Hey, just wanted to let everyone know that I'm home and ok. I appreciate all of your prayers...and I ask that you keep praying for me and my family. I have some really awesome friends. Thanks so much everyone!!!!!!!!!! 

Make your own Windorph

This is done to the song Everything, By LifehouseIt reminds of Redeemed except cooler. : ) 

I'm happy. I just stole a bunch of my brother's music! : ) It's some good music. I like music...
My head hurts. I like cantalope! It's good. : ) I'm going to get to see most of the mimes on monday! That shall be fun. : P 

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS 1. Where did you take your default pic? Outside2. What exactly are you wearing right now? My old black dance shirt, and cut-off shorts.  3. What is your current problem? Figuring out my problem....4. What makes you most happy? Beats me! I've never really thought about it.    5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? Definitely Maybe, FM Static 6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Kinda.7. Do you ever watch MTV?? Nope never...8. What’s something that really annoys you? People talking down to me....it drives me crazyChapter 1: 1. Middle name: Lydia 2. Nickname(s): tammo, tammodia, tam, tuts, tamier, lyd,  3. Current place? living room. 4. Eye color: brown ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: 1. Do you live with your parents? Yes  2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Most often...At least I think so. 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? Married4. Do you have any Siblings? 2 brothers, and 1 sister (i'm thinking about trading her in for someone else though, come to think of it, I think I'll trade them all in :P )Chapter 3: Favorite... 1. Ice Cream: Vanille2. Season: SpringChapter 4: Do You.. 1. Write on your hand: sometimes...not very often...I write on others hands. 2. Call people back: of course3. Believe in love: Oh Yes 4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Nope.5. Have any bad habits? : ) Maybe a few6. Any mental health issues? nope, I'm a smart kid.Chapter 5: Have You.... 1. Broken a bone: cracked my growth plate...not sure if that counts2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: I don't think so...maybe....my mom would know.  3. Had physical therapy?: yup, I hate it.  4. Gotten stitches: no..5. Taken painkillers? uh....I don't remember 6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: no, maybe one day. 7. Been stung by a bee? yeah, I hate them.8. Thrown up at the dentist: ewww...that's kinda disgusting...not me.    9. Ever sworn in front of your parental? uh, no. 0. Had detention: nope.11. Been sent to the principal's office? maybe...12. Been suspended: once or twice...Chapter 6: Who/What was the last 1. Movie(s) you watched?: Uh....I don't know.   2. Person to text you: I don't text people  3. Person you called: My dad......I think  4. Person you hugged? My dad 5. Last person you tackled: probably jar 6. Thing you touched: the keyboard...duh. 7. Thing you ate: pasta that my mom made...it's good.  8. Thing you drank: water...9. Time you cried: I don't know. 10. Wished on a star: a few days ago....

Ok, so about those birds again. Well, as I said they have a nest on our front porch with little birds. What has happened is that now the parent birds are starting to dive bomb at Jarred, My dad, and Evan. It is the funniest thing in the world!!!!! lol...it's so awesome! They don't dive bomb at me and my mom so that is a good thing. : ) They have cute babies though.
Bees. I hate them. They annoy me so much. Jarred says that they can't kill me so I shouldn't be afraid of them. Sorry, I still don't like them and I still swing my arms around like a weirdo and yell whenever they come near me. : ) Yes, I'm kinda weird. : )
Lovely things. The beauty of nature. I love it. The sun setting is the best thing in the world. : ) I like it. Oh, and I like pizza. Vegan pizza, mind you. I made it and it was good. Too bad, I had to share. darn. I want some more.  

So, since I was gonna write about this yesterday but I forgot too, I'm gonna write about it now.We have some baby birds on our front porch. They are really cute birds too! I watch the mother build the nest and now I get to see the birds grow up...it's pretty awesome! I like birds. My mom doesn't. : P 
I want to go to sleep....well, not really but I thought I'd say that anyway. I want to eat more food. And yes I actually do want to eat more food. : ) I'm weird.

How's life? perfect. ok, maybe not but that's ok.I like my friends. Even if they are crazy! And weird. And all around strange. : P   

Church was awesome tonight!!! It was really good...like super good. I needed so it really was awesome. God is awesome!

I'm feeling quite strange at the moment. : P What that means? I don't know. : ) But, yeah. I was suppose to go to Lane's house with Car-Car tonight but her horse isn't doin well. : ( But, yeah.

 

I wish you were here tonight. So, we could make this work. Nobody is meant to try alone. I wish I could fix everything that is wrong. But, I know I can't. And that hurts so much. I miss you.

 

 

tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are ,

holding you , holding you, holding you

tonight

It's father's day. We got our dad a card. : ) We're kinda cheap this year.I'm tired. Not sure why. I'm hungry too. Maybe I should eat. I miss some people right now. I wish they were here with me. grrr...kid....grrrrr. : P  Life is not a highway. You can't tell which way its going. On a highway you can. I can't figure people out. I've tried but it doesn't work. Too bad. 
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitternessAnd I would have stayed up with you all nightHad I known how to save a life

I went horseback riding. It was fun. I got annoyed but yeah. Don't say a word Grace! I'm happy. Just thought I'd let ya'll know. : )

So, my sister brought up an interesting topic tonight on her blog and I thought I'd post about it.
Adoption. Yes, the question of what you believe about adoption. It runs through my mind sometimes. Like, I wonder what my friends think about it. I don't discuss it much but tonight I think I'm going to. :)
It's weird to think that so long ago I was put up for adoption by my birth mother. But, it's nice to think about it. The thing that bothers me the most is the fact that people just come to their own conclusions without finding out what the truth is. I mean, just because you are adopted that doesn't mean that you weren't wanted by your birth parents. That is the most stupid thing I've ever heard. If anything that shows how much love they have for you. Ya know, it's weird to even think of it differently. Lol....I'm laughing. I just thought about the first time I actually realized that i was a different color then all my friends. But, it lasted for maybe 10 seconds then i was off into something else. : ) Adoption is cool.
But, I honestly want to know your view. What do you think about adoption????

: ) Don't we love politics? grrr....some people in the whole political realm are so annoying sometimes. Life would be easier if they weren't so darn stubborn. I've never really thought about it, but I'm a Republican and I've come to realize that whether I want to or not, it's kinda important to know what is going.
Here's a song that makes me smile.

Follow your Leader, John Reuben

They've got me pinned against the wall
it's political and predictable
anything you say will be exaggerated and completely blown out of proportion
ignore them if you can but I doubt you will
they're out to control how people feel by pushing their agenda on you sub-conscience
while you're unaware they start the brainwashing process
time to call out the unwilling
the ones that need to be cut deep in order to have feeling
you're not used to facing opposition
you've done all the talking now it's time to listen
I understand you want to make a difference
well you can start by sticking to your own business
you're an entertaining man trying to be a politician
stop abusing you position

Follow him
follow them
follow me
follow you
follow who,
follow your leader
do you even know what your buying into
before you follow your leader
it's the blind leading the blind
don't be so eager to follow your leader
know the truth before you try and turn me into a believer
and make me follow your leader

conservative, uptight right wing republican
last time I checked I was none of them
but that's the brush you want to paint me with taint me with
some aim to please but you aim and miss
A.D.D maybe but I can't tune you out
I would change the station but your signals too loud
and you're too proud to realize you're a moron
defend what you want whether it's right or wrong
and this applies to both sides of the equation
arrogant men in power sure are frustrating
on a pedestal you hear them ranting and raving
proudly proclaiming what they know nothing about
I hear you talking loud
but I will not allow tinsel town to show me how to live my life
sure you can sing and dance
but that don't mean that you are qualified to give America advice

: ) Yes, It was a very good night. I enjoyed it. Too bad I got my clothes all wet...well, not me, but carmen. : P I'm not please with her. Did I mention I haven't swimmed in like two years or so? But, yeah. It was fun ducking Lane. : ) Oh, yes.  

"Remember it's not a sin to enjoy the fragrance of a rose, but he who grasps after its beauty carelessly will reap the pain and suffering of its hidden barbs," Hedge of Thorns.
I like that.

ok, I heard this song and then asked my mom about it. It's kinda sad.

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee,
Little jackie paper loved that rascal puff,
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other
fancy stuff. oh

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee.

Together they would travel on a boat with billowed
sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on puffs gigantic tail,
Noble kings and princes would bow wheneer they came,
Pirate ships would lower their flag when puff roared
out his name. oh!

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee.

A dragon lives forever but not so little boys
Painted wings and giant rings make way for other toys.
One grey night it happened, jackie paper came no more
And puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless
roar.

His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like
rain,
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane.
Without his life-long friend, puff could not be brave,
So puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his
cave. oh!

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called
honah lee.

Ok, so I have practice Take You at Your Word a grand totally of...get this....once. Thats it. Not anymore. Not any less (though if it was less I wouldn't have practiced at all). Ok, now this is not good. Our presentation is on Sunday, I don't know what the heck I'm doing! I need to practice...keep your mouth closed tyler. ; ) I know its bad when even my mom is telling me I need to practice. Which I honestly do. I'm comfortable with There is a God and Basic just not Take You. I'll watch a video of it tonight and see how its done. grrr....carmen. : ) I love you girl.

Anyways, I have to go to the airport today to pick up my brother. I've been to this airport a lot.

We are redoing jar's hair before he goes to work. I liked it. Oh, well. I'm different. : ) Of course, we knew this already.

So, I'm done with the tomatoes.... : ) By the way, did you know that when tomato juice gets in a cut it burns???? Yup, I found that out the hard way.
We have a presentation at Elizabeth's church....grrrr kid....Making us get up so early. J/k Actually, I think it should be fun. I hope!!! : P Anyways, I'm doing Carmen's part in Take You at Your Word....need I say more?? Ok, I'm almost positive that she does it a whole lot better then me. And since I didn't get a chance to practice it at our actual practice time I'm left to figure it out by myself. This should be interesting. Hopefully I won't mess it up too much...please pray for me. : )
Did I mention that I'm going to the Amish tomorrow? Yes, it is that time again. This will be our sixth or maybe seventh, I can't remember, summer going out to them. Every year we do the same thing, get the same stupid flies and the best strawberries ; )

If you really knew me you would know.....

1. I hate big crowds

2. I'm really kinda shy

3. I have a hard time talking front of a group

4. My form releasing my frustration is listening to music

5. I'm not very open

6. I don't like when people judge me.

7. I can't stand the smell of smoke

8. I'm really not that friendly

9. I can fake happiness...don't ask

10. I'm usually very lonely.

there it's done...don't use it against me.