Call Me Crazyy... But

February 02 2006

I miss those days



so... she likes stuart... i wish she would of told me sooner... and hows about EVERYONE and there mom knew... but no one wanted to tell me... what friends


i got sent to daniel mckee... no im not joking... so yeh... im a junior but im in sophomore english right?... well the writing prompt was yesterday and mr tomlinson said i needed to go... so i went and asked the lady if i should take it and she told me to hold on and she would check... well she never came back... meaning i didnt have a prompt paper or a topic to write on.. so i was written up for skipping!!!... and i got sent to daniel mckee... it was nice to know u oakland friends... ill see u next year...


stuart said he was gonna ask her out... i want to be happy for her... i really really do... but im selfish... i want her... i want to be her boyfriend... i was the be the one she calls at 3 in the morning cuz she cant sleep... i want to be the prince in her bed time stories that she used to tell me... i miss her... i really really do...


this week has been the worst week ever... i went to church wanting to get right with god but thoughts of my day and lauren shot through my head and killed my spiritual focus... i know i need to get right with god... iv REALLY thrown my life away the past 4 months... and i need to change NOW... but i cant do it alone... please pray for me

Jessica Hunter

February 02 2006
chris ... i dont kno what to tell u nemore ... ive sed all i can say ... i love u && ur DEF in my prayers

l a u r e n b e a s l e y.

February 02 2006
i didn't know she liked stuart, granted i don't even know her.. but see you're not so alone after all. but in all seriousness, i'm really sorry. i think my boyfriend and I just began to part our ways, i can never tell with him though.. he can't make up his mind, but from what i can tell, and by the way he ignores the converstaion... i can tell that he's decided to stay the 600 miles away instead of comming back here but I'm just not letting it get to me. although i've known him for 4 years, i just can't let it get to me.. i know that if this didn't last, well then there's something better out there than that could ever be.. love isn't love if it doesn't last

Anna Miller

February 02 2006
I don't think you're being selfish by wanting her back. I've felt the way you do before ((towards a guy, lol)), and there's really nothing that can be done about the feelings. As for getting right with God. . . it's good you recognize that. Just stay with it. Pray, even if it seems like He doesn't hear, He does. It may take a long time, but He'll come through, I promise.

Sara Shaban

February 02 2006
I dont know you...but i'll pray for you.

quake

February 02 2006
when is shara shaban with you... you are blesst, and also this mean to .... i'm with you... and dont let to something hurt you that bad to you start to lose yourself.....

Linda Turner

February 02 2006
Hey, I know what you are going through in both the break up way and the messed up life way. I very resently got right with God after quite a lot of messed up choices I made. I'm also having a very hard time getting over a break up that happened almost a year ago. All I can do now is look to God-I know now he can get me through. I will for sure pray for you.

adam rodrigues

February 02 2006
Chris, I'm already on it. Just glad to know you want me to now. ( prayer ..haha..)

justin daniels

February 02 2006
Fuck man,that isn't even fair. That's so fuckin gay...and i can betcha one thing,if I'd been there wen that situation happened,I'd be fightin for ya bro. Aah,the fairness of our society does it again! Daniel Mckee is just down the road from my house...people can't take anything in or out of the school haha. Good luck man...

kayla hale

February 02 2006
i will be praying for you def....& why didnt you tell me this earlier?!??!

DubiousMotives

February 02 2006
whoa that sucks major ass. so sorry dude, but if it helps even the slightest... daniel mckee isnt too bad.

Elizabeth

February 02 2006
i will pray for you chris... you are an awesome phusebox friend :))) god is going to help you through this... just trust in him ... -liz

Russell Rodden

February 02 2006
Dude yeah. I've been praying for you too. If you have a hard time focusing on prayer thinging about those things, why not make them the focus of your prayer to God? I mean, He doesn't mind knowing that you think about them. He knows that anyway right? Just talk to God about the situations that distract you from communication. That makes them not distractions anymore. Know what I mean? Just a suggestion. Love ya man!

Paul Morgan

February 02 2006
Been praying, will still pray

Rebecca Jensen

February 02 2006
Hey chris I have been praying for you. And like adam said it is really good to know that you want us to now. Take Russ's advice. It's good stuff. Anyway love ya little dude! and I will def. keep praying.

me

February 03 2006
prayers are all we have sometimes.im sorry about you being sent off,but it realy isnt that bad.i had a few friends end up their 2.what doesnt kill us makes us stronger.i dont know you well,but i feel what your say.things will get better...

Significance

February 03 2006
i never stopped praying, and im not planning on doing it now. im glad you see you screwed up, and want to change....im...proud of you. you miss your girl and imiss the way you used to be, it made me mad to see you go down, and im finally starting to see you go back to the way you were....the chris i loved.

Jessica Hunter

February 03 2006
haha yeah im def at scool right now ... i kno u didnt som aybe ull read this ... ive had like a sub in like every class ... today has actually been amazing ... other than i kno that ur not doing good ... please smile && always remember i love u kk?? Jessica <3

Drew Barrett

February 03 2006
Chris is them man hey dude hope u have fun at daniel mckee well ill ttyl Drew

link06

February 03 2006
I'll pray for you. I am glad that you recognize your situation, and I am glad that you want God to help you. Just think about this for a moment.... I used to be in a situation where I didn't know if I had anyone to ask for prayer. But God introduced me to people who would pray for me. Well, I had to do my part to...by keeping a pure mind... Go read my blog about A PURE MIND...You will find it very helpful, I hope.....~ see you later

Teresa Smith

February 03 2006
Well, eventhough I have no idea who you are and u just asked for my friendship here on PhuseBox I'd be glad to pray. =)

Becca Hicks

February 03 2006
hey man, you know that i've lways been praying for you...i pray for each of my friends every night (yes, individually) whether they're needing it or not...you're like a brother to me, and to see you this way and upset really breaks my heart...i'm still always here in case you ever need to call me. my phone's back on, so call me whenever!! i'll drop everything just to talk. you know i'm here. i love you soooooo much chris, and i miss you a lot too. [your beccabeccaboo]

Becca Hicks

February 03 2006
oh, and...try not to run into my bro. haha...that'd be interesting (yeah, he goes to daniel mckee...) it's really not all that bad..well, at least by matt's standards... mucho love man, [me again]

Betsy Mcmahan

February 03 2006
i went through a breakup not to long ago and it's hard but things will get better. i promise. i'll be praying for you. betsy

Teresa Smith

February 03 2006
I'm remarkin' ya...no worries. haha Two in one day..u're a lucky one. ;) Have an awesome weekend. <3

Elaine

February 04 2006
you can be the prince in my bedtime stories <333

Chelsey Montgomery

February 04 2006
daaaang. <br>you are the comment king. <br>haha well i hope you had fun tonight. <br>even though you WERENT at the mall like i thought... hahaha&hearts;

Jessica Jo

February 04 2006
I'll keep praying for you Chris. Is there any possible way you would be able to go back to Oakland?

liNDs

February 04 2006
hey i dont know u but i thought i would tell you that I am sorry because it kinda seems like life jus isnt the best right now..and ya it sux cuz like a month ago i was really down a lot for a while and it felt like life wasnt ever gonna be better but now it is..so even thot it may take a while ..it will get better...ull be in my prayers..talk to u later

Lauren Johnson

February 05 2006
hmmk i dont know if by leavin you this comment i makin this worse or better i just had the official worst week of my life and im sorry for screwin up yours.... i love you more than life itself.... and im so sorry but i know god put you into my life for a reason and i know that he still has plans for you in my future..... i also think its amazing that i just read this today and that i called you at excactly 3 in the morning friday thats a sighn i know it i love you...