only one more day of marching band!!! yay!

vmi tomorrow.

i really want a kitten.

last band practice was tonight.

last football game tomorrow.

vmi saturday.

i'm so glad marching season is almost over.

i love you.

i have a scratch on the back of my hand. i don't remember how i got it. but it hurts.

i hate seeing my friends sad. especially when there's nothing i can do. and i always feel like there is something i can do. i just don't know what it is. and then i feel like a bad friend for not being able to make them feel better.

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

i love you a whole lot.

it's cold outside. and i like it.

i'm all stuffy and my throat hurts and i keep coughing.

i love you.

Opera is when a guy gets stabbed in the back and, instead of bleeding, he sings.
~Ed Gardner

i love you.

guess what.

i was in a horror movie!!! it was soo scary. the myth of the woods. yee-uh.

and i was a fairy! that was cool. and grace did my make up all pretty. i might put some pics up later. but i also said that about my birthday party and that never happened. but my computer is slow and i just don't have the patience for that.

i need a good book to read. i'm running out.

i think my mommy stole my queen cd. and this makes me very sad. i should get it back from her.

i love you!

well my mouth is starting to not hurt sooo bad.

i tried to play during band, but after playing like four notes i discovered this was a bad idea. so i stopped.

and we got section of the night. with me not playing, lauren's hand dead, and erin's foot (or ankle or something) hurt.

rhody kept complimenting the our sound. the one night i wasn't playing. so what does that  say about the way i play???

it's been amazing. this is the second practice in a row we've gotten section of the night. it's pretty darn amazing if you ask me.

so mady's stupid.

well. that's about it.

i love you.

i got my top braces on today. and my palate expander off! that was good. but it hurt. and i made a loud noise when i heard something snap in my mouth and it all of a sudden hurt even worse. but now it's gone. and my teeth kinda hurt. but... *shrug* whatever. i just hope i'll still be able to play mellophone as well as i could before i got them. (i wasn't great, but i could at least play the music and it didn't sound completely awful.)

i saw fight club tonight. i had never seen that before. i didn't see it from the beginning, but o well.

i feel funny. especially my tummy.

i love you.

  ¹ But now, this is what the LORD says—
       he who created you, O Jacob,
       he who formed you, O Israel:
       "Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
       I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

    ² When you pass through the waters,
       I will be with you;
       and when you pass through the rivers,
       they will not sweep over you.
       When you walk through the fire,
       you will not be burned;
       the flames will not set you ablaze.

    ³ For I am the LORD, your God,
       the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;
       I give Egypt for your ransom,
       Cush ^[a] and Seba in your stead.

    ⁴ Since you are precious and honored in my sight,
       and because I love you,
       I will give men in exchange for you,
       and people in exchange for your life.

    ⁵ Do not be afraid, for I am with you;
       I will bring your children from the east
       and gather you from the west.

let's see... today was... uhh... not bad. i guess it could have been better, but whatever.

i think i'm going to do not so great in geometry this time. that's no good. hopefully it'll get better. if only i would do my homework. or listen in class. but i hate is so much. *sigh* i hate it when i have to do things i don't want to do. but i guess that's part of life, right? so i guess i'll get over it.

band... heh. i love monday's after competitions. and i have a lesson tomorrow. i like my lessons. and wednesday, i prolly won't be there. (i'm getting my top braces on) and thursday i prolly won't be able to play. that sucks. but maybe i will. i hope so. i hate not playing. especially when we have practice. but this is gonna suck. because it's gonna take me forever to get used to it. and i'm gonna sound craptacular. and it will be no good. but... o well. i'll get over it.

well... i guess that's about it for now. i love you!

NARF!!!

yee-uh

this is kinda fun.

hee hee

hmm... wow. i don't know how much i like this colour. it's kinda strange...

so... i like this one. anyways... alabama was lots of fun. (wow. i almost said atlanta, not alabama.) we came in second. that was cool. we beat escambia (or how ever that's spelled) and that was just really awesome. we got all ones. and we went to the grocery store. and today we spent two and a half hours at the stupid mall... yeah. i'm kinda tired. and i'm going crazy. and i'm getting angry at my internet. it is mean. so i'm going to stop typing now.

i love  you.

NARF!!!

so life is pretty good right now.

i really hate not being able to sleep.
i'm so tired.

psat today= no fun.
i hate tests. especially really long ones.
i think i failed my french quiz.
i hate verbs.
i don't understand why i haven't been able to sleep lately.
but the lack of sleep is why i've been so tired, and my lack of focus is because i've been so tired. i hate this.
i am in pain right now. it is no good. ouch.

i really hope i can focus tomorrow. i haven't really been able to focus on anything for more than a minute (or two if i'm really lucky) since like two weeks before the break. my mind has been everywhere. and i don't really want to sit still or be quiet for very long. like... it's not possible. and that psat thing is tomorrow. it would really suck if i got there and couldn't concentrate...

i got an amazing picture tonight. i will try to put it on here. later. but my computer is stupid, so maybe not.

this week has been pretty much uneventful...
besides vacation and leaving early...

i like the cold weather.

i thought i wrote on here yesterday...
guess not.

i am back.

How do I get out of here
Where do I fit in?
Though the world is torn and shaken
Even if your heart is breakin'
It's waiting for you to awaken
And someday you will-
Learn to be still
Learn to be still

someone should bring me a cookie. that would be good.

i love you. alot.

photo from Mady di principessa

that's me at my "birthday"... that was really more than 2 weeks after my birthday. and the waitor at camino real shoveled whipped cream in my face. and managed to get it up my nose and in my eye... hehehe.

THE EAGLES ARE ON TV!!!!!!

is almost here. :-)

thank god this week is almost over. it's been awful. like... wow awful. but tomorrow is friday. and band saturday. and then next week is here. hopefully it will be better.