tax free weekend im going shopping...probably with my mom so give me a call on the cell if you need me or if you would like to meet up with us.much love. i guess.

Leah

~brian king we must hangout before you leave.....call.

~becky amonett we must hangout before you leave i haven't hungout with you since your b-day...call.

....very much like an outcast.

everything is changing so quickly i don't know what to do.im already growing apart from my friends and that makes me sad.and as most of you know i help the OHS guard and the rest of the staff pretty much ignores me including Mr.Waters,who is surpose to be my friend and what not.

i don't know i just feel really lonely....

...and the fact that my best friend and the person that understands me the most leaves in like 2 weeks and im handleing that to well.

full on depression is now in effect....crawling in a dark corner has now begun....i hate this.

hey everyone!

well DCI was kind of a flop because it got rained out but what we did get to see was pretty awesome so yeah.i guess i will just have to wait for the finals dvds to come out so yeah.

but this week is band camp and im helping the guard out and everything so its pretty awesome only problem is i have the girls with me all at the same time but they are okay so it's fine i guess.

well ill be on later....leave me comments!

Leah

WOW! it feels good to be home finally.it's amazing. i had an awesome time at the fair.riding rides were great and just having fun was awesome.

but it's great to be home i can't wait for this weekend....AHHH DCI.

okay bye.

Leah

to all of you that helped me out with my last post....THANK YOU....it means alot that you all care so very much. thanks to everyone who told me to be patient and all the advice it helps to know peole understand where i am coming from.....that remark that helped me the most was from megan though and it reads.......You just haven't found the right guy... I know this comment is a little late... Sorry... But there is nothing wrong with you only things wrong with guys... They suck and they don't see you like Becky and I do... But they will... When they are meant to...that is such an awesome statement.....thanks.

beckys bday was awesome i had alot of fun and i hope everyone else did as well.......well im off to bed.

i love you all.

i love the megan

i love the becky

and......i love the brian

Leah

hey everyone just thought i would let you guys know that everything is cool with me.yeah....looking forward to going to beckys tonight for big birthday celebrations.lol. well i love you all!

to all that left me remarks.....thanks it helped!

Leah

okay yeah....

IM LONELY! i can't take it anymore.i have been fine the past four years without a special someone in my life but now im lonely.ive been able to fill the hole with my friends and activities but i just cant do that anymore.i want a relationship that means something.i want that special bond with that someone that changes your whole out look on life.im tired of being Leah the really awesome friend...or Leah the really cool person.im tired of getting my hopes up on a guy just to find out he likes someone else.

you guys don't understand this probably and most of you probably won't read it...cuz that is how you all are....but

IM JUST SO HURT AND TIRED OF BEING ME!

what is wrong with me....that guys just don't find me the relationship type?

i know God will send me a guy when i am ready for one but what if im already ready for one....can't he see my pain...

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

just me

okay the bluecoats are here in franklin and im going to see my best friend...if you wanna come you are welcome to....im leaving at 6 to go over there so if you wanna come with me give me a call!

Leah

okay im back! for a week atleast.... talk to you all later!

Me!

im off to florida if you need me give me a call(5456082) ill talk to you all later!

Leah

it's sad when people die when they are so young.it so awful....guys keep the murphy family in your prayers they need all they can get.

Leah

well first off HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!

today was a pretty good day i woke up at 9:30 and hung out with my parents and then went and hung out with megan.then came home and went and watched the fireworks they were really short this year...idk maybe it was just me.

secondly.....Ashley Murphy's vistitation(sp) is tomorrow at woodfin from 5-9 and the funeral is thursday at 3.so yeah please pray for her family they are taking it really hard as you can imagin.God rest her soul!

PLEASE EVERYONE ALWAYS BUCKLE UP WHEN YOU GET IN THE CAR!

i love you all!

God Bless!

...Just Me..

first off read my last entry and that will explain some of it.

second i just have so much running throught my head right now im kinda an emotional wreck.i hate it.i have so many things i need and wanna say but i can't. ahhh i just wanna scream....i hate crying i wish it would just go away!

...

i was informed today that my mom's friends daughter passed away in a car accident and that her son is at vandy in the hospial.i am very close to the son and new that daughter well.if you all could just pray for the murphy family that would be awesome.

just me

hey hey

yeah pretty sure this week has been amazing! ill talk to you guys later!

Leah

hey hey

so yeah i got home today about 7:30ish and that is awesome cuz home is awesome but Texas was amazing!Yeah I had a blast in Texas with my best friend and getting to meet new people and what not.yeah it was nice tog et away for awhile but I missed some stuff while i was gone so yeah.

well im going to get off i got to get up and babysit in the morning i'll talk to you guys later.

i love you all!

Leah

hey hey you guys,

well I had a pretty awesome day today.I didn't have to babysit till 12:00 and even then I took the girls to guard practice and it was great.We didn't have alot of people there but it was still awesome and afterwards Mr.Waters and I had a practice session which was needed and it was amazing.After that we talked for like an hour and a half and it was just amazing.I love that man he is awesome.

Anyways after all my excitment today I came home to a home cooked meal which is rare when my father is out of town but I came home and mom had cooked, it was pretty sweet.

And now I am packing so I can leave for Texas on Thursday and I'm pretty much packing everything tonight so I don't have to stress out tomorrow.And I'm also downloading music so yeah it's all good.

I found a new song for you all today, it's pretty awesome.

Imperfection by Saving Jane

My hair's a wreck
Mascara runs
My feet get dirty and my skin burns in the sun
My lips, they bleed
But I still sing my songs
Takes me a minute to admit it when I'm wrong

Pretty is as pretty does, but pretty's not my thing...

This is what you get
This is who I am
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand
If you're thinking about changing my direction,
Why mess with imperfection?

My back is weak
But my will is true
Got good intentions but I never follow through
And I say too much
Don't know when to leave
In case you're looking, that's my heart there on my sleeve

Ego trips and stupid slipups, I'm a mess but...

Chorus

Scratched and bruised, a little used, but baby I work fine
You might call me damaged goods, but I'm one of a kind

My hair's a wreck
No, I'm not perfect but I'm not the only one...

So what do you guys think?I think this song describes me pretty well I like it alot.Well I'm off I'll talk to you guys later.

"love,love"

...Leah...

Today was a pretty awesome day. went to the pool with Megan and then to the OHS colorguard practice and had a bunch fun there. Then after that I went to the greenway with Megan and walked and talked it was nice, and then I came home and ate a pop tart and practiced alot.I was going to go out tonight but my mom really wanted me to stay home and chill so i did.

I really need to get back into guard, I realized how much I missed it today and it was sad. I need to find someway to really get back involved.

well im off.

Leah

this is a really awesome song....

Far Away..Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
 
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
 
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
 
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
 
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
 
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

you might understand you might not and i don't need to explain.

talk to you guys later.

Leah

oh yeah parents out of town this weekend so yeah wanna do something just call.

Leah

i want to go shopping does anyone wanna go with me?

tomorrow....

hey hey

well im babysitting and im really bored cuz i only have one of the girls right now and yeah it's kinda boring. well idk....

i wanna go get my cartilage pierced..you know like my ear so yeah anyone wanna come with me...

anyways at 3:30 i get off from babysitting so if you wanna do something this week just give me a call.

Leah

im home! it was awesome....

how was everyones weekend?

Leah

Question:

why do we take life so seriously? i mean like we really can't control alot of things in life because you know it's all part of a big master plan and everything.so why do we stress so much over life. why can't we live day to day?and whatever happens happens? i don't know...i thought it was a good question.

well im going camping this weekend somewhere in kentucky. so if you need me give me a call. i will have my cell with me at all times.

god bless.i love you all.

happy memorial day weekend.

Leah

the movie was pretty good.i was kinda disappointed because so much of the book was left but it was still awesome.

okay now i need something to do today...who wants to hangout?just give me a call.

i love you all

god bless

Leah

going to see the Da Vinci Code at 8:45 im going with the twins so yeah.....

if you wanna go be there....any questions call the  cell.

Leah