Cari Jennings

Social

Relationship Status

Single

Highschool

Oakland High School

i am, well, stupid...

June 04 2006

gahlee. i am such a girl. a 16-year-old girl at that. why on earth am i so attached to this person? i barely know him, and yet i feel like i've known him for a million years. and guess who that reminds me of? i honestly feel like i've finally met someone worth my time, and he's leaving. and besides, nothing would ever happen. he probably doesn't even know that i feel that way. gahlee. how can a level-headed, cynical person like myself just fall head over heels? over someone i don't even know that well? i feel like, for the first time ever, i have actually experienced that whole love-at-first-sight thing....which is retarded, because it's completely illogical. i've been trying to figure out if there is something else that i'm needing to deal with that is manifesting itself in this totally retarded and yet not retarded crush...but i can't find anything. gah. i just want someone to love me back the way that i love them. for once. and yes, i know that God does. but, well, you know. i guess i'm just much too insecure. but for now, it just all feels a bit too real. much love to you all ---Cari  

Jenna

June 04 2006
ok first off, ur not STUPID!! cause if you we're you wouldn't know what "muy muy mucho caliente" meant!! and second off, we all experience the "love-at-first-sight" thing at some point or another, and yes it is illogical but we all go through it...it's part of life

bryan Rodriguez

June 04 2006
know whatcha mean

Sarah Vermillion

June 05 2006
I'm having to deal with the fact that a guy I was madly infatuated with for about two and a half years is going away to basic training. I don't really hold a torch for him anymore, but it feels weird to think about how much I cared for him in the past and that he's leaving now and his career choice could easily kill him. Being attatched isn't dumb. If you feel connected to a person, you feel connected. There isn't anything you can do other than just "cope."

Amy

June 05 2006
We're all like that - it's totally natural. You're not stupid for feeling infaturation. I know that there have been times in the past when I met a guy and I would be like, "Wow he seems really neat," and before I knew it I was thinking about him and then I would had to step back and say, "Ok, I don't even know him!" As long as you do the stepping back and do the best you can to remain level-headed you're doing the right thing, because you can't really help how you feel sometimes.

yourcandytears

June 06 2006
it is hormones. plain and simple.