HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO EVERYONE!

hope you all are having an amazing break. i know i am. well i have to go to work now. talk to you all later!

ahhh it's phusebox and i love my phusebox.

just letting you guys know that i am still alive!

Leah

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Don't skip songs.

---Eh, sometimes repeat artists come up.... skip it or keep it. . .whatever

Opening Credits
"Dirty Little Secret" All-American Rejects

Waking Up
"Get Your Freak On" Missy Elliot

First Day at School
"Homecoming Queen" Hinder

Breaking up
"Side of a Bullet" Nickleback

Happiness
"Feeling Good" Michael Buble

Life's Okay
"Like You" Evanescence

Mental Breakdown
""Animals" Nickleback

Falling In Love
"Count To a Hundred" Matt Wertz

Driving
"SOS" Rhianna

Flashback
"Lose Control" Missy Elliot

Getting Back Together
"Single" Natashia Bedingfield

Wedding
"Sexy Back" Justin Timberlake

Birth of a Child
"Imagine" Mercy Me

Final Battle
"Sweet Sacrifice" Evanescence 

Death Scene
"Show Stopper" Danity Kane

Funeral Song
"I want to Stroll Over Heaven With You" Alan Jackson 

So Long  
"Cathedrals" Jump Little Children

why is it that after you haven't had something in a really long time that you begin to wonder if you are ever to have it at all?

what i mean is i haven't had a man in my life in a very long time i mean like since my junior year of high school and for a while i was okay with that. i realized for a while that i didn't need a man in my life and i didn't the distraction.

but now i find that, that very thing might be the thing i am missing.

why is it that your best thoughts come when you least expect them to?

like when you are in a conversation with a friend or you are by yourself doing homework.

why is it that in this society today you have to be blonde and skinny to be loved by others?(not a reference to anyone)

answer these questions for me!

i want to change my look...what do you guys think i should do? like i was thinking coloring my hair or something like that. i don't know. i need some opinons. i love and trust you guys so give me some input!

Leah 

okay so friday i am getting my wisedom teeth taken out. it is going down at 9:15 am and im freaking scared.so you all better come see me.

here is my address for those who don't know where i live.

2435 English Hill Dr. Mufreesboro, Tn 37130

go to mapquest to get directions. oh and please call before you come. lol. please come see me because i am going to be very lonely.i love you all.

Leah

wow it's amazing how medicine can make you feel so much better.so i don't feel as bad i did earlier this week.

well yeah i got to go ive to do some studying.

Leah

i'm freaking sick! ahh i hate it. i feel like crap....grr...

congrates to kelsey for getting homecoming queen!

Me!

i love music!

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i hate my life.

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im tired of my mom stressing me about finding a boyfriend.....i hate tests.....and i don't have an outlet.

leah

okay first off...great weekend.

looking forward to a great week...we hope.

i really wanna get out of the house this week.my grandparents are in town and i cant take people judging me every second of the day.well yeah so if ou wanna do something this week give me a call most likly i will be free.

okay im going to go cuz im sure i need to do something.talk to you people later.

Leah

what a week!it's gone by so fast and it's so amazing.classes have been pretty cool this week but the bad thing is that ive been homeowrk and that sucks big time.oh well what can you do?

so tonight i have a football game wih oakland band so that should be good. i think im going to leave at half time though and go haang out with some people.

but ime free saturday and sunday so if you wann do sometime tell me and we can get together. talk to you all later.

Leah

this weekend has pretty much sucked to no end.

friday was awesome though.went to the Seigel vs.Oakland and that was fun but only because i was with Becky!

saturday sucked...because i was surpose to do something with my best friends but i never out a call so i waited around for like 6 hours for nothing.so after that i went to see my parents in lebanon(they are camping) and i had fun with them i have to say.

today ive been kinda lazy with my parents and i got home around eight and now im just home by myself.becky is surpose to come over and watch a movie but i really didn't feel well, so hopefully i will see her before she leaves.i love that girl!

so yeah this weekend was kinda blah!not quiet what i expected but hey what can i say?

you know i hate how im really growing apart from some people but its not my fault so yeah.

okay im done talk to you people later.

leah got a car...its a gray for nustang and it is amazinng and ii love it!

oka im done

Leah

petty sure i love my psychology class it is freaking amazing.awesome teacher but best of all Adrienne and Cameron are in that class and its freakin awesome!we had to much fun in there that is all i have to say.

well i love you guys talk to you later.

Leah

had my first day of class today at MTSU and it was pretty okay.it was kinda an overwhelming day and kinda pasted by quiet slowy.but hey it's all good.

well i'll talk to you guys later....i have homework to do.

Leah

i can't believe it but college starts for me tomorrow and i have to admit that i am kinda scared. i don't know what to do.butwish me luck you guys.

i love you all!

Leah

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

this song is totally amazing.....and its for someone....

Leah

....that i really have been dwelling on people moving off to college and i haven't been looking on the bright side.i realized that i still have amazing friends here in murfreesboro.so to all my friends still here i love you all!

megan i really do love you!

Leah

yeah just thought i would say something on here since i haven't said anything in awhile.well okay!

Leah

okay im totally better now.i talked to my dad last night and he was surprisingly helpful.i love him very much!

2 weeks till school starts and im totally looking forward to it.i know im weird but college is going to be fun.

hey heres my schedule!:

MWF:

9:10-10:05~Eng. in PH

12:40-2:05~Chem.in AMG(MW)

3:00-3:55~Music in PH

TR:

8:00-9:25~Stats. in BAS

10:20-12:20~Chem. Lab in WPS(T)

2:40-4:05~Psy in LRC

yeah that is pretty much it, it's so awesome.

talk to you guys later!

Leah

okay so pretty sure i lose a part of myself today with the moving away of my best friend.but the good thing is that i got to go move her into her dorm and meet one of her roommates.her dorm is nice now that we decorated it and the campus is pretty cool to.man i miss her already.it was really hard to move becky into her dorm today and then basically just leave.band camp started today for her so we really didn't have a choice but yeah.

i hate the feeling of losing someone i trully love.that makes two best friends now that have left me and its the worst feeling ever.

I LOVE YOU BECKY!

"Hear Me"

Hear me
Hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me

yeah okay this my song to someone but i will never tell and maybe just maybe someone will read this and no my feeling and maybe just maybe God will send us together.

i can't describe how my heart feels right now.....

Just Me

 today was strange to say the least...don't ask why it just was.

i got new cloths this weekend and school supplies.....its weird.....anyways yeah....

Leah