right now i am beyond pissed.  i do NOT want to go back to school, because now i have nothing to look forward.  i didn't make concert choir.  i don't understand how either.  i won't go into my little rant, because some of you might take it as conceit.  but i promise, it's not.  i just worked my butt off last year to ensure that i had a spot in choir.  everyone said that there was no way i couldn't make it.  they said i had to.  well, i guess everyone's wrong sometimes.  it makes me feel good that there were no freshmen that made it, though.  of course, i wanted all of us to make it, but there were only five spots.  it just makes me mad that i did everything i possibly could.  now, i have to sing with a bunch of girls that don't really care about singing.  choir isn't just a class i take to get an easy A.  it is my life and it means more to me than a lot of things.  my mom is probably as upset if not more than i am.  it doesn't seem like it really happened.