Phusebox

They see the scars upon her arm but never wonder why the pain she feels is so unreal sometime she just wants to die, to take the pain and throw it away for a moment of happiness. to never have to wonder why it had to be like this? to wake up in the morning not wondering why she can't die, to be able to walk through the day and from god she would not have to hide. to take the moments she almost had and make them real again. to take the weakness inside her and be strong again to finally sleep good at night instead of crying alone, wondering why the god above wouldn't just leave her alone. she tried to ask him for his help but he was never there it was like he turned his back like he never knew she was there. so then she took the god she loved and threw it all away for a life thats not worth living but it makes it seem ok.

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February 16 2006

they take each last tear i have,

i live without tears,

they take my heart and rip it open,

i live without heart,

they stop up each hope,

so i have no passage out of hell,

they give me pain,

so i live with pain,

they give me hate,

so i live with hate!!!!!!!!!

by: jimmy santiago

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February 15 2006

jesus is my homedog!!!!!!

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February 15 2006

so yeah....... the day after valentine. I sincerely hate that day!!!! its no fun!! but oh well....i hope this day gets better cause school is so dumb!!!!!!!!!!! bored........................................

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yeah

February 06 2006

ok so its monday again!!! but i really need some sleep so anyways went to a lock in friday night it was awesome. can't wait till next time, then worked till 10 saturday and church on sunday so my weekend was awesome!!!!!

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