i hate scales!!!

i completely suck and am really getting frusterated with my french horn.

and we have chair tryouts tomorrow. we have to know all 12 major scales. i know like three. and i think we have to sight read. which i suck at. a lot. yeah. this is gonna suck.

i'm about ready to throw my french horn out the window and go back to flute. but i wouldn't do that. because when i'm not completely frusterated, i love playing horn so much. but right now... i want it to die.

i love you.