get to go back to school around the middle of Oct. I know he is really looking forward to that... NOT.
Take Care and Keep Smiling
Danny
Jared May of last year
So many things!!!!!!!!!
September 23 2005
Naturally
September 23 2005
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.
The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.
But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.
Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:
Being sad is the same as giving up.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.
Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.
Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.
I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.
While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.
No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now."
-Ayu
photo from NeoDaydream
And I wonder if anything could ever be this good again
September 23 2005
Gettin lucky in Kentucky....
September 23 2005
song of the day: Kentucky Thunder --Ricky Skaggs
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September 23 2005
school
September 23 2005
o ok
September 23 2005
1 Remark? Again?
September 23 2005
So I've heard from a couple of my Texan friends. One said that she and her family made it to San Antonio in 15 hours (that was "the interstate is so backed up so let's hope we can find an alternate route there" way). Please pray for everyone from that area... it's pretty personal for me. The good news is that Galveston will probably avoid a direct hit.
Birthday countdown: 4 days
mmmm
September 23 2005
i asked someone to the dance, pretty sure that was awkward.
4 1/2 school days left till fall break and DISNEYLAND!! oo and 10 till my birfday. ya'll better get me something AMAZING. especially since i'm turning the big 16!!
mmm free weekend. and that rocks my socks off...
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September 23 2005
*dies*
Miss You!!
September 23 2005
Well I was talking to this girl on my bus and I said we where going up the hill (but hill sounded like heal) and ever since then she has been laughing and making fun of me... I can't help That my souther accent comes out some times... Well to get her back I called her a Yankee all day and it ended up pissing her off so.. that was fun lol. Well tomorrows another foot ball game and its against our bigest rival.. MTHS... so wish us luck, even though our football team kicks ass and we've one all our games so far, I think.
Pictures!!
September 23 2005
photo from LittleWeirdMe
well I took some pictures in my spare boredom. I got my hair cut yesterday... which is why it looks shorter than in the dress picture.I got my student ID today ^-^ but the stupid Freshman Priccipal's attendent was like, You need to take a sharpie and darken over the chest part of your picture... your shirt is too low, and thats not school apropreate..... Stuipd. ALSO I HATE My Math teacher... Shes like a bitch... I was telling my friend about my ID and the bell hadn't even rung yet. And she was like ' Brittany you need to sit down and stop talking. Get your homework out on your desk and put the problems on the board you had problems with.' then I was like, " I didn't have anyproblems with it." and she spazed and the whole class period she kept calling on me to see if I knew the answer. And I always did... geesh I hate female math teachers...
Love ya!!
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September 23 2005
Quitting
September 23 2005
www.xanga.com/caleman09
that update is about me...read the comment I left him to understand this all.
Or read my last xanga entry for a while.
I'll check back every few days...maybe.
Sycamore game!
September 23 2005
listening to lately...
September 23 2005
interstate love song - stone temple pilots
1979 - smashing pumpkins
last train home - lostprophets
carriage - counting crows
hollywood - los lonely boys
breathe - anna nalick
existentialism on prom night - straylight run
in the sun - joseph arthur
run - collective soul
for the longest time - billy joel
best of you - foo fighters
Hello Again
September 23 2005
Yes, I know I haven't updated in a while. I guess it just kinda gets discouraging when I get no replys. Whatever. I am doing well. I have really been enjoying my classes and stuff up here so far. I have made some good friends and started going to the BCM (Baptist Collegiate Ministry) and that has been awesome. I still miss all of you guys, but I am beggining to get used to it. Not that I'll ever be used to it completely, and not that I won't still miss ya'll, just that God has been preparing me to trust in His path. Anyway, I suppose that's all I have. I'll talk to you guys later.
In Christ,
Zach
P.S. Please pray that I start to make a difference in the lives around me. There are many people here that need some guidance.
WOAH!!
September 23 2005
well one of the girls that works in here is flying to nashville the same day as me(a little later though) and then we are on the same flight back to Orlando on Monday. . .
DANG!
C
September 23 2005
focus on the positive.
amor!
cz
Day 1
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--Redneck-
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no.
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no.
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no.
4] Is your car still primer gray? no.
5] Do you like country music? nope.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no.
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no.
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? no.
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no.
Total YES: 0
-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: no.
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: umm...no
3] Do you think about death often?: yah
4] Do you want to die?: no.
5] Are you a social outcast?: dun think so
6] Are you pale?: yes.
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: yeah.
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? sure?
9] Are you nice?: eh. maybe.
Total YES: 4
--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: haha.
2] Do you wear Vans?: umm....no?
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? always.
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: ........iono
5] Do you watch the x-games? no.
6] Do you have any piercings?: mai ear...
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? theyre funni lookin
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: not realli...
9] Have you called someone a poser?: mm hmm
Total YES:3
--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": everyone says like.....
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no.
3] Do you pop the collar? nope...
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: no.
5] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cowen? wah?
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? no.
7] Do you like pop music: sorta
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: no.
Total YES:1
--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: medium
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: nope
3] Do you want peace?: ........
4] Do you want to save the animals? yes.
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: ...umm.....
6] Is love essential in your life?: yes.
7] Have you smoked pot? no.
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? uh...dun think so
Total YES: 2/5
--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto?: i am ghetto =]
2] Do you wear do-rags?: dun have one
3] Do you like hip-hop?: yah
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: chyea
5] Do you believe he's alive?: .....maybe
6] Do you like afros?: they look funni
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: haha, yah
8] Do you like to dance?: when im in da mood
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: no.
Total YES: 6/5
--Emo--
1] Do you cry often? nope.
2] Do you wear hoodies: yes.
3] Do you like soft music: yes.
4] Do people not understand you?: no one can really "understand" another person.
5] Do you write your own songs?:no.
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: yah.....
7] Do you cut your hair: not by myself
8] Are you lonely: sumtimes?
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: iono
Total YES:3
--Surfer--
1]Do you surf? no.
2] Do you wear flip flops all year-round?: not really.
3] Is your hair shaggy?: no.
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: hell no
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes.
6] Are you tanned? ...yes...
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: not really.
9] Do you hate tourists?: not really.
Total YES: 2/5
--Geek--
1] Do you wear glasses: nope.
2] Do you get good grades? sumtimes..
3] Do you use an inhaler?: no.
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no.
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no.
6] Are you on the computer often?: yes.
7] Do you ever get picked on?: is dat a trick question?
8] Do you look forward to going to school?: hell no.
9] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: no.
10] Do you have braces?: yes.
Total YES:2