Not meant to me

October 21, 2006
Well the wedding is off I moved back home, and actually I'm kinda happy, yet sad. I'm single now and just trying to get by. But I have a wonderful friend named Brigette who is trying to find a guy for me! lol Oh how time really changes

Goodbye for now

August 01, 2006
Well, I guess I will be leaving you all for a bit. I'm moving out tomorrow with my fiance. But don't worry, I will be back shortly. So don't miss me to much! I love you all!!

my oh my

July 15, 2006

how things change so quickly........

......letting go......

June 26, 2006

I have decided it is time to let go of this guy that I have been holding on to.. I have heard so much about him from friends of his, and I am way better than this. I do not deserve to get used, and treated like shit. I did fall in love with him, and now I need to let go. I believe I am better off. We were going to get back together, but now I have no trust for him, and as far as I am concerned, I don't need this anymore. So I have decided to just let go. It will hurt me, but I believe I can make it thru, and be fine. And pray things will work out for the best.

        ...It's just letting go is the hardest part........

Life definitely isn’t perfect
you fall in love with the wrong people
ignore the most important things in life
make mistakes when you knew better

Will it last...or will I be hurt again?

June 05, 2006

This feeling was hard to get over, but I did it. And I moved on from you. You left me. And left me crushed. I had friends to pick me up when I needed it. I MOVED on from you, and your insecurities. I moved on form the lies, and the distance we had. Right now things are better. And he is great to me. He was my friend, now he is something more. He offers me more than you could ever. ..But there is just one question on my mind. Will this feeling last for HIM, or will I be hurt again?......

Until The Day I Die
-Story of the Year

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!