DCI tonight! and guess who gets to go...ME!!! yay!

i think i had a good day.

i got blue and purple hair dye!

i'm happy right now. i really am. and it's nice. sometimes it just takes one little thing to pick you up. but sometimes it just takes one little thing to bring you down...but i guess that's life. but it's all good, right? because everything's going to be okay. and no matter how bad your life may seem, somebody always has it worse than you. and one day, you're going to look back and realize that most of the stuff you worry about now is stupid. besides, life's really too short to worry, isn't it?

i guess that's just what's on my mind tonight. i love you all so much. and if you ever have a problem, i'm here. i'll listen or just sit with you or pray for you or cry with you or whatever. i love you.

tonight was fun...

someone should come kidnap me today. that would be extremely cool.

today was sooooo much fun. we had a picnic! and then me and stephy got CUPCAKES!!!! and we delivered cupcakes to people! then we had...BAND!!! which i was dreading...but it was cool. i like the music. then we went to the cookout thing...ehh. then FAZOLI'S!!! yay! i love EVERYONE!

kid's castle. tomorrow (tuesday). 1:30. picnic. bring money for pizza. be there.

we have milk AND chocolate (to put in the milk). and we have THREE kinds of poptarts. strawberry, CHERRY, and blueberry!!!!

so...how are you?

i can't wait til band camp. :-)

today i played some of the music almost right...almost. but it's all good. :-)

so i have a mellophone sectional tomorrow...i really do hate mello. :-( hmmm...please make me hate it less...or at least be gooooood at it. please. mmm...i LOVE you. yes, you. :-) goodbye.

today i want a garden. a BIG garden. with lots of pretty flowers. and a bench in the middle. where i can go to read or just think.

i want to be the princess!!!

despite being stuck at home babysitting joey alot this morning/afternoon, i had a really good day. :-)

i hate being the oldest! i don't want to be stuck here all day tomorrow. why do i have to babysit him??? it's not fair. i don't even get paid for babysitting. just because he's my brother, i'm expected to keep him free of charge and be happy about it. it's not that he's hard to keep or anything. he sits there all day and watches tv or plays playstation. but i can't leave and go do stuff with my friends. grrr

anyone want to do something? if you do, give me a call. :-)

LIBRARY!!!

today was good. i had fun. (that was the happy.) but i wish i was happy right now. (that was the sad) i hope i get to go to the library tomorrow.

guess who needs a hug...

that's right...mady.

so who thinks i am a loser because i enjoy spending my day reading at the library?

cupcaaaaaaaaake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mmm...i want to play tennis. right now. ;-)

im bored. reeeeeaaaaallllllllllyyyy bored. someone call me. right now.

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why does this bother me? it never has before. maybe i just never really realized it before? or maybe i just never really thought about it before...i dont know. but it really shouldnt bother me, should it? at least not this much? i dont know. someone please help...but that's kind of it...maybe i should just stop...