September 11 2010
At the moment i am torn. My life is at a crossroads i need help.
Things are going downhill quickly. I love my family dont get me wrong but sometimes i grow to resent them. As if being sisteen wasnt hard enough as it is personal drama makes the icing on the cake. Sometimes i just want a break, a break from eveything, just be alone for a while think contemplate get a grip on reality and bring my own being to the surface again. Theres to much in life that people take to seriously and things they take for granted. I for one have learned that every moment with whomever that moment is shared with is special. Things from the past can never be forgotten no matter how bwad we want them to but eventually wounds heal, it just takes some time and nurturing. Guys come in all different shapes and sizes none of them are the same. there are the guys who are jerks, the guys who are immiture , the guys who only want one thing, but sometimes you might get lucky and run across one who genuinely loves you for you. If you ever find one hold on to him, If you dont you wont begin to imagine how lost youll become.
April 12 2010
May 17 2009
omg it seems like it has been forever since i wrote last.
Alot of things have changed since then im not in that realtionship anymore and in fact i've been in 5 more since that.
My freshmen year is coming to an end with only one more week of school left, its crazy how fast it whent by.
I have changed alot since then too! I look at things differently now i have a new perspective on things, im not so uptight anymore. My favorite movie and book came out since then too!, TWILIGHT! It doesnt matter how many times i watch it, it never gets old! I cant wait till New Moon!, even thought its the saddest of all the books, they wouldnt be as awesome as they are if they didnt have the emotion in them. The thing that sucks though is at this rate Breaking Dawn wont be coming out till im a senior! that sucks! But i'll just have to wait like everyone else.
well i really dont have much else to talk about so im gonna go, oh but there is one thing, if you are ever on you tube any time soon go and find the scary maze game and get one of your friends to play it its hilarious you'll know what im talking about when you see for yourself!
December 12 2008
Ok so i am in a very awesome relationship right now and so far everything is good. I like this guy alot and i never EVER thought that we would be going out, i met him a couple years ago and it wasnt one of those movie moments where you meet somebody and then you fall stait into love i had thought nothing more of this guy than a friend. we whent to school together until i whent to high school this year, i hadnt talked to him in 5 months an one night out of nowhere i got the earge to just call him and catch up on things. So i called him and everything that i had thought of him had totally comepletely changed, we talked for hours that night and i started liking him so much that i even broke up with the guy that i was dating just to go out with him i know it sounds bad but its not as bad as it seems, the guy i was going out with then wasnt really my type and i had started to realize that we shouldnt be going out, then on top of that i had fell for this guy, and that gave me the idea that i should breake up with the guy i was going out with, and i am GLAD that i did cuz if i hadnt i probably would not be going out with a guy that i really love and a guy that i know loves me for who i am! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 04 2008
November 04 2008
Ok, i am really confused, guys are so so so....... they are so difficult ok incase you dont understand, there is this guy and i really like him and he said he liked me and then the next day hes got a girlfriend and its not me the next day they arent going out we start talking again and just when i think hes gonna ask me out i loose interest just like that, i have no clue why this happened it just did so im trying to put everything together and figure out if im the one not making any sense here or if its him. So can you read this and help me out here!
May 29 2008
May 29 2008
Ok well i guess this will probably my last thought on phusebox for a while because this is the last day of school and well i will be leaving to go to florida soon and then when we get back i will be going to gatlinburg and then i will be goin to chicago so my summer is going to be pretty jam packed so im gonna miss you guys and i'll see ya before long
May 27 2008
I am so freakin happy that school is about to be let out, although im going to c.w.h.s next time school comes around and i'll never be going back to middle school again, i have to realize that growing up is a part of life and everybody has to do it.
Im kinda anxious to get to creek wood well because it's a new beggining and its gonna be alot different. Well i guess i'll go and let you guy's go and plan out your sweet vacations but it's only bye for now!, And by the way are any of you guys upset by the American Idol winner?
February 29 2008
February 26 2008
February 22 2008
Have you ever just sat and wondered about the future and asked yourself, am i going to make a family, or am i going to be successfull in the career i worked so hard for, or am i even going to live long enogh to get married. Lets face it the future is a scary place and we have to face it one step at a time whether we want to or not. Sometimes i just sit and try to plan things out but you have to remember alot of things dont go as they are planned i guess you just have to look at it this way god made plans for all of us so whatever happens in my life is meant to happen i just have to steer myself the right way until i get there!
February 20 2008
February 18 2008
February 17 2008
hey yall whats up not much with me omg i cant believe we got out of school for 6 days! That is too much time out of school for me i dont know about you but i actually like school this year i guess im just starting to enjoy my last year of middle school but im really excited about creek wood high school is a big step for me and im kinda not looking forward to it and at the same time but i have to go see ya later!
February 12 2008
Hey yall whats up not very much for me eccept there is alot of drama going around to me because of my friends arguments and im kinda tired of it all i mean i love all my friends but i dont love them so much when they pull me into a motherload of CRAP that i dont want to deal with i am 14 years old for crying out loud i mean there is enogh drama in my life as it is just for me going through my teen stages in life i dont need any extra added on top of that.
IF YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN !!! sooooo now that i got that out of my system i feel a little better thank god for phusebox my anger management ANGEL !!!!
February 11 2008
Soooo yall i am so confused i am really worried about the prom i have been looking forward to this for a long time now but now that it is almost here im not looking forward to it so much well i mean i want to go but i think that it is going to be boring and i might not want to go so much anymore. I know there are so many peaple on phusebox that have already been to their first prom and if you could give me a little advise it would really help me out so PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!
February 04 2008
hey everybody wutz up oh my gosh i was so glad that school was out two days in a row and the day befor it opened two hours late how awesome is that!!!! I cant wait until summer i am so over the cold weather that it isnt even funny summer is gonna be so much fun we are planning on going to disney land and then when we get back were supposed to go to chicago pretty much every year the past three years we have gone there and i love it the city is so exciting when you ve lived in tennessee your whole life! But i am glad that i dont live there it is all to hectic and noisy it is nice to live in a community that is quiet and laid back. Well i guess i have run out of things to say so i guess ill talk to ya later!!!!!!!!!!