Here is a song that I really love...and makes me kinda wonder if this will come true for me. If so who are these "northern stars pointing to?" Well there was my farly girly moment...I feel dirty...I think I am going to take a shower...

How can you miss something that was never there? How can you long for that addiction you never had? How can you have futurestic flash backs of what will never happen? How can that thing that you've never had taste so sweet?

I found that you should

Never miss an oputunity to tell someone

 

how you feel, don't say that there will be

 

a later because even though there

 

maybe one, it may be too late.

Do or do not, there is no try. 
photo from austincaresnotI guess it is time to apply this to my life.   

learning the thing called life.

I have been out of school for about a month and a week now but the teaching sessions have yet to silence and I suppose they never will....ever. Here are just some of the things I have learned.

 

 1. Just because it is not the right time now does not mean it will never be the right time. 

 

2. Sometimes the quickest way to lose something is to want it too much ( for the second time )

 

3. Wanting what you can or should not have leads no where except for dissapointment

 

4. The need for something should only be filled by that thing and not by another, also that need should be a real need

 

5. Nothing is only surface deep.

 

 

Thank you all for reading and I thank you life for teaching me these lessons.  

Well I guess it is about time for me to get some sleep today...I hope you guys are having a great summer because I am haveing a pretty great time with my old friends.

This is some advice I have given myself and I thought well just maybe some of you could use it.

 

1. shut up and listen sometimes 

2. Don't take the easy way out just cause you are scared.

3. You are scared because if you try and fail there is only you to blame.

4. Life is scary get used to it.

5. There are no magical fixes it is all up to you.

6. So get up and start doing the work.

             (then I asked mysel)

                 "what if it is too hard?"

7. Nothing in this world that is worth having comes easy.  

8. Even the best fall down sometimes but don't stop here.  

 

 

 

                     I would like to thank a very good show Scrubs for this advice.Episode #420.

Just for the record, no it was not worth it. 

So I am still up and waiting for my shorts to get out of the washer so I can throw them into the dryer and go to bed. I am really tired from a long weekend of camping and would love to just not wake up for a long time. But when I finally do get a chance to sleep I will be rudly awakened by and very annoying loud sound called my alarm sounding proudly at 4. Yes I know it is early but I am going with my school to Kentucky Kingdom...is it worth it though? I am not sure I hear that they don't even have that great of roller coasters. But I also get to hang out with my friends for a very long time. I am really excited well kinda cause my friends will want to do something and I will want to hang out with someone else but I think it will be worth it in the end. If not oh well. I usually don't post much. But this is just an update I have been complained to about the amount of my posts and that I should bring it up so here it is I hope that you enjoyed reading about my nothing. 

Today feels like one of those days were you just really don't care about anything. Nothing really makes me mad, I am just kinda out there today. If feels like I am on auto pilot watching the world go bye. Does this happen to anyone? Sometimes I like the feeling but others I want to pause the world, just make it stop spinning and see what I am missing.

I
like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike
your Christ.
Mohandas Gandhi

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The Eskimo has fifty-two names for snow because it is important to them; there ought to be as many for love.

Margaret Atwood

    Why is the one thing that you wanna say sometimes the hardest?

I love you guys and just cause I don't like the way you act don't mean I don't like you. 

Why is it that it seems the quickest way to lose something is to want it too much?

I am currently taking requests for things from Hawaii. If you want a grass skirt please tell me...Although you will probably not get any of it....I am cheap so don't get your hopes up....I am kidding. 

Thanks to all your helpful advice meet my new Camera

Man she is a beauty

Don't ya hate it when you buy a new camera and you want to show people pics of it...but you can't take a picture of it becuase..well you just can't

You guys are so much fun I love geeks...unless you don't like being called a geek..so please don't like trojan my computer or anything. My cousin likes being called a geek, I hope to learn many things from him.  

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Only a few of you know what this says and or where to find out.