Joy Fanguy
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Blackman High School
Interests
reading, sleeping, hanging with friends, church, deep conversations, laughing till my face hurts, staying up too late
Favorite Music
Rascal Flatts, Jamie O'Neal, Sara Evans, Watermark, Nichole Nordeman, Ginny Owens, Leslie Dudney
Favorite Movies
Diary of a Mad Black Woman, Double Jeopardy, Sister Act 2, A Cinderella Story
Favorite Books
the Bible, Plainsong and Eventide, anything by Karen Kingsbury
people
November 11 2005
So honestly, I'm struggling tonight. I have a major self-worth problem to tell the truth. Somedays I just really hate who I am and I really hate that I try to be someone else. I don't typically bring this on myself, it is typically brought on by my friends. Because somedays I love my friends, and other days I wonder if they just pretend to be my friends for my sake. So yeah I'm struggling tonight. I just want to feel loved. And this would be one of the nights that I don't.
Lord, teach me to not desire the world's approval and affection, but only Yours. Because You love me like no one else ever can, and in my heart, I know that's good enough for me. Just help me remember.
Ok just thought I would share the depths of my heart with phusebox land tonight, because I usually don't share the depths of my heart with anyone. That's what's in my heart tonight.
peace to one and all
Lord, teach me to not desire the world's approval and affection, but only Yours. Because You love me like no one else ever can, and in my heart, I know that's good enough for me. Just help me remember.
Ok just thought I would share the depths of my heart with phusebox land tonight, because I usually don't share the depths of my heart with anyone. That's what's in my heart tonight.
peace to one and all
James Roberts
November 15 2005
Hey Joy, I got this quote from one of my friends, and I thought it might help "Be who you are and say what you feel, because the people who mind don't matter and the people who matter don't mind." Dr. Seuss. I know how you feel a/b noy liking yourself @ times. Last year, God really showed me that I need to seek only his approval, and find my personal satisfaction in him. That's it. I hope you're feeling better. I know we're not like best friends, but I really can relate to the situation.
