So in light of vacation this summer and who to invite... I realized today , that hardly any of my friends are GIRLS...  yes i have 100s of friends at school who are girls.. but very few that im really close too..

guys are a different story.. i've got too many guy friends..

Josef says that girls dont like me b/c i am a slut.  Allen says because i am a Dyke.  neither of these are true.. (i hope) 

So then why is it that i find girls incredibly hard to get along with. ?   females in general are vain and flat.  A horrible thing to say i kno... especially coming from me, as i am a big on equality for the sexes..  But at oakland girls care about what is on their heads... not what is in them.  They over react and love to cause drama.  Girls are for the most part less perverse than males...  I am a VERY perverse person and i think this has a lot to do with why very few females seek my friendship.. I have a horrible and sick twisted sense of humor ( that i wouldn't trade for anything) and  a mind set that will not let me settle for a lesser conversation when i know where to find a better one. 

I am NOT  a tom boy.. i care about what i look like to an extent, but appearance is not my life style and it never will be.  Im soo fucking sorry that i dont want to sit and talk about where i got every article of clothing on my body and how much i spent on each peice and who i was with when i bought it and what that person said about how cute it is.  ..  so sorry that i find othere things more entertaining and worthy of my oppinion.

dont get me wrong here.  There are a lot of girls who are not like this, and that i like very much.  But girls are mean...  mean mean mean... 

and guys have jsut always been nicer

7th and 8th grade.. Matt Ward was my best friend.

High School it has been Josef Beal.

Girlfriends come and go.... but the guys take more before they move on.

Rebekah is the same exact way.  the VERY EFFING SAME... this is why she is my ultimate best friend.. but on a scale scale she doesn't really count... b/c she is my sister. my real sister.  We;ve grown up together and in the process grown up almost the same.. not only in behaviour and ideas.. but in apperance also.

Then there is GG.... but she doesn't fit the catagory of a "girl girl"... she still is female and beatiful... but she isn't like the rest of them.  She has the loyalty that you find in guys.  that "i've got your back" shit.. no matter how stupid what you jsut did was...  She is my favorite girl....

so this has been LONG enough i dare say...

later