ohh snap.

August 13, 2006i just windexed my car.

yes. windex.

can you get high off of that?

cause im pretty sure i just did. ahaha


me & sarah layed in the street & played airplanes tonight.

it was fun.

i havent been on here for a while.
there's really no reason.
but summer is over.
& im pretty sad.
it just wasnt what i expected.

i miss rocketown.
i havent been there in weeks.
i ihad mae/the spill canvas tickets;;
then got grounded = (

anyways.
someone come see me.

before i go crazy.

my brother has a buncha friends over.

so its the house with all the cars.

you'll find it ;]

all that i am.

May 23, 2006so basically, today was my mom's birthday.
i thought i was fine,
but apparently im not.
i know its good to cry,
but my head is killing me.

please pray for me.
i finally faced reality today.
& i feel like falling apart.
i feel somewhat deserted.
& quite strangely, scared.
scared of change,
scared of being hurt,
& scared of being lonely.

& worst of all, im sick of giving.
time & myself.

i know its all part of life;; but im just tired.


"everyone's looking around,
& wants to be found.
And im just hanging on,
i give you ALL THAT I AM.

& as a sit here,
in the midst of you,
i come to you,
i come with all that i am."


i miss her.

Grey's Anatomy.......

May 15, 2006"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy
tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let
go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true."

"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying."

jazzfest♥

May 06, 2006

i stole this from haylie bear. but you really should read it<3

April 26, 2006there's this army in Uganda, Africa
called the Lord's Resistance Army that has this leader who thinks he's
God...he abducts thousands of children everyday & not only trains
& brainwashes them to fight in his war, but also uses them as sex
slaves. there are some shelters in Africa that these children go to
every night to hide from these warriors that come & abduct them.
they walk up to five miles (2 hours every night) & cram themselves
in these tiny shelters basically fearing that they're gonna die any
minute...

these three college guys found out about it &
decided to go to Uganda & make a documentary about it...they put
together this thing called the "invisible children" because nobody
really cares about these kids & kinda overlook them like they're
invisible. they have bracelets and newsletters to try & raise money
for this cause.

this Saturday they are holding a walk in 130
cities around America...if we get 75,000 people signed up for this
walk, the USA's government will do something about it.

it's this
Saturday (April 29th) & the closest place near us is in Franklin.
we meet at the Target in Franklin (by Cool Springs Mall) & walk
five miles to the People's Church & camp out there for the night
simulating what the children do every night sort of like a wake up call
for our government.

Be there.
sign up at www.invisiblechildren.com
spread the word. ya heard?