last night sam told me that he wanted to nashville....

i don't want him to move. he wants me to move with him... i don't know.. i just.. im not even going to college yet, i just got a new job and im just not ready for this big push. I know it is hard on him to drive back and forth to murfreesboro in the morning and at night and it would be totally easier for him... but i feel if he moves to nashville then i will never see him again because we dont see each other enough as it is. im worried that i will only get to see him maybe a few hours of one day a week....

its not fair and i don't want us to break up or split or anything like that. and to tell you the truth i knew this day would eventually come. and its just not cool.... im just really upset.

i don't feel good today. and i have a feeling that im getting sick and that something else may be happening. i don't know. im low on funds and i've got alot of things to pay for once again.

its just not a good day....

plus: my battery just died. ):