I stayed up all night reading a book, and writing a paper that were supposed to done today. I didn't finish the book and was upset... not only did I not sleep, (which I have been trying to do somewhat, every night, as of late) but I also failed to finish... turns out my teacher didn't even mention the book in class. sigh... I did get my process analysis paper back. For as few things as she was able to point out for improvement, I was dissapointed to barely recieve  a 90, I am just squeaking by in that class. Anyway, I don't have any homework due tomorrow so I am going to try to get a jump start on a few longer term projects, clean my bedroom, car, and get the house straightened, and hopefully vacumed. If I have time I may even be able to get the office desk caught up! 

I am buried in homework!! Who's with me? Anyone? ...

    NO CLASS THIS MORNING!! Ok I am a bit excited. I convinced my teacher that since she had a meeting and class was going to be shortened anyway and because we needed more time to work on homework, she should give us today off. That is my morning class, and I am going to do my service hours later, so I don't have to be in till 12:40. So that means I have more time to do my homework and can actually do a fitting job.

    So why is it that we can see so plainly what our friends are doing that is stupid... we see what they should do... Do we do things that, in others eyes, are as plainly wrong, or harmful? (extremely exasperated sigh)... sometimes I wish I could make others decisions for them. Not all the time of course, but only in the case that I know that they are seemingly unfit to make a proper one, and that they are going to hurt themselves.

I bewail the actuality that Paul and Russell are of the inimical tenet that my extemporaneous compilation of an agglomeration of thoughts was grandiloquent or inscrutable. I am utterly woebegone and shall, henceforth, endevour to bowdlerize my posts and thus ameliorate the situation.

Haha.. Jk guys.

Ok... so that was bad, sorry. I was doing it without using a dictionary or thesaurus so that may have been able to be a bit more circomlocutious if I hadwanted to.

No really though I don't mean to be and if I sound as if I am attempting to be formal, I apologize. It's the way I write. I wish I could just type out a blog as you all do. Anyway thanks for the comments.  ;-)
Thanks Russ, Thanks Paul.  :-)

So life has been, this week, extremely difficult. Today, however, I went motorcycling, and it was amazing. I forced myself to let other things go and to try not to think. This, the whole not thinking thing, has always been difficult for me. It was extremely refreshing.

So,
I have always thought that the idea of a blog was strange. Were I to
write my intermost thoughts, or that which I was truly feeling, I would
not post it on the internet for the world to see. My thoughts may at
times be such that I am willing to share, but that is not always the
case. Those thoughts which I would feel necessary to keep I would not
write in a public place. Unless, of course, in
a moment of weakness, I desired to release built up emotion through
writing. Even that, however, I could do through my journaling. Yet,
here I am. I have entered my e-mail address onto a screen and thus
initiated a site wherein people expect that that which they read will
give them insight into my thoughts. We shall soon see. 

I gave in...