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oh wait.....i forgot one thing in my last post i think i am in like with this guy i am not going to say the big L word cause in my dictionary thats a cuss word....i just wish he could really see me i mean he looks at me but never really sees me man that sounds so wierd but i could never have him hes in love with someone else i would never b good enough. oh well i've learned better than to get to close people aren't good enough anymore all they care about is theirselves so this world is on a downwardspiral and its taking us all in..............hummmmmmm think about it....

anyways....I am sick the whole sinus thing......it sucks i hate being sick...i feel like i have a papertowel in my head....but anyways i am fighting with jesus right now i think i am losing really bad  anways i don't got anything else to say except ilove you guys i will try to post more later

see yas,

brandi  

I GOT MY CLASS RING!!!!!!!
       i am really excited it is so cool... anyways want to say hi to all my friends i love you guys........but still trying to learn bass not as easy as i thought it would be. anyways i don't have to work again till friday so.... i get to hang out all week yeah.....no big mac day for me uhhuh uhuh.... anyways tommorow is freshman orientation:( like we need anymore freshman om my god freshman drama.... but we were all there at one time they will grow up, i hope. lol but anyways got some work to do leave me some remarks i am bored..

brandi

HEY GUYS.....

        I HAVEN'T WROTE IN A FEW DAYS SO I THOUGHT I WOULD UPDATE..............

               GOT TO TRAIN A NEW CREW MEMBER AT WORK LAST NIGHT SHE IS  PRETTY COOL AND SHE LEARNS FAST SO I GUESS THATS ALL COOL........

         I AM STILL LOKKING TO FIND A MAN SOMEONE TO LOVE TIRED OF BEING ALONE I GUESS. BEING SINGLE ISN'T AS GREAT AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE IT TOTALLY SUCKS.

            SO YEAH HAVE TO WORK AGAIN TONIGHT 6 TO 10 BUMMER CAUSE FRIDAYS MY HANGOUT DAY THE BEGGINING OF FREEDOM............

            SO I GET MY CLASS RING THIS WEEKEND I AM SO EXITED IT IS GOING TO BE THE COOLEST EVER. I AM TOTALLY HYPED ABOUT GETTING IT IT MAKES MY JUNIOR YEAR A WHOLE LOT COOLER....

               I AM TOTALLY READY TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL EVEN IF I HAVE ONE MORE YEAR LOOKIN TO TAKE LOTS OF EASY CLASSES TO GET SOME EASY GRADES TO TAKE MY GPA UP. THEN I CAN GRADUATE AND FINALLY BE FREE FROM THE HELLS OF HIGH SCHOOL. EVERYONE SAYS HIGH SCHOOL IS THE BEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE WHOEVER MADE THAT UP SHOULD BE SHOT HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS......

          READY FOR COLLEGE SO I CAN MAKE MY OWN SCHEDULE AND FINALLY BE FREE FROM P.A.R.E.N.T.SNOT THAT MINE AREN'T COOL BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO GET OUT......

HOPE TO START MY OWN BAND THIS SUMMER I  HOPE TO GET A GOOD ONE AND MAKE IT A LONG WAY FIRST I HAVE TO COME UP WITH THE NAME.......ANY SUGGESTIONS.....AND  THE PRICES FOR THE EQUIPMENT IS REALLY HIGH SO IT LOOKS LIKE A SUMMER JOB AT MCDONALDS IS CALLING MY NAME.....

ANYWAYS IIM TIRED OF BLABBING SO IM GONNA GO READ A MAGAZINE OR SOMETHING I GUESSS...... OR MAYBE JUST  SLEEP? OH WELLZ HOPE EVRYONES DAY ROCKS OUT

LUV YAZ,

BRANDI 

so yeah me and god are arguing right now sooo.......

i really don't know what to write except i won an award for fccla we got bronze which is  bad but i don't really care anyhow i have lots to do got chirch tonight and school tommorow life is a schedule........

to many htings to do........

sooooooo........ i am really,really tired but its friday so its all cool, no work tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah, oh yeah, but i have one voice tonight its where groups go and learn 15 new songs in 2 days its gonna be cool. anyways i really don't know what else to write. except i love you guys.

p.s. trish take care of that foot, you might miss out on seein dakota!!!(haha)

ok so todays thursday the 23rd. still haven't found the guy i'm lookin for i don't think real love is out there. its to hard to find someone who really likes you. oh well i hope all you kats have a good day>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

laters'

brandi

so yeah i am really tttttttttttttttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddd!!!!!!

but thats  ok i am trying to finish writing a song i think it will be pretty

cool i will post it when i am finished and let you guys tell me what you think!!

sometimes i wonder if the darkness on the inside shows if everyone can see it or am i the only one who knows. can they see the heart inside so cold and empty there just waiting for the someone to finally take the time to care, to take the heart so cold and hard and make it all real new so the dead life on the outside can breath a time or two to take the broken heart and mend it just for me to gently handle it with care to mend it with great ease to take the broken pieces that many thought were through and put them back together ao life could be anew the many things that darkness brings makes it hard to thrive for the life thats dying slowly with no hope left this time.

They see the scars upon her arm but never wonder why the pain she feels is so unreal sometime she just wants to die, to take the pain and throw it away for a moment of happiness. to never have to wonder why it had to be like this? to wake up in the morning not wondering why she can't die, to be able to walk through the day and from god she would not have to hide. to take the moments she almost had and make them real again. to take the weakness inside her and be strong again to finally sleep good at night instead of crying alone, wondering why the god above wouldn't just leave her alone. she tried to ask him for his help but he was never there it was like he turned his back like he never knew she was there. so then she took the god she loved and threw it all away for a life thats not worth living but it makes it seem ok. 

they take each last tear i have,

i live without tears,

they take my heart and rip it open,

i live without heart,

they stop up each hope,

so i have no passage out of hell,

they give me pain,

so i live with pain,

they give me hate,

so i live with hate!!!!!!!!!

by: jimmy santiago

jesus is my homedog!!!!!!

so yeah....... the day after valentine. I sincerely hate that day!!!! its no fun!! but oh well....i hope this day gets better cause school is so dumb!!!!!!!!!!!                          bored........................................

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ok so its monday again!!! but i really need some sleep so anyways went to a lock in friday night it was awesome. can't wait till next time, then worked till 10 saturday and church on sunday so my weekend was awesome!!!!!

photo from LuvPet

man i can't believe oakland lost!!!!!!!!!!!!! but oh well alls good. anyhow todays payday so that means time to go shoppin for some new cds!!!!!yeah!!!

hi everyone i am new to phusebox so i hope to meet new people:)