sometimes i wonder if the darkness on the inside shows if everyone can see it or am i the only one who knows. can they see the heart inside so cold and empty there just waiting for the someone to finally take the time to care, to take the heart so cold and hard and make it all real new so the dead life on the outside can breath a time or two to take the broken heart and mend it just for me to gently handle it with care to mend it with great ease to take the broken pieces that many thought were through and put them back together ao life could be anew the many things that darkness brings makes it hard to thrive for the life thats dying slowly with no hope left this time.