Phusebox

Venting....its been bottled up to long.....

July 19 2006

okay yeah....

IM LONELY! i can't take it anymore.i have been fine the past four years without a special someone in my life but now im lonely.ive been able to fill the hole with my friends and activities but i just cant do that anymore.i want a relationship that means something.i want that special bond with that someone that changes your whole out look on life.im tired of being Leah the really awesome friend...or Leah the really cool person.im tired of getting my hopes up on a guy just to find out he likes someone else.

you guys don't understand this probably and most of you probably won't read it...cuz that is how you all are....but

IM JUST SO HURT AND TIRED OF BEING ME!

what is wrong with me....that guys just don't find me the relationship type?

i know God will send me a guy when i am ready for one but what if im already ready for one....can't he see my pain...

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

just me

Ben Moser

July 19 2006

and you know what God says to you at this moment? He says be patient! He doesn't work on your time table. Jeremiah 29:11 says this, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Dang.

Sam-Graham Jinn (Graham Wells)

July 19 2006

The Lord's timing with this sort of thing often coincides with the time you realize that He is most important. Once you know peace without a significant other, you are in a much better place to truly have peace with them. (For the record, I'm not saying that wanting one is wrong, and I'm also not saying that you are obsessed with it or anything derogatory like that. Just giving some thoughts that may or may not flow, lol).

Sarah Vermillion

July 20 2006

Trust me... I feel your pain. I know that friends can't fill the kind of emptiness you feel, but if it helps, you know I'm always here for you.

the brian king kenobi

July 20 2006

pain makes you appreciate joy . . . God is making sure that you will be happy and thankful when He does give you what you want. i wuv the leah . . .

Megan

July 22 2006

You just haven't found the right guy... I know this comment is a little late... Sorry... But there is nothing wrong with you only things wrong with guys... They suck and they don't see you like Becky and I do... But they will... When they are meant to...