Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

i got a new email account. it's sillylovesongs90@gmail.com

please don't send me chain mail. i don't read it. i delete it.

thanks!

you know, i would update more often if i had something to say. but i never do. i would also probably update more if people actually read it. but i don't think they do.

umm... mellophone is going rather badly. i can't play the music. i wish it would die.

french horn is going a little better. but right now i only have one solo to work on. on mellophone, i have to work on four songs for marching band. and i have to get my range back. it has gone way down.

other than that, nothing is going on. my life really isn't that exciting.

i don't know why, but i felt like putting that picture on this post. ruth and kyle are leaving. that's sad. but we're getting new freshmen. i hope they're nice. and i hope they are good. because if they aren't... it's going to suck a lot. man... my hair was long there. it isn't now. i wish it were.

question:

what makes someone beautiful?

so apparently brian is pregnant.

tell me a story... please? (not about how brian got pregnant. a story that will make me smile)

but mostly for the one person who didn't appear to know why i would say that about the nazis, it was from the producers. it was a line that made me laugh. i'm not really a nazi... or am i?

i'm kidding. i'm not a nazi.

i love you!

i got my dress today!

if you want to see it, go to my xanga. www.xanga.com/cheese_puffs_in_the_wind

today was... bleh.
you are all just leaving so many remarks, i don't know what to do with myself.

ever have those days where you just want to bash people on the head with something really really hard? well this was one of those days.

i love you

today has been kind of exciting. i found out i have a 96 in geometry. i finished my stuff for midterms in that class. i didn't sound too awful in band today. and i was playing kind of loudly. and in french we get to use a little index card with stuff for the midterm. so i don't have to worry so much about it. and then i got second chair. and i found transfer paper just laying around.

but only three people answered my question from yesterday.

not much help, y'all.

and brian... i'm not going to shave my head. that would be noooo good.

so you should still answer. should i cut my hair?

i love you

should i cut my hair? i have kind of been thinking about it for a few weeks. and i don't know what to do. i kind of want to. but i've been growing it out since like seventh grade. and i'm beginning to grow attached to it. so i don't know... what do you think? please answer?

i love you

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

so i got a 90 on my french quiz.

and i have a 93 in english right now. that exciting. especially since i haven't gotten an a in english since like eighth grade.

but i got a fifty freaking nine on my biology test. and that is really really bad. yeah... i have a feeling i'm going to get a c in there and then i will be grounded. and that's no good. yeah... this is gonna suck.

well... i love you.

well... i was trying to think of something to say that might actually get more than one remark from you people. but i could think of nothing. :-(

o well.

chair tryouts sucked today. and i think i failed a biology test. and a french quiz. i really hope i get not a c in biology. that would be good. a c would be ungood. very ungood.

i love you.

i hate scales!!!

i completely suck and am really getting frusterated with my french horn.

and we have chair tryouts tomorrow. we have to know all 12 major scales. i know like three. and i think we have to sight read. which i suck at. a lot. yeah. this is gonna suck.

i'm about ready to throw my french horn out the window and go back to flute. but i wouldn't do that. because when i'm not completely frusterated, i love playing horn so much. but right now... i want it to die.

i love you.

tonight was fun.

i am beginning to think this french project will never end. it was supposed to end thursday. not. today. not. monday. i hope so. i don't know how much more of these people i can take. ahhh!

i love you