So let's be praying that it will be sunny all weekend long. Ellie, Meredith, and I are going to Jersey Shore to the beach!!! It is going to be so much fun and nice vacation from work.

The other day we were shooting video for PTT and I fell going up the steps. I have a nice little bruise. I am being Nathan's assistant. I am the grip, which is a tough job. Holding a boom mic is wearing on a person. But I have loved being the little helper and learning more about shooting videos. I also take care of all the scheduling and phone calls. So if you want to speak to Nathan you need to go through me.

I finally went and got a checking account in the city. It feels more official now that I have a bank here that I can call my own.

Yesterday Tim Elmore spoke at our training. He showed clips from "The Last Castle". I don't know if anyone has seen this movie, but it is definitely on my list of movies to see. What I saw of it was really good. At one point, it made me cry!

All of my friends coming up for PTT. Hurry up and get here! And I don't think that any of the FAB7 have joined phusebox. Ughhh!

Keep praying for sunshine!

ok so not going to philadelphia...have way too much to do with paint the town.

so i just got finished doing my video shoot for paint the town. if you are coming to NY for PTT you will know exactly what I am talking about. It was my first shoot so don't be too judgemental!

Tomorrow I am going to be chaperoning a trip to Philadelphia with a Korean church. I am looking forward to it! I really don't know what I have gotten myself into, but I will definitely give a follow-up.

Life is pretty crazy here. We are getting very deep into PTT stuff so if I am not the best of friend over the next couple of weeks, please forgive.

I am so excited about what all is going on here. Who would have thought that I would be living in New York and helping start a church. Crazy! I know!

I went and heard a band play this weekend. Anathallo! They were awesome and when they come to Nashville, I want everyone to go check them out! Tell Andy and Brett I said what's up! And ask about the "Jordan" years. They are an amazing band and I have E-beth to thank for introducing me to their musical talents.

Well I must go, my fans are waiting!

So first of all let me say I LOVE RACHEAL!!! Thank you so much for your sweet words! And I can't wait for you to be here in a couple of weeks.

Well...I let Elizabeth cut my hair. The length is the same, but I have some shorter bang things and some layers. I have so much enjoyed having her here for the last couple of days. Thank God for friends who know you care for them even if you don't talk everyday or even in months.

It is rainy today and way gloomy. It makes you want to stay at home in your pjs and watch movies and bake cookies. Or take a nap...it's quiet in the office today which makes me want to take a nap even more.

I used my friend Laura's lotion and now I smell like Pledge. Laura uses this lotion, but never smells like cleaning products. So if you are near here and you smell Pledge know it's nothing more than me.

So as one day fades into another, most of this day is gone. And where did it go? I feel like I ask myself the same question everyday. It's usually around 9 in the evening and think on all that I need to get done and by that time it's over.

Everyday I find myself faced with the reality that most of my friends are getting engaged or married or having children. I don't think that I am ready to do any of these things. And for one thing, you usually need a boyfriend to do them anyways. But the more I am surrounded by this the more it gets to me that I don't have it. I don't think that watching chick flicks on a regular basis helps either.

Oh the woes of being 25 and single.

So just a thought...last night at the fireworks, Meredith and I so called a member of the Fab7 and we never got a response. We are way upset. All of us miss ya'll and are looking forward to ya'll coming back soon.

John as the spokesperson needs to let us know how we can get in touch with the rest of the crew. Or they should join phusebox. I think that would be a wise idea.

So today Melissa in the office let me watch her baby Joshua while she ran to the bank. He is the most precious little boy. Cutest dimples and smile. Eyes the color of gray-blue marbles. As soon as she left, I began to feel myself panic. I took Joshua upstairs and played with him for a few minutes and then put him to sleep. She told me to beware if he makes faces like he is going to the bathroom, I can catch it in time, but if I hear it then it is too late, it will be all over the place. I think that is when I truly began to have the panic attack. I am certainly not ready for motherhood yet.

So yesterday I went with Meredith to see the fireworks. We went to the East side, which just so everyone knows...I am definitely a West side girl. There were so many people...as far as your eye could see, people and water. It was cool though. We stood on a street that had been blocked off for the explosions of light. I must say that NYC fireworks put Clinton's to shame. Even though fireworks don't beat being with the family by the pool enjoying food on the grill and the laughter of familar voices. I think this was the first time I haven't spent the holiday with my family, but I am coming to the conclusion there are a tons of firsts in my future.

I took some pictures from last night to share with everyone. There were four guys using a tree for their seat. It was very cute! And let me tell you this weren't little boys, but grown men climbed up in a tree. I will put them up later when I have a chance.

I know people in the Boro are happy to have Nathan back, but I miss him in the office. It is very quiet today. Everyone has gone to the Bronx to check out our accomodations for Paint the Town and people are painting the stairs so I am getting high off of the fumes from the paint. Oh yeah, the steps are going to be RED!

Well...need to get back to work.

And Laura, here's my blog. Hope it makes you feel better!

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